by M. Leighton
THE REAPING
By M. Leighton
Copyright 2011, M. Leighton
Photo by Dan Photography
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Prologue
I gave myself up to the excruciating biting and tearing, ripping and gnawing of the group. Blood was pouring down my arms and dripping from my fingertips before I fell to my knees, my legs suddenly lacking the strength to support me.
Above their hungry groaning and vicious squabbling, I could hear the coarse crackle of my clothes ripping as they struggled to get through my jeans and sweater to the skin beneath. I could only imagine what they’d already done to my arms and chest.
I stayed upright as long as I could, but within minutes, the force of bodies pushing and hands pulling was too much for me to bear. When they maneuvered me to the ground, I knew I didn’t have much time left.
CHAPTER ONE
The sun was bright and warm on my face as we walked west toward home. In the distance, the mountains rose up in purple majesty, just like the song says, their jagged peaks cutting sharply into the horizon. Their craggy faces were painted with shadow and I knew their dark tips would soon be frosted with snow. The air held the unmistakable nip of the coming winter.
The red convertible raced past me, moving so fast my hair lifted a little on the wind. It screeched to a halt at the stop sign. I could hear the delighted squeals of the girls that had been thrown from their perch atop the back seat into the laps of the two boys in the front. A pang of longing resonated somewhere in the vicinity of my heart. As long as my dad had any say-so, I’d never be a part of a scene like that.
“They’re going to get someone killed,” Leah said gravely. I looked down at her just as she was pushing her glasses up her nose. She shook her head in disapproval, setting her springy black curls to bouncing. She didn’t understand my fascination with “them”.
They say opposites attract and that certainly held true for me and Leah Kirby, physically and otherwise. She was a petite girl with alabaster skin and chocolate eyes a few shades lighter than her hair, while I was closer to six feet than five with mousy, light brown hair, a medium skin tone and the green eyes of a cat.
And the contrast didn’t stop there. Leah had no desire whatsoever to participate in anything but Mathletes and show choir. Her grandest goal in life was to graduate at the top of her class and get a scholarship to Harvard. I, on the other hand, was willing to settle on a less prestigious future in favor of enjoying the here and now a little bit more. I wanted to spread my wings, attend cool lake parties, swoon over my first kiss, get my heart broken. I wanted to experience life, not just plan for it.
A revving engine drew my attention back to the convertible. With a screech of tires, it sped away, laughter drifting back to us on the cooling September breeze. It faded as did the convertible, my hopes of high school stardom disappearing around the corner with them.
“I guess you’re right,” I said with a sigh, resigned to being left in the dust a little while longer.
When you turn eighteen, I reminded myself. It was the magical age when my father would no longer have control over my life. Mentally, I dangled it out in front of myself like a carrot. It got me out of bed on many days when I’d much rather play hooky and be missed by absolutely no one. Except Leah, that is.
I had somehow convinced myself that I would be somebody then, that I’d suddenly transform into something special and that I’d do something great with my fabulousness. I wanted to be important to someone who was not instrumental in my birth. You know, use my powers for good and all that.
We resumed our walk home, Leah having stopped when I did to ogle the convertible. She lived seven doors down from me. Despite our common age of seventeen, we both walked to school, which was how we met last year. My father and I moved a lot and Leah was the kind of friend I typically attracted when entering a new school, the kind that had few other friends.
My mind was still on the quartet in the convertible, Leah’s incessant chatter a pleasant white-noise backdrop for my fantasy, a fantasy in which I was one of the girls in the back seat. I couldn’t be sure how many times she called my name before it roused me from my daydream. By her frown, I’d say quite a few.
We’d made it all the way to her house and apparently I’d kept up my end of the conversation without saying a word. Leah was a very low maintenance friend.
“Any big plans tonight?”
Unfortunately, my answer was the same as it had been every other Friday night since moving to rural Virginia. “Helping Dad with the car. That’s about it. You?” I asked only out of politeness. I knew the answer. It changed about as much as mine did.
“Got some new books from the library. I can’t wait to get started. This one is a biography of…”
And that’s when she lost me. I was gone again, back at the stop sign with the convertible, imagining the scene if they’d pitched one girl out and invited me to come take her place. Finally Leah waved goodbye and turned to walk up her driveway, leaving me to make my way home alone. And that’s how I liked it—just me and my imagination.
When I reached my mailbox, I stopped. Automatically, I wrenched open the rusty lid and took the stack of mail from inside, tucking it under my arm. I turned toward the small brick house that had been home for the past fourteen months and, with a sigh, I left my daydreams on the concrete sidewalk. There was neither time nor room for them where I was going. According to my dad there was no room for “silly” in our house. And he considered daydreams—along with boys, parties and makeup—silly.
The garage door was open and I could see a pair of ratty, oil-stained tennis shoes sticking out from beneath the rear of the primer-coated 1969 Camaro that would one day be mine.
Hopefully before I turn thirty, I thought snidely.
“Hey, Dad.”
“Hey, butterfly,” came the muffled response. I smiled at the nickname, as I always did. My father had been calling me “butterfly” for as long as I could remember. It was strange in a way; he was anything but fanciful. In fact, I felt sure that the term “tough love” had originated somewhere in our household. But, tough though it often felt, my father had never let me forget how much he loved me. “How was your day?”
“Same old, same old.”
“How’d the physics test go?”
“I got a ninety-eight.” I could keep neither the pride nor the smile from my voice.
Dad let out a whoop of laughter. “That’s my girl! Never doubted you for a second.”
“Of course you didn’t. You’ve been teaching me chemistry and physics since I was eight. Aren’t you going to ask which question I missed?”
“Nope.”
“Why not?”
“Because I know which question you missed.”
“And how do you know that?”
“Because you still haven’t read In Search of Schrödinger’s Cat like I told you to. I’m sure the question you missed was about quantum entanglement.”
And he was right, which never set well with me because he seemed always to be right. I rolled my eyes, but held my tongue.
“That’s what I thought,” he said smugly.
I stuck my tongue out at his feet then silently scolded myself for the childish act. “How’s the car coming?”
“Just finishing up the exhaust. Why don’t you change and come on back down?”
“I thought I’d go for a run before I start dinner. Can it wait until after?”
There was a pause, a pause in which I knew he was considering my motives. While Dad was insistent that I learn...everything, he was equally insistent that I stay in shape for some reason. I’d never really understood why I needed to be able to run ten miles without stopping, any more than I understood why he felt like I needed to
know how to rebuild an engine, explain string theory, clean a Glock, track a wounded animal, use Krav Maga and start a fire from nothing more than dry moss and a flint, but he did.
For the most part, I didn’t mind, but sometimes I just wanted to be normal. And the only time I felt like I could even get within a mile of being normal was when I ran. I could be a regular girl when I ran, a star athlete even. I could be by myself when I ran. I could daydream all I wanted when I ran. I could escape when I ran. So I ran.
“Alright, but no excuses after dinner.”
“Ok, Dad.” With that, I went inside to go through the mail then change.
Less than five minutes later, I was clothed in shorts and a tank top, hair in a pony tail, feet on the pavement. My mind drifted to all the places that it could only go when I ran. It went to another world where I had a mother and siblings, where I was popular and my biggest worry was what to wear for prom rather than how to get engine grease out from under my fingernails.
I was twirling through a slow song at my prom, in the arms of Stephen Fitchco, the best looking quarterback I’d ever seen, when I heard the horn. By the time I looked up, it was too late; the black Honda was upon me.
CHAPTER TWO
Someone was calling my name over and over again, shaking me. I wondered how this all fit into my daydream, but a thick layer of cobweb had settled over my mind. On and on, someone continued calling my name and shaking my shoulder. I wanted to tell them to stop; it was extremely aggravating. But for some reason my lips didn’t seem to want to cooperate.
Again, someone called my name. This time I noticed that the voice sounded vaguely familiar. And in a good way, too. It induced a very pleasant sensation somewhere in the pit of my stomach.
I pushed my way through the cobwebs, my eyelids the first body parts to respond to my commands. They opened to a scene that dipped and swayed and doubled. I closed them, counted to ten then opened them again. This time my vision was clearer, though I suspected that I might still be daydreaming. The handsome face of none other than Stephen Fitchco hovered over me, his sandy eyebrows pinched together in a worried frown over clear blue eyes.
“Carson! Carson!” It was his voice. And he knew my name!
“What?”
Stephen let out a sigh of relief and closed his eyes. “Thank God you’re ok,” he said.
Ok? What’s that supposed to mean? I thought. Then I noticed that Stephen’s head was framed by blue sky. Just then, the sting of gravel biting into my back penetrated my brain. Then I remembered the black Honda.
“Am I dead?”
“What? Dead?”
“I must be dead. Otherwise you wouldn’t be here,” I reasoned.
He chuckled. “Well, you’re not dead. Can you move?”
Good question. First I tried to wiggle my toes. To my intense relief, they moved inside the confines of my tennis shoes. Whew! No spinal damage. I wiggled my fingers and shrugged my shoulders. Everything seemed to be in working order.
“Yes.”
Stephen smiled a handsome smile that made me feel pretty and special, two things I didn’t feel very often. “Good. Let me help you sit up.”
Stephen slipped one arm under my shoulders and grabbed my hand with his other then gently urged me into a sitting position. My head swam dizzily.
“Wh-what happened?”
“You nearly got run over.”
“But I didn’t?”
“Uh, no,” he said, his voice adopting a strange tone that caused me to look over at him.
“Then wh- how—” I trailed off.
“I’m not really sure how you did it, but you, like, jumped on the hood of my car then sort of ran across the top and fell off the back I think.”
Well, that didn’t sound like something I’d do at all. And surely I would remember such an amazing feat.
“Hmm” was my only response.
“It was actually pretty cool,” he said, his admiration obvious.
“Hmm,” I said again, though I liked the admiration.
“You don’t remember any of that?”
“No.”
“What do you remember?”
“A horn. And seeing a black Honda’s grill coming toward me.”
“And that’s it?”
“That’s it.”
“Maybe you should get checked out. You might have hit your head when you fell.”
At that moment I was far too enamored of him to dwell on his idiotic statement. I was lying in the middle of the street and I’d obviously been unconscious. Of course I’d hit my head. Duh!
“Hmm,” was all I said for the third time, still not yet fully engaged in reality.
“You know, maybe I should take you to the hospital. Just to be sure you’re alright.”
That got my attention. “No. I’m fine. Really.” To prove my point, I pushed myself to my feet then promptly fell into Stephen when the world tilted on its axis.
“You don’t seem ‘fine’.”
“Well, I am.”
“At least let me give you a ride home.”
Extend my fantasy a little longer? I was all for that. “Okay,” I said without a moment’s hesitation.
“Come on,” he said, pulling me snugly against his side and guiding me around his car to the passenger side.
After helping me in, Stephen climbed in behind the wheel and started the engine. Music heavily laden with guitar and drums blasted through the speakers.
“Sorry,” Stephen said, smiling sheepishly and turning the volume down.
I simply smiled in return. I could offer no commentary on his musical selection. That was yet another item that made my father’s “silly” list and was, therefore, deemed a waste of my time. For the millionth time, I mourned the death of my youth. I felt like I’d barely lived at all. Oh, how I longed for some excitement, some meaning, some importance to life.
On the short ride home, I absorbed as much detail as I could about the scene inside the Honda. Knowing I’d likely not have the chance again, I memorized the smell of Stephen’s cologne, the competent way his hands gripped the steering wheel, the tenor of his voice as he talked about his upcoming football game. For just a few minutes, I was a regular girl, enjoying the company of the most popular guy in school, a world of endless possibilities outside my window.
And then I saw my house come into view.
Stephen pulled up to the curb in front of my mailbox and put the car in park. He turned toward me. “Are you sure you’re going to be alright?”
I nodded and smiled, though it wobbled with emotion. My moment was over. “I’m fine. Thanks for the ride,” I said, opening my door.
“No problem,” he assured me, smiling his handsome smile. “See you at school Monday.”
I closed the door, unable to respond for the questions swirling in my head. Was that a promise? It sure sounded like one. Of course, I wanted it to be a promise more than life itself. Did I dare dwell on such an extraordinary thing? Had my stunning acrobatics impressed him? Was I suddenly interesting, now that he’d nearly killed me? How did he know where I lived? Did Dad see him drop me off?
Unfortunately, only one of my questions was to be answered this night. And the answer was yes, Dad did see Stephen drop me off.
I marched up the driveway, suddenly aware of a throbbing inside my skull. I decided to avoid the garage and go through the front door instead, only to find Dad standing behind the glass, arms crossed over his chest.
“Who was that?” I knew that disapproving look. Dad’s shaggy dark brown hair was mussed from frustrated fingers. The deep groove between his hazel eyes was even more pronounced and his mouth was set in a grim, straight line.
I thought about lying, but quickly realized there was no point. There was nothing I could say that would smooth things over; he’d see that I had supposedly been going on a run and ended up with a boy instead. Of course, there was the small possibility he’d believe the truth.
“Stephen Fitchco.”
“An
d what were you doing with him?”
“There was a, uh, an accident and he gave me a ride home.”
At first he looked puzzled. “What kind of accident?” Then I saw his eyes drift to my cheek then down to my arm. They both stung so I could only assume they showed telltale signs of my encounter with the pavement.
I watched as Dad slowly dropped his arms, his big hands curling into tight fists. He was ready to pass judgment and then execute somebody, even though he had no idea what had happened. “Are you alright? Who did this to you?”