I drop to my knees in front of her and pull the satin boy shorts she seems to live in down her legs, once she’s stepped out of them I give the offending item of clothing a disgusted look for getting in my way then throw them in the corner along with her dress. She's totally bare to me now and I fucking love it. I wrap my hands around the backs of her thighs and pull her too me so my face is directly in front of her weeping pussy, I flick my tongue out and draw a stroke right from her core to the tip of her clit, she mewls at the contact and grips my hair so tight I think I might be bald after this. I repeat my strokes a few more times and suck her clit between my lips before I feel her legs start to buckle underneath her.
“Oh God Connor…Yes…just there don’t you dare stop.” She moans and I know she’s close to coming when the vice like grip she’s got on my hair gets tighter.
“Oh…shit I’m coming Connor…I’m coming.”
And by Lord does she come, she’s come so spectacular I can feel her juices dripping down my chin. I have never tasted anything so sweet. I trail kisses up her stomach, stopping to circle my tongue around her already hard and tight nipple, she throws her head back on a grown and I chuckle at the desperate state she’s in.
My girl wants me.
My girl needs me.
I finally reach her mouth and kiss her, pouring my love I have for her into the kiss. She nips at my bottom lip with her teeth sending my dick into an even harder predicament than its already in. I have to be in her now.
I growl through my teeth giving her a hint that I’ve reached my limit, she takes the hint and starts to unbuckle my belt then removes my jeans and boxers, whilst she’s busy doing that I decide to help her out for my own selfish reasons and I unbuttoned a couple of the buttons on my shirt before I grab it at the collar and pull it over my head. Once all obstacles of clothing have been removed I take both sides of her face in my hands and spear her deep pools of blue with my own eyes and mouth "I love you." Her body trembles with impact from words, my touch, she runs her hand's up the front of my body, starting on my abs, then she lightly strokes her fingers all over my tribal tattoo I have running the full length of the left side of my upper body, she pauses, and when she does I know she's reading the words I had put into it, That which does not kill us, only makes us stronger. "Why those word's?" she asks as she continues to still stroke over the lettering." It's public knowledge that I had a class A drug addiction but me and Allie have never actually spoken about it, but I know she will one hundred percent understand me when I explain my reasoning for the words. Taking both her cheeks in my hands I pull the her bottom lip from her teeth she's chewing with my thumb, then I wholeheartedly say "Them drugs could of killed me because of my stupidness but instead I got clean and now I'm stronger than ever angel." I don't give her time to respond to my explanation as I gently lay her down on the bed, and crawl between her waiting open legs inviting me to take what's mine. I place small open mouthed kisses all along her collar bone up to the hollow spot behind her ear that I know drives her wild, as I predicted when I do that she scrapes her nails down my back so hard I swear she draws blood but right now I couldn't give two flying fucks if my skin was ripped off my back entirely as long as she was happy. I place both of my hand's in hers and hold them at each side of her head as I lift up and slowly side inside her with ease due to the orgasm I gave her five minutes ago. Not taking my eyes from hers I lower my mouth to her's and move my hips in slow even strokes, filling her to the hilt.
"Yes... Oh god." I capture her moans with my mouth savouring her sweet breath against my skin. Our bodies are slipping and sliding against each other. She arches her back on another moan, so I let go of one of her hands then I grab one of her delicious arse cheeks lifting her hips up so the ridge of my dick strokes the special spot inside her tight walls.
I know I've hit the right spot when she screams my name at the top of her lungs, with my pelvic bone also rubbing against her clit giving her the friction I know she so desperately needs. Her pants and moans start coming from her quicker and I know she's close to exploding.
"Are you nearly there angel?" I ask on pant of my own.
"Holy shit yes... please Connor give it too me I need you." Hearing her say she needs me sets me off into a frenzy and I go from slow love making too plunging into her hard and fast in a nanosecond. My balls start to tighten, the base of my spine starts to tingle just as she clamps her teeth into my shoulder muffling her scream of pleasure as her orgasm rips through her entire body, I push into her one more time and I fill her completely with my own orgasm on the most animalistic sound I've ever made and knocking the breath right out me.
I've never felt so much happiness as I do right now with her underneath me, panting and breathless from our love making yet she looks like butter wouldn't melt.
I roll us over so I'm on my back and she's lying spread all over my chest our bodies still joined in the most intimate way possible.
My thoughts are running wild, What if I screw this up? Will she run a mile? I've never told her the extent of my past she only know's what she's more than likely read in the papers like everyone else. I've never had a proper relationship, I have no fucking clue what it is to be somebody's boyfriend, to have someone look at you and depend on you as if their life depends on it, but what I do know out of all crazy ass thoughts I'm having is that I would and will do anything to keep this girl safe, happy and with me.
"What you thinking about?" She whispers pulling me out of my deep thinking with her raspy voice.
"You." I simply say.
"Good because I was thinking about you as well." She says as she puts her hands on my chest and props her chin on them and looking up at me with her big blue dough eyes.
"Oh yeah... what's going on in the little pretty head of yours angel?" I say raising my brows and giving her a questioning look, after taking in a lung full of air as if she's preparing herself for whatever she's about to say she tells me "If I tell you... then you've got to promise me you won't laugh?" Oh no this must be serious if she's making me promise not to laugh. Trying my hardest to hide the smirk that's playing on my lip's, I do a fake cough to hide behind as I tell her- "Sure angel, I promise." "Well if you do I'm banning all sexual activity till the end of the tour." She deadpans.
"You wouldn't?" "Try me rock star!" Oh fuck me she would as well. "Well you drive a hard bargain angel, but if your willing take this off the table for the next three months." I say gesturing with my hand up and down my body, "Then I better keep my promise." "Good your learning, now listen and don't laugh." Giving her a nod of my head in understanding I say, "Continue angel." "All I was thinking was, I can't believe this is happening to me, the weirdest thing is, this used to be a dream, and now it's actually real. It's just hard to believe sometimes." I'm definitely not laughing. Turning us both so she's on her back and with me nestled between her legs so I can look into her eyes, I peck her lips with a light kiss before saying- "Angel, this may have all been a dream for you once, but it's now your reality and I'm not going anywhere, that I can and will promise you."
A promise I never intend on breaking.
*****
I want to touch you not just physically but with your mind.
Discover the things you keep locked away.
Until we are one where there is no you and I
but we.
Chapter 39
Allie.
Last night goes down as one of the best nights of my life, and I wasn't even on a stage dancing. No, for the first time I was worshipped.
I believed every word, move and emotion that Connor showed me. He really must love me.
We woke up together after we passed out from our fourth love making session and now I'm just heading towards the stage at the arena we're doing the show at tonight with Karina and also the moody bastard security guard who was waiting for me when I was ready to leave, apparently and according to him Connors just looking out for me, yeah ok like I believe that. Something is going on, and I wi
ll find out one way or the other. Karina is also awfully quiet today but that could be the raging hangover she has from last night. They all certainly had a late one because we never heard them come back to the bus.
"You ok mofo? Feeling a bit tender today?" I question with a laugh. She comes to a sudden halt as if she's been stung- "Tender? Why would you ask me that Allie?" She sounds defensive all of a sudden.
"Chill out mofo, I meant are you feeling tender from your hangover." I fire back at her.
"Oh yeah my hangover, it's a bitch, I'm never drinking with rock stars again." She's never this defensive or coy with me. The sly cow is hiding something but now isn't the time or the place to give her the third degree for information. Letting my best friend fester with her hangover, we enter the arena flashing our credentials to security and head to the guy's holding room, where I know they'll be giving each other shit before sound check.
As we both walk in leaving the six foot giant at the door, the guy's conversation comes to a complete halt. Ok that's a bit weird. Pretending I don't notice, I head to the fridge and grab a bottle of water before addressing them all with my question, "I take it your all hanging out of your arses then today?" I get nothing but grumbles from three of them as Connor comes up to me and wraps me in his arms and kisses me. Pulling away I don't hesitate when I ask him, "What's with the big ape escorting me around now?"
He pales slightly but doesn't miss a beat with his answer, "You mean Tyrone? He's my security, he's worked for me for years and I'm not going take any chances where your safety is concerned that's all angel." "
So there's nothing going on that I should know about." I ask.
"No my angel there isn't so don't worry, now get your very sexy ass up on that stage so I can watch you shake it."
Laughing at his way with words I tell him jokingly, "Yeah ok whatever rock star, you'll be to busy wooing your adoring fans."
"Well can you blame them for want me to adore them?" He banters back and gestures to the full length of himself with a self assured smirk on his cocky face.
"Ok, Mr big head wind your neck in and gather your hungover band mates up it's time to get to work."
"Yes boss." He salutes taking the piss out of my assertiveness. As I walk away he takes a hold of my arm and pulls me back before reminding me that Clint is lurking around somewhere, apparently he flew in early this morning and even though we're done hiding our relationship he hasn't had the chance to talk to him about it yet and he wants to be the one to tell him. Giving him one last quick kiss, I go over to Karina who is getting more green by the minute.
"You doing ok there mofo?" I giggle at the state she's gotten herself into, "I think I'm going to throw up." As she says this to me I notice that her and Johnny are in a who can throw the most evil stares at each other contest, ok so she has some explaining to do but right now I need to pee before we rehearse so I leave the subject well alone... for now.
Leaving Karina to her hangover and her stare down with Johnny, I head to the bathroom, the entire time feeling like I'm being watched or followed but when I turn to look around I see no one. Then from no where I'm struck with a hot burning pain in my side, when I look down all I see is blood pouring out of me, my knees give way on me and I crash to the floor. My eyes roll into the back of my head, I try shouting for help but nothing comes out of my mouth, just when I think I can hear someone coming to help me I see a figure looming over me but I can't make out who it is because I can't lift my heavy head of the floor then a voice I don't recognize say's-
"He was mine first bitch, you will learn who Connor Blackwood belongs too." With that I get another searing pain to my leg before the darkness claims me.
My whole life flashes before my eyes and I see my last memories... me in Connor's arms being happy for the first time in my life and then everything stops, I feel nothing at all and then all I see is black.
The End... Or is it?
Thank you…
For staying even if you had every reason to leave.
Thank you for making it easier when life gets hard.
Playlist.
LCDs Sound System- Daft punk are playing in my house
Take That- Everything Changes
Fairground Attraction- Perfect
Color Me Badd- I wanna sex you up
Annie Lennox- Walking on broken glass
Lilly Allen- Fuck you
Clare Bowen- Black Roses
Fat Joe ft Ashanti- What’s luv
Mr Bigs- To be with you
Walk The Moon- Shut up and dance
Womack and Womack- Teardrops
The Rocky Theme Tune
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