by Mary Balogh
Katherine looked back over her shoulder to find Jasper squinting at her, his hands laced behind his head on the pillow The sun was shining directly into his eyes.
“Oh, I am sorry,” she said, pulling one of the curtains halfway across the window to put his face in shadow
“No need,” he said. “I like being awoken at the crack of dawn after a night of disturbed sleep.”
She looked at the clock on the mantel. It was not quite six o’clock.
“Oh, I am sorry,” she said again.
“About the disturbed night?” he said. “It was in a worthy cause. Or about waking me early? It means that there is a little more night left to be disturbed before it is time to get up. Or were you apologizing for standing there in the sunlight? And so you should apologize. Have you no modesty?”
She had been so anxious about the weather that she had forgotten to pull her nightgown on over her head as she got up.
“Oh,” she said.
“If you are embarrassed,” he said, holding back the bedcovers on her side of the bed, “you had better jump under here to hide yourself.”
Which she did.
It was almost seven o’clock before they both got up. She had even dozed for ten minutes or so of that hour.
There was to be no dozing for the rest of the day. By the time they had got dressed and had a quick breakfast and stepped outside, there were already servants out there, carrying tables and blankets, and already a few committee members were arriving to set up tables and booths and exhibits and to mark out a racecourse and an archery range and a picnic area and everything else that would be needed during the day. Katherine stayed in the area of the house. Jasper strode off with a few of the men to inspect the mud pond that had been created at the marshy end of the lake. It was rather horrifying to think that there was to be mud wrestling and a tug- of-war there today. But it had made the fete irresistibly appealing to the men.
Men were funny that way
By the middle of the morning most of the young guests were outside too, exclaiming with delight over all that had suddenly appeared around them, and choosing the activities in which they planned to participate. Several of them offered to help.
Charlotte was more excited than anyone else. This was her eighteenth birthday, and after today no one could deny that she was old enough to be considered a young lady And what a birthday it was. She came and linked her arm through Katherine’s while the latter was admiring the needlework table that Mrs. Bonner and one of her daughters was arranging with an eye for artistry and color.
“Kate,” Charlotte said, squeezing her arm tightly. “I love you. I really, really do. And I know I have you to thank for all this—for the houseguests, for the fete, for the ball tonight. There has surely never been a birthday party to match this one.”
“You are happy, then?” Katherine asked unneces sarily
“I am happy,” the girl said with a sigh. “I am even happy that Aunt Prunella and Clarence have come and Great- Uncle Seth, though he swore last evening that he would not come out of his room today They are my family, and family is important, is it not?”
“It is,” Katherine said, patting her hand.
“And Aunt Prunella cannot take me away from here,” Charlotte said. “How could she when you have come here to be such a steadying influence on Jasper? You are happy, are you not?”
“I am,” Katherine said. “We are.”
And it was not even an untruth. Not for now, anyway. What would happen when the honeymoon was over, she did not know That was undoubtedly what they were living through, she and Jasper. It could not last, this amity between them, this… Well, this honeymoon. But for now she was happy, and she believed he was too.
Charlotte was laughing.
“Jasper used to call her Aunt Prune,” she said. “Was he not dreadful?”
“Indeed,” Katherine said.
And then Charlotte went dancing off to link her arm through Stephen’s, and they both went off to join some of the other young people.
Meg was helping Mrs. Penny arrange the baking items on a long table on the lower terrace.
There was no time for luncheon. There were too many last- minute details to attend to. But Katherine did not even realize she had missed the meal. Any minute now the outside guests would begin to arrive and there was only time to rush upstairs to change into her lemon yellow muslin with the blue sash and to have her hair properly styled beneath her wedding hat.
Jasper was standing propped by one shoulder in the doorway of her dressing room when she was ready to leave again, looking handsome and immaculate in blue and cream. He raised one eyebrow
“It is to be my sun goddess today, is it?” he said.
She smiled and he offered his arm and led her down the stairs and out to the upper terrace, where Charlotte was already waiting. The three of them would greet all the visitors as they arrived.
“Happy, Char?” Jasper asked.
“Oh, I am,” she said, turning a glowing face to him and wrapping her arms about his neck. “If I were any happier I would burst.”
“Sounds messy,” he said, patting her back. “Enjoy your birthday anyway. This is all for you, Char. Katherine’s idea. Blame her if you burst.”
And if he thought he knew nothing about love, Katherine thought, watching him with his half sister, then the foolish man ought to see his face now.
And as good fortune would have it, Lady Forester was coming out onto the terrace with Clarence, and Mr. Wrayburn was coming out with Uncle Stanley and Lady Hornsby They would all see the hug and the look on both faces.
Suddenly people on foot and people in gigs and two or three on horseback were approaching along on the driveway.
The outside guests were coming, and the fete was about to begin.
She was mistress of Cedarhurst, Katherine thought, and hostess of the revival of the annual fete and ball. Her husband was close to her, Charlotte between them.
Life felt very good.
The boats were out on the water—three of them—and there was a queue of people waiting to take them out. It had been decided not to have any boat races but merely to use them for recreation. There were children swimming and paddling at the beach end of the lake under the supervision of some parents and grandparents. There were people strolling about the lake, exploring the cottage folly and standing above the waterfall. The mud was ready for the wrestling and tug- of- war later on—much anticipated by the men and by a good number of the women too, Jasper suspected.
He left the lake behind him and strode up the lawn toward the house. The archery competition had begun. There was a cluster of people on the lower terrace, looking at the baking and needlework and the wood carvings. There were people sitting in the parterre gardens or strolling about the gravel walks. There were people at the food tables on the low balcony outside the ballroom.
He was going to have to taste and judge the fruit tarts later on. But for now he strode across the upper terrace to the east lawn, where the races were to be run. In future years they would have to be located elsewhere, as the rose arbor and the apple orchard would fill this space.
A large crowd of very young children were playing a circle game, their hands joined. Katherine and Jane Hutchins were leading them. There was a burst of shrieking merriment as they all fell to the grass.
Jasper stood still, watching Katherine get back to her feet and brush the grass off her skirt. Her face was flushed and filled with laughter. She looked quite breathtakingly beautiful.
And then her eyes met his across the distance and her hands stilled against her skirt and her smile was arrested.
And he realized something like a hammer blow
She had become as essential to him as the air he breathed.
Whatever the devil that meant.
He did not pause to consider the puzzle. He strode toward her, his hands at his back. He was equally unaware of the children who darted across his path and the adults who stepped out of it—and th
en paused to watch his progress.
He stood in front of his wife and noted how the sun brightened her face and glinted gold in her hair. Her wonderful, fathomless eyes gazed back into his. Except that they were no longer fathomless. He could see into their depths.
“I love you,” he said.
And for the first time the words were involuntary. And for the first time he could see from the welling of tears in her eyes that she believed him.
He leaned forward and kissed her lips.
And was instantly aware of three things simultaneously—that he loved her more than life, that she knew it and returned his love full measure, and that the cheers and laughter and applause that erupted around them had nothing whatsoever to do with any game that was in progress.
Good Lord! Devil take it! Could he have chosen a more public setting for such an epiphany if he had tried?
He lifted his head and grinned at Katherine before turning and acknowledging the applause with a regal wave of his hand and a theatrical bow.
There was another burst of laughter.
But Mrs. Ellis was waving her arms purposefully at him. She was ready to start the races, and it was his job to fire the gun to begin each one.
“To be continued,” he murmured to Katherine before he strode away.
It was truly amazing how many children lived in the neighborhood. Not that it was all children gathered for the races. There were many young people here too, including most of the houseguests, and all were in noisy high spirits. Perhaps it was as well that Lady Forester was sitting in the parterre garden with Mr. and Mrs. Dubois.
Indeed, it was a very good thing in light of what had just happened. A man informing his wife that he loved her and actually kissing her in public, for the love of God. Lady Forester would have swooned quite away if she had witnessed it.
There were all the usual races — simple footraces, sack races, egg- and- spoon races, hop, skip, and jump races, leapfrog races to name a few—but everyone enjoyed them as much as they ever did if the shouting and shrieking and laughter were anything to judge by There were distinct advantages, Jasper decided, to being the host and stuck with the starting gun. Merton fell so many times during the sack race that finally he rolled to the finish line, only to be disqualified when he arrived there for not being on his feet. Thane got egg down both boots during his race and made matters worse by trying to clean the mess off with his handkerchief. Araminta Clement caught a foot in her skirt as she leapfrogged over Smith- Vane and they were both covered with grass when they finally left off their laughing and struggled to their feet. She had lost the race long ago to an exuberant Charlotte.
But there was the three- legged race still to be run. And there was a certain bright- eyed sun goddess, who had finished playing with the infants and was standing watching the races and applauding the winners.
He caught her eye, crooked one finger to beckon her, and handed the gun to one of the strapping young laborers from the home farm.
“My race, I believe, ma’am,” he said when Katherine came close.
“The three- legged race?” she said. “Oh, dear.” And she laughed.
The children under twelve ran it first. Then it was time for the adults.
Katherine laughed again as he tied his left leg to her right. To one side of them were Charlotte and Merton. On the other side were Margaret and Fletcher. Then there were villagers and country people—the serious contenders.
“Right,” Jasper said, wrapping one arm about Katherine’s shoulders while she set one about his waist. “We will do this on a one- two count, one being our bound legs and two our outside legs. We will take it slowly to start and then speed up. Got it?”
“Got it,” she said, and laughed.
“We will start on a one,” he said.
“That sounds sensible.” She laughed again and he grinned at her.
A larger crowd was gathering, he noticed. Perhaps word had spread that Lord Montford was in love and was about to run the three- legged race with the object of that love, his wife, whom he had so brazenly kissed an hour ago.
“Oh, dear,” she said, noticing the same thing, “look at the crowd.”
And she laughed again.
He remembered then that during the month preceding their marriage, after he had pressed his suit on her, he had believed he had killed all laughter in her, all possibility of joy
Was he after all to earn forgiveness? Not from her— she had already forgiven him. But from himself?
“It is time, my baroness,” he said sternly, “to put on a good show.”
Lady Forester was there, he saw, and—good Lord!— Seth Wrayburn, looking his usual sour self. It was doubtful he would look kindly upon a man who kissed his wife in full view of a large crowd of his guests and neighbors—and then ran a three- legged race with her.
“Take your marks,” the laborer called—he was Hatcher, was he not? “Get set.”
The gun fired with a loud pop.
Charlotte and Merton tumbled to the grass with a shriek and a shout. Margaret and Fletcher seemed just to have realized that they would have to hold on to each other if they hoped to proceed.
“One,” Jasper said, and by some miracle their bound legs moved forward in unison.
“Two.” Their outside legs moved past the bound ones.
“One.”
She was laughing.
Most of the field was on the ground within two strides. What was left of it was soon left behind as they forged ahead to the finish line in perfect unison with each other, cheered onward by the crowd.
And then it struck Jasper that the first prize in the race was to be three guineas, nothing at all to him, especially as the money was his to start with, but a truly enormous sum to Tom Lacey one of his laborers, who was coming along several paces behind them with his wife while three of their five children screamed encouragement from the sidelines and the fourth watched with wide eyes and thumb firmly lodged in his mouth and the fifth lay fast asleep in the arms of the eldest.
“Two,” Jasper said, and their outside legs moved.
“Two—ah, I mean one.”
But Katherine had already hesitated, and he had performed a little stutter step, and they tumbled to the grass a mere three or four strides from the finish line.
“One comes after two,” she cried.
“No, it does not. Whoever did you have as a childhood teacher?” he asked her, tutting. “Three comes after two.”
And they lay there laughing helplessly, their arms wrapped about each other as Tom and his wife jogged across the finish line, closely followed by Margaret and Fletcher.
The crowd was applauding loudly and laughing hard too at the spectacle their baron and his wife had just made of themselves —again.
Somehow they got back to their feet and hobbled the rest of the way to come in fourth out of a field of ten. Not bad. Merton and Charlotte were still about six feet from the starting line and down on the grass again.
Lady Forester was purple in the face. And, silly woman, she was talking to Wrayburn, who had brows of thunder. Jasper did not hear what she said. Strangely, he did‘hear her uncle’s reply
“You would not recognize simple fun, Prunella,” he said, “if it reared up and bit you on the arse.”
The lady would have swooned without further ado, Jasper guessed, if she could have trusted that someone would catch her. But Clarence was nowhere in sight, and Uncle Stanley was looking openly delighted.
“We could have won,” Katherine said when she had recovered somewhat from her laughter. She looked at Tom lift his wife from the ground after releasing their legs and swing her once about with a whoop while their children dashed up to them. “But I am very glad we did not. That was deliberate, was it not?”
“Me?” he said. “Deliberately losing a race? Do you have windmills in your head?”
“No,” she said. “And I am on to you, Jasper Finley I am on to you.”
Whatever the devil she meant by that
.
He bent to untie the bond that held their legs. He touched the soft flesh behind her knee in the process.
“Sorry,” he said.
“Liar.”
“Three guineas, girl,” Tom was saying. “Three guineas.”
And he had dared to complain, Jasper thought, about the lack of freedom that wealth and position and property could bring to a man.
“I have some baking to judge,” he said.
“And I have some needlework to judge,” she said. “Shall we go together?”
It took them a while to get to the lower terrace. Peo ple who had kept a respectful distance earlier in the afternoon were suddenly eager to joke with them and tell them what a wonderful time they were having and beg them to please please make the fete an annual event again.
It was already late in the afternoon. The races had all been run, the archery competition was over, the exhibitions had been judged, and the prizes awarded. Most people had eaten and drunk their fill, either standing on the terrace with friends and neighbors or sitting in the parterre garden or on one of the blankets spread on the lawn. All that was left apart from the ball tonight and the simple enjoyment of the park for those who chose to stay instead of going home to change were the mud sports.
And those were to be, Katherine had come to realize, the highlight of the day Everyone was going to watch the eight men who had entered the mud- wrestling competition and the tug- of- war that was to follow and would involve a large number of the men. Several of the houseguests had already changed from their best clothes for fear they might be on the losing team and be dragged through the mud.
Men really were foolish. But what did that make of the women who were eager to watch them?
Including her.
“Stephen,” she said, when he came up behind her on the upper terrace and set an arm about her shoulders, “you are not going into the tug- of- war, are you?”
He had changed.
“But of course,” he said. “I have chosen the winning side, and so there is nothing to fear.”
She punched him lightly in the chest.
“It will serve you right,” she said, “if it turns out to be the losing side.”