by Mike Mullin
We stopped at a door at the back of the room of cubicles. Earl knocked once and, without waiting for an answer, opened the door to usher me through.
We interrupted a discussion so heated it seemed likely to ignite. A tiny, elderly woman with a huge flare of crazed white hair stood with her back to us. She was gesturing forcefully at a much taller, regal-looking woman, her steel-and-salt hair tied up in a bun.
“. . have to supply more lamp oil, Kenda,” the shorter woman said.
“We don’t have any to spare,” the taller woman said.
“Then at least cut some more windows in the walls.”
“I already told you, Rita Mae. All the window glass is allocated to build cold frames. You’ll just have to read your precious books outside.”
“It’s not good for the-”
Earl cleared his throat. “Excuse me.”
Rita Mae spun and glared at Earl. Then her gaze skipped to me. I recognized her-she was the librarian who’d helped me and Darla last year. “You,” she said, leveling a finger at me. “I’ve met you. Alex, right?”
“Yeah. Alex Halprin,” I said. “How’d you remember?”
“I never forget a patron. Or their questions. You asked about rabbit diseases.”
“I found him on the road,” Earl said, addressing Kenda. “Or he found us. Couple a’ bandit trucks took a potshot at us as we were getting set up to dig corn. We chased ’em, but they were trying to lure us into an ambush. He,” Earl nodded my direction, “saved us.”
“Hmm,” Kenda said, “guess we owe him, then.”
“Owe him a place in town, you ask me,” Earl replied. “Would’ve lost a lot of men without his warning.”
“Why not?” Kenda frowned. Then her words turned bitter. “What’s one more soul to starve to death with the rest of us?”
“I’m not staying,” I said. “I need help to rescue Darla.”
“I was about to ask if she was with you,” Rita Mae said.
“She was. . she fell. Got shot, I mean, then fell on the roof of a truck.” I bit the inside of my cheek hard enough to taste blood. Rita Mae looked away.
“She fell on one of the bandits’ trucks,” Earl said. “If the bullet didn’t kill her, they probably have.”
I turned to glare at Earl, fists balled. He held out his hands in a gesture meant to be placating and said, “I’m sorry to keep offending you, son. But it’s nothing but the unvarnished truth.”
“Much as we’d all like to,” Kenda said, “we can’t spare anyone to go chasing after Darla.”
“But-”
“We’re having a hard enough time keeping everyone safe and fed without risking a rescue mission for a girl who might already be dead.”
“Darla is not dead!” I let my voice get louder than I’d intended. But I was sick and tired of everyone assuming she was dead. They couldn’t know that. They were just guessing. She was alive. She had to be.
Kenda stared at me-the turn of her mouth and droop of her eyes made her look tired. “I’m sorry.”
I swayed, sidestepping to stay on my feet. “Maybe the mayor will have a different opinion. Can’t I at least ask him?”
Kenda’s frown turned to a scowl and her eyes narrowed. “You just did.”
“Oh, you’re. . sorry. I mean, sorry Mrs. Mayor. Um, I mean Madame Mayor? Um-”
“Just Kenda will be fine.”
I jammed my hand into my pocket and ran my fingers over the broken necklace I’d stowed there. “Please help,” I whispered. “I know Darla’s alive. We can save her. Please?”
“I’m sorry,” Kenda said, her own voice low. “We’re barely digging enough corn to fend off starvation. I need everyone we have to defend the town and the corn-digging expeditions. We can’t afford to risk anyone in a rescue attempt.”
My legs felt weak. I fell, my butt thumping onto the hard floor. Something trickled along my cheeks.
“You need anything else from me, Kenda?”
“No, Earl, thank you.”
“I’ll go see about putting another corn-digging expedition on the road, then.” Earl left the office.
Kenda knelt and laid her hand on my arm. “I wish we could help. But it’s impossible. No matter how much you love her. I couldn’t send a rescue mission after my own daughter.”
“I can pay,” I said through my tears. “Seventeen packets of kale seeds-3,400 good seeds. Grows even in cold greenhouses, and it cures scurvy.” I reached into my jacket pocket and pulled out the pouch holding the seed envelopes.
Kenda looked at Rita Mae. “Would that work? Is kale better than dandelion greens?”
“Let me check.” Rita Mae left the office.
“Dandelion greens?” I said.
“Yes,” Kenda replied. “When the first cases of scurvy hit, we built greenhouses and planted every kind of seed we could lay our hands on. Nothing survived but weeds. So now we cultivate dandelions. They’re the only source of vitamin C we have.”
“I didn’t even know you could eat those.”
“Sure. They don’t taste bad. Bitter sometimes if you don’t pick the leaves young enough.”
“Where do you grow them?”
“Cold frames on the roof of the school.”
“What’s a-”
“A cold frame is sort of a really small greenhouse. We heat ours using power we’re generating with old windmills.”
“And grow dandelions.”
“Yes. But if kale has a higher vitamin C content than dandelion, those seeds could be a huge help.”
Rita Mae walked back into the room, carrying a fat, well-used paperback: The Nutribase Nutrition Facts Desk Reference. She was flipping through it as she walked. “Kale. . kale. . here. Well, break my bindings-80.4 milligrams per cup. That’s, um. .” she flipped through the book, “more than four times as much vitamin C as dandelion greens! Probably tastes better, too.”
“So you’ll do it?” I said, holding out the pouch toward Kenda. “You’ll help me save Darla?”
“I can’t. I wish I could. But we need your kale seeds, so I can give you a place in Worthington, a house if you want it, any supplies you need. I’d do more if I could. But we just can’t risk any of our people.”
“What do I need with a house? Or a place in Worthington?” I hurled the pouch across the room. It thumped against the wall and fell intact to the floor. Not that I cared if it had burst and spread kale seeds everywhere. If the seeds couldn’t buy Darla’s return, then they were worthless to me.
“Are you crazy?” Rita Mae grabbed the bundle of envelopes off the floor.
“We need those seeds,” Kenda said.
“I need help going after Darla.”
“It’s impossible.”
“Then sell me a snowmobile, guns, and supplies.”
“We don’t have any working snowmobiles. And I can’t let you leave.”
“You can’t let me-?”
“What?” Rita Mae said. “We’re not letting most refugees stay, and you’re telling this young man he can’t leave?”
“He’s just a boy!” Kenda said.
“That doesn’t make it right to hold him against his will,” Rita Mae replied.
“He’ll get killed wandering around out there on his own.”
“That’s his choice to make.”
“I’m going after Darla. Unless you throw me in jail, I’m leaving now.”
“We don’t even have a jail,” Rita Mae said. “And you need supplies.”
“And you need my kale seeds. Sell me one of those pickups. And some gas.”
“We’ve only got two that work,” Kenda said. “We can’t spare one. Or any gas. We’re running out.”
“You won’t help me go after Darla, don’t have any snowmobiles, won’t sell me a truck-why shouldn’t I take my kale seeds and leave?”
Kenda started, “Because you’ll get killed out-”
“Because we need them,” Rita Mae interrupted. “And you need supplies. Guns, ammo, food-”
/> “I can’t just let him wander out-”
“You can’t stop him.” Rita Mae turned to me. “Here’s what you need: a blanket requisition for personal items.”
“I’m not giving him carte blanche to take anything!” Kenda yelled, exasperation plain in her voice.
“It’s a fair deal,” Rita Mae said. “Just what supplies he can carry-plus ten gallons of lamp oil for my library.”
Mayor Kenda shot Rita Mae a look sour enough to spoil milk.
“I’ll need guns,” I said. “A rifle and a pistol, at least.”
“A blanket requisition from the mayor will let you pick out whatever you need from the town’s stores.”
“Fine,” I said, staring down the mayor until she broke the standoff, averting her eyes.
“Fine,” Mayor Kenda said. “A blanket requisition for personal items in return for all your kale seeds.”
“And the lamp oil for the library. In return for a thousand kale seeds. Five packets.” I didn’t need the lamp oil, but I figured insisting on it would piss off Mayor Kenda. And she deserved it for threatening to keep me from leaving. It was the least I could do to repay Rita Mae for her support.
“Five packets? You offered seventeen packets not ten minutes ago.”
“Sure, for mounting a rescue,” I said. “That deal’s still on the table.”
“I can’t.” Kenda pulled at her ear.
“Then you only get five packets.” I took the bundle from Rita Mae, counted out five envelopes, and held them out to Mayor Kenda. “Take it or leave it. Darla doesn’t have time for me to waste arguing.”
Mayor Kenda took the packets. She scrawled something on a scrap of paper from her desk and signed it. When she held the paper toward me, Rita Mae grabbed it.
“My lamp oil,” Rita Mae said. She handed the paper back to Kenda.
Kenda wrote something else on the paper and thrust it at Rita Mae. “Satisfied?”
“Yep. I’ll see that he gets everything he wants.” Rita Mae ushered me out of the office. As we left, she gestured at the bloody cloth tied around my right arm. “Should check on your wound.”
“I guess. Earl said it needed stitches.”
“We’d best visit the fire station, then. Paramedic there, Floyd, has a better hand for stitching up flesh than I do.”
Floyd did prove to have a deft hand with his needle. He worked fast, too, which was a blessing-getting stitched up without anesthetic isn’t much fun. The needle itself wasn’t all that bad, but the pressure it put on the gouge in my flesh sent flashes of pain up and down my arm and even into my teeth.
While Floyd worked on my arm, I tried to distract myself by thinking about the supplies I’d need. Skis, guns, a tent, a pack-the list seemed endless. “Can you write a supply list for me?” I asked Rita Mae.
“Paper’s dear. Just tell me; we’ll remember it.”
“Okay. Ow!”
“Sorry,” Floyd said, “almost done. Maybe just two more stitches will do it.”
Rita Mae and I talked through the supply list while Floyd finished up. He got the wound closed with just four stitches-one for the entrance wound at the back of my arm and three for the exit wound at the front.
Then Rita Mae led me around the town-starting from the fire station, we went back to City Hall and then to the small downtown business district. The piece of paper signed by Mayor Kenda magically produced whatever we asked for. At our last stop, St. Paul’s School, we picked up two five-gallon gasoline cans full of lamp oil. Mrs. Nance, the principal, was none too happy about giving it up. We were taking more than half her supply. But when she complained, Rita Mae shook the paper with the mayor’s signature under her nose. By the time we finished our tour of Worthington, I was equipped better than Darla and I had been when we left Warren on Bikezilla.
I had a big, internal frame Kelty backpack; set of Saloman XADV backcountry skis; boots and poles; a Big Agnes tent; an REI down sleeping bag; a plastic tarp; a coil of nylon rope; a working butane lighter (an amazing luxury compared to a flint and steel or the fire-by-friction set); three candles; a set of aluminum pans; a small first-aid kit; a needle and thread; enough cornmeal, dried meat, and dandelion greens to last for weeks; two changes of insulated winter clothes; a Bushmaster.308 hunting rifle similar to Uncle Paul’s; a Browning Hi-Power pistol I had no idea how to use; and a box of extra ammo for each of the guns. The weight of the backpack on my hips and shoulders amazed me. A handful of minuscule seeds had turned into this? It wasn’t too different from before the volcano, when wealth could be carried on a tiny plastic card. But the best part about the supplies-the only part that mattered-maybe they’d give me the chance to reach Darla.
Chapter 31
As we trudged away from the school, I heard a burst of far-off gunfire. I dropped both cans of oil, ducked, and swiveled. All I could see was the back side of the town wall. I looked at Rita Mae; she hadn’t even flinched.
“Who’s shooting?” I asked.
“Blasted bandits taking potshots at someone,” Rita Mae replied. “Happens almost every day. They never hit anyone; they’re just reminding us they’re still out there, waiting.”
“Waiting for what?”
“Waiting for us to let down our guard, maybe. Waiting for a chance to get inside the city walls. Waiting to butcher us all, no doubt.”
“And FEMA does nothing.” I heard another shot from closer by. Looking toward the wall, I pinpointed the source of the sound-a guy I hadn’t seen before on his belly atop the wall, returning fire with a rifle.
“Worse than nothing. Jumped-up peacock that runs that camp in Maquoketa came up here and offered to protect us. All we had to do was abandon Worthington and move into his camp. Mayor Kenda said anyone who wanted to leave with him could. No one left.”
Four guys carrying rifles ran past us on their way to the wall. “Should we do anything?” I asked.
“I’m certainly not about to go climbing up the steps in that ice wall. Now if the bandits made it to the door of my library, that’d be a different matter. Then they’d have me and a 20-gauge deer slug to deal with. You do what you think best, son.”
“You think the guys on the wall need help?”
“Doesn’t sound like much of a firefight.”
The shooting died down to an occasional pop. I picked up the gas cans and trudged along the road beside Rita Mae. The weight of the can tugged at the stitches in my right arm. I bit my lip and ignored the pain-the least I could do in return for Rita Mae’s help was carry the oil to the library.
The roads had all been bulldozed clear, although icy patches of packed snow and frozen ash clung to them here and there. I had to move slowly and watch my step. “You were smart not to let FEMA put you in a camp. Darla and I got locked in the camp outside Galena for a couple of weeks last year. It was hell.”
“The colonel who runs the Maquoketa FEMA camp came back a few weeks after his first visit. Had a bunch more men with him. Said we had to relocate to the camp for protection whether we wanted to or not.”
“What’d you do?”
“Showed him the business end of our rifles. The people still here who’ve survived-they’re tough. Rather be killed than locked up in some camp or made slaves, I reckon.”
“Yeah. Me, too.”
“So how did you and Darla wind up in a FEMA camp?” Rita Mae asked.
“We were trying to get to my uncle’s farm near Warren, Illinois.”
“You got picked up by FEMA on your way there?”
“Yeah.”
“So what happened? Tell me about your trip.”
I didn’t want to talk about it. The trip itself had been bad enough-we had encountered humanity at its sublime best and its savage worst. I would excise parts of that trip from my mind forever if I could. But the worst part was thinking about Darla. That she might be-I didn’t even want to think the word. I wanted to curl up in the icy road and cry until my tears froze me to the pavement. But that wouldn’t help Darla. And she was a
live. She had to be alive.
“Are you all right?” Rita Mae asked. “You look like you just heard your best friend died.”
“Darla,” I choked on her name.
“Oh. Of course. I shouldn’t have brought it up. Forgive me.”
I put down the gas cans and adjusted my grip.
“You don’t have to talk about it.”
“No, it’s okay.” And for some reason, it was. I told her about our trip. About how Darla had saved my life, first in the icy stream and again at the FEMA camp. I told Rita Mae about our life at Uncle Paul’s farm: how we’d managed to survive so far, about our plans to build more greenhouses to raise wheat and outlast the volcanic winter.
By the time I finished, we were at the library. Rita Mae unlocked the door and showed me where to stow the cans of lamp oil. “What I don’t understand,” she said, “is why you came back. Why didn’t you stay in Warren? Sounds like you had a decent chance of surviving.”
“We were looking for my parents. A bandit gang attacked my uncle’s farm. We beat them off, killed two. One of them was carrying my dad’s shotgun. Darla and I tracked down another member of the gang and found out that the shotgun probably came from the Maquoketa FEMA camp.” I lapsed into silence for a moment. The enormity of what I’d done-dragging Darla back into this mess-fell over me like smoke, choking me.
Rita Mae broke the silence, “I can-”
“I’m too stupid to live. I should never have dragged Darla back out here, not for anything.”
“Bad things are happening everywhere. You weren’t safe on your uncle’s farm, either-you just said a bandit gang attacked it. Darla could have gotten hurt anywhere, anytime.”
“Yes, but-”
“But what I was trying to say was that maybe I can help, at least where your parents are concerned.”
“How? What do you mean, help?”
“Just because a supervolcano erupts, it doesn’t mean the library’s business stops. I’m still developing ‘my collection,’ like those modern librarians say.”