The question had the desired effect. Patricia’s and Gordon’s heads simultaneously swiveled to gape at Mrs. Armstrong, who resembled a deer caught in the headlights of an oncoming truck.
Kate nearly laughed out loud when a small delighted squeal issued forth from Donna. The word “congratulations” was barely out of her mouth, when she hurriedly excused herself, unable to wait to convey the news.
“We’re planning a fall wedding. My nephew is the best man and he won’t be available till then,” Mike went on. “Hey, but listen to me. I’m doing all the talking.”
Salads sat untouched. Paul’s mother finally managed to say, “This is rather … sudden.”
Kate knew what those four words really meant. As far as Margaret Armstrong was concerned, Kate should still be wearing black. Preferably a nun’s habit, if it came to that. But take another husband, after she’d had Paul Armstrong? God forbid.
“Sudden in what way?” Mike asked, his face the picture of innocence.
Kate found her voice at last. “Mrs. Armstrong, I know this is hard for you, but Paul has been dead three years today. I wasn’t buried with him. I don’t want to mourn him anymore. I’m very happy right now. I’d very much like it if you could be happy for me, too.”
Plates of some sort of unrecognizable chicken dish appeared in front of them. While the student finished serving their table, no one spoke. When he was gone, the silence became unbearable.
Gordon finally put his hand out to Kate and said, “I hope you’ll be very happy.” Kate gratefully took his hand. And then he added, “You deserve it.”
Kate looked into his eyes and saw a sympathy that could only come from understanding. “Thank you.” She smiled.
The congratulatory words from Paul’s mother and sister were less than heartfelt and the next twenty minutes went by excruciatingly slowly, with Mike trying to fill in the enormous conversational gaps on his own.
The background music stopped mid-lyric, and there was a deep, hollow thudding noise as Donna Estes tested the microphone at the podium. The seventy-plus diners grew quiet, and sounds of silverware clattering on plates and throats being cleared filled the gym. Donna spoke into the mike and a squeal reverberated through the room, causing some laughter.
Backing away a few inches, she said, “Sorry, folks. That was almost as bad as that blackboard thing Mr. LaPlante used to pull on us.” A sea of grins greeted her as they all remembered the English teacher who truly knew how to get a class’s attention. “I’d like to introduce the principal of Staunton High School, Mr. Mark Lewis.”
Applause greeted the lanky young man.
“Thanks for coming and thank you all for your donations of time and money. This beautiful new facility is a testament to your hard work and generosity. The state of Virginia paid for half of it. It never would have been built without all of you.”
Once again, applause broke out.
“I’d like to ask Kate Armstrong to join me.”
Mike squeezed Kate’s hand as she shakily stood. All heads turned to watch her walk to the podium.
Shaking the principal’s hand, Kate stood back, waiting.
Mark Lewis turned back to the microphone. “Every student who passes through this school is special, in his or her own way. But there are some who seem to stand out. Who make us all proud to say that we shared the same halls of learning. Paul Armstrong was one such student.
“Paul Armstrong died three years ago today, but he left behind a legacy of what one can achieve with talent and hard work. Yes, Paul Armstrong played baseball here before he went on to become a star in his field, but more importantly, he also maintained a three-eight grade point average. We would like all the aspiring athletes who come through this building to know there is a place for learning in sports.
“Therefore, I am enormously pleased and proud to welcome you all to the Paul Allen Armstrong Memorial Gymnasium.”
Mark Lewis gestured for Kate to step forward, and as she neared the podium, the applause drowned out her introduction. When it was quiet again, the principal said, “Mrs. Armstrong, we’d be honored if you’d say a few words before revealing the plaque.”
Kate gripped the sides of the podium and looked down for a moment as another smattering of applause broke out. When she raised her head, she looked out across the vast room. Her husky voice—steady—reached everyone. “You all probably already know this, but I’m Kathleen Moran Armstrong. Everyone calls me Kate. I haven’t been Mrs. Armstrong in a very long time.”
She hesitated only a moment, as she sought out Mike’s face. When she found him in the dim light, she noticed someone sitting at the table who hadn’t been there before. Julia winked at her and Kate smiled. She went on, strengthened by the two people she could truly call friends. “I think I can safely say that Paul would have been thrilled by all this. He loved children of all ages and I know that if he were alive today, he would be spending a good amount of time here doing what he could to help these kids reach their goals.
“I also know that Paul Armstrong, besides being a great baseball player and a brave man, was only human. And those are the only things I can say about Paul with any real certainty. He was just like any of you. He had his moments of doubt. He had his flaws. And even though I knew Paul for seventeen years, I never really knew him.”
The room had gone completely silent. Kate found Mike’s eyes again and saw not only love in them, but pride. She raised her chin, knowing it was time to finish this thing once and for all.
“We are, after all, only human, too. We see what we want to see in those we love. But I don’t think we ever really know them. And I believe that’s the way it should be. I think everyone needs to keep a small piece of themselves. Something you can say is truly yours. Something no one can take away.
“When Paul died I thought I’d lost that little piece of me. But I’ve found it again. Paul’s life ended three years ago. Thank God I’ve just recently discovered that mine didn’t. So, if you don’t mind, I’d like to get on with the business of living.”
Kate turned away from the astonished crowd and in a few short steps stood next to the curtained plaque. Whisking aside the fabric, she kept walking until she reached the disc jockey who’d been providing the musical entertainment for the evening. She bent down and whispered something to him. He nodded and flipped through his stack of compact discs.
The gymnasium had filled with the echoing sound of applause, but Kate didn’t hear it. As she walked toward Mike, who now stood, she never took her eyes off his face. Her hands reached out for his, and as the clapping died down, she softly said, “Can I have this dance?”
The unmistakable bass notes of “My Girl” filled the room as he pulled her into his arms. Pressing his lips into her neck, he said, “All the dances have always been yours, darlin’. I was just waiting for you to ask.”
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Annette Reynolds was born in Greece, grew up in California, has a degree in arts management from Mary Baldwin College in Staunton, Virginia, and now lives in an eighty-six-year-old house in Tacoma, Washington. Remember the Time is her first novel, and she is at work on her second.
THE EDITOR’S CORNER
Welcome to the new Loveswept!
It’s really thrilling to unveil the first eight Loveswept titles and to share with you these treasured classics:
Iris Johansen’s voluptuous historical THIS FIERCE SPLENDOR.
Sharon and Tom Curtis’s heartbreaking LIGHTNING THAT LINGERS.
Debra Dixon’s searing western TALL, DARK, AND LONESOME.
Juliana Garnett’s magical medieval THE VOW.
Sally Goldenbaum’s sexy romp THE BARON.
Annette Reynolds’s heart-melting contemporary romance REMEMBER THE TIME.
Adrienne Staff’s alluring DREAM LOVER.
Deborah Smith’s legendary LEGENDS.
These very special novels made hearts beat faster when they first appeared in the 1980s and 1990s, and we haven’t changed a word of t
he original text or updated them in any way—they are as seductive, intimate, warmhearted, and sizzling as when they first appeared. I know that you’ll love them as much as we do—whether they are new to you or beloved reads from your past that have been far too long out of print and unavailable.
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Read on for an excerpt from Juliana Garnett’s The Vow
Prologue
May, 1067
IF YOU ARE too cowardly to defy the Normans, I will go to fight in your place.”
The words hung in the suddenly still air like drawn swords: a challenge. All motion and conversation ceased; eyes turned toward the slender blond woman standing in the center of the hall. She stood steadfast, chin firm, ice-blue gaze steady beneath a sweep of insolently long brown lashes. No errant thrum of lute or lyre by careless minstrel, no casual comment, could be heard in the hall awash with light from lamp and torch. Those perched on benches or leaning against stone walls seemed to hold their collective breath. Ceara, daughter to the Saxon lord of Wulfridge, waited with nervous defiance for her father’s reply.
Some would like to see her fall, she knew well enough. Fah, she did not care what they thought. Their anticipation was as pungent as the sharp scents of burning pine knots and oil lamps. But all that mattered to her now was vengeance and pride—for ’twas all she had left.
Wulfric is dead, and with him have gone laughter and hope.…
She saw rage in the pinpoint flames that lit Lord Balfour’s bright blue eyes. She did not look away. Their gazes were almost level, for she was as tall as most men—even the Norman foes who raped their lands.
Ceara lifted her chin and her long, loose hair drifted over a bared shoulder, cool and soft against her skin. The gunna and kirtle she wore were her own style—pagan some said, though not usually the men who eyed her shortened attire with sly appreciation. Lecherous fools. Around her waist, instead of a gold-linked or woven girdle, she wore a sword; no mere eating dagger, but a lethal Roman gladius—taken, the tale went, by a long-dead Celtic ancestor from a legionnaire. The weapon had been handed down through her family for hundreds of years. And she could use it most agilely, so that no man dared approach her without good reason.
A sword clinked against stone. Someone coughed, and a slight mutter was quickly silenced. Drifts of smoke lazed across the hall, carried by an errant breeze that stirred flame and bright woven wall hangings indiscriminately. Light from a flickering torch gilded her fathers hair with silver and played across his craggy features. Had he always had such deep creases in his face?
“I swore an oath to William.” Lord Balfour’s aged voice had the hoarse sound of a grindstone. “I do not forswear my oaths.”
“Oaths given under duress are not meant to be kept.”
“And what would a woman know of fealty?” His mouth twisted in an ironic smile that brought heat to Ceara’s cheeks.
“More than most men, I daresay, though ’tis not a woman’s lot to decide her own fate.” She dragged in a deep breath that tasted of smoke and incense and the residue of a thousand evening meals, her cold gaze riveted on her father though her heart had begun to thump against her ribs. “Must it always come to this with us? Can you not listen to my counsel as you did to Wulfric’s?”
Balfour leaned forward. “Nay. I cannot. You are not Wulfric. He is dead, and I am left with a daughter who is more willful than obedient. You have barely sixteen winters to you, Ceara. Surely, you did not think you could replace Wulfric’s wise counsel.”
The softly spoken words fell on her like harsh blows. As she answered, her own voice shook slightly, but she steadied it with fierce resolve, her nails digging deeply into the palms of her hands. “Nay, of course I cannot. Wulfric is—was—a man, while I am only a witless female, meant to sit at cooking pots and looms instead of war councils.”
“Aye, but you seem to have forgotten that.”
“Nay, not for a moment have I forgotten how you wish to keep me in a corner, unnoticed and unheard. Yet in days of old, women’s voices were heeded as well as the men’s. Now, the Normans have done more damage than the Romans or even the Vikings. They have laid waste to the entire country and made us into curs groveling at their heels, yet you prate of fealty to their bastard king as if it is a matter of honor to lay down our arms and do his bidding like tamelings!”
When she paused, anger making her tremble as if with a chill, her father lifted a hand to beckon two of his thralls forward. They flanked her swiftly. Her chin lifted at this insult, but she made no move to flee.
“You will be escorted to your chamber until you have reconsidered your hasty words,” Balfour said coolly, but flames lit his eyes with the heat of a hundred torches.
Ceara met his gaze steadily. Cowards. All of them. Including Balfour, though he was her father and lord of their lands. Wulfric would never have yielded.… Yea, but Wulfric was gone, she reminded herself. And by all that was sacred, no man would force her to swear a loyalty she did not feel.
Raking the two thralls with a scathing glance, Ceara crossed her arms over her chest. Her mocking smile stretched into a taut grimace. “I shall grow old and withered in my chamber before I will consider yielding to the bastard duke of Normandy.”
Fine white lines etched Balfour’s eyes as he glowered at her; he turned suddenly on his heel and moved away. He wore the tunic and fur-lined robes of a baron—a Saxon lord—though since the coming of the Normans, the fur was not as thick, the robes increasingly threadbare. Balfour crossed the beautiful tiled floor slowly, the once vibrant pattern of moon and stars beneath his feet now faded. He stepped onto the dais to take his customary seat in the high-backed stone chair made comfortable with bolsters of stuffed feathers and fur.
“You are insolent, my daughter.”
Ceara allowed a faint smile to touch her mouth. “Yea, my lord, I learned insolence at your knee. But you know I am right as well as insolent.”
Balfour studied her narrowly. “You would have me flee to Malcolm for succor? I am to yield to the king of the Scots what the Norman king has not yet taken? What, then, is the difference, I ask you?”
“The difference is couched in your own words—’tis better to give freely than to be taken from.”
Balfour leaned forward, his words a soft hiss between tight lips. “To use your own words—never.”
“Then you doom us to—”
“Nay! If I deal fairly with King William, he will deal fairly with me. Wulfridge needs a man who is as fierce as a wolf to hold it against invaders, not a she-wolf who snaps and snarls at every wind. Now go. Think of all that could be lost with hasty action just to further foolish vengeance.”
Balfour dismissed her with a slight jerk of his head. Stinging from his sharp words, Ceara whirled about on a sandaled foot. Her loose hair swung around her shoulders and against her waist as she paused a few feet from the dais and snapped her fingers. “Sheba, to me.”
Lying in a half crouch nearby, a huge white wolf-bitch rose in a lithe movement, the gold-brown eyes watchful. No one moved as Ceara quit the hall, the white wolf at her heels and her escorts trailing behind.
Ceara felt their eyes on her as she walked the length of the hall wit
h measured tread, continuing through the colonnaded Roman archways to the long corridor that led to her chamber. Ivy climbed the outside walls of the corridor, poking spiny green fingers inside open windows. As she passed, she plucked a three-lobed leaf for good luck and tucked it into the leather sword belt circling her waist.
Her hand went to the pendant that hung around her neck, a legacy from her mother, with glowing amber stone and intricately wrought silver. Her only ornament. The only thing of value she had left since the Normans had come, save pride and self-reliance. Yea, the lady of Wulfridge had left her daughter a legacy of spirit that would not wane in the face of hardship or danger, and it was that, she thought, that pricked her father most.
When Lady Aelfreda died, she’d taken the light from her husband’s eyes. Ceara had watched helplessly, raging against the fates that had taken her mother and left her father a changed man. But it had changed her as well.
Once, she had been close to her father, his beloved princess, always at his heels or his side, adoring and adored. Now she felt so alone, isolated from everyone save Sheba. The wolf-bitch was all that remained to her of unconditional love and loyalty.
Behind her, Sheba’s huge paws padded over stone with faint clicking sounds from her claws. The thralls stayed a healthy distance from the wolf-bitch, a respect well earned when an unwise individual once dared lay a hand on the shaggy head. The bite had been deep, the lesson swift.
Ceara smiled. Aye, ’twas true that she was like the wolf-bitch that most named her, but she wore the epithet proudly. It was a glorious compliment to be called after the lithe, fierce beast. And they were like, in that neither tolerated fools nor cowards gladly. The mere scent of fear was enough to raise her hackles, and Ceara was filled with anger that her father cared more for his hide than his honor.
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