by John Burdett
There is hardly a greater cultural sin. Pi-Da's face collapses under Lek's relentless glare. When Lek turns away in disgust, Pi-Da says reproachfully, "You don't know what you're asking."
"You're supposed to be clairvoyant. You're supposed to look fearlessly into the Other Side," Lek says more in sorrow than in anger. The whole of the katoey's resentment at not being taken seriously is suddenly at issue here: if Pi-Da can't handle heavy-duty hauntings, what kind of moordu is's/he anyway? Just another aging queen?
Pi-Da's expression has changed. No longer the flabby aunt, he is now rather a man whose adulthood has been called into question. "We'll have to go upstairs," he says in a grim tone. Staring at me: "There will be no charge."
"Upstairs" is a collection of rooms used for the storage of alcohol and boxes of snacks. Pi-Da clears a space, and the three of us sit on the floor. Pi-Da holds my hand again and closes his eyes. After about a minute he opens them again, but they seem to be unseeing. I watch with horror and fascination as he stands, places his hands on a wall, and bends forward with his backside sticking out. "Sonchai, why don't you have me from behind like this? Whip me if you like." It is Damrong's voice to the last nuance. "You're such a great lover, Detective, you remind me of a charging elephant." A hysterical cackle.
Pi-Da shakes his head violently as if to break free. When he turns to us, his flesh is gray and he seems exhausted. "I can't do more than that-her energy is too crude and too powerful. She'll kill me if I let her take over. You have no idea what you've got involved with. This is Khmer sorcery, not a party game." Without another word he leaves us to go back to the bar. Lek is staring at me with huge eyes.
"Yes," I say, "it's true. I had an affair with her." I cannot face Lek any longer. I leave him to rush down the stairs two at a time into the anonymity of the busy Bangkok night.
26
There are lots of bankrupt states and plenty of kleptocracies; there are a few failed states; and there is Cambodia. After the Nixon holocaust: Pol Pot, generously supported by the CIA. Almost two million die in a civil war, except it's not like other civil wars. Everyone here remembers the knock on the door in the middle of the night and relatives taken away in an oxcart, usually by a teen with a machine gun, never to be seen again except as corpses, often mutilated. Then there is Tuol Sleng, where the torturing took place, and the skull mountains in Choeung Ek. Among the Cambodians themselves, a universal numbness hides psychic scars that go to the marrow. Many appear to be sleepwalking, random thuggery is an everyday hazard, "girls, guns, gambling, and ganja" are the economy, corruption is the work ethic, child abuse a national sport. You can use the local currency if you're feeling quaint, but everyone prefers American dollars. Naturally the capital, Phnom Penh, attracts NGOs like flies; pale pampered European faces look out from the tinted windows of four-by-fours. A lot of the city is crumbling. At the police station Kimberley flashes her credentials. Neither of us has any investigative rights here, but then nobody here obeys the rules. It's not difficult to get them to cooperate for a hundred dollars.
The apartment where Stanislaus Kowlovski died is on a side street about two hundred yards from the Mekong. We duck out of a blinding sun, following a cop whose uniform may be the only legal thing he owns. A short, stooping brown guy with some fingers missing from both hands, he believes we'll be excited by the blood and goo on the wall. He is. The stains are buried under a swarm of flies, though. He sniggers, "Big American, what a body, dead now. Crazy. What kind of pain could he possibly have, a white man? All over the country there are people who can hardly walk for the anguish they feel; others cannot walk because their legs were blown away by land mines. This guy had everything. With a body like that he could have had any woman he wanted, even farang women. Crazy."
They showed us the gun at the police station, a Chinese-made Kalashnikov. You can buy them almost anywhere here: if they charge more than two hundred dollars, they're ripping you off. When the cops took the gun, though, they left the cord he used to pull the trigger, via a pinion he had fixed in the stock, which he must have held between his feet. A bloody way to go — it took out the whole of his lower intestine and snapped his spine-but it did the trick. The FBI and I pay no attention to anything except the cord. You have to believe Kowlovski was making a statement here, perhaps a confession: it is bright orange, about a centimeter thick, just like the rope he used to kill Damrong.
"You okay?" the FBI says. Sure.
"What are you thinking?"
"Get him to show us the belongings."
He takes his orders from her rather than me, obviously, and shows us out of the living room (linoleum, one dirty sofa, a TV) to the bedroom, where a suitcase is lying on the bed. Naturally anything valuable he might have owned will not be found. We rummage around a collection of clothes all designed to showcase his outstanding physique and way too big for any Cambodian cop, then find his money belt buried at the bottom. There's no money in it, of course, but there are a few spent airline tickets and something else. The FBI looks at it quizzically and hands it to me. It is a varnished elephant-hair bracelet. I tell her about the one Tom Smith was wearing, last time I saw him, and that Baker also had one. "Smith said an eccentric monk gave it to him at a Sky-train station."
Kimberley shakes her head and looks at me for guidance. "I thought your monk friend was in Bangkok?"
"Only an hour away. Monks are allowed to fly, just like us."
"Don't they take a vow of poverty? They're not supposed to have cash?"
I nod and repeat, "Not supposed to have cash." She jerks her chin at me, but I don't want to say more. The implications are, after all, somewhat radical.
"Why Cambodia?" she asks.
"Yeah, why Cambodia?"
"You said he ordained here?"
I nod.
Kimberley shrugs and picks up a pair of shorts to shake them upside down. A second elephant-hair bracelet falls out. The hairs on the back of my neck stand on end.
"It's like he's making a point, this monk," the FBI says.
"Right."
"But who to, if not you?"
We get thorough in our search after that, but find nothing else of interest. At the morgue we're able to identify Kowlovski from pix that Kimberley brought. The body collapsed in two when they picked it up, and the two pieces are laid in the drawer with a gap between them.
"In this country it's a miracle they managed to get the head at the top and the feet at the bottom," Kimberley growls.
The FBI needs a beer, and so do I. The best place I know is the Foreign Correspondents' Club, which is right on the Mekong (old colonial building, fans and high ceilings, well renovated, brilliant snapshots of war on the walls). From the balcony I'm watching a boy wheel a crude barrow near the river, looking for tourists. The twisted human form strapped to the board, which is bolted to two bicycle wheels, must be a brother or other close relation, because the boy and the quadriplegic appear very close when they are not panhandling. He kisses the distorted human form with the extra-large head repeatedly, coddles him, and presents him to a middle-aged Western couple, perhaps Americans, dressed in smart casuals, as they stroll past. He and the cripple are very polite, to judge by the smiles and pleading eyes and tragic frown on the quadriplegic's big twisted face, but the message is clear, calculated, and direct: How much is it worth to make this universal icon of guilt disappear? A few dollars, as far as I can see. After an embarrassed glance, the couple resume their walk by the Seine while the kid wheels his brother back toward the Mekong. What else could we have done? the couple seem to ask each other; decent people cannot stand very much reality.
"About this monk, Damrong's brother," Kimberley says, sipping her draught lager, leaving a white mustache around her mouth which she wipes with a sleeve.
As it happens, I'm not thinking about the monk-I'm thinking about Kimberley. I know she's never been to Cambodia before, but I think something in her culture makes the detritus familiar; she's more relaxed, more sure of herself, than in my
more demanding country. She is also wearing military-style pants and a light khaki vest with a hundred pockets. "Anything could happen here," she says with relish. "Are you sure he's for real?"
"As sure as I can be. He's definitely a mediator familiar with vipas-sana. There's no other way to get that weird." I tell her about Phra Titanaka's personality changes.
"Bipolar," she diagnoses. "A true psycho could never be that organized or that coherent. Maybe he forgets to take his lithium from time to time. You think he got to Kowlovski?"
"Looks like it, doesn't it? One elephant-hair bracelet might have been a coincidence, but two — "
"Is downright provocative. Somehow he found out who the masked man was before we did? But I thought you said he never saw the video."
"That's what he said. Monks don't lie."
A snort from Kimberley before she quaffs more beer. She is shaking her head. "Wasn't Pol Pot a Buddhist monk?"
"For a while. It didn't seem to take with him."
"A Khmer Buddhist monk?"
I shrug. "It's obvious he didn't do it-he's not any kind of suspect."
"But he seems to know more about it than we do. Sonchai, why are you protecting a religious nut you hardly even know? He got to Kowlovski. He distributed elephant-hair bracelets to all major suspects. Maybe he sold his sister? Maybe he's behind the snuff movie?"
I flash Kimberley a look of incredulity. "You just don't get it," I say. It would be a rude response in Thai, but Kimberley's mood is impregnably buoyant.
"Get what?"
"Gatdanyu."
"Huh?". I take a deep breath because I've been down this alley before; trying to explain gatdanyu to a farang is like trying to explain the DNA helix to a Sumatran headhunter-the reception is inevitably superficial.
As best I can, I describe the hidden structure of a society few foreigners would recognize as Thailand. When Buddhism first came to our shores, our ancestors accepted its message of generosity and compassion with enthusiasm. They also saw the need to adjust it to take account of a quirk in human nature which they had noticed during the ten thousand or so years they had passed without Buddhism. I guess the objection they had to the naivete of their new faith could be expressed in one word: payback. How do you make generosity worth anyone's while? By making sure it pays is how. As a result, every Thai is the center of an endless web of moral credits and debits that will end only in death. Naturally every favor must be valued against an unwritten accounting system which uses the Big Favor of Birth as its starting point, a debt that takes priority over all others.
"Superficially, Thailand can seem like a male chauvinist culture; scratch the surface, and you'll see we're all controlled by Mother. I sure as hell am."
"That's really why you work in your mother's brothel, against all your finer instincts?"
"Yes," I confess, unable to look her in the eye.
"And when I see all you Thais running around as if everyone is a successful business center, what they're actually doing is working out how to get a favor out of A to use to pay back a favor owed to B maybe from childhood, et cetera?"
"You've got it."
"Wait a minute-what about the girls who work the bars? Are you telling me they're paying back the debt to Mother by selling their bodies?"
"Yes. That is exactly what they're doing."
"And the mothers know?"
"There's an omerta about it, but in reality everyone knows."
Kimberley is looking at me over the rim of the pint glass of beer she just ordered. She shivers as she puts the glass down. "Wow." She shakes her head. "They may not be cut out for the Game at all. It's emotional blackmail pure and simple? They dump their chances for a successful marriage, childbirth, everything?"
"Now you're going too far. What chances? We're talking poor, Kimberley."
"But how does this apply to the case? I thought Damrong and her brother hated their mother."
"That's the point. Gatdanyu is very practical. You owe the one who actually does the favor. In reality, the fact of birth aside, Damrong was her brother's mother. She is the one who saved his life over and over and put him through school."
"And she wasn't a girl to stint when it came to reminding him of how much he owed her?"
"We don't know, but that would be my guess."
"Programmed him from early childhood?"
"Probably."
"My god, that boy must have some problems."
"So do we," I say softly, and jerk my chin toward the Mekong. Tom Smith, also in smart casuals, is strolling along the river this morning. He suffers no culture shock when accosted by the kid and his quadriplegic brother, however. The smiles and pleading eyes freeze on their faces as he gives them the brush-off with a snarl. Since he is wearing short sleeves, it is easy to spot the burnished brown bracelet on his left wrist. I haven't told the FBI about Smith's client the Chinese Australian yet, so I tell her now.
"We've got to get out of here," Kimberley says when I've finished.
"Why?"
She shakes her head. "He's a consigliere, Sonchai. That Chinese Australian, I know who he is. So do a lot of FBI agents with international experience. This is exactly the international dimension I'm over here to check out." I wrinkle my brow. "We think he's the front man for a syndicate of rich psychos. We call them 'the invisible men." They seem to be behind a lot of things: gladiatorial fights to the death in the Sonora desert, snuff movies filmed in Nicaragua with the victims picked off from helicopters just for the hell of it, sadomasochism for sale in Shanghai, boys from broken homes kidnapped in Glasgow and shipped off to the Middle East for the pleasure of oil sheikhs-the kind of stuff that never gets investigated because it happens offstage as far as America and the West are concerned and the people behind it are too rich and important to be captured."
I'm not entirely surprised, but I don't see why we need to panic and say so. "Even if Smith is here on the same business as us, it doesn't mean he's going to call up an assassination squad."
The FBI shakes her head. "I can't believe I'm reading this place better than you. Don't you get it? It is lawless. Lawless. Know what human beings do when there's no law? They waste other human beings who are in the way, or look like they are going to be in the way, or have potential to be in the way. It's called Cain's First Law of Survival. Think about it: you are the consigliere to a powerful international syndicate whose public face happens to be mainstream pornography but whose premier product is for the delectation of psychotically morbid billionaires. Know what kind of power that gives you, to have the goods on a dozen or so of the richest perverts in the world? Imagine what's at stake here. Smith's people made that video of Damrong; now they're very nervous because the costar did himself in less than a mile from here. About thirty minutes from now Tom Smith will bribe the same cops we bribed and go see the place where Kowlovski butchered himself. On the way the same cops we bribed will tell him about our visit. Tell him we checked out the crime scene. Tell him we are still here. Tell him we plan to be here until tomorrow. What does Smith do in a country where there are about two hundred thousand retired Khmer Rouge on the breadline? How long would it take to put a small squad together? Hell, he'll probably use the cops as recruiting agents- they could call up a dozen contract killers in ten minutes. Maybe the cops are contract killers themselves, who like to do a little policing now and then. Don't you see? He's got to hit us here in Cambodia. It's an opportunity a guy like him can't afford to miss. Look what happened to Nok. Sonchai, let's say I've been here in a previous life, I know where I am, okay?"
"It wasn't here," I say. "It was Danang in Vietnam. You were male then, of course. And black." I smile sweetly while she looks at me in shock. "You'd better fly back to Bangkok. I need to check out Dam-rong's home village, and it's easier to do that by going overland and crossing the border at Surin province."
We decide to stroll by the Mekong; everyone does. Blood-brown, myth-laden, I guess it means something different to all people. Even the FBI carries
a piece of it inside her-deeds of derring-do by Navy SEALs thirty years ago, perhaps; it's our Ganges and was created by a dragon, naturally. There is none of the traffic you see on the Chao Phraya, though; at Phnom Penh the Mekong is still a quiet, lazy liquefaction that merges into the red earth at sunset in a blaze like a fallen firework writhing in mud. It sustains a dozen dilatory fishing craft during the day; most of the canoes don't have engines, and those that do are so small and quiet that, what with the motionless heat and the Pleistocene fishermen throwing skeins, you'd think that peace had prevailed here for a thousand years. That's maya for you.
"I love him," the FBI declares softly, looking away downstream, reserving the right to deny what she has just said, but high for a moment, having first dared herself to say it. "Sorry," she adds, with a hand on my shoulder reasserting control. "I've never been sixteen before. It won't last long."
"You'll be with him by tomorrow," I say with a smile.
"Tonight," she corrects, still looking away. "I just text'd him." She allows her hand to drop so that it first brushes, then grasps mine. "You don't know how clairvoyant you really are, Sonchai. I had the most vivid dream of my life last night. Vietnam. Danang. You're right, I was black and about nineteen years old. The only thing I thought of as I lay dying was a girl in Saigon. All I cared about in the world was that I wouldn't be seeing her again. I died staring at a passport-size snapshot of her."