Yes, but I can make it a better place. Anger coursed through Striver as he dug his fingers into the steaming ash. Jolt. This was Jolt’s fault.
Striver pulled himself together and stood up, yanking out another arrow. Jolt had alienated himself from the rest of the battle by blasting his cohorts into the unknown. He was unprotected. Growling in anger, Striver barreled toward him with one purpose in mind.
Jolt turned in his direction. Recognition lit his features as he raised his gun. The end of the barrel shone red, reflecting the flames around them.
Striver had reached firing range. He slowed and released an arrow just as Jolt pulled the trigger. A current of air rushed around him as Striver dove for the ground. The golden light tickled the hairs on his arms, missing him by millimeters. For a brief second, a gentle finger of placid peace brushed his hair, quenching the pain in his heart. Striver yearned to reach out and pull that feeling back, to live in it forever.
Jolt’s voice brought him back to reality. “I’ll send you where I sent your brother.” The pirate aimed the gun at him and grinned.
Hand shaking, Striver reached for another shot. The gun needed seconds to recharge, and Striver only needed half a second to pull the bow back and release his own powerful weapon. Aiming for Jolt’s heart, he sent the shaft ripping through the air.
Living in the Lawless lands his whole life had given Jolt the reaction time needed to step sideways before the tip hit. The arrow slipped by, slicing through the leafy covering of his shirt. A thin streak of blood blossomed on his bare chest.
He chuckled as if they tossed a ball back and forth. “Let’s play another round.”
Golden light exploded from the barrel, and Striver covered his head, closed his eyes, and rolled backward into a dip in the earth. The golden current passed over him again, calling to him like a song from his childhood. Despite all his good sense, he opened his eyes. The golden swirls moved over him, dancing in the wind before coalescing into an image. A face. But not just any face; it was his father’s long nose and high forehead.
Striver’s eyelids fluttered shut, blocking it out.
Soren’s tale was right. The golden liquid brings back your past.
But right now he wanted to live in the present to give Jolt what he deserved. Striver lay closer than Weaver had, and he’d counted how long the gun took to charge. He had three seconds to make it.
Striver stood and Jolt’s gun buzzed. One.
He sprinted toward Jolt, kicking up ash. Two.
Jolt’s face hardened into a frown, and he tried the trigger, but the chamber hadn’t reenergized and nothing happened. Striver rammed into him, knocking them both to the ground. Three.
Striver landed on top of Jolt’s hard chest, knocking the air out of his lungs. He grabbed Jolt’s neck with one hand, while the other bashed the pirate’s wrist into a rock, trying to loosen the gun from his grip. Jolt’s face reddened as he reached for Striver’s neck. He gripped Striver’s shirt, and the pirate yanked him down. Striver had braced his legs against the ground, and it kept his balance. He smashed Jolt’s wrist into the rock again and the gun fell from his fingers. Striver kicked it into the flames, making sure that’s where it stayed.
When Striver looked back, Jolt’s fist smashed into his face, knocking him over. Striver blinked, sucking in ash as pain exploded in his jaw. Jolt squirmed out from under him and stood, looking for the gun. Forcing himself up through the pounding pain in his head, Striver scrambled toward Jolt. His fingers slipped down Jolt’s leg and grabbed hold of his pants cuff.
Striver jerked him back. “We’re not done.”
Jolt whirled around and snarled, the scar on his forehead pulsing with life. His pockmarked face gleamed in the firelight. “You’re stronger than your brother. I wish you’d come over to my side instead of him.”
Comparing him to Weaver sent Striver over the edge. He yanked so hard, Jolt’s knee gave out, and the pirate tumbled on top of him. They rolled in the steaming ash, Jolt punching and kicking. Striver caught Jolt’s leg as it came up to his stomach. He spoke through gritted teeth. “My brother was a good man.”
Jolt laughed and ripped his leg from Striver’s grasp. “Your brother failed.”
Anger flowed like molten lava in Striver’s chest. This man had led attacks against his village since Striver was a young boy. He’d ruled the Lawless like a greedy dictator, and now he’d taken Weaver away. In Striver’s book, that was one bad move too many.
Striver and Jolt pitched down a hill toward one of the larger fires. Jolt wrestled his way on top, and his hands closed on Striver’s throat. Striver pulled at Jolt’s wrists and the pirate tightened his grip. The fire danced in Jolt’s dark gaze as the corners of his lips curved up.
“Now you’ll die, too.”
Striver struggled to suck in air as he spoke in a raspy voice. “This one’s for Weaver.” He turned his body sideways, pulling Jolt into the fire beside them. The hot flames seared Striver’s face as they licked up Jolt’s back. Jolt screamed and released Striver’s neck. Striver turned away from the fire as the pirate squirmed and rolled, trying to put the blaze out. The dead leaves he’d threaded in his clothes for camouflage fed the flames as the fire spread throughout his body.
Jolt’s dying screams did not satiate Striver’s pain; they only added to the horror of the battle surrounding him. Emptiness sucked a hole in his chest. Refuge seemed like a smaller, more barren place without his brother. He could kill as many Lawless as he wanted, but none of them would bring Weaver back.
…
Eri pulled herself together and trudged up the ramp. Weaver had given his life for her to make it, and the least she could do was try. Tears streaked her face as she bolted through the familiar corridors and buzzed an elevator. She gasped back a sob, trying to calm herself enough to speak with the commander as a person and not a blubbering mess.
How am I ever going to tell Striver?
Weaver’s death was her fault. She was the one who’d lectured him about responsibility, playing the guilt card. She was the one who needed the diversion.
The elevator beeped and the doors parted to an empty corridor.
Where is everyone?
Fighting outside in the battle or locked in their rooms hoping for the best? At least, that’s what she needed, because someone had to help her gain access to the commander.
Eri shot down the corridor and buzzed the door panel, bouncing on her tiptoes as she waited for a response. Aquaria’s face flashed on the screen, her eyes widening. “Eri? Is it really you?”
The sight of her sister brought her comfort she’d not had in a long time. She soaked it up, collapsing against the screen. “I need your help.”
Aquaria rushed off screen to press the panel. “Of course. Come in.”
The door dematerialized, and Eri collapsed into her sister’s arms. Aquaria smelled like soap and perfume, all the luxuries Eri had left behind. Those smells used to be so natural to Eri, but compared to the scent of real blossoms they seemed fake, one dimensional, and derivative.
Aquaria held her close, squeezing all the air out of her lungs. “I thought I’d never see you again.”
“The commander blocked my communications, so I had no way—”
Aquaria smoothed over Eri’s hair. “I know, I know. Litus told me.”
“You know everything going on?”
“Litus has kept me informed since you rescued him.”
Eri breathed a sigh of relief. This wouldn’t take as long as she thought.
Aquaria looked her up and down. “What are you wearing? You look as though you’ve
been trampling in the jungle all this time.”
Brushing dirt off her crudely knit clothes, Eri shrugged. “I have.”
“Look at all the scratches on your arms, and your boots are torn up beyond repair. What’s this? A leaf in your hair! Come, sit on the couch. I’ll get you some water and antiseptic spray.”
“I don’t have time.” Eri slumped onto the couch. It wouldn’t be long before someone emerged the victor outside the ship. But she had to take her time convincing Aquaria to help her break into the commander’s control deck. She still didn’t know how deeply her sister’s rebellious streak ran, and she couldn’t have Aquaria turning her in.
Her legs ached and her cheeks burned from the flames outside. She hoped Striver was all right.
The plastic felt oddly sterile against her skin after sleeping on fern beds and the ground of Haven 6. She felt like wherever she touched, she smeared dirt. The room looked as though Aquaria hadn’t changed anything since the last time Eri visited. The same holopainting of daises undulated on the wall, and the plastic couch had a shiny green gleam. It was a dream in a chaotic world.
“Nonsense.” Aquaria rushed back in with a bottle of mineral water and a soywafer. Eri chugged the water and threw the wafer on a side table. As Eri gulped, Aquaria sprayed her arm and rubbed it down. “Litus has changed so much since you first landed. And I owe it to you, Eri. You’re the one who saved him from the Lawless. You opened his eyes.”
“You know about our conversations?”
She nodded, folding her hands in her lap. “Litus told me everything. How you bravely went back into the Lawless lands to save him and how you taught him to question what’s truly right for us as a colony.”
Eri wiped water from her chin. The last time she’d had anything to drink was in the cave, several hours ago. “He loves you.”
Aquaria nodded. “When he left, I was glad he was gone. I ignored his messages when you’d landed. But as the days went by, I missed him. After you rescued him and he finally wrote again, I was so relieved. We’ve been talking through our locators every night.”
Eri grabbed her hand, time pressing in. “You have to help me if you want him to be safe.”
“Why? What’s going on?”
“The people who rescued us are fighting alongside Litus and his team, helping them beat the Lawless. But the commander plans to turn on them once the Lawless are defeated. She doesn’t want our two societies mixing. Litus will be stuck in the middle. He won’t stand for the mass annihilation, and there’s a chance he’ll be labeled for treason and killed with them.” Eri felt the weight of the world on her chest. So much of it was her fault. She’d convinced Litus to take her side.
“Oh Eri, how can I help?”
Eri’s thoughts flitted a kilometer a minute, and she had to calm them down to form coherent sentences. “First of all, I’ll need a toothbrush and a small makeup mirror.”
Aquaria rolled her eyes. “That’s easy. What’s the hard part?”
Eri breathed deeply. If Aquaria didn’t agree with her, she may have to fight her own sister. “I’m going to talk to the commander. If she doesn’t bend…” Eri touched her laser. “I’ll take over command of the ship myself.” She paused, gauging her sister’s reaction.
Aquaria looked as though she’d swallowed a large, bitter pill. Then she breathed deeply, nodding her head and glancing at the daisies before her gaze returned to Eri. “I’m going with you.”
Chapter Thirty-one
Eternity
Blinding light.
Weightlessness.
Profound, all-encompassing peace.
Weaver’s eyelids fluttered open. The river coursed beside him, water cresting around the rocks, spitting puddles of white foam. The rapids used to grip him with fear, but today he calmly teetering over the banks. The spray had lost its icy touch, and the rocks were solid and level under his feet. The sunlight cast everything in a haze, and the world seemed muted, as if it were finally at peace.
A fishing rod lay on the rock beside him, the dark lumber contrasting with the gray stone. Weaver bent down and ran his fingers over the smoothed wood. A silver grubber dangled at the end on a hook, thousands of legs wiggling in the air. Recognition hit him like a splash in the face. This is my rod; the one I’d lost that day when I tumbled into the freezing water.
Holding the lost rod in his hands gave him a sense of completion, like he’d found the one item that had been missing his whole life. Silly, it’s just a branch with a grubber at the end.
A trotter leaped from the rapids, gleaming silver-pink in the sunlight before plunging to the pool below. Today was a good day for fishing. The slight angle of the sun and the chill on his arms assured him trotter season was in full swing. The waters were probably littered with throngs of fat specimens as they swam toward the breeding grounds in the lower plateau south of his village.
But he never went fishing alone. Where was Striver? A current of unease shot through his gut. He’d been involved in something before this. Something important. Striver had been there.
A high-pitched whistle echoed from upstream, distracting him. The call of a swillow wisp, sweeter than any sound he’d ever heard. Thinking about roasted wing made his stomach gurgle. Maybe he’d set a trap instead of fishing. Clutching the rod, Weaver jumped from rock to rock upstream.
The swillow wisp gazed at him with a skeptical black eye and launched into the canopy.
Where there’s one, there’s more. Weaver scanned the banks for swamp reeds to tie into a trap. The rocks he stood on were bare, but a thicket of reeds sprouted farther upstream. Weaver leapt distances he’d never broached in the past. His legs stretched longer, and he landed with ease. Wiping his dry forehead, he glanced at his shirt. No sweat. A trek upriver like that would have surely, in the least, quickened his heart. But today the muscle beat steady and calm. He bent down to pull the tough casings from the reeds and they slipped off effortlessly in his fingers.
It felt good to be doing something he was familiar with, unlike whatever or wherever he’d just come from. He thought he’d smelled fire and ash only a moment ago, but the sweet lily pad blossoms overpowered any scent from his memories. Had there been a fire?
Low humming rode the wind. Weaver mouthed the words to the tune.
Gentle, silent breeze
Lift me up
Where stars twinkle in the night.
Where no walls divide
Or laws abide
Where no one needs to hide.
Gentle, silent breeze
Lift me up
Where my heart reigns free
Only then will I see
How to live in harmony
And be who I’m meant to be.
The song eased the worries prowling in the back of his mind. The humming grew fainter and Weaver shot up, dropping the reeds on the rocks below.
He followed the tune farther upstream to the foothills of the mountains. The trees grew dense, and the river widened until he knew he couldn’t swim to the opposite bank. What did it matter? The wall was on the other side. No one wants to go behind the wall, do they?
A silhouette stood farther up the riverbank, a tall man casting a lure with a fishing rod of his own. Weaver ran, and the warm wind pushed him along. The man turned and blinked as if he wasn’t expecting to see another soul on that bank with him. Weaver froze, paralyzed by disbelief and hope.
“Father?”
The man stepped toward Weaver, placed his rod in a crevice between the rocks, and rubbed his thumb over the stubble on his son’s cheek. Searching Weaver’s features as
if he didn’t recognize him, his father whispered, “You’ve grown so much.”
All these years, and his father stood not a minute older than the day he disappeared, with no apparent injuries to hold him back. Weaver felt betrayed. “Where have you been?”
“Wandering.” He spread his hands over the river expanse.
Wandering? What kind of an answer is that? Weaver’s jaw tightened in anger. “While you’ve been fishing, Striver and I had to grow up on our own. Mom got sick, and you weren’t there.”
His father narrowed his eyes, like Weaver spoke in riddles. “I’ve only just set out a while back.”
“A while back? You mean ten years back.” Weaver felt a mixture of wanting to put his arms around the man and hug him and wanting to shake some sense into him.
“Funny you speak of years, Weave.” Dad spread his hands out before him. “I’m not a day older than when I left.”
Weaver’s shoulders tingled as he realized what should have been apparent from the start. “You’re right.”
His father put a hand on his shoulder. “Sit down, catch your breath. It looks as though you’ve been running from something.” Golden swirls danced in his father’s gaze.
The scene of the battle rushed back to him. Jolt had hit him with his gun. The golden light had gushed around him, entering his head and his soul until he couldn’t block it out, until the golden mist became part of him and he vanished into its stream. He was in the place of nontime, the other dimension Eri had talked about. But this wasn’t a memory.
Weaver had never met his father like this on the upper banks of the river. They always came together, fished together, and left for home. Besides, his father would only notice his aged appearance if…if he was the real deal.
“You’re really here, aren’t you?”
“It’s good to see you, son.”
Striver had been right. He’d argued with his brother over their father’s disappearance all their lives. Weaver thought their dad had grown restless and joined the Lawless, while Striver remained adamant he’d never leave them if he could help it.
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