I was keeping it together pretty well until then. Now I was getting tense, imagining Booth leaping from the dark, clippers in hand. Adding to my sense of vulnerability, the windowpane by our seat was missing. If my nightmare decided to come through, the only thing to stop the blade would be the air.
At last the fluorescents in an all-night gas station appeared, a rectangular moon in a parking-lot sky. My threat level dropped a bit, but when the bus stopped across the street from the gas station, it was Ashby’s turn to get antsy. Apparently he didn’t like it when the bus stopped.
I nudged his shoulder and pointed at the lights, thinking they’d distract him.
Big mistake. He zeroed in on the station’s one customer, so I started watching, too.
“Big boned” is a nice way of saying fat, but there are no fat chakz, and some really do have big bones. This guy’s shoulders were door-wide, so he had to wear oversize clothes. With no meat below the rib cage, though, the T-shirt and denim jacket may as well have been on a hanger. His ride, an old pickup, was full of cans and bottles, stuff he could get a nickel a pop for, if the street people let him near a recycling machine.
He was at the pump, had the nozzle in his hand, but for whatever reason he couldn’t seem to get it into the gas tank. Weirder still, each try was lazier than the last. He didn’t stop trying; he just got slower and slower. I was as fascinated as Ashby, watching him push the nozzle against the side of the truck again and again, wondering if it would ever go in. After a while, it looked like he was missing on purpose.
Clunk. He tried. Clunk. Again.
Then he started talking. No window, so it was easier to hear what he had to say.
“Who gives a fuck?” he said loudly. “Who gives a fuck?”
“A fuck . . . heh-heh,” Ashby parroted.
I had a bad feeling. “Maybe you shouldn’t be looking out there, Ashby.”
I fished in my pockets, hoping to find something shiny he could play with. The only thing I had was my recorder and the bills, and I wasn’t about to hand either over.
The light changed, so I figured we’d be spared the rest of the scene. Only the bus driver didn’t move. He was busy staring at the chak, too.
“Who gives a fuck?” the chak said again.
He stretched the last word. It melted into a familiar tone that matched the rumble of the bus. I knew that tone. One feral coming up. That chak was going down hard. Any minute, he’d be moaning. I had no idea why, but I doubted it was the nozzle. Maybe he’d had the worst day in his unlife, or maybe he’d just had enough.
No reason we had to watch, though.
I called to the driver, “Buddy, light’s green!”
He gave me a dirty look, then went back to staring.
“Light’s green, heh-heh.”
I tried again. “Maybe you want to get out of here?”
“Who gives a . . .” the chak said one last time.
His moaning started in midsentence, low and long, a nice, deep, vibrating bass. Some lesser blues bands, looking for a gimmick, experimented with working moaners into their music, until they realized that the sound could make other chakz go.
The chak had a look on his face. He knew it; he knew he was going. That’s the worst, to feel yourself slipping away. I guess he could have let go gracefully, but instead he pulled the safety back on the nozzle, squeezed, and squirted a stream of pinkish liquid at the gas cap, like he hoped some would seep into the tank.
It splashed on the truck, on the chak, on the ground. The warm air quickly carried the stink to the bus.
“Will you go?” I called again. The bus driver was riveted worse than Ashby.
Still moaning, but not quite gone yet, the chak leaned against the car and fished in his pocket for a cigarette. Once the coffin nail was in his mouth he pulled out a lighter.
After that, it all happened fast. A stringy-haired attendant in the cashier booth, who looked like he belonged in high school, grabbed a double-barreled shotgun and rushed out. The bus driver, suddenly awake, pulled a gun from under his seat and, despite my warnings about how firing a gun with all that gas was just as bad as striking a match, popped open the door and rushed out.
They kept a good distance as they pointed their guns and screamed, “Stop!” at him. Maybe they were thinking they could scare him into dropping the lighter, but they couldn’t. He opened his mouth, teeth cracked and yellow. He didn’t moan. He howled an animal threat, loud enough to make them back off another five feet.
Good thing, too. The extra space probably kept them alive.
Out of reflex, or a final conscious act, the chak’s thumb raked the lighter wheel. Then, like all lost souls, he disappeared into the light.
The blast quickly changed color from a bluish white to a more organic yellow-orange. It didn’t blow the driver and the attendant up so much as off their feet. The shock wave rattled the bus. Intense heat washed in from the missing window.
If it’d been moister, I’d have worried about rot all over again.
I’m pretty sure he meant it, that it was suicide. A quick decision under strange circumstances. He probably didn’t like the idea of rushing around chewing on things like an extra in a grade-B horror movie. That’s a real gut fear for chakz, you know, having your existence end like a scene from a lousy movie. It’s not even the fact that it’s a lousy movie so much as that you already know how it ends—no mystery. No meat.
As chak suicides go, it may have even been successful. I didn’t see anything moving in the flames. Not that I’d ever try it myself. Though I remained unconvinced there was any other way we could be completely destroyed, burning looked real painful.
Ashby tugged on the cuff of my shirt like a sleepy kid who wanted to go home. “Too hot, heh-heh,” he said, the side of his face lit orange by the flames.
“You said it.” I pulled him up. “Let’s walk. It’s only about six more blocks.”
At the front of the bus, I grabbed the radio and called in the explosion, asking for fire trucks. The dispatcher wanted to know if we needed an ambulance. The driver and the attendant were both up, standing back, staring as the truck and the chak burned. They looked okay, but it wasn’t my call, so I said, “Yeah.”
We were a block away when I heard the sirens. Quick response. Why not? After all, our two great loves, gasoline and livebloods, were involved. Lots of cop cars followed. Must have been a slow night. At least it meant things would be quieter at the station.
They were. No one was outside the old building. There were some lights on in the windows, but no movement behind them. There should be night staff, but a lot of them could be off watching the gas station burn, which was fine by me. We headed around back. In the dark, the rear entrance looked a little like an alley framed by the building’s two wings.
“Cool,” Ashby said.
I think he was talking about the lower temperature. It was always cooler here, like the stone kept things naturally frigid. It tamped down the stench of abandoned fast food. Fewer rats, too. The basement windows were dark. Even Tommy had gone home.
I checked the door. Locked. I knew how to open it. Years back, a gang-banger got out of holding and nearly smashed his way out here. No one ever fixed the door, and it hasn’t been quite the same since. But Haze said to wait outside, so I did.
Only, no one came to let us in. I looked at my watch: twelve ten. He could be busy with the fire, might keep me waiting out of spite, or he might not show at all. After twenty minutes even Ashby figured out things weren’t happening the way they were supposed to.
“When are we going to find Frank?” he said.
I thought about telling him the truth. Now was as good a time as any.
“We’re not really going to find him, kid. . . .”
There was more to the sentence, but after the first half his expression sank like a stoolie with cement shoes.
I dived into a sin of omission. “Hey, no, no. Simmer down. We’re here to find someone who knows where he is, okay?�
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Truth would have to wait. It always did anyway. Patient sucker, truth. I rationalized the lie by telling myself that sure, sooner or later he’d to have to deal with the fact that Frank wasn’t coming back, most of him, anyway, but in the meantime I needed him at his best. Ashby might recognize a mug shot, or twitch at the sound of a name. Besides, if I strung him along long enough, he might even forget about Frank.
Would that be a cruelty or a kindness? I keep confusing the two.
Didn’t matter. My backpedaling didn’t wash. Ashby started making all these jerky movements, doing his laugh real loud, each heh ping-ponging wall to wall. Anyone inside, they’d hear. Chances were good they’d be unfriendly. So much for waiting.
“Come on,” I told him. “Let’s look for Frank.”
I held the knob, pressed my shoulder to the door, and pushed up and in. I think there are special charges for breaking and entering a police station, but I didn’t remember what they were. As we entered the stairwell, I spoke in as soft a voice as I could manage.
“If anyone’s sleeping we don’t want to wake them up and make them cranky, right? So it’s really important that we be quiet; got it?”
“Heh-heh,” he whispered.
Well, it was something.
It was a quick walk up to the second floor, then down the hall to homicide. The floor plan was open, desks and computers all the way up to the glass door to Booth’s office. It was also completely empty.
My old desk was against the left wall, third up. At least, I thought it was my old desk. Looked awfully clean, compared to the others, and the hole in the wall must’ve been repaired. I doubted they kept it as a memorial to me. More likely they couldn’t afford to hire a replacement.
The computer was on and logged in. Had Haze set it up for me? If I worked fast, we’d be gone long before they extinguished the gas station fire.
Rather than bother with the printer, I handed Ashby my recorder and told him to press the red button whenever I said go. He seemed to warm to the idea of doing something important, so two birds with one stone.
I hit the keys. With a missing liveblood the best bet for getting some official attention, I started with my client. The name Turgeon turned up nothing, but it wouldn’t unless he had a record. There were always a couple of murders, knife and gunshot wounds, but none matched the baby-egghead description. I thought maybe I could get a license plate for the Humvee, but couldn’t access the traffic cams.
Time to move on. I checked on any chopped chakz found sans head over the last five years. Chak files were originally kept under animal control, along with citizen requests to remove dead dogs and other roadkill. The more conservative types insisted that since we were soulless, godless, and otherwise suspect, that was where we belonged. The bleeding-heart liberals objected. Anything with a face had to have feelings, even garden gnomes. So eventually they compromised and put us under sanitation. That’s politics for you.
A couple of hits came up quick. Nothing as spectacular as the desert cases, no effort made to identify the bodies, and it wasn’t just the heads missing. Could have been Booth’s handiwork, or maybe it just gave him the idea. Still, with Ashby dutifully recording my dulcet croak, I cataloged them all, times and places.
Next I hit the Justice Department records, looking for supposed spouse killers ripped under an RAR after having been exonerated. In the last five years, there were five: me, Frank Boyle, Colin Wilson, and two others: a woman named Nell Parker, who used to be some kinda women’s advocate, and Odell Jenkins, who was, I kid you not, a brain surgeon.
Brain surgeon. That was worth a chuckle. I didn’t expect more than that, but unlike Nell Parker, Jenkins actually had some newer entries. He wasn’t a surgeon anymore, but he was a real rarity, a chak in good enough shape to get a job. He had a regular gig with Hammer Rejuvenations, LLC, a remediation company that did toxic-site cleanup. Made sense. If Jenkins was smart enough to tell asbestos from drywall, they could send him in without so much as a hazmat suit. Save on insurance, too. Lots of toxic sites in Fort Hammer to keep him busy.
At least it was something. If Jonesey could help me find Parker, I’d be able to warn them both. Not bad for a half hour’s work. I had nowhere near enough information to convince Hazen of anything, but I figured I could e-mail him the details along with my “confession.” At least he might follow up on Turgeon. There’d be a record of his 911 call during the hakker attack to back me up on that much.
“Okay, Ashby, let’s get out of here.”
“Did you find Frank? Heh-heh.”
I was wondering how to answer that one when I noticed the light in the hallway shift. The shadows on the linoleum floor wobbled and grew. Jim Hazen? No. Of course not. Not in this life.
Next thing I knew, Tom Booth was blocking the only exit, and while he wasn’t surprised to see us, he wasn’t happy about it either. And he had company, a pair of toughs in black tees and jeans. Their pretty faces made mine look like it belonged to a cover model. They looked like they’d been in a thousand fights, losing more often than winning. One had dark skin, crew-cut white hair, bushy eyebrows, and enough wrinkles to be a grandpa. The other was younger, light skinned, thicker, stronger. He didn’t look so bright, a forty-watt bulb at best. The scar across his forehead was big enough for his brains to have seeped out.
The kid started shivering and doing his heh-heh, heh-heh thing. He wasn’t staring at Booth, though. He was staring at his friends. He was terrified of them.
“Ashby,” I whispered, “these the two guys who attacked you and Frank?”
“Heh-heh,” he said. From the way he said it, I could tell he meant yes.
I didn’t need any more proof, but my opinion wasn’t worth much. The livebloods who could give Booth grief would need something more, like a confession, something recorded that would play nice in the papers. Hand in my pocket, I slipped my fingers around my recorder and pressed a button, hoping it was the right one. All I had to do, aside from getting out of this in one piece, was try to look natural.
I nodded at Booth’s new friends. “They accepting Orcs on the force lately? I knew things were bad, but . . .”
He shook his square head. “They’re not on payroll. I hired them special, just for you. Professionals.”
“So why aren’t they jumping out of a cake?”
“Not that kind of pro. More a cleanup crew.”
“I guess old Hazen told you I’d be here, huh?” I said.
Booth nodded. “Good cop.”
“Matter of perspective,” I said. “That mean he does or doesn’t know about Wilson and Boyle?”
Booth’s lips curled like he was getting pissed, but instead he looked confused. “Who?”
“I’m dead, but I’m not that stupid. The chakz your buddies here D-capped for you because they had the gall to be innocent. I know you blame me for Lenore, but why not just come after me?”
At the mention of her name, a sound like a cracking walnut came from his clenching jaws. “That the shit-ass theory you told Hazen? You think I’m the man? Maybe I killed Kennedy, too, or brought down the towers. I take shits I’m more worried about than a couple of chakz.”
He sounded for real. “But . . .” I said. That was as far as I got.
He tensed like he was going to charge. “If I thought you were still the man who killed her, even half that, I’d not only start with you, I’d do it myself. Cut your head off? Too good. Garlic press, maybe. But you’re not; you’re all just a set of recordings with a stench.”
Crap. Was I wrong? I stared at the help. “Tom, you ever work with these guys before?”
He didn’t answer me. He grunted a few words at them. “Break some bones and leave him close enough to the border so he can crawl out of town.” Then he walked away.
16
If I hadn’t ever been a decent detective I wouldn’t mind being such a shitty one now. Don’t know what made me think I could handle this one. Instead of getting involved, I should’ve just wandered
into a cemetery and asked someone to bury me.
If it wasn’t Booth, it’d be a pretty big coincidence he’d hire the D-cappers. That didn’t quite fit either. The older one, Grandpa, didn’t seem to have anything against chakz. He asked if the cuffs were too tight, and even lowered Ashby’s head as he pushed him into the backseat of their sedan. He came across like a good limo driver, doing a lousy job he’d done a dozen times, intent on doing it well.
Mastermind or hired hand, if we were going to get away, Gramps was the one I’d have to take out. Knock him down and Forty-watt would wander around like a windup toy not knowing what to hit. I was surprised the old man let him drive. Despite the GPS, Grandpa had to keep giving Watt directions. They were kind of like Lennie and George from Of Mice and Men. Couldn’t imagine why they were working together, but the third time Grandpa reminded him to turn right, I ventured a guess.
“He your son?”
I don’t think he liked the question very much, because in response, he pulled out a piece and aimed it at me with one hand. He fished something out of his pocket with the other and held it up in front of me. It was a bullet.
“Know what this is?” he asked. “Know what it does?”
Recognizing the aluminum tip, I nodded. “It’s a devastator. Like Hinckley used on President Reagan and Brady, back in ’eighty-one.”
Random memory, quick lesson on bullets. Dumdum and hollow points are what they call expanding bullets. They shatter on impact so the pieces can do more internal damage. For a liveblood, that’s life and death. For a chak, it may just be an inconvenience. The devastator is an honest-to-gosh exploding bullet. Behind that aluminum tip it had a lead azide center that blew up on impact. It could cost you bones, a limb. They say President Reagan only survived because the bullet that hit his rib and entered his lung failed to explode.
“Those’re illegal, you know.”
“So’s my cleaning lady. I don’t want you to get any ideas about being able to take a few slugs before rushing me.”
“Well, not now.”
“Good. Tell your friend the same thing.”
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