by Eva Leon
“It’s okay, Rory.” He put his other hand on my knee. “She killed herself a couple of years after we left my father. She blamed herself for what he tried to do to my sister, and for all of the other women he’d hurt. She beat herself up for not getting us out of there sooner. My mom died feeling useless, hopeless, and worthless. I wish I could have made her understand we didn’t feel that way about her at all. The only person responsible for my father is my father,” he says and squeezes my hand hard.
“Is your sister alright?”
“She’s doing well now. I mean, as well as can be expected. I’m pretty protective of her. I’d do anything to prevent her from hurting ever again. Callie is one of the strongest people I’ve ever known. Not once has she ever let the bad things that have happened to her change her sweet personality. She’s never used it as an excuse to treat people badly. She’s so much better than me,” he says and hangs his head. “She reminds me so much of you. You’re both so strong. I bet you’d get along well.”
I take his chin and lift it up so that he’s looking in my eyes again. The corners of his mouth turn up in a slight smile, and a weight lifts off my chest. I lean in and close some of the space between us before I speak.
“I wish I could have comforted you back then. I can be here for you now. I will help you now, Jaxxon,” I say a little more confidently than I feel.
“It would have been so much better for us, for me especially, if I could have told you about this when we were younger. I felt like I had to protect you, Rory. I couldn’t let you into my life because I was afraid of my father getting to you. I think it’s one of the reasons I was so awful to you sometimes. Part of me wanted to believe I was just teasing you, but I had to keep you at arm’s length. That was almost impossible because of how much I adored you. Ever since I could like Omegas that way, it was always about you. If only I could have let you in.”
“There’s always now, Jaxxon. I’m here now. Whatever you need. I know you’re with Aaron, but we can be friends. I can’t be physical with you anymore, though. I don’t share. I won’t share.”
“Rory, there isn’t any helping me. I’m as bad as they come, and I don’t deserve your comfort. One thing I’m not, though, is a cheater. I don’t know what Aaron told you, but I’m not with him. We had a casual thing a while back, but that’s been over for some time. I would fire his devious ass in a heartbeat if I didn’t think he’d sue me. I assure you that I am available and that I don’t share either.” Then the sadness leaves his eyes, and I see bad boy Jaxxon come back. “But I sure will enjoy wrecking you. Now, I’m going to mark you as mine,” he practically growls.
And just like that, he’s on me. “Since you liked this so much the last time,” he says and pushes me against the wall again after pulling me from my chair
He’s on his knees and yanking my pants down while I’m desperately trying to unbutton my shirt. I can’t get the damn buttons undone, so I just tear it off. Buttons go flying everywhere.
“Wow. Kitten’s got claws,” he says and flicks his tongue against my throbbing cock.
He licks and sucks me until I’m shaking and crying out his name. I should be quiet, but neither one of us can hold back. This has been a long time coming, and I’m almost frightened of what we’re going to do to each other.
“You realize I can’t let that little stunt the other day go unpunished,” he says menacingly.
“What do you mean?” I pant out as I try to calm my breathing.
“Walking around this place with no underwear on. You’re mine, Rory, and I better never catch you doing anything like that again. I don’t even want other men near you when your underwear are off or when you’ve got panties on. You belong to me now. Bend over and put your hands on my desk,” he commands, and my face heats as I remember when he found out about my predilection for wearing beta women’s panties.
I obey, and the first smack against my ass makes a sound that resounds loudly through his office. I moan as the pain mingles with pleasure and shoots straight to my cock and balls.
“Quiet,” he says, and another blow lands on my buttocks.
My cock is smashed against the desk. It should hurt, but the friction of the cold wood against my erection has me ready to come too soon.
Jaxxon continues his spanking until my flesh is red and each smack feels like fire. I want to beg him to stop, but I want him to keep going too. I’ve never felt anything like this, and my only choice is to surrender to him. When I don’t think I can take another second of the sweet torture, he stops and runs his hand gently over my swollen skin.
“Good boy,” he says softly. “Get on the desk with your ass on the edge. Pull your feet up and put your heels on the edge too. I want you spread wide for me.”
My skin tingles and my heart pounds so loudly I think he can probably hear it. This is it. He’s going to take my virginity. I’m nervous and aroused at the same time as I climb on the desk. With my knees up and perched on the edge of the desk, my ass is spread wide and my cock throbs against my stomach. I feel so exposed.
When I’m in position, Jaxxon strips off his clothes, and I get the first full look at his amazing hard body. There is not one inch of fat on his perfectly sculpted chest and stomach, but he does have enough ink to give him an edge that makes me whimper with anticipation. I’ve seen his body before, but he’s bigger, badder, and it’s like getting to see him the first time all over again.
When he pulls off his pants and boxers, I get another look at his monstrous manhood. He steps forward and pushes two fingers into my asshole to test it. He inserts another and stretches me.
“Play with yourself,” Jaxxon says. “I want to watch you come all over yourself.”
I oblige and stroke my cock hard and fast. I need to come. He’s been teasing me for too long, and part of me is afraid that he’s going to stop before I get off.
Jaxxon doesn’t, and with a moan, I unload on my stomach. Hot cum coats my belly, cock, and leaks down my balls to my ass. Jaxxon uses the cum to lubricate my ass, but it’s already slick and ready for my Alpha. He’s just being careful because his cock is so big. I’m sure it’s going to be hard for me to take, but I want it anyway.
His head rubs against me where I am most sensitive before he penetrates me, and as his big cock head drags across my O-spot, I climax again. Jaxxon isn’t inside me yet, and I’m already bathing him and his dick in more of my cum.
“That’s two for you, baby. Now it’s my turn,” he says and pushes himself inside of me.
He’s so big, and his cock stretches my ass almost too far. I gasp and try to scoot away.
“Now, baby, you’re going to take it all,” Jaxxon commands. “Stay still and let me fuck you,” he says and thrusts farther into me.
I have to bite down on my lip to stifle a scream. He’s so big. Jaxxon is too big, and it feels like he’s going to rip me in half. I want to hit him and push him away, but his cock is buried so deep in me and he’s holding my hips while he fucks me harder and harder.
“Take it,” he growls. “You can take my cock, baby. You love this. Stop fighting and it will feel better. I know it’s hard to take your first dick, but you can do this for your Alpha. You know I can’t pull out, so relax and let me fuck you right.”
As he says it, Jaxxon wraps a hand around my cock and begins to stroke. I still feel too full and stretched, but the pleasure helps me relax enough that it’s no longer painful to have him inside me.
Jaxxon pushes himself into me harder and faster. He leans forward and bites my neck and then my shoulder. One hand is working my cock and the other reaches around to claw at my ass.
He ruts faster, and I feel his cock start to expand even more.
“This is going to hurt for a moment,” he whispers. “Stay calm. It only hurts the first time.”
Jaxxon’s cock grows even bigger and harder. It feels like he’s fucking me with a stone cylinder. I knew the first time an Alpha stretches your ass it can sting, but he’s so big.<
br />
“Stop,” I cry out. “Please, get it out of me,” I say as it almost feels like I’m tearing. “It’s too much,” I whimper.
“You know I can’t pull it out, Rory,” he says softly and covers my mouth with his. The hand that’s working my dick pumps faster and squeezes hard.
Just like that, my body accepts the penetration. His cock head rubs against my O-spot with every thrust, and a lightning bolt of pure pleasure shoots through my body. Suddenly, the worst of it is over, and I’m in heaven.
Jaxxon is fucking me, and all I can see are stars behind my closed eyes. The pleasure is so intense that he has to let go of my buttocks and cover my mouth because I’m trying to scream out his name.
“Oh god,” I hear Jaxxon pant, and I feel his massive cock flexing and spurting inside of me. My body starts to quake around him, and my ass clamps around his spurting cock. My body is trying to drain Jaxxon dry of every drop of his hot cum. There’s too much, though, and I feel it run out of me and coat his balls as they slap against my skin.
When it’s over, I wrap my legs around his waist and rest my head against his strong shoulder. He runs his hands up and down my back and it makes me shiver. After we’ve been wrapped in each other’s arms for a few minutes, I lower my legs and start to pull away from him slowly. He crushes me against his chest and strokes my hair.
“No, baby. Not yet. Just let me have this a little bit longer,” Jaxxon says and kisses my forehead.
That’s when I feel his knot start to rise.
Chapter Ten
Jaxxon
Over the next few weeks, I go back to teasing Rory the way I used to. Only now, he knows it’s playful, and he starts to pick on me right back. It feels good to have things back the way they were when the world was a little brighter. He adds light and laughter to my life that I’d thought was gone forever. Rory can be feisty, and that keeps me on my toes.
“You’re a filthy animal,” he says after we’ve gone at it in my office again.
His butt is up in the air and I smack it hard. “Oh yeah, baby? What does that say about you? You just let a filthy animal bend you over a desk and have his way with you at work.”
“I can’t stand you,” he says as he pulls his slacks back up over his round bottom.
“I love you too, baby,” I say, and he freezes.
“Don’t you fucking dare,” he says and glares at me.
“That’s not the response I was expecting,” I say and chuckle. He is so adorable when she’s furious.
“Don’t you dare say that if you don’t mean it,” Rory says and picks up my penholder like he’s going to throw it at me.
“Whoa, baby, whoa. Of course, I mean it. I would never say something like that if I didn’t feel it with every part of me. You’re it. You’re everything. And a big part of me hopes I just put my baby in your belly,” I say and wink.
I mean it. I do. I’ve loved him since we were kids, and I’ve done some messed up things trying to fill the hole Rory left in me when I ran away. I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up to him. He’s going to be my husband; I just haven’t figured out the right time to tell him yet.
Rory drops the penholder and throws himself into my arms. He presses himself against my chest, and my heart melts a little more. Every time I hold him, it’s like he becomes even more a part of me.
“You wanna try again to make sure it takes, Big Papa?” he asks and then bites my bottom lip. “But make it quick; I have to meet with a client in twenty minutes.”
“How can I say no to that?”
He doesn’t have to answer. I can’t. I also can’t make it quick. Good thing I own the company.
Jaxxon
Two Hours Later
I walk back into my office after my afternoon meeting with the other partners and Aaron is sitting in my chair completely naked. His feet are on my desk, and he starts to stroke his cock when I step into the room. I’m not sure how to react at first, so I close the door behind me and take another step into the room.
The old Jaxxon would have jumped at the chance to have him again. I mean, no one has to know. Just a quickie and then I send him on his way. Why am I struggling to do the right thing? This isn’t me anymore, and I know that.
Still...
I have all this tension building up inside me because of my father being back and because of my new relationship with Rory. I’m an Alpha. It’s my right to fuck who I want even if I have a mate. I don’t have to be faithful. That’s a choice Alphas make for themselves.
From experience, I know that having a go at Aaron will be just the thing to get rid of that tension. I’ll feel more relaxed and focused once it’s over. It doesn’t mean anything. It’s just one more time. I don’t even have to fuck him. His ass isn’t that tight anyway. Not like Rory’s. I can just shove my cock down his throat. Nobody has to know. Aaron is hot, and he knows just how I like my dick sucked.
No.
My stomach suddenly turns at the thought of touching another Omega. My body, mind, and heart all belong to Rory now. Fury starts to build in my chest at the presumption of this bitch. First, he tried to tell Rory that he and I are dating, and now this? This crazy shit has to stop. I’d fire him if I didn’t think he’d sue me for sexual harassment. There must be a way to get Aaron out of my firm and out of my life.
I’ll start with getting his skanky ass out of my office.
Chapter Eleven
Rory
I feel like I’m going to be sick when I open the door to Jaxxon’s office. The door didn’t make a sound when I opened it because I wanted to surprise him. I figured I’d slip in before he got back from his meeting and wait for him naked in his chair.
It looks like somebody beat me to it.
I can’t figure out why he’s standing there looking at him instead of throwing Aaron out of his office. Aaron is stroking his cock while Jaxxon watches. He loves to watch.
There is only one possible explanation that I can think of, and it fills my heart with a pain that only Jaxxon can produce in me.
He is a lying snake, and he played me.
I rush out of the office and Jaxxon never turns around. My secretary asks me what’s wrong, so I tell her I have a family emergency and that I’m going home for the day. After grabbing my briefcase, I get out of the building before I have the chance to run into anyone else I don’t want to talk to right now.
Can you believe he said he wanted me to have his baby? He kept talking about how I belong to him and how there is no other Omega for him, and it was all some cruel, sick joke. I wonder how much of what he told me about his dad and his sister is a lie too. Maybe I was right about him having his fun and taking off all along.
At home, I grab my overnight bag and pack enough for a couple of days. I’m going to the airport, and I’m going to get on the next plane that goes somewhere tropical. I fully intend on being on a beach with a margarita in my hand by tonight. Halfway to the door I hear a knock, and I groan. Please, please don’t let it be Jaxxon. I am not in the mood for his shit right now.
The next knock is louder and more urgent, and I don’t see any way to get to the airport without dealing with whatever problem is knocking at my door first. I’m shocked when I open it and Andrew is standing there. Fear makes the hair on the back of my neck stand up.
How did he know I was here? I’ve been home for ten minutes at the most. I get sick to my stomach when I realize he’s probably either been following me or having me followed. I guess Jaxxon was telling the truth about something. Too bad it wasn’t about the good parts.
“I’m going to talk, and you’re going to listen,” he snarls at me and pushes past me into my apartment.
“You need to leave, or I’m going to call the police.” I try to sound confident, but I’m terrified.
“You’ll do no such thing, or I’ll make sure you regret it. Now, listen up you little money-grubbing whore. You’re either going to help me get my daughter and my fortune back, or I’m going to make su
re you disappear. You work for me now, or you had better never show your face at my son’s law firm again. I’ll ruin you right along with my good-for-nothing prick of a son,” he says and takes a step towards me.
“Get out,” I scream at him and reach for the can of pepper spray I take with me on morning jogs.
“Wrong choice,” he growls but he does step back towards the door. “Oh, and if you even think about telling Jaxxon about any of this, I’ll make sure they find him and his little cocktease sister floating in the river.”
I take a deep breath and collapse onto my sofa when he leaves. I’ve got to stay calm and figure out what to do next. Jaxxon may be a lying sack of shit, but he wasn’t lying when he said his father is a dangerous man.
I’m done with both of them. I should go to the police, but I don’t know how connected Andrew is. Going to the authorities could be more dangerous than just walking away from everything. I no longer feel like going on a mini vacation.
I just started my new life, but it looks like I’ll have to start all over again, thanks to Jaxxon Avery and his crazy father.
Chapter Twelve
Jaxxon
“Get the fuck out of my office, Aaron. I’d fire you right now if I didn’t know you’d find a way to turn this around on me. But you’ve been warned. I’ll find a way to get rid of you. So just stay out of my way. As of tomorrow, you’ll be moving down to the garden level to act as Jack Humphry’s assistant,” I growl, seething.
“The garden level? You mean the basement. You’re sending me to the basement?” He gets up and starts to get dressed.
I turn my back because I don’t even want to look at him. Finding a reason to get rid of Aaron is my new priority. As soon as he’s out of my office, I’ll call one of my private investigators and have them start the process of finding the information I need. Everybody has dirt, and with the way Aaron behaves, his shouldn’t be too hard to find. I should have done this months ago.