by Kathy Love
The creature growled again, and lunged at him, his jaws going straight for Jensen’s throat. Teeth began to clamp onto Jensen’s skin, although oddly, it didn’t hurt.
Shock, Jensen realized, even as it dawned on him that he was going to die. Then a shot rang out, deafening in its nearness. The creature on him jerked, and Jensen realized it had been hit. The creature rolled off of him, growling ferociously.
Jensen didn’t waste any time; he levered himself up on his arms, using both his hands and feet to scramble backwards away from the thing. It lunged at him again.
Jensen shoved at it, struggling to get out from underneath the crushing weight. In this position he was truly helpless.
“Goddamned thing,” he heard his grandfather yell, and he heard the faint sound of his grandfather reloading his rifle.
This time when the shot rang out, the animal jerked back off of Jensen. It made a noise somewhere between a yelp and a growl, the sound almost unnatural.
Jensen saw the glint of black eyes, staring at him as if it was considering lunging again, but then it spun and raced off into the night.
Jensen fell back onto the hard, damp ground, panting, his heart racing so hard he truly thought he might pass out.
“Jensen? Are you okay?”
He nodded faintly, then realized his granddad probably couldn’t see him. “Yes. I’m just winded.”
Granddad knelt beside him, his hands moving over him as if to check for any broken bones or open wounds.
Jensen struggled upright. “I’m fine. You scared it off before it could do any real damage.” Such as rip my throat out.
He sat there for a second, badly shaken. That had been the weirdest damned thing he’d ever experienced. Rubbing a shaking hand over his face, he tried to calm his heart rate.
“I think it’s gone. And I think I wounded it again.”
Jensen looked up at his grandfather’s silhouetted figure. “You think that was the same thing that you shot the other night?”
“Do you really think there are two of those things out there?” Granddad countered.
Yes, he did. He struggled to his feet. He knew there were two. And the other could be right behind the shed, waiting.
“Give me the gun,” he told the older man. “And wait inside.”
For once, Granddad didn’t seem to need to be told twice. He handed the rifle to his grandson.
Jensen headed toward the woodshed, listening closely. For some reason the breeze through the branches, the leaves under his feet, seemed much louder than usual. Not to mention the scents of damp earth, dead leaves wet from the earlier rain, and the hints of gasoline from his grandfather’s ancient sedan. All of it seemed so intense, so pronounced. Obviously because his senses were already in overdrive from the earlier incident. Now everything had him more aware, more on edge.
He glanced around, easily seeing the garage and the woodshed behind. He blinked, wondering why he could see them so easily now, when earlier he’d had a hard time even making out that animal that was only inches from his face.
Because he wasn’t panicking now, he reasoned, even as his heart pounded against his rib cage. He lifted the gun. Then a sound stopped him. He froze, listening.
It was a faint moan. A feeble sound, yet filled with pain. He glanced around, trying to pinpoint the source. Another small groan, low and distinctly feminine.
He zeroed in on the woodshed. The sound had definitely come from the same place where he’d seen the other one. He paused, debating whether he should wait for his grandfather to get his other rifle. It there were two of those things… But he didn’t wait-he strode in the direction of the shed. When he got closer, a familiar scent wafted around him.
Elizabeth.
“Elizabeth?” he called, opening the doors and looking inside. His grandfather’s ride-on lawnmower was parked in the middle of the space. Several rows of wood lined one wall; the other was littered with gardening tools and other lawn equipment.
She was here. He knew it. He shut the doors and walked around the shed. He reached the back and spotted her-half-sitting, half-lying against the side of the building-right where the thing had been.
“Oh my God.” He rushed forward, stopping short of touching her. She moaned again, but otherwise didn’t respond. He wasn’t even sure if she was conscious. He stared at her, unsure what to do. He knew what he’d seen back here, and it hadn’t been Elizabeth. Yet here she was now.
What was happening?
She groaned again, the sound so pained, and this time he couldn’t stay away. This was Elizabeth. And she was hurt.
He set down the rifle and lifted her against his chest. He ran toward the house, barreling up the back steps and into the kitchen. Granddad started as he entered, then rose.
“Dear God. Is she all right?”
Jensen shook his head. “I have no idea. I found her out by the woodshed.”
He hurried through the kitchen, taking her to the sofa. Carefully, he placed her on the cushions. She moaned again, something obviously causing her pain. He inspected what he could see. Her face was free of scrapes. Her arms, too. Then he noticed a wet, dark spot barely visible on her blue shirt. He looked down at his own hands, and saw they were covered with dark red. Blood.
He peeled back her t-shirt, easing it upward until he could see the wound-round, red, and ragged-in her right shoulder.
Not a wound that could have been made by an animal. Definitely a gunshot wound.
“I shot her.” Jensen heard his grandfather say, his voice a little reedy and confused. “How did I shoot her?”
Jensen didn’t answer. He didn’t know. Given what he knew now, he found it hard to believe that his granddad could confuse Elizabeth for what he saw out there. He knew what he’d seen and there was no mistaking that creature for a human.
“Maybe it ricocheted or something.” Even as he said the words, he didn’t believe them. “But she definitely needs to go to the hospital.”
Jensen started to lift her again, his panic at the paleness of her features making him a little rough.
This time she cried out-the jarring pain roused her. She blinked up at him, her gaze dazed although she gradually managed to focus.
“Jensen?” She started to lift her arm to touch his face, but she winced and let it drop back to her stomach. Still she gazed at him as if he were a figment of her imagination.
“You are alive,” she murmured. This time she did touch him, using her other hand. “You are alive.”
Her pale eyes welled with tears.
“Yes, sweetheart, I’m fine.” He wondered if she’d seen the attack. She must have, since it was the only reason for her emotional reaction.
“He was going to kill you.”
She had seen that attack.
“It’s okay. Granddad shot him. It’s okay now.”
She stared at him for a moment, then let out a sigh of relief. “He’s gone, then?”
“Yes. Gone for good.”
“Good. Good.”
Her eyes drifted shut for a moment, and he was afraid she’d fallen unconscious again. Although given how painful her injury must be, it might be a blessing.
Carefully, he attempted to lift her again. Her eyes snapped open.
“Please, Jensen, no.” Her plea nearly broke his heart. She was in a lot of pain. That was clear in her eyes.
“Sweetheart, I have to get you to the hospital.”
Her eyes widened and panic, true panic, filled them, just as they had the night of her fever. “No! No!”
She struggled, trying to sit up.
He gently held her down, trying to stop the worst of her struggling. “Elizabeth, stop. You are going to hurt yourself even worse.”
She did stop, but her eyes still pleaded with him. “No hospital. Promise me.”
He hesitated, taking in her pale skin and the sweat dampening her hair. She was in serious pain. Instead of answering her, he carefully slid an arm under her shoulders and lifted her. She moane
d.
“Sorry, baby,” he whispered, then he carefully lifted her shirt to see if the bullet had gone straight through her shoulder. There was no exit wound.
He eased her back down.
“Elizabeth, I have to take you to the hospital. The bullet is still lodged in your shoulder. It has to be removed or it could get infected. It definitely won’t heal properly. Not to mention there could be damage to the bones and the nerves. You have to go.”
“No,” she said adamantly. “You can get the bullet out.”
He shook his head. “No, Elizabeth.”
“You are a vet. You can take care of me better than anyone at the hospital.”
Jensen frowned at her reasoning, a flicker of panic seizing him. A vet? What was she telling him? But he pushed the thought aside, scared of how pale she was. She did need help.
“Elizabeth,” he started, his voice coaxing, but she cut him off.
“If you take me to the hospital, I’ll leave the first time you turn your back.”
He stared at her, believing her.
He nodded. “Okay. But I’m going to move you upstairs.”
She nodded, and this time she didn’t make a sound as he lifted her. Probably another attempt to show him she didn’t need a hospital.
He brought her up to his bedroom. Granddad followed close behind, remaining silent.
He settled her on the bed, then turned to Granddad. “I need my bag. Could you get that for me? My bag is in my truck.”
Granddad nodded and left the room.
Jensen turned back to Elizabeth. “Okay, sweetheart, I’m going to have to get rid of your shirt.”
She nodded. “Nothing you haven’t seen before.”
He laughed at that. “Well, I have to admit I like it a lot more when I’m looking for other reasons.”
“Me, too,” she murmured.
He lifted her, working the t-shirt upward and over her good shoulder and her head; then he carefully eased it off the injured arm.
He gently settled her against the mattress, and pulled the sheet up over her chest. Her skin was burning hot, he realized. As hot as it had been that night at her house. This time, he worried that she already had an infection coursing through her body.
He left her just long enough to grab towels from the linen closet. When he came back into the room, the sight of her, almost gray against the white of his sheets, shook him. Her pallor shook him badly. What if he couldn’t do this? What if she died like Katie had?
He closed his eyes briefly, trying to get control of his doubts, of the absolute fear gripping him.
When he opened his eyes, Elizabeth was watching him. She offered him a small, pained smile.
“I must look really bad.”
He immediately shook his head. “No. No.”
He sat down beside her, careful not to jar the bed too much.
Granddad hurried back into the room carrying a tray, which was actually a cookie sheet, and Jensen’s medical bag.
Jensen thanked him, then searched his bag for a scalpel, long-handled tweezers, gauze, and antibiotics to pack the wound with once he had the bullet out.
Elizabeth watched him set everything out on the tray. She didn’t react to the use of the cookie sheet. If the makeshift operating room concerned Elizabeth, she didn’t show it.
He reached back into his bag for a topical anesthesia and a syringe. He tried not to let her see the syringe, but she did, again watching with no noticeable concern.
“Okay. I’m going to numb the skin around the wound before I give you the shot of a more powerful anesthesia.”
“Okay,” she said, closing her eyes. Somehow that made it easier for him to work. He hated looking into those pale blue depths, seeing complete trust there. It unnerved him.
He swabbed around the area, and then prepared the syringe.
“Okay, this will hurt a little.” He pierced the tip of the needle into the fragile flesh of her shoulder, hating to do it, but knowing it would be better than rooting around for the bullet without it.
She flinched and made a small hiss, but otherwise remained still.
“Okay, done. Now we’ll wait for that to numb up.”
She opened her eyes and offered him another feeble smile. “Not too bad, vet.”
He smiled at that. He looked around to see Granddad watching from the doorway. He smiled his encouragement, too.
“Okay.” Jensen tested the area. “Is it numbed?”
She nodded.
“Okay. He reached for the tweezers. As he got the instrument closer to the wound, he hesitated. Even with the numbing agent, she was going to feel discomfort, and it killed him to have to cause her any pain. But if he didn’t, she’d likely get an infection that could literally kill her.
He eased the instrument into the bullet hole, gently probing. Elizabeth made a slight gasp, but remained still. Her hand moved to his leg, her fingers bracing into the denim of his jeans.
“It’s okay. I’ll find it quickly. We’ll get this over with as fast as possible.”
He continued to soothe her, telling her she was doing great. That it would be just a few seconds more. And Elizabeth seemed to listen to him, taking comfort in his reassurances.
Finally he connected with something hard. He allowed the tweezers to open and clamped onto the solid mass. Gently he pulled and the item came out easily. He held up the tweezers to find a gray bullet there. Silently, he thanked God.
“That wasn’t so hard,” she murmured with another smile. He smiled back.
“Well, I had a great patient.”
Quickly, he packed the wound and bandaged it. Then he got her some pain meds-really designed for dogs and cats, but they would take the edge off her pain.
Once she was bandaged, medicated, and covered in several thick blankets, he left the room briefly just to clean up his instruments and change his own bloodied clothes.
Jensen quickly cleaned up, placing his items back in his bag; then he stripped off his soiled clothes to pull on a t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants.
When he got back to Elizabeth she was asleep. Her skin was still pale, but no longer gray. And when he touched her forehead, her skin was cooler. She still had a fever, but it wasn’t raging.
He pulled a chair to the edge of the bed and sank down onto it. He had to admit he was exhausted, but there was no way he was leaving her tonight. He didn’t understand what happened out there, but he knew he had to stay with her.
If anything, he felt more protective, more possessive of her now than he had before. Even as his mind swirled with confusion, with crazy thoughts that simply couldn’t be real.
He leaned forward and rested a hand on her belly, not sure why he needed to touch her there, but he did. And he felt great relief, because he knew she was safe. He’d kept her safe.
Elizabeth opened her eyes and realized her whole body ached as if she’d done an aerobics marathon. She blinked, not immediately recognizing where she was. Then she saw the football alarm clock and felt the burning itch in her right shoulder.
She struggled upright, searching the room for Jensen. As if he knew she was looking for him, he stepped into the room, wearing only a pair of low-slung jeans, toweling off his short, mahogany-brown hair.
“Hey,” he smiled, dropping the towel to his side as he saw she was awake.
She smiled. “Hi.”
He threw the towel onto a chair, which was already draped with a quilt and a pillow.
“I don’t think you should be up,” he said, walking over and touching her forehead. She knew her skin was cool from the relieved expression on his face.
“I feel okay,” she assured him.
He nodded, cocking one eyebrow as if to say he knew she had to be lying. But she did feel all right. The healing wound itched like crazy, and the lead from the bullet made it burn a little, too. But overall, she felt great.
Jensen’s fingers moved to the bandage covering the bullet wound. Carefully, he removed the gauze to inspect it. S
urprise creased his brow as he frowned at the injury.
“It looks really good. I… ” He gently touched the edge where the skin already looked fully healed. “I can’t believe how good it looks, actually.”
She imagined that was true. The wound would mostly be gone by tomorrow, and how would she explain that? Maybe she should have made him leave the bullet lodged in her shoulder. Lead really interfered with a werewolf’s healing process. Silver would eventually kill, lead just made a big mess.
“I’ve always been a fast healer,” she told him weakly.
“I can see that.” He shook his head as he inspected it again, then replaced the gauze. He eased her back on the pillows. “But I still don’t think you should be up yet.”
She smiled, relaxing like a good, obedient patient.
He smiled back, but then the smile disappeared.
“Do you remember last night?”
Some of it. But how did she explain?
“There was a large, black animal out there last night,” he said, his voice oddly distant as if he still couldn’t really believe what he’d seen. She couldn’t blame him. Werewolves were hard to believe.
“You did see it?” he asked.
She shook her head. “No.” But she knew what he saw. And he’d seen her as a wolf, too. She knew it from his dazed look.
She started to sit up.
“Elizabeth, I really think you should lay back. You look pale.” Again he nudged her down among the pillows. She allowed him to, because she had no idea what else to do. And frankly, she was surprised he would touch her.
Oh God, this couldn’t be happening. Please, please don’t let this be happening.
“Elizabeth, I’m going to get you something to drink. And maybe some food. You’ve got to be hungry.”
For the first time since she could remember, she couldn’t imagine being able to swallow a bite.
But apparently Jensen took her dazed stare as consent, because he tucked the blankets around her, then left the room with the promise of something delicious.
She watched him go, unable to grasp what she knew was the truth. He’d seen her. He’d seen Brody. And somehow he’d survived. That much she was thankful-God, more than thankful-for.
She closed her eyes, swallowing back wave after wave of nausea.