“We’ll send them to you in about a week or so. I think you’ll love them. So go get dressed and we’ll get you your money.”
Kevin joined Keisha back in the dressing room as she started wiping off the oil.
“So how do you think I did?” Keisha asked, putting her clothes back on.
“They are ecstatic,” Kevin said. “But I want to caution you to keep your head up, even with them.”
Keisha started putting on her clothes. “No need to tell me that, Kevin. I knew that when I decided to get into this game.”
“And that’s what I’ve been trying to figure out. Why did you get in the skin game? It’s obvious that you’re smart—smarter than most of the girls who come through here. So why this? Why dancing at the Chi Chi Room?”
“It’s quite simple,” she responded. “I like it because I’m very sexual. I like the attention, even from the leering men in the pervert pit. And if I can make some money at the same time, then that’s a whole lot better than working at the Crenshaw Baldwin Hills mall for six dollars an hour, don’t you think?”
She put on her shoes and was ready to go.
“Plus, it’s just my body, nothing more or less.”
Kevin opened the door for her to leave. “Just remember that it is always your body and not anyone else’s,” he whispered. “If you do that, you’ll be fine. But if you ever feel uncomfortable, get out.”
The crew had pretty much broken down everything, and Steven was talking to Ray and Jeff onstage when Keisha approached them.
“Keisha, I just want to say that I’m very excited about your work for Pimp magazine. You were a true professional, and I think the photos will come out great. I’d like to keep in touch with you”—he pulled out a business card—“so that we can use you for future projects. I have a new venture I’m working on, and I think you’d be perfect.”
“Thank you,” Keisha said, as she took the card. “I had fun. Let me know if you need me again.”
“Will do. So I expect you would like to get paid that five hundred dollars you’re owed,” Steven said, reaching into his pocket. He pulled out a roll of bills and began pulling off notes. “One, two, three, four, five hundred dollars. Enjoy yourself.”
Keisha took the money, and Kevin handed her the duffle bag. “What about Sean?” she asked.
Steven looked at Ray and smiled. “Don’t worry about Sean. I’ll talk to him. I don’t like people cheating other people, so he’ll get a good talking-to from me.”
“Yeah, but then he’ll fuck with me at the club.”
“Don’t worry about that. You’ll be fine. I promise, he said, smiling. “Hey, I’m about to get out of here. Can I offer you a ride home?”
“Sure,” Keisha replied. She was beginning to like Steven, and although she didn’t know him well, she felt she could somehow trust him.
“Ray, make sure everything gets broken down, and then meet me back at the office. I’ll drop Keisha off and then meet you there.”
“It was cool seeing you again, Keisha,” Ray said.
“Back at ya. See ya, Kevin, and thanks for your help.”
“No problem.”
“Let’s go, Keisha,” Steven said. “I think you’ll enjoy the ride home.”
Chapter 7
We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves.
—Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
As Steven and Keisha walked out of the shoot, Keisha was ecstatic that she had five hundred dollars in her pocket and another couple hundred dollars sitting at home from Chi Chi Room dances. Things were starting to look up.
They left the theater and were out in the parking lot when Keisha saw Steven’s ride.
“You expect me to get on the back of that?” Keisha asked incredulously.
“Sure,” he said. Steven didn’t have a car, he had a motorcycle. “This is a Suzuki Hayabusa, the fastest motorcycle on the planet. Did you see the Biker Boyz?”
“Yeah,” she replied nervously.
“This is what Laurence Fishburne rode in the movie.”
“Okay, but that doesn’t mean that I’m going to ride it in my lifetime,” she said. “Plus, I have a duffle bag.”
“No problem,” he said, handing her a helmet. “Just give me the bag and you put on the helmet.”
Keisha had never ridden on the back of a bike, so she was nervous. But it was better than taking the bus.
Steven snapped the bag to the side of his bike and then climbed on. “Come on. Just hop on, and hold on.”
“Yeah, that’s what my first boyfriend told me,” she smiled. She climbed onto the back of the bike and Steven started it up. The sound was deafening.
“So where are we going?” he asked over the exhaust noise.
“My apartment is on Centinela, in Inglewood,” she yelled.
“Okay, hold on!”
Steven rolled forward quicker than Keisha had expected, and she found herself clinging to Steven with all her might. As he flew down Crenshaw Boulevard, the speed and excitement of being on the bike gave her a rush. Steven expertly flicked the bike in and out of traffic, and other bikers came up on the side of them from time to time. Steven would give them a wave or two, and then they’d fly off into the distance.
“Better than riding on the bus, eh?” Steven shouted back to Keisha at a stoplight.
“I’m loving it,” she said. “As long as I don’t fall off.”
“You won’t fall off.” Steven laughed. “I won’t let you.”
Steven kept going and in less than five minutes, Keisha was at her door. Steven turned off the Hayabusa, and Keisha got off. She took off her helmet and handed it to him. Steven flipped the visor on his and took it.
“You’re a very beautiful girl, Keisha, and I hope that we can work together again,” he said.
“I’d like that,” she said, and meant it. This had been a profitable and pleasurable afternoon.
“Take care.”
And with that, Steven turned the bike back on and was off. Keisha stood on the sidewalk, watching him disappear.
Keisha walked into Patra’s apartment building and took the elevator to the second floor. When she got off, she saw an older white man walking out of Patra’s apartment, with Patra in a white silk robe. The white man walked past Keisha quickly, not looking up as he walked. Patra slipped something into her robe that Keisha couldn’t see.
“Hey, girl,” Patra greeted her. “How was the shoot?”
Keisha walked into the apartment and threw her duffle bag on the couch.
“It went great,” she said. Patra closed the door. “Patra, who was that?”
“He’s just a friend of mine. I see him from time to time.” Patra looked at Keisha for a second, squinting. “Are we cool?”
Keisha looked back at Patra. “We cool.”
Keisha put down her bag and sat down in the chair.
“So you’re going to be a Pimped girl?” Patra said, sitting down in the chair.
“Supposedly. Did you know Sean was trying to screw me out of my money?” Keisha asked. “He told me that I was going to get two-fifty for the shoot.”
“How much did you get?”
“Five hundred.”
“Five hundred? Fuck, do they need anyone else? Tell Marty that he can slap me on my ass again if they’ll give me five hundred for taking some fucking pictures.”
“I’ll be sure to do that.” Keisha laughed. “But it went well. The owner of the magazine was there—Steven Cox. Ever heard of him?”
“Naw. Was he cool?”
“Very. Pretty handsome too. He gave me a ride on his bike. I thought I was going to die.”
“You gonna fuck him?” Patra asked.
Keisha leaned back on the couch and threw her feet up. “I don’t know yet. I’ve first got to figure out if it would be business or pleasure. I’d have to be clear on that before I made my move, and I’m not.”
“Shit, why not mix them both? Fuck him and then get his money?”
“Nah, i
f I was going to do that, then I’d start fucking drug dealers, and I did that shit once with Donovan and I ain’t going back to that type of drama. Plus, I see what it did to my mother. No, I’m going to figure out first if I want to fuck him. Then I’ll figure out if it is business or pleasure.”
“You are a smart bitch, I’ll give you that,” Patra said admiringly. “Okay, handle your business, or pleasure if you choose.”
“Right now, I’m about to handle a nap,” Keisha said, closing her eyes.
“I’ll let you get some sleep,” Patra said, getting up from the couch. “Have a good nap.”
Steven rode into the parking lot of Pimp magazine. He parked his bike and nearly ran up to the office.
“So how does she look?” Steven yelled, throwing his helmet down on the floor.
Jeff had downloaded the photos into the computer while Steven was taking Keisha to her apartment. Now he had them on the computer screen.
“These look fucking great,” Steven said, scanning Keisha’s photos. “Jeff, you fucking outdid yourself with her shots.”
“Hey, I wish I could take credit for them, but it was all her. You saw her. I mean, she did better direction than I could ever take credit for.”
“No, I’ll take credit for it,” Ray said, walking into the room.
Steven kept clicking on photo after photo. “She just eats up the camera. Absolutely eats it up.”
He stopped.
“This is what I want to do,” he said. “Let’s go all-out with her. I want Keisha on the Web site, and I want to put her on the cover. Ray, you done good, my man. Ya done good.”
“She looks good on paper, but what about on tape?” Ray asked. “Isn’t that going to be the ultimate test?”
Steven stroked his chin again, surveying the photos on the computer.
“I took her home for a reason, y’all,” he said. “I know what I’m doing. I wanted to know where she lived and figure out if she wanted to get out of there. I’m betting that she does. And if so, I’m going to make it easy for her to move from Inglewood to Hollywood. Or at least our style of Hollywood.”
They all laughed.
“Keisha’s going to be a star, but even she doesn’t know what I have in store for her,” Steven said, leaning back in his chair. “Not one single clue.”
He then turned to Marty. “Have you bought all the equipment for Pimp Video?”
“I’ve got the cameras, and I’ve even set up the locations. All I need is the talent.”
“I’m depending on my USC film school grad to film me some great videos,” Steven said, patting Jeff on the shoulder. “I want Pimp Video to be both classy and gonzo. I want tight pussy shots, cum faces, but I also want my girls to be able to speak well. This ain’t some dumb-ass nigga shit you’d find over in South Central. Keisha fits that bill.”
“So how do you want to use Keisha?” Jeff asked.
“I’m looking to bring her in slowly, tell her that she’s going to be the black Jenna Jameson, and then have her fuck the right guys. She ain’t gonna fuck just some Joe Blow niggas from around the way. I want names. And we’re going get some big dicks—the biggest in the industry. That’s going to be our specialty.”
“When do you want to get started?” Marty asked.
“In two weeks. That means I need to convince Keisha soon. But I’ve got that handled. Just find me some male talent.”
“What about Mr. Bigg? We can use him for her virgin filming,” Jeff said.
“I was thinking about him, but I don’t know. He’s getting a bit tired, and plus, he’s been in everybody’s video. He’s on my list, but he’s not the first. I’ll figure it out.”
“Cool. Just let me know,” Marty said. “I’ll have niggas up the yin-yang wanting to fuck Keisha.”
“Just make sure to get the right niggas. That’s going to be the key,” Steven said, pulling out a cigar. “Jeff, get these photos done, air-brushed—although I don’t think she needs much air-brushing—and up to production. We need to get this magazine out and then post the photos on the Pimp Web site. Niggas are going to be wild about this shit, and we need to take advantage.”
“Will do,” Jeff said, getting back to the computer.
Steven looked at Marty. “We need to have a conversation with Sean. I want to make sure that we’re clear that Keisha is ours now, and not his. And for that, I need you to contact Rosario de Silva and let her know that I may need her to come with us.”
“For Blackie?” Marty asked.
“Yes, for Blackie.”
“Done deal.”
Chapter 8
A liberal-arts education is supposed to provide you with a value system, a standard, a set of ideas, not a job.
—Caroline Bird
UCLA had a mandatory counseling meeting for all incoming freshmen, and today was the day Keisha had to come to campus. She sat down in the counselor’s office and waited with her magazine.
“Keisha Montez? Is Keisha Montez here?”
Keisha got up from her chair and walked into the counselor’s office. The office was nice and neat, not a paper out of place. Behind the desk was a young blond girl who looked like she couldn’t be that much older than Keisha herself.
“Hello, Keisha. My name is Britney Kaplan, and I’ve been assigned as your counselor before your freshman orientation.” Britney shook Keisha’s hand, and they both sat down.
“Hello,” Keisha said.
“So, Keisha, I went over your file, and I am quite impressed,” Britney said, holding a manila folder. “You ended up with a 3.8 GPA and had a very good SAT score. We’re lucky to have you here at UCLA. Where else did you apply?”
“Actually, I didn’t apply anywhere else,” Keisha answered. “I always wanted to go to UCLA and so I figured that if it was meant to be, then it was meant to be.”
“Wow, that’s some type of faith,” Britney said, smiling. “Most of our students apply to over ten different schools just to hedge their bets. I rarely have a student—in fact, I can’t think of even one student—who’s ever just applied to UCLA. So you really knew what you wanted and went for it. Congratulations!”
“Thanks.”
Britney put down the manila folder.
“Well, let me go over some of the things that you can expect here at UCLA,” she started. “One, we’ll be sending you an orientation packet in the mail, which will give you all of the information about campus. Murphy Hall is our administration building, and that’s where you’ll pick up your financial aid. By the way, I didn’t see a completed financial aid packet. Did your parents fill it out?”
“I don’t get along with my mother, and my father left years ago,” Keisha said, looking Britney directly in the eye. She was not ashamed.
“Hmm, that could present a problem. For some reason, I’ve been seeing this happen more and more, and it’s really a hole in the financial aid process that keeps the student hostage. Are you still living with your mother?”
“No, I moved out a week ago.”
“Okay, then we might start trying to make you an independent student,” Britney said. She opened a drawer and pulled out a form. “It takes about three years, so it’s not going to help you this year, but we can at least get the clock rolling. Go to this Web site”—she handed Keisha a piece of paper—“and fill it out. It’ll route you to the financial aid office, and they’ll get in contact with you after that. How do you intend to pay for school if you don’t have financial aid or help from your mother? Do you have a job?”
“I’ll be fine,” Keisha said. “I’ve been saving up money, and I do have a job that should take care of it.”
“Are you going to move into the dorms?”
“I think so, but I’m not sure.”
“Well, there’s another deposit due in about two weeks to set your spot. Look inside the orientation package and you’ll see all of the deadlines. Okay, understand that I have to go over the financials before even talking about academics.”
“That’
s fine. I’d like to know if someone could pay for something before I wasted time on them,” Keisha said. “But I’ll make sure that I have the money when I need it.”
“I’m sure you will. Now, let’s get to the fun part. What do you want to major in at UCLA?”
“I want to major in women’s studies,” Keisha said. “I want to learn about myself as a woman, but also fight for women’s issues.”
“That is a great major!” Britney exclaimed. “Do you want to have a career working with women, such as a counselor? We need to have more women of color working in the field.”
“I don’t know yet,” she responded. “When I was in the tenth grade, a woman came to my school and talked about getting her doctorate. I don’t know, but I was thinking that I might want to get a Ph.D. and then teach, but I also would like to write, so I just don’t know yet. I think I’ll know better once I start taking classes.”
“Great! It sounds like you’re a young woman who knows what she wants to do in life, which is not typical of the students who walk in here as freshmen. You seem to have a good head on your shoulders.”
“Thank you.”
“Now, do you have any questions you’d like to ask me?”
“I do, actually,” Keisha said. “How many blacks were admitted this year?”
“I think, and don’t quote me on it,” Britney said, “there are about one hundred blacks in this class. It’s hard to know for sure because, under Proposition 209, you’re not able to identify people by race unless they’re sitting here in front of you. But even then, you’re not really sure. Do you mind if I ask you a question?”
“My mother’s black and my father was Mexican, to answer your question. I consider myself black.”
“I didn’t mean any offense,” Britney stammered.
“Oh, no offense taken,” Keisha said. “I just wanted to see if there was going to be anyone else that looked like me on campus. I’m guessing that I’m going to be swamped a little bit.”
“But we try to make sure that all our minority students feel comfortable on campus,” Britney said. “We have a community center and support staff, so if you ever feel like you’re alone, you have someone to talk to. We do our best, but you know Ward Connerly messed it up for us.”
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