by Sabrina York
PROTECT AND SERVE
By Sabrina York
Copyright © 2016
ISBN: 978-1-941497-41-8
Edited by: Carrie Jackson
Cover by: Dar Albert
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Dedication
This book is dedicated to Elle James for all her support with the Cowboy 12 Pack projects.
PROTECT AND SERVE by SABRINA YORK
The last thing officer Charlie Dunham expects when he returns to his hometown is to tangle with his high school crush, Claire Silver, right off the bat. He’d planned to ignore her entirely—the way she’d always ignored him. But when a mysterious threat puts her in danger, he must step in and save her. It doesn’t take long for him to realize that he’s been lying to himself about his feelings for Claire. He wants her…no matter the cost.
TABLE OF CONTENTS
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter THREE
Chapter FOUR
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter SEVEN
Chapter Eight
Chapter NINE
Chapter TEN
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Chapter One
“You’re driving too fast.”
Claire Silver took her foot off the gas and glanced at Porsche. It was so nice having a friend who liked to control the universe. “Do you want to drive?”
Porsche turned away and sniffed.
“Yeah. I thought so.” Porsche never wanted to drive. She preferred to let someone else do the work. And to bark orders at random intervals. She loved barking orders.
“It’s just that you do that.”
Claire frowned. “Do what?”
“Go all introspective. Fall silent. Speed.”
“I do not speed.” She checked the speedometer and lifted her lead foot once more. The road from town to the ranch was long, straight and boring, but that was hardly an excuse.
“What are you thinking about anyway that makes your face scrunch up like that?”
“My face is not scrunching up.” It wasn’t. She wasn’t annoyed or fretting in the slightest. Panic and desperation were not crawling up her spine like big black hairy spiders.
Twenty-five wasn’t that old. Her life wasn’t over. Not yet.
Porsche fiddled with the strap to her purse. “Your face is definitely scrunching. Are you worried about the wedding?”
Claire’s gut heaved. “No. Why would I be worried about the wedding?” It wasn’t her wedding. Would it ever be? It wasn’t as though she hadn’t had a chance to get married. She had. Dustin had asked her several times. But she’d turned him down. Each and every time. She couldn’t regret it. Her heart had told her no.
But that had been five years ago. She’d thought she had plenty of time to find him. That perfect man.
He hadn’t shown up.
She despaired he ever would.
But then, why would he? Why would he come to Snake Gully of all places? It was the kind of place people wanted to escape.
She wanted to escape, but her brothers needed her and she’d spent her whole life in this town. Nearly everyone she knew in the world lived here. Besides, she’d tried living in the city. She just wasn’t a city kind of girl. She’d hated the traffic and the pushing and the people everywhere.
There was no peace in the city. Not like she could find lying in a field at night and staring up at the stars with the music of crickets and rustling grass as her accompaniment. She loved her job, her family, the ranch. Her life was practically perfect. There was only one thing missing.
And time was running out.
“You’re doing it again.”
Claire glared at Porsche and touched the brakes.
Twenty-five wasn’t that old. Was it?
And that gray hair she’d found this morning at her temple? Surely that was an anomaly. Surely the buzzing in her head wasn’t her biological clock blaring a strident alarm. Mate. Mate. Mate.
She had a sudden vision of herself sitting in a rocking chair on the porch of the ranch house, wearing a shawl she’d crocheted herself and surrounded by cats. She shuddered.
She hated to crochet.
Porsche huffed a sigh and said, “Well, I don’t blame you for stressing—”
“I’m not stressing.”
“Weddings are a big deal. A lot of details to think about.”
“Cade and Lisa are easygoing. It’ll be a simple affair.”
“Then why are you scrunching?”
“I’m not scrunching.” Damn it all. Why did she have to be so…Porsche right now?
“You’re speeding again.” Her friend pointed at the road ahead of them to illustrate her infraction, though Claire failed to see how it did so.
Porsche was like that, a font of non sequiturs.
Claire glared at her. “Do you want to drive?”
“I’m just—” Porsche broke off as a loud wail sounded behind them.
Claire’s heart thudded as she caught the multicolored lights in the rearview mirror. “Shit.”
“Toldja.”
“Thank you so much,” Claire muttered as she slowed and pulled over to the side of the road. The last thing she needed right now was another ticket. Her insurance agent would have a conniption.
She blew out a breath as she rolled down the window and waited for the officer to make his way to her car. He didn’t seem to be in a hurry. It would have annoyed her, his meandering pace, except it gave her a chance to appreciate his broad chest and tight pants.
Claire had never had a thing for men in uniform—they tended to be cocky and domineering—but this trooper looked like he’d stepped out of a romance cover shoot. Or a gym. Or the Colosseum. He was large and looming and his muscles bulged. Like, everywhere.
She swallowed her drool and fixed a contrite expression on her face as he neared. He leaned his arm on the top of her car and bent to look at her through his government-issue shades. They had to be government-issue, because every trooper who pulled her over wore them.
But this guy wasn’t your typical trooper. In keeping with his most excellent physique, his features—the ones she could see—were those of a Greek god. A tanned Greek god. Chiseled from marble.
His nose was long and straight and his chin was hard and firm. But it was his lips that captured her attention. Though he attempted to look all mean and serious, those lips were lush and beautiful and turned up at the corners, ruining the effect of his ferocity.
“Afternoon, ma’am.”
She tried not to bristle. She hated when the officers who pulled her over called her ma’am. “Good afternoon, sir.” Yeah. Kissing up, for sure.
She wasn’t prepared for his reaction. He stilled. The tiny muscles around his mouth tightened. His nose twitched. “Are you…in a hurry?”
“Oh. No, sir.” Another twitch. “I’m sorry. I just wasn’t paying attention to my speed.” She waved at Porsche. “We were talking.”
“Don’t involve me in this.” Porsche was such a friend.
“Do you know how fast you were going?”
A trick question. Claire opened her eyes real wide and tried to look scared and innocent and all that shit. “How fast, Officer?”
She had the distinct impression her response irritated him. “Fast.” A m
uscle pulsed in his cheek. “License and registration, please.”
With a sigh, she handed the information over. She kept it handy in the console for situations just like this. The trooper took her papers and scanned them. He stilled, and then glanced at her. “Claire Silver?”
She had no idea why he asked. That was what her papers said. No one in their right mind would pretend to be her. Her life sucked. “Yes.”
He nodded to her, a quick bob of his head, and then made his way back to his car to run her plates. Claire knew what he’d find.
She struggled with the urge to just peel out, but she knew better.
The county sheriff knew where she lived; they’d probably find her.
It took Hottie McHotterson a while to do whatever it was troopers did when they went back to their cars—maybe down a sandwich?—but when he made his way back to her car, his expression was like granite.
A shiver rippled through her at the sight. She had no idea why.
He stopped by her window and stared at her for a long moment before handing her papers back. “I see this isn’t your first rodeo, Miss Silver.”
Yeah. Shit.
“I’ve had…a few tickets.”
“Six in the last six months. You realize you are coming very close to losing your license for reckless driving?”
“I’m not reckless. I promise.”
“You are a repeat offender. I’m within my rights to take you in.”
Her heart lurched. Well hell. This had never happened before. “Take me in? In where?”
“Jail.”
She boggled. Actually boggled. Her eyes went wide and her jaw dropped and she stared at him like a tarsier. “J-jail?”
He let her stew for far too long before he relented. “But I won’t. I do, however have to give you a ticket.”
She batted her lashes. Sometimes that worked. “Please? Can you let me go with a warning?” She even tried a smile.
He didn’t budge. “A warning? What kind of warning?”
“You know… Please don’t speed again?”
He snorted something that might have been a laugh. “I think you’ve had plenty of warnings.”
Seriously? No one had ever given her a warning. They went straight to Ticket Land. She batted her lashes again. Hopefully he wouldn’t think she was having a seizure.
And he didn’t. He leaned closer. Close enough that she could smell his delicious breath, feel his heat, see her own reflection in his stupid glasses, and he whispered, “That didn’t work in high school, Claire, and it’s not going to work now.”
Her pulse stuttered. Wait. What?
Did she know this man? How could she know this man and not know she knew this man?
Her gaze flicked down to his nametag. Dunham. Dunham? Had she known a—
It hit her like a wave, hard and fast and spinning her around in a breath-stealing froth. Shit. This was Charlie Dunham? She flicked a look at his shoulders, his broad chest, the biceps bulging from the short sleeves of his uniform. It couldn’t be Charlie Dunham. The scrawny boy who’d followed her brother Cody around like he was God? The boy who’d pulled her pigtails and had once stolen her clothes when she’d been skinny-dipping in the lake?
“Charlie?” she had to ask.
His lips kicked up into a smirk. Now that she remembered.
Then he ripped the ticket off his pad and handed it to her. She took it with numb fingers. “Try to watch your speed, Miss Silver,” he said in an annoyingly officious tone. “Oh, and say hello to Cody for me. Now that I’m back in town, he and I need to get together for a drink.” With that, and a mocking salute, he spun on his heel and walked back to his cruiser, leaving Claire stunned and silent in her car.
Charlie Dunham was back in town. And daham, he was hot.
Chapter Two
Claire Silver.
Shit. Of all people to pull over the first day on duty at his new assignment.
It had brought his past back with a vengeance. And still, even now, she made him feel like that awkward skinny kid who’d lusted after her in high school. She was, and always would be, his unattainable dream.
Claire had been a beauty, even as a girl, but she’d been way out of his league and he’d known it. As a kid, he’d had to satisfy himself with annoying her as much as he could. Stupid stuff, like short-sheeting her bed when their families went to the lodge together, hiding alarm clocks in her room to wake her up every hour on the hour, stealing her clothes when he caught her skinny-dipping…
His mind stalled on that memory.
Damn.
It had been fuel for his teenaged fantasies for years. And, if he was being truthful, he still thought about it on occasion.
Like daily.
When he’d moved back to Snake Gully, the town he’d grown up in, the thought had been there, hovering in the back of his mind, that he might meet her again. And, tangled with it, the hope she was still single.
It was a scrawny hope, because Claire was a catch. Any guy would be damn lucky to have her. Surely, in the years he’d been away, serving as an MP in the army, someone would have snagged her.
Someone should have.
But here, now, evidence that she wasn’t married. Or, at the very least, went by her maiden name. That was something. And—not that he’d memorized her license, but he did—she still lived in the big ranch house outside of town.
He tried to ignore that flicker of exhilaration, but failed.
Ten years was a long time. A lot could have happened to change her. He was certainly a different man. It would be foolish to jump to any conclusions about her. If he wanted to see what might be possible between them, he had to take this thing one step at a time.
But damn it all. If he had a chance with Claire Silver, he was going to grab it with both hands.
He watched her pull back onto the road and he chuckled when she did so with excruciating caution. He was pretty sure she wouldn’t be careful for long. So he started up his engine and followed her. Just as a reminder.
It was almost a disappointment when she pulled into the ranch where she lived. Charlie slowed down as he passed, and he blinked because the sign had changed. Instead of the rustic old Double S brand, it now said Double Stud and had cutouts of buff male bodies.
What the hell?
Yeah, maybe he’d been gone too long.
Once he passed the Double Stud—and Claire’s car disappeared—there was no reason to keep heading south, so he made a U-ie and headed back to town. His stomach was grumbling and it was time for lunch.
He pulled in at Bubba’s Bar and Grill, radioed Gladys that he was taking his break and sauntered into his old haunt. How surreal that it hadn’t changed one iota. The old moose head still held a place of prominence over the hallway to the bathroom, the bar side of the establishment was still as murky as it always had been and—swear to God—toothless old Willie McAnders was sitting on the same damn stool. With the same glass of whiskey in his hand.
It was like stepping back in time.
Once, that stagnant nature of this dusty old town would have annoyed him. But now, after everything he’d been through, it was like a warm blanket. Not that life had kicked him in the balls, but it kind of had. Serving two tours in Iraq could do that to a man. Make him crave the dull monotony of Snake Fucking Gully.
He removed his hat, sidled up to the bar and lifted a finger to the bartender, who was at the far end, chatting with a customer. The guy looked vaguely familiar, but then, everyone he’d seen since his return did.
“What can I getcha for, Officer? You look like a beer man,” he said with a smile that didn’t meet his eyes.
Charlie was used to such reserve. A lot of people were uncomfortable around a uniform. “Just water,” he said. “I’m on duty.”
“Right.” He quickly filled a glass and set it on the counter.
“And do you have a menu?”
The barkeep laughed and handed him a sticky, laminated card. “Sure.” He paused and eyed
Charlie contemplatively. “You new here?”
Charlie lifted his glass in a salute. “First day.”
“Yeah, I was wondering who was replacing Frank.” The previous sheriff had retired and moved to Las Vegas. “Welcome to town.”
“Thanks.”
The bartender continued to study him. Charlie responded with a look that wasn’t challenging, but just barely. He disliked being stared at. The guy lowered his eyes and murmured, “You from around here? You look familiar.”
Charlie sipped his water. Something about this interaction made him ill at ease. Surely it wasn’t the PTSD that made him so paranoid. But it probably was. “Grew up here.”
“No way.”
Way.
His eyes flicked to Charlie’s name-tag and he frowned. “Dunham? Not Charlie Dunham?”
“Yes.”
“Dude. We went to high school together!”
Charlie narrowed his eyes and studied the bartender again. He did look familiar. He should expect this kind of thing to happen, now that he was here. He shouldn’t let it get to him. But old habits were hard to break. He was used to being on guard, being preternaturally aware of his instincts at all times. In Iraq, it was the difference between living and dying.
Here, not so much.
“Really? What’s your name?”
The bartender thrust out a hand. “Dustin Shakley.”
Dustin. Oh yeah. “I do remember you.” They’d both been on the lower rungs of the social ladder back then, but Dustin had at least been in sports. And damn, he’d changed. He was tall and muscled and he had sandy-brown hair that flopped in his eyes, instead of that crew cut all the kids in town got from Delmar over at the barbershop.
As the two clasped hands, Dustin said, “So you’re back in town, then?”
“Yup. Got a place over on Elm.”
“Oh yeah. The old Cruster place.”
He should have remembered. Everyone in Snake Gully knew everybody’s business. “Right.”
“Pity about that.”
“Hmm?”
“Oh, the widow dying like that.”
Charlie narrowed his eyes. “Like what?”