“What…?” Her eyes flew open to find that he was watching her intently as he massaged her rosebud.
“You need to be oiled and stretched,” he explained, adding another finger as she gasped at the sudden invasion. “I may not be able to stop myself from taking you, but I can at least try not to wound you in the process.”
Lauren was touched. Having felt the tension in his big body, she knew how hard it was for him to delay his instinct to bond her to him. The fact that he could put off his own needs in order to tend to her made her love him even more.
“It’s all right. I’m all right,” she whispered and was surprised to find that it was true. The fruit Kat had given her was really doing its job. Though he had three thick fingers stretching her back entrance, she felt no pain.
Xairn looked at her wonderingly. “It was true then—what Deep told me about the substance they use to make bonding sex possible.”
“It’s a fruit,” Lauren told him breathlessly. “And it makes you very, very, uh, needy.”
“Is that right?” He stroked his other hand down her body, teasing her nipples and brushing lightly over her neat thatch of curls. “So it makes your pussy hot and wet and ready? Is that what you mean?”
“Yes,” Lauren whispered. Her cheeks were hot as she admitted her need and desire but she had no wish to lie to him. “Yes, Master.”
“Ready to open for me?” His thick fingers slid between her legs, caressing her wet slit, delving inward to find her swollen clit and tease it unmercifully. “Ready to spread your legs and let me fuck you?”
Wordlessly, Lauren nodded. God, he was killing her with pleasure! She felt so empty inside, so needy. Please…please let him hurry!
“Then open for me,” Xairn commanded roughly. “Spread your legs and let me in.”
Lauren bit her lip and did as he said. Tied to the bed as she was, the position left her wide open, her naked pussy and ass on display for his pleasure and penetration. She thought she had never felt more vulnerable…or more hot. Deep inside her the bonding fruit was doing its job, making her ache to be opened, to be filled. She thought if she didn’t have him in her soon she would die.
“Please, Master,” she moaned. “I can’t wait anymore. I want you in me.”
“You’re sure you’re ready?” Xairn positioned himself between her legs and cupped her cheek, looking down into her eyes anxiously. She could feel his hot, hard body poised above hers, could smell the warm, spicy, masculine scent of his skin as he prepared to take her. His red-on-black eyes blazed and he looked like he was hanging onto his self control by a thread. But Lauren knew if she said no he would still hold off. Loving him even more, she nodded.
“I’m ready. More than ready. Please, I need you!”
“I need you too, my sweet Lauren,” he admitted, his voice a low growl. “Gods, how I need you.” Reaching between them, he guided both shafts into position.
Lauren moaned softly as she felt two broad heads brushing against her, one poised at the entrance to her pussy and the other nudging against her rosebud. Then Xairn gazed intently into her eyes.
“Look at me,” he commanded, beginning to press both thick shafts into her body. “Watch me while I take you. Open your soul to me as you open your body. If we’re going to do this, I need all of you.”
“Yes, Master,” Lauren gasped and bit her lip at the intensity of his gaze. She held his eyes as he entered her, the broad heads of his primary and secondary cocks breaching both her pussy and her rosebud at the same time. God, he was huge. She could feel her body stretching to accommodate him as he slid slowly deeper and she knew without the bonding fruit Kat had given her she wouldn’t have been able to take him. Both of his shafts were simply too large and the fact that they had to be in her at the same time was too much for any human girl to bear.
Thanks to the effects of the fruit there was no pain but she felt tight, completely penetrated in a way she had never been before. Looking into Xairn’s red-on-black eyes, feeling the deep connection to the man she loved, she relished the feeling, moaning softly as he pressed deeper and deeper into her, taking her completely.
“Am I hurting you?” he asked, his eyes burning into his. “Tell me now if I am, Lauren. “Once I get all the way inside you, once I penetrate you completely, I won’t be able to stop. I’ll have to fuck you until I fill you with my cum.”
“It’s all right,” she whispered, wishing she could reach up to stroke his cheek. “I’m okay. You’re just…so big. But don’t stop—I can handle it.”
“You’re beautiful, you know that?” His gaze softened somewhat as he looked at her. “I love this, love having you spread out under me. Love to feel your sweet little pussy and ass stretching to take me in as I penetrate you.”
God, but his hot, dirty words turned her on! “Go deeper,” Lauren urged him, her heart pounding. “Take me all the way, Master. Please, I want to feel you all the way inside me.”
“As you wish.” With a last, slow, deliberate thrust, he did as she requested.
Lauren moaned as she felt him hit home inside her and knew he was buried to the hilt in both her pussy and her ass. There was no going back now. No asking him to stop. She was pinned beneath him, helpless, both her cunt and her rosebud filled with his thick shafts. There was nothing she could do now but spread her legs wider and submit to him. Submit to his fucking.
She expected him to start at once but for a long moment he held perfectly still, looking into her eyes.
“Gods, you’re tight,” he whispered. “So tight and so beautiful, opening yourself for me this way.”
“I love to be open for you.” Leaning up, she gave him a soft but intense kiss on the mouth. “Love feeling you inside me, making me yours, taking me. Bonding me to you.”
“And this is truly what you want? For the rest of your life?” he demanded, his voice hoarse and hopeful. “To be tied to me this way?”
“It’s all I want.” Tilting her hips, Lauren nudged him even deeper into her body. Both of them groaned as the move caused a bolt of pleasure. “Please Xairn…Master,” she whispered. “Fuck me.”
She didn’t have to ask again. With a low roar, he pulled almost all the way out of her and slammed back in, filling her pussy and ass to the hilt with his shafts, making her cry out and buck against him. God, so good, so deep, she thought incoherently. Can’t believe it…feels incredible! The intense pleasure was tinged with pain now, but in a good way. The way he pounded into her let Lauren know she would be aching later but she didn’t care—didn’t care about anything but submitting to her man. Never had she felt so opened, so owned. And somehow the sensation was incredibly right. Slowly the wire began to tighten in her belly—the feeling of him inside her, mastering her so completely, was almost more than she could bear. And God, when she came, she was going to come so hard, she just knew it.
She expected things to degenerate into a fast, hard fucking at that point but Xairn surprised her by slowing things down. Leaning closer, he looked into her eyes as he pulled out and pushed back in again, plowing her thoroughly with both shafts. “Watch me,” he murmured as he began a long, slow, hard rhythm which seemed designed to drive her crazy. “Watch me while I fuck you, Lauren. While I bond you to me forever.”
“Forever,” she echoed breathlessly, trying to catch his rhythm and join the carnal dance they were engaged in. “Forever, Xairn—yes.”
She didn’t know how long it lasted. How long he spent looking into her eyes while he slowly filled her. It seemed to go on for an eternity, the deep, hard push and pull in her cleft and ass as he used her thoroughly, opened her completely, and yet she never wanted it to end. But slowly the wire in her belly tightened toward the breaking point and she knew she couldn’t hold off her orgasm forever. It was simply too much—she was going to come.
“Xairn,” she whispered. “God, I can’t help it. I’m going to…going to…”
“Come for me,” he growled, staring into her eyes as he thrust inside her. “
Come with me buried inside you. Let me fill you with my seed—milk me dry with your tight little pussy and ass.”
Lauren couldn’t have said no if she wanted to. Again she could felt the wire tighten. This was no gentle wave set to wash over her as her first orgasm under his tongue had been. This was a tidal wave—a tsunami of pleasure which was about to engulf her completely. And when she surfaced from its depths, she would be changed forever.
She wanted that—wanted it badly. And she worked for it, too. Pumping her hips in time to Xairn’s rhythm, she tried to be open enough, tried to give herself completely to his rough, delicious fucking as he pressed her toward the edge of pleasure…and then pushed her over.
“God, Xairn…Xairn,” she cried breathlessly. “Master! Love you…love you so much!”
“I love you, too, Lauren.” His voice was a raw whisper and then she felt him surge inside her once more, pressing as deep into her ass and pussy as he could possibly get. Both thick shafts throbbed within her and she felt herself clenching around him, urging him to come. He held rock solid and steady within her and then she felt the hot gush that told her he had allowed her orgasm to trigger his own and he was coming, filling her completely with his essence, bonding her to him, making her his forever.
The orgasm was so intense she actually saw stars and for a moment she was afraid she might black out. God, so good, she thought, her mind jumbled with pleasure. Love you, baby, want you. Never want to leave you…
“You won’t. We’ll never be parted again.”
Lauren’s eyes had been shut tight in pleasure but now they flew open and she looked at Xairn in surprise. “I thought you lost your powers, that you couldn’t read minds anymore.”
“I can’t.” He smiled. “Or rather, I can only read your mind. We’re bonded now and apparently I have enough Kindred blood in my ancestry to form a mental bond with you as well as a physical bond.”
“So…you can read my thoughts?”
“When you’re thinking directly at me like you were a minute ago.” He kissed her. “It should work both ways. You should be able to read my thoughts too.”
“Hey!” Lauren put a hand to her head. “I heard you in here. Amazing.” She grinned. “Not to mention convenient. Will this last?”
Xairn looked into her eyes. “For as long as our bond lasts. For the rest of our lives.”
“Forever, then.” Reaching up, Lauren drew him down and kissed him deeply.
It had been a long, hard road they had traveled from the first minute she saw him aboard the Fathership and sometimes she had wondered if they would ever find their way. But they had finally come full circle and ended exactly where they were supposed to—in each other’s arms.
“Forever,” Xairn echoed in her head and she knew she would never be alone again.
Chapter Forty
“I’m so glad Lauren and Xairn are moving up to the Mother ship.” Olivia sighed happily as she started on her last pregnant lady surprise cupcake. They were all relaxing in her suite and sharing out the latest gift from the Sweet Spot which Lauren had sent up that morning. “This is where they belong—up here with us.”
“Well, they couldn’t stay down on Earth now that Xairn has gone back to looking Scourge,” Sophia said practically. “It causes too many questions.”
“Besides,” Kat added, “she needs to be close to a constant source of bonding fruit. There’s no way they can do the nasty without it. You know, I thought I had it bad being with Twin Kindred but the Scourge have got a double whammy—two for the price of one equipment and the whole D/s thing going on.” She shook her head and laughed. “It’s crazy but apparently Lauren loves it.”
“So you’ve gotten yet another poor soul hooked on ‘the fruit.’” Liv raised an eyebrow in mock disapproval. “Honestly Kat, you’re such an enabler.”
“You mean the way you’re hooked on Lauren’s cupcakes?” Kat shot back, grinning. “I swear you must be eating for more than two the way you suck them down.”
“Uh-uh, you’re the one who’s going to be having twins, remember?” Liv smiled sweetly and finished off the last bite of cupcake.
“Not for a long time yet, I hope.” Kat shivered. “I’ll leave the pregnancy thing to you two.” She looked at Sophia. “You and Sylvan are still trying, right?”
Sophia nodded and looked down at her hands. “Yeah. I was hoping to surprise Sylvan for Christmas but so far…nothing.”
“It’ll happen, womb-mate.” Olivia patted her twin’s arm comfortingly. “Don’t worry. Just keep trying.”
Sophia gave her a small smile. “Trying is half the fun.”
“More than half.” Kat grinned and picked up a normal, strawberry and cream cheese frosted cupcake. “Hey, where’s Nadiah? I thought she was coming.”
“She went down to the HKR building in Sarastota to meet with Detective Rast again. He has some clothes from the AllFather’s last victim and he wants her to touch them and see if she can get anything on her location.” Sophia shook her head. “It’s so sad that she’s still missing. I can’t believe they didn’t find her when they searched the Fathership.”
“Baird went looking for her personally,” Liv said. “He found the wires she was hooked up to and saw some of her memories the AllFather had recorded on that huge viewscreen thing he used to torture people.” She shivered. “But no Elise.”
“Elise? That was her name?” Kat asked.
Liv nodded. “Elise Darden. She was a tiny little thing with long black hair, just like Lauren’s. And according to Baird, she’s had it rough even before the AllFather snatched her. He said watching her memories nearly broke his heart.”
“But it doesn’t make sense.” Sophie frowned. “If he took her and never sent back her body like he did the first one, then she has to be on the Fathership somewhere. Maybe she’s hiding and she’s afraid to come out.”
“They searched everywhere,” Liv said. “They even checked the life pods. One of them had been deployed so they scanned it to see if any of the Scourge were trying to escape.”
“Were they?” Sophia asked.
Olivia shook her head. “Nope. There weren’t any life forms aboard, just some old equipment. So the officer in charge let it go on out into deep space.”
“That poor girl. Maybe she is still on board. Maybe the AllFather disposed of her body some way instead of sending it back to Earth,” Kat said softly. “Deep and Lock told me while they were searching they came across these horrible tanks, filled with black slime. They found bones and…and body parts in them. So far it’s only been animal parts but—”
“Oh my God, Kat! Stop right now unless you want me to lose every single cupcake I just ate right in your lap.” Liv looked green. “And I ate a lot of them,” she added.
“Sorry.” Kat shook her head. “I’m just saying we may never find her. It’s sad but what can you do?”
“Keep looking according to Detective Rast,” Sophia said. “Nadiah says he never gives up until he finds his man. Or woman, in this case.”
“Hmm, Detective Rast, huh?” Kat looked thoughtful. “You know, he seemed like a real jerk at first but it seems like Nadiah’s warming up to him some.”
“She saw something in one of her visions that finally brought him around,” Sophia said mysteriously. “Don’t ask me what, though—she’s become really closed mouth on the subject. And on anything to do with him, really.”
Olivia smiled. “You think she might be falling for him?”
“It wouldn’t do her any good, even if she did.” Sophia looked sad. “She has to go back home soon to that awful guy her parents picked for her to marry. That Yo-dah…ugh!’
“He might not be so bad,” Kat said, taking a bite of her cupcake. “Lots of arranged marriages work out well.”
“Not this one,” Sophie said. “I saw a holo of him and I don’t blame Nadiah for not wanting to marry him. He’s all tall and skinny and pale with these weird eyes that stick out too far. Looks like a cross between a frog a
nd a hairless cat.”
“Well maybe he has a nice personality,” Liv offered, but Sophie shook her head again.
“Unfortunately, not. According to Nadiah he’s from one of the top aristocratic families on Tranq Prime and he’s unbearably snobby about it.”
“Ugly and snooty.” Kat shook her head. “A bad combination.”
“You’re telling me.” Sophia reached for a blueberry and almond crumble cupcake and took a tiny nibble. “Of course, his family is the only reason Nadiah’s parents want her to marry him. They don’t care if she’s happy or not as long as she doesn’t pollute their family’s perfect bloodlines.”
“Poor Nadiah!” Liv sighed. “It’s too bad she can’t just refuse to go back.”
“She can’t though—the blood bond between her and Yo-dah will start pulling her back whether she wants to go or not.” Sophia too another bite. “In fact, I think it might have already started. She’s been really quiet and to herself and lately I keep seeing this strained look on her face—it’s like she has a pain inside but she doesn’t want to talk about it.”
“Are you sure it’s not something we can fix with the right meds?” Liv asked. “Have her come down to the medstation and we’ll take a look.”
Sophia shook her head. “Sylvan already gave her a head-to-toe exam. He says she’s fine and there’s nothing he can do. Only going back home and fulfilling the blood bond will help.”
“But that’s ridiculous—her parents made that engagement for her when she was a little kid, too young to protest,” Kat said indignantly. “Can’t the bond be broken somehow?”
“It can be challenged by another male,” Sophia said. “But no one but a Kindred warrior is going to be strong enough to actually break it. Apparently that’s one reason the natives of Tranq Prime dislike the Kindred so much. They broke a number of blood bonds back when they first came to the planet and claimed the girls who were promised to Tranq Prime males as brides.”
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