We leave the shower dripping wet and the only towels we have are the ones we used at the beach.
"We can grab clean towels from the cabana and we can eat on the deck while we dry off. As we make our way out back to the pool area I can hear hints of a conversation and as we come around the back corner of the house I see Jake, Cory and two girls in the shallow end of the pool. What the hell? Both girls are platinum blondes with big boobs and tiny little bodies. No surprise there. I'm kind of amazed at their impressive balance. Their chests are so freakishly large compared to the rest of them I don't how they aren't tipping over.
Jake notices us and makes the introductions. Apparently, Amber is his girlfriend and Pammie, is her friend. Pammie? Seriously? Gag! They are staying with friends about twenty minutes from us. Oh goodie
"Jakey, you never mentioned a girlfriend. Is this a new thing?"
Amber shrilly cuts in, "Jake, your family doesn't know about us?"
Jake is wearing a look of panic on his face and I decide it's payback time. I'm really going to enjoy this.
"No, Jakey never mentioned you but don't take it personally, his girlfriends don't usually last long enough for us to meet them," I say with an innocent shrug of my shoulders as I make my way toward Jake, who is shooting daggers at me with his eyes. As Erik and I pass by him I mumble under my breath, but loud enough for only him to hear, "payback's a bitch, Jakey boy."
That night after dinner, which was thankfully just my mom, dad and the two of us, Erik and I decided to go to the movies. We saw The Dark Knight and I think I have a little crush on Christian Bale now. Holy hotness.
By the time we got back to the house, it was after midnight so E and I went to our rooms and I Immediately went to bed. I lay there for an hour or so but couldn't fall asleep due to a huge migraine. I finally gave up and made my way downstairs to look for some pain medicine. As I passed by the media room, I heard Cory's voice so I paused to peek in. It took me a few seconds for my brain to grasp what I was seeing but hearing Cory say "suck it," gave me a pretty good idea. OMG! Pammie is on her knees on the floor between his legs and he is pretty much fucking her face. His hands are clutching her hair and his head is resting on the back of the sectional while he pushes her head down as he thrusts his hips up repeatedly. I am never sitting on that couch again. Thank God it’s too dark for me to really see anything. It’s bad enough I can tell what’s going on. I don’t need a clearer image burned into my eyeballs for all eternity.
I turn and run back to my room and shut myself inside as quickly as possible. I throw myself across my bed as the tears start to flow. The words I'm so stupid keep repeating over and over in my mind. I'm nothing to him and I'm in love with Erik so why do I feel as though he's betrayed me?
When I wake up the next morning, my eyes are swollen and red but I guess that's to be expected when you cry yourself to sleep. I splash cold water on my face hoping to relieve some of the puffiness before going down to breakfast. I'm not looking forward to the questions I'll be asked when my mom takes a good look at me.
I walk into the kitchen to find Erik, Jake, Cory and both my parents already seated at the table eating bacon and eggs.
"Morning sweetie help yourself. There's orange juice in the fridge."
I grunt out an "okay," before sitting down at the table. E leans over and kisses me on the top of my head and whispers "Hi Pretty Girl."
"Hi," I whisper back as I begin to scoop eggs onto my plate. My appetite is pretty much nonexistent this morning so I only take a small amount of each thing. I focus on inhaling my breakfast as fast as possible and wish for the power of invisibility so I could avoid the inevitable questions about my hideous appearance.
I'm almost done eating and I'm hopeful I might actually make it out of this meal unscathed when my mother just has to go there..."Hailey honey, are you okay?"
"Yeah." I don't ask why because I'm praying she will drop it. Drop it, drop it, drop it....
"You look horrible, honey. Your eyes are all puffy this morning."
Damn, I knew she wouldn't leave it alone.
"Thanks, mom, you always know just what to say to make me feel good."
Erik sympathetically squeezes my thigh under the table. He knows what my relationship is like with my mom. If there were an award for the most invasive mother or the mother who says all the wrong things, she would be the winner, hands down.
"Well, what's causing all the puffiness around your eyes, honey? Maybe you should take some Benadryl in case you are having an allergic reaction."
"Mom, I'm fine. I had a horrible migraine last night and I couldn't fall asleep."
"Did you take anything for it?"
"No, I came down here to look for some medicine but I heard some weird gagging noise, so I went back to bed." I look right at Cory as I say this. He is taking a sip of juice and chokes on it, coughing repeatedly. Jake pounds on his back.
"You okay man?"
"Yeah, wrong pipe," he gasps. He looks at me and I can only hope my expression conveys how truly disgusted I am with him.
I push my chair back and walk over to the sink to rinse my plate and put it in the dishwasher.
"Erik, I'm going to change now. I'll be down in ten. Are we surfing?"
"Hell yeah, we're surfing. Don't forget your rash guard."
Erik and I spend the remainder of the morning surfing and the waves are epic. I'm feeling kind of tired due to my lack of sleep last night so we head to the house for a bite to eat. When we get back there, my parents are getting ready to leave for a few days to Key West for a little "alone time." Gross! Jake and Cory are staying with us as chaperones, so unfortunately, we won't be alone… but they won't be here all the time. I want some alone time with E and I intend to find it.
Later that night the opportunity presents itself sooner than expected when Jake and Cory go to a party at the house Amber and Pammie are staying at. Erik and I have pizza delivered for dinner and cuddle on the couch after watching Spiderman 3. I make sure we don't sit on the blow job end.
Erik is being extremely affectionate and I want to take advantage of it.
"I'm going upstairs to take a shower and then," I pause unsure of myself. "I want you in my bed with me." I gnaw on my bottom lip nervously, waiting for his reaction.
"Okay PG," he grins before finishing. "I will meet you in your room in twenty minutes. Does that give you enough time? Don't bother putting clothes on, I'm just gonna take them off of you."
I take my shower and shave all my necessary areas before applying my favorite vanilla scented lotion. I haphazardly dry my hair, not really worried about what it looks like. I brush through it till it's smooth and get under my covers of my bed naked like E wants. I lay there with my stomach nervously churning. I've been giving it a lot of thought and I've decided that tonight's the night I will lose my virginity with Erik. I love him and we've been together for over nine months now. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I know it’s bound to be painful, but I trust E to make it the best it can be.
He knocks on my door before entering and he walks in wearing only a towel. He's also freshly showered and as he reaches the edge of my bed, he lets his towel drop to the floor. His body is perfection and better than anything my imagination could conjure up. He climbs under the covers next to me and scoots over so he is lying right beside me, our bodies are facing one another. He slowly traces my lips with his index finger before caressing my cheek with the top of his hand.
"What do you want to happen tonight Pretty Girl?
"I want us to make love."
"Hailey, I want that more than anything too, but I want to make sure you're absolutely sure about this. You control how far we go, okay? You can change your mind at any time."
"I won't change my mind, Erik. I love you and I want this."
"I love you so much Hailey."
He gently meets my mouth with his, just a light brushing of lips as he lays his torso over me. His hands are in my hair as our kisses intensify with me
eting tongues and nipping teeth.
"You're so beautiful, I can't wait to be inside you," he gruffly whispers against my neck as he kisses his way down to my chest. His lips wrap around my nipple and he gently sucks it into his mouth. I gasp at the sensation and thrust my hips upwards towards him. He moves to my other nipple first licking it and then gently blowing on it. I grip his hair in both my fists, pulling his lips to mine for a frenzied kiss as I wrap my legs around his narrow hips. He rubs his cock against my folds sliding back and forth coating him with my wetness.
"Please, Erik."
He presses himself against my entrance. "Is this what my pretty girl wants? You want me inside you?"
"Yes Erik, now."
He pushes his hips forward, little by little, taking his time, trying not to hurt me.
"E, just do it, all at once."
He thrusts his hips forward pushing through any resistance until he is fully inside me. I gasp in pain as he groans in pleasure.
He holds still, giving me time to adjust to the size of him.
"Are you okay Pretty Girl?" He asks, framing my face with both of his hands. I nod my head and wrap my legs around his hips, giving him permission to move. As he begins to slowly slide in and out the pain begins to lessen. I start to lift my hips to meet his thrusts and his breathing picks up speed.
"You feel incredible." He pants out, beginning to move his hips faster until he finishes harshly, calling out my name. He collapses on top of me, burying his face in my neck and pulling me close in his arms. That's it? Not sure what all the fuss is about but hopefully next time will be better.
"Hailey," he whispers sweetly in my ear, "Thank you for being my first. I love you." He runs his nose down my neck before placing a feather light kiss on my collarbone. He lifts his head and studies my face as if he's looking at me for the first time.
"Are you alright? Did I hurt you?" He looks at me with concern.
"I'm great," I smile at him and rub the frown line between his eyebrows with my finger.
"Stop worrying about me. I'm fine. It didn't even hurt as much as I thought it would."
"In the heat of the moment I forgot all about using a condom. I'm sorry, it didn't even cross my mind once we started fooling around. I know diseases aren't a concern because neither of us has done this before but are you still taking your birth control?"
"Yes, I always take it. No worries E."
He rises from the bed, scooping me up in his arms, "let's take a shower and get cleaned up Pretty Girl.
We sleep in the late the next day and I wake to Erik holding me in his arms. How did I get so lucky? His morning hard on is pressed against my ass and all I can think of is no freaking way! As it is, my vagina may never recover from the previous night. I think some jacuzzi time might be necessary today. It might soothe my sore "area".
I'm feeling pretty hungry and the loud noises my stomach is making reminds me I haven't eaten since dinner the night before. I try to sneak out of bed without waking E, but he grabs me just as my feet are about to hit the floor, pulling me back down on the bed.
" Where do you think you're going PG?"
"I was going to surprise you with breakfast in bed."
"I'd rather have you for breakfast." He nuzzles my neck and moves down to lick my nipple. "How can I want you again already?"
"I don't know, but I do know that you can't have me right now. I am way too sore to even entertain the idea of having sex."
"Okay," he relents, "but I know I owe you an orgasm for last night. I couldn't hold on any longer PG. I promise next time will be better."
I head to the kitchen to make us some breakfast and I find Cory sitting at the table drinking coffee.
"Good morning Hailey."
"Hey." Yeah, that's all I've got for him. I hadn't seen him since the breakfast from hell the other day. It feels weird to be around him after seeing Pammie sucking his dick. I'm not sure what the proper etiquette is for a situation like this. I open the fridge to see if we have the ingredients needed for omelettes.
"So things with you and Erik are going well," He says. And now from left field... I'm mid reach towards the eggs when he surprises me with this random question. Good thing I didn't have the eggs in my hands yet or there would be a big mess to clean up. I grab what I need from the fridge and close it with my left foot.
"Yep." I place the items on the counter and grab everything I need from the cupboard. I'm whisking eggs and milk together in a red bowl when he hits me with an unexpected question.
"So are you guys serious?" What the hell?
"Yep," is all I say as I pour the egg mixture into a preheated pan on the stove. I'm toasting bread when he drops this bomb on me. " Have you guys had sex yet?" Seriously?
"What the hell Cory? That's none of your business." I spit out angrily.
Before I can say another word E walks in and confidently makes his way over to me. He looks hot with his favorite Red Sox hat turned backward and a day’s worth of scruff on his face. He comes up behind me, wrapping both arms around my waist and kisses me behind my ear.
"Good morning love." I catch on to the fact that we aren't supposed to have seen each other yet this morning. I turn in his arms so we are pressed together, face to face. I wrap my arms around his waist and lay my head on his chest. I inhale the scent of him and it makes me wish we were alone now.
"Mmm, you smell so good. Can we stay like this all day?" I smile up at him, resting the tip of my chin on his muscular chest. "I can't think of any other place I'd rather be at this moment."
"I love anytime you're in my arms, but I can't lie, I'd much rather be buried inside you right now," He whispers his lips against my ear.
"Okay lovebirds break it up, break it up," Jake yells out, clapping his hands as he walks into the room.
I shake my head and turn to finish preparing our breakfast. I hand E his plate of food and I grab mine before we go sit at the table.
***
My parents returned from their getaway, later that afternoon. It was nice to see them looking so relaxed and refreshed for a change. My dad's job can be very demanding and it comes with a lot of pressure so my parents don't always have time to be together, just the two of them. They were happy to see us all and relieved that there were no emergencies while they were gone. My mom thanked Jake for "watching over Erik and me," and it was all I could do to not laugh out loud. If she only knew how little he was actually here, she would freak the fuck out.
We are all out to dinner that night at a Mexican restaurant that serves the best chicken fajitas I have ever eaten. My mom shared some of her margarita with me and it was yummy. I loved the combination of the salty rim and tangy drink. I liked it so much Jake ordered me one but pretended it was his. He also got himself a beer and we played a drinking game unbeknownst to anyone else. We had to drink every time my mom complained about something. Jake decided to kick my leg each time, in addition to drinking. I'm not sure why but by the end of this meal I will be a bruised up drunkard. E must have noticed I was starting to get a buzz on because he leaned over and whispered in my ear, "if you get drunk I'm taking advantage of you." I smile at him, but I'm pretty much smiling at everything at this point.
"It's not taking advantage if I want you to do it E." He looks over and mouths the words hot tub at me and then winks. I nod in agreement and wink back at him. It sounds like a great idea if we can actually pull it off. With the speed my dad is plying my mom with margaritas, we may be able to. Maybe he is trying to get her to loosen up some. She is so uptight most of the time and it makes it difficult to want to spend time with her. I love my mom, but I don't like her a lot of the time and I think Jake and my dad most likely feel the same. She's a very negative person so it makes it hard to talk to her about things going on in my life. She listens and offers advice but then the conversation will turn into a list of things she needs to do or "we" need to do.
***
When we get back to the beach house, I head to my room to change o
ut of the dress I’m wearing and into some boxers and a tee. It feels so good to be out of that dress. The top of it is very fitted and with all the food I ate at dinner it felt like I was going to bust out of it. I also took the time to wash my face free of makeup. I don’t want raccoon eyes in the hot tub, although I don’t think Erik would care.
I’m now lying on my bed thinking about tonight. Cory was very quiet during dinner and that works just fine for me. Things have been beyond weird with us, first with the blow job situation and then all the invasive questions he was asking me. Jake and he went out to some club and most likely won't be back until the early hours of the morning, so if we’re lucky Erik and I just may get to take advantage of that hot tub. I pick up my kindle to do a little reading hoping to pass the time more quickly. Erik's also hanging in his room. He just texted me that he's watching football videos on his laptop. He also mentioned my mom and dad are already in their room, so now we just have to wait and see if they have retired for the night or not.
I must have dozed off and the buzzing of my phone wakes me. It’s a text from Erik.
Hot tub?
Hell Yeah!
cu in 5
I jump up off my bed and move quickly about grabbing my bikini and a towel. I throw my clothes on my bed as I remove them and pull my bathing suit on faster than I ever have before. I grab a hair elastic off my nightstand and pull my hair up to the top of my head and twist it into a bun. I pick up my towel, turn my light off and quietly open my door. I peek both ways to make sure I’m not going to get busted sneaking out, but there’s no sign of anyone. I close my door softly and make my way as quietly as possible along the hallway, down the stairs and out the back door of the house. I take extra time to make sure that the back door doesn’t automatically lock from the inside. It might be hard to explain to my parents how we came to be stuck outside.
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