ANDY FIELDHAUS, forty-five years old, five ten, balding, slightly overweight, wearing a leather bomber jacket under which was a pale pink shirt with a leather tie, co-owner and manager of the Haus of Leather at the Brady Eighty mall, was enjoying the happiest—and most frightening—days of an existence that (save for his glory years as a high school quarterback of some local renown) had largely been a disappointment.
What made his days happy was his girlfriend Heather.
What made them frightening was his wife Caroline.
Heather was twenty-two years old, and his assistant manager at the Haus of Leather. Heather had a lot of frosted brunette hair and large breasts and a small waist and nice hips and a good head on her shoulders, in every sense of the word: a good head containing an above-average brain; a good head on the front of which was a pretty face consisting of big green eyes and a small nose and a small mouth with small very white teeth that made for an enchanting, childlike smile; and, last but not least, a good head capable of giving good head. Very good head.
She had been a cheerleader in high school, and in junior college too, before she had dropped out to get married to a basketball hero. She had divorced her fading-jock husband, who had turned to drinking when he got laid off at John Deere, at which time he began beating her. They’d had one child, before she dumped him, a sweet little girl named Tara, who was now two.
Andy liked the little girl. It reminded him of when his two girls were small; he liked the energy of little kids, how unquestioningly loving they could be. Heather was young enough herself to take him back, to make him feel young again. He hated being forty-five years old, but if he had to be forty-five years old, let him be forty-five years old with a shapely, sexy young girlfriend.
Caroline, who had once been a shapely brunette with large breasts herself, was simply large now. Oh, Andy knew he wasn’t perfect himself—while he still possessed his square-jawed ail- American good looks, he also carried the usual middle-aged spare tire, and his hair was thinning. But ever since her first pregnancy, so many years ago, Caroline had really let herself go; eating was her only hobby—eating and soap operas. Her idea of a good time was an evening in front of the TV with a box of caramel corn in her lap. He no longer loved this woman. He didn’t hate her. He just didn’t feel anything much toward her at all, except repulsion during sex.
He would have left her five years ago if the inheritance from her grandfather hadn’t gone into the Haus of Leather. She was co-owner of the store, though she rarely set foot in the place, and a divorce settlement would be ungodly expensive. She might even end up with the store itself; or so had said the attorney friend he’d quizzed on the q.t.
Once a week, Saturday night usually, they would make love. Making love to this obese woman, who had once been so lovely (though the image of that version of her was fading in his mind), was a nauseating chore. But when she clung to him in the darkness, the voice was the voice that went with the not completely faded image of a lovely shapely twenty-year-old he’d married a lifetime ago, and he felt a pang of something—guilt, remorse, longing, something.
The joy he felt in Heather’s arms, however, overwhelmed such pangs. What they did not overwhelm was his fear—the fear that Caroline would find out that the long hours he put in with the store were frequently not at the store, but at Heather’s apartment, the other employees covering for him if she called; that he was invariably accompanied by his pulchritudinous assistant manager on his various buying trips and, of course, the annual leather convention in Fort Worth; that on those evenings when he was doing inventory and working on the books at the store itself, he spent most of his time in the office in the back room, with Heather, where they were frequently on his couch, which oddly enough was covered in vinyl.
Vinyl was fine with him. Leather meant nothing to him except customers. The smell of leather in the shop, overpowering as it was to the customers, was something he’d long since stopped noticing, his sense of smell dulled to it. And he’d never been into leather, sexually speaking, though he did turn a pretty penny on the side special-ordering bizarre leather goods, for some of the straightest-looking customers.
You never knew about people. Andy figured he was no different than anybody else: he had secrets; he wasn’t as straight as he looked. Heather was his secret, or anyway the reason for all his secrets. She was no dummy, Heather. It had been her idea to keep the money for the sexually oriented leather goods “off the books,” to deal only in cash where that stuff was concerned; and from there he began to play other tricks with the books.
Brady Eighty was a prosperous mall, and the Haus of Leather was the only store of its kind in the entire area—and its goods were top-quality and expensive, leather pants and jackets and boots for men and women both, and every accessory you could imagine. None of that western shit, either; class all the way.
The Haus of Leather was making a killing, in fact—but Andy was watering that fact down in the books. Heather helped him do it. She had accounting in junior college.
The idea was not just to salt money away. The idea was to make the business look less prosperous than it was, so that when the time came, Caroline’s divorce settlement wouldn’t amount to so much. And so that Andy might end up with the business, which could then openly prosper.
It wasn’t stealing. You can’t steal from yourself, and this was his business. What did Caroline do but sit on her fat ass, munchies in her lap, watching daytime soaps till the nighttime soaps came on?
His girls, Tabatha and Tammy, were both in college; sweet-looking girls, who had taken after their mother, but fortunately had not yet shown signs of her tendency to run to fat. Trust funds set up, from the grandfather’s estate, were bankrolling the girls’ schooling, so his responsibility to them, God love them, was met. He hoped they would understand when he started his new life with Heather. He supposed it was too much to ask that they ever accept Heather as their stepmother, when she was only two and three years older than they were, respectively.
He’d had an affair once before—early in the marriage; during Caroline’s first pregnancy. She had found out about the girl—a little blond high school student, a senior (legal age—he was no pervert), who was a frequent customer at the gas station where he was working at the time—and Caroline had been enraged. The memory of the seven months’ pregnant Caroline lumbering after him around the trailer with a carving knife in hand was etched in his mind, like the place on his shoulder where she’d cut him. That’s when he stopped loving her, he thought; the night she made him beg for his life. He’d sworn fidelity (and who wouldn’t, facing an enraged pregnant woman with a carving knife) but it had never been the same after that. They had stopped communicating, and she started eating. Well, no—they had made something of a comeback, resulting in the second girl; the parental experience had drawn them back together. He liked little kids. He was a good dad.
He was a good businessman, too, now that the Haus of Leather had given him a chance to prove it. After high school, it had all been downhill; he’d gone to Augustana on a football scholarship—he couldn’t make it at a bigger school, despite his record, because of his size—and by the second year he’d been dropped from the team and lost his scholarship and flunked out soon after. He’d worked a lot of jobs—blue-collar and white-collar both, and starting fifteen years ago had a little success in real estate till the economy went to shit and the market got glutted with houses; and then finally he got a break: Caroline’s grandfather died.
Caroline was one of three grandchildren—some money was left to the two surviving children, too, but that didn’t include Caroline’s father, who died of the Asian flu back in the fifties; the grandchildren pooled together and sold the farmland they’d inherited; so she ended up with a chunk of money. One thing in Caroline’s favor was she had never considered Andy a loser, as some people did; she believed he could make a go of it.
They had bought the Leathery, as the shop was then called, for a song—Andy had heard through
his real estate buddies that there was a good chance the Brady Street Shopping Center would be bought up, by a Chicago firm, and refurbished into an enclosed mall. Andy knew they’d have to honor his lease or buy him out of it, which was his initial plan; but, doing some checking with his real estate contacts, he finally decided to stay a part of what would become Brady Eighty. Which had become the hottest mall in the Cities, overnight, and his Haus of Leather one of the most profitable shops in the mall.
Just don’t tell his wife or the IRS that.
Anyway, tonight Andy was tooling his year-old dark blue Corvette (Caroline never rode in it—she couldn’t; it was the station wagon for her) across the bridge at Moline, on his way to Nolan’s house. There was a poker game tonight. They usually got together once a month on a Sunday night, early in the month, but for once, last minute, Nolan set it up for a Monday. Unusual, but the other guys were making it, so he better, too.
He had left the store a little after 8:00 P.M., shrugging and looking glumly frustrated as he turned the till over to Heather. No time even for a quick blowjob in back of the store. If Nolan hadn’t got a bug up his butt to have their poker game tonight, he and Heather would’ve had at the very least a rendezvous on the couch in his office. Maybe even a run to her apartment, in Rock Island.
But he never missed poker with the guys, and he didn’t want anyone—including them—to suspect his secret life, so here he was, pulling into Nolan’s driveway, behind DeReuss’ Lincoln Continental, that lucky Dutch bastard. Where did his money come from?
Harris’ Toyota was in the drive as well, and Levine’s Caddy. He wondered if the game had started without him; he wondered if Nolan had won all the money yet.
Nolan didn’t always win; he just usually won. The hell of it was, he played so conservatively. Took so few risks. Played the odds, and embraced winning streaks, and backed off losing streaks. Nolan was a winner, sure, but he lacked imagination. Whereas Andy liked to win big, and he didn’t mind losing big nine out of ten times to win big once. Playing it conservative was dull.
Like Nolan himself. Nice enough guy, but really dull.
He rang the bell, and Nolan answered, sleeves of his pale blue shirt rolled up. The game was already on.
“Any money left for me?” Andy asked him.
“Some,” Nolan said. “Come on in.”
Andy stepped inside. “Where’s your lovely lady?”
“Away,” Nolan said, as if that explained it.
“Well, I’ll miss her charming presence. She has so much more personality than you, Nolan.” But then so did a doghouse.
“Figured with her away,” Nolan said, taking Andy’s leather bomber jacket, hanging it in the closet, “it’d be a good time for us to get together for some cards.”
“You know me,” Andy said. “Always ready for a friendly game.” He followed his host into the spacious living room, where a round table was set up over by the wall of picture windows looking out on the backyard and trees, a view reflections obscured; the living room walls were devoid of pictures or decoration of any kind—a room with no personality, Andy felt, like Nolan himself.
DeReuss, Levine and Harris were sitting at the table playing, Nolan having folded when he went to answer the door. They were playing dealer’s choice, and the game—Levine’s choice—was seven-card stud. The chips were fairly evenly distributed, except Nolan’s piles were a little higher. Stakes were quarter for whites, fifty cents for reds, buck for blues.
Andy sat to the right of DeReuss and, when the hand was over, bought in.
DeReuss was a solemn man of about fifty-five with lots of lines in his face, especially around his pinched mouth, and thinning dark blond hair, combed back severely. His eyes were china blue behind designer wire-rim glasses. He kept his narrow dark tie snugged up to his collar, but his sharkskin suit coat was slung over his chair, as he studied the cards (five-card draw, his deal) like a blueprint. He looked German. Maybe that was where the money came from for his jewelry store, Andy thought; Nazi parents.
To DeReuss’ left was Levine, the Toys ’R’ Us guy, a small dark man with a ready smile and a good sense of humor; he wore a gray turtleneck sweater and looked a little like a turtle, in fact. Like Andy, he took risks playing, but only at first; as he started to win, or lose, Levine got almost as conservative as Nolan.
To Levine’s left was Harris, the owner/manager of the Dunkin’ Donuts near the mall, a heavyset guy with dark hair and a mustache and a doughy complexion; he wore a University of Iowa sweatshirt. Nice guy, but quiet. Not as quiet as Nolan, but quiet.
Andy was the most gregarious of the lot, but Levine was no wallflower, and enough beers into the evening and Harris would turn talkative, and even DeReuss would open up. Not Nolan, though. Andy never ever saw him drink enough to get really loose.
What made a guy like that tick? As Nolan dealt a hand of Black Maria—seven-card stud with high spade down splitting the pot with the poker-hand winner—Andy studied the man, wondering how anybody could be so goddamn straight. It was all business with this guy. He didn’t smoke. He barely drank. The only kink at all was this dish he lived with, Sherry, who wasn’t that much older than Heather, really; so the guy at least liked to get his ashes hauled. But if the subject turned to women, Nolan never had much to say; Andy kidded him now and then, called him pussy whipped and Nolan would just smile, barely, and that would be the end of it.
“So where’s Sherry?” Andy said, dealing five-card draw, jacks or better to open, progressive.
“Visiting a friend.” Nolan never looked at his cards till they’d all been dealt. That drove Andy a little crazy, too.
“She’s a pretty lady.”
“Yes she is,” Nolan said.
“You going to marry her, or what?”
DeReuss glanced up from his cards, sharply; evidently he found Andy’s question to Nolan rude. Tough shit.
“Maybe,” Nolan said, then turned to DeReuss. “Know where I can get a diamond?”
“I think so,” DeReuss said, with a faint dry smile. “Fifteen percent discount.”
“When the time comes, I know where you can get your toys at a twenty percent discount,” Levine grinned, adding, “I can open—bet a blue one.”
An hour later, while he was shuffling the cards, Nolan said, “I talked to our mall manager today.”
“That pinhead,” Andy said.
“He’s not so bad,” Levine said.
“He’s a child,” said DeReuss.
“I got on him about mall security again,” Nolan said. “I don’t suppose I could get any of you guys to line up with me.”
“You think it’s that big a problem?” DeReuss asked. His accent was faint, but there.
“Yeah. Our security sucks. We should do something about it. One unarmed inexperienced kid who goes home at ten.”
Harris said, “This cold weather, you’re not even getting the cops patrolling much.”
“How do you know?” Andy asked, somewhat irritably. This line of conversation bored him. “You’re not even in the mall.”
Nolan began dealing Black Maria.
Harris shrugged. “The cops always stop for coffee and doughnuts, my girls tell me. Once around midnight, and again around four. Then they make a run around the mall.”
“Every night?” Nolan asked.
Harris swigged some Coors. “Not at all, since this cold weather and snow; they haven’t eaten a doughnut in a month. They just don’t get out that far. There’s nothing else for them to patrol out so close to the Interstate, no housing developments, so few other businesses. I don’t like it. I’m easy prey for stickup guys, dope addict crazies; I like having the cops drop by for doughnuts.”
“Well, at the mall we’re tied into A-1,” Andy said, hoping to close out the subject. “They patrol.”
“No,” DeReuss said, shaking his head. “They did, for a time. But they wanted more money to continue it. The Mall Merchant Association voted it down.”
“A mistake,” Nolan
said. “Ante up, gentlemen.”
An hour later, Nolan brought the dull subject up again; Andy couldn’t believe this guy.
“You have a lot to lose,” he said to DeReuss. “All your diamonds and such.”
DeReuss, who was shuffling, shrugged facially. “Our inventory is considerable, yes.”
“I can imagine.” He began dealing Black Maria. “How much?”
“Approaching three hundred in jewels and merchandise,” he said, adding, “Thousand,” to clarify three hundred what.
Jesus, Andy thought, and I thought I was in a lucrative line.
“The other jewelry store carries somewhat less,” DeReuss added, faintly regal.
Nolan smirked darkly. “And you’re protected, if you call it that, by an alarm on one easy-to-snip phone line.”
DeReuss looked at his hole cards. He smiled on one side of his face; whether it had to do with his cards or the subject at hand, Andy couldn’t tell. “I have my own security measures.”
“Oh?”
“Tear gas. Anyone opens my vault, he’ll cry all the way—and not to the bank.”
“Good idea,” Nolan said. “But I’d still appreciate your support at the next meeting.”
“What,” Andy said, “are you running for office?”
“I just think we need an armed guard on duty, twenty-four hours a day. Preferably two guards.”
God, this guy was a stick in the mud.
“Let’s play cards,” Andy said. “Fuck business.”
DeReuss said to Andy, “How’s your assistant manager working out? What’s her name?”
“Heather. Fine. I’ll open for a buck.”
DeReuss looked at his hole cards again, smiled privately. Did the Dutchman suspect about him and Heather? Andy hoped to hell not; he’d tried so hard to be careful. He wished he were with her. He was losing heavily tonight. Twenty bucks in the hole, only three hours into the game.
The game broke up around one-thirty. Nolan had cleaned up. On the last hand, which he dealt, a hand of Black Maria, he’d had the ace of spades in the hole and won the poker hand as well; it was a big pot, biggest of the night. He seemed embarrassed about it, as he was showing them out.
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