She took a breath and felt the anxiety in telling them once again.
“And what was that?” Murdock asked, kneeling in front of her and holding her gaze.
“Coming home to my apartment and learning that my roommate and best friend had been abducted.”
“What?” Tiegen asked.
She nodded and began to ramble on about what happened.
“It was a crime scene in no time. The apartment was turned upside down, and eventually, the detectives thought that it was indeed an abduction by someone she knew. They questioned so many people and guys she had been seen with. But eventually, days later, it led to someone finding a high-heeled shoe in the woods and Wynona’s bloody blouse.”
“Damn. Did they find out what happened, and who did it?” Mitch asked her.
She looked at him. “No. They organized search parties, and we all searched the woods near where the blouse and shoe were found. It was thirty minutes away from our apartment, deep in the woods. It was so crazy. But I’ll never forget the moment I saw her. I practically stumbled over her the brush was so thick.” She looked toward the wall and away from them.
She felt the hand on her shoulder then Tiegen caressing her hair.
“You found your roommate’s body?”
She nodded.
“Jesus.” Murdock cupped her cheeks and held her.
“That breaks my heart, baby. No one should have to view something like that. God, you’ve been through hell.”
She felt the stray tear leak from her eye.
“It’s why I’m able to do what I do though. I can make the separation. I don’t get emotionally involved because of my experiences. A therapist at the academy said that, because of my lack of feeling loved and, instead, feeling abandoned by my parents, my adoptive parents, and then forcibly abandoned by Wynona, that this wall inside is to help protect myself instead of projecting what I do back onto me. I guess I’ve never had a person to rely on, and in order to not feel pain, sadness like I did at finding Wynona’s body, and the fact that I’ve had to handle everything myself and could never rely on anyone to stick around. I created a defense mechanism.”
“It’s not fair. No one should have to feel so alone.” Murdock pressed his lips to hers and gently kissed her.
“You’re not alone anymore. We’re here for you,” Tiegen said as Murdock released her.
“I don’t know if I can give you more than what I did tonight.”
“It’s okay, baby. We’ll take things slow. You’ll start to realize that we’re the real deal and that we’re not going anywhere.” Mitch said to her next.
“What about R.J.? How does he fit into all of this?” Tiegen asked her.
She could tell he was already jealous of the guy, but she needed to tell them the truth.
“R.J. was one of the detectives working the case. He was older, was there when my apartment was turned into a crime scene investigation and nearby when I found Wynona’s body.”
“So he hit on you?” Tiegen asked with an angry tone as he stood up and paced a little.
“No, Tiegen. Things between us just happened. I was scared, I was going through so much emotional crap, and then R.J. became my rock. He taught me how to defend myself and how to get over Wynona’s murder. Then we spent more and more time together, and eventually things happened.”
“Why did you break up?” Mitch asked her. She glanced at him and then took a little breath.
“I couldn’t give him what he wanted.” She looked down at the pillow to avoid their eyes.
She felt the fingers under her chin and tilted up to see Murdock. He appeared so masculine and intense. He was a soldier who had seen so much in his career, including dead bodies like she had.
“What did he want that you couldn’t give him?” Murdock asked.
She felt the tears in her eyes and also the pain of the words she was about to say. Because in this moment, with the three of them around her and feeling the connection to them after having sex so many times, she realized they already meant so much more to her. She could see herself falling in love with them, and that was stupid, crazy, and would only lead to her getting hurt.
“My heart. I couldn’t let down the walls entirely and let him in. Eventually we grew apart and ended it as I graduated from college and took a job with Jethro.”
“But he called you the other day. You still talk to him?” Tiegen asked.
“I hadn’t spoken with him in a couple of years.”
“So why now? He wants to rekindle a romance?” Mitch asked.
“I don’t know. He was working on a case, and when he started saying he wanted to meet to talk, I got a call to respond to a homicide. So I don’t know yet.”
“You’re not getting together with him,” Tiegen told her.
She tilted her head at him, giving him a sympathetic expression.
“Do you really think that something would happen between R.J. and me now after what we just shared? I haven’t slept with another man in years, and I let down my guard. I accepted your promise of taking things slow and catching me as I let go, and now you don’t trust me?”
He held her gaze. “We’re taking a risk, too. We don’t go around sharing women all the time. In fact, with Murdock gone so much, we started drifting apart a bit until you came along.” He stomped closer, pressed one knee to the bed, and cupped her cheeks between his hands, making the pillow fall from her body. His expression was hard, serious, determined as he stared down into her eyes and at her lips then breasts. He held her gaze. “I want you in every way. We all do. You’ve got me so riled up, feeling so needy to claim every inch of you and mark you as our woman in every possible way so no other men can have what belongs to us, and that’s you. I’ve never felt like this. So possessive, protective, and, hell, caveman-like.”
“You’re not kidding,” Mitch added, and Murdock mumbled.
She placed her hands over Tiegen’s and gave him a sincere, honest expression.
“Don’t be jealous. I’m scared, too. I’m scared that I’ll screw this all up because of my past.”
“Honey, you’ve made the first step by letting us in and letting us fuck you in lust, desire, and these out-of-control and powerful emotions that are running through the four of us. But now, now is different. Now, we’re making love to you because this relationship, this connection, is so much fucking more.” His explicit words shocked her, and then fact that he said they would now make love to her instantly warmed her heart, and she actually felt the walls of fear and mistrust begin to break down. Tiegen covered her mouth and kissed her. She felt the pillow being pushed aside, and then Tiegen lay her down and made love to her mouth. Tender kiss after tender kiss, she sank down deeper into the mattress and allowed her feelings to show as she reciprocated Tiegen’s caresses.
As he took his time tasting her, teasing her, she ran her fingers through his hair over his shoulders and to his sides as he pressed between her thighs.
He kissed her chin and neck as he pressed her arms and hands above her head and clasped their fingers together. ‘I’ll never get enough of making love to you, of claiming you in every way.”
She felt his cock tap against her pussy. Instantly, the cream leaked, and she pressed upward, trying to get him inside of her. She wanted that connection. She yearned for it and felt how much different this was from earlier. Earlier was carnal, wild, with lustful rounds of sex and satisfying an itch in each of them. This was different, deeper, stronger, and honest.
He lowered down to suckle her breast. She watched his mouth as he feasted on her then tugged her nipple between his teeth. He looked so sexy, so manly as the small veins by his temples pulsed and tightened. The cords of his muscles in his arms flexed as he lifted up, tugging her nipple in the same upward motion, and she moaned. His large hands slid down from her fingers to her elbows and were now at her underarms, holding her in place. It was sexy to be in such a submissive position with a man, with men she trusted. That thought that she indeed trust
ed them had her closing her eyes and tilting her pussy upward in need.
“Mine always, baby. Always.”
He nudged the thick, bulbous head between her pussy lips and slowly sank into her. He prodded and thrust gently, pulling back slightly and then pressing in slightly in a torturous, slow technique that made her thighs quiver and her whole body tighten with arousal. When he finally slid all the way in, they both sighed.
“Sweet heaven. You’re perfection, Mia. Perfection.” He began to thrust into her over and over again.
She held his gaze and countered his trusts. The motion and speed were slow enough to make her beg for more yet deep enough and good enough to make her want to absorb every stroke and hold on to the sensations forever.
“You look so beautiful, baby,” Mitch whispered, taking position on her side. Her lips parted, and she moaned softly as Murdock moved to her other side.
“All ours to love, enjoy, and possess in every way,” Murdock told her as Tiegen lifted up, releasing her arms and then pulling her thighs higher and up against his sides.
As he began to increase his pace, Murdock and Mitch lifted her arms and held them above her head. They were all staring down at her body, at her breasts that tingled and her lips that yearned for more of their taste from their lips and their skin, and to her pussy that pulsated and dripped cream, easing Tiegen’s strokes and making him move faster.
“I can feast on you for hours, Mia,” Murdock told her.
“Me too,” Mitch said, and using their mouths, they descended onto her breasts and began to feast on her as Tiegen thrust harder and faster.
She felt so out of control with her arms held down and her body being taken by them, loved by them. She felt those walls begin to break down further and further as they loved her body in every way.
She cried out her first release, and then Murdock and Mitch pulled up as Tiegen thrust faster and faster and came when he called out her name. Murdock and Mitch released her arms, and she hugged Tiegen to her chest.
She was panting with need, still feeling so aroused and wanting Murdock and Mitch to make love to her next as Tiegen pressed his lips to hers and kissed her deeply. He held her gaze.
“Murdock’s and then Mitch’s turn to make love to you,” he said in a tone that was so sexy she shivered.
He eased his cock from her pussy and climbed down off the bed. Murdock took his place and began to caress his hands up her thighs to her hips, squeezing them and kneading them, then moving his hands to her breasts. He leaned forward and kissed her tenderly. He made love to her mouth and nudged his hard cock against her pussy lips, teasing her and making her thrust downward.
“Tell me you want me to make love to you,” he said, his lips close to hers, his dark-blue eyes filled with desire and hunger.
“Make love to me, Murdock. I need you, I want you.” She felt the gush of emotions flood her heart as he pressed his lips to hers, and she hugged him tight. She felt him lift upward and press his cock between her pussy lips then thrust right in. “Oh, Murdock.” She moaned, lips parted, hands clinging to his bare shoulders, the feel of steely muscles and masculinity arousing her pussy even more.
He rocked his hips as he licked her skin and suckled her neck, causing tiny goose bumps to travel below her skin and make her shiver and come again and again. He was relentless in his ministrations, going from suckling her skin as he stroked his cock into her cunt to kissing the corner of her mouth then covering her mouth and plunging his tongue in deeply. It was arousing, and she felt compelled to take more from him, to accept anything and everything he was willing to give. She clung to him harder, lifted her pelvis, and wrapped her thighs higher up around his hips as he lifted and thrust deeper, faster. The bed rocked, and the atmosphere was amazing, indescribable as they both sought out their relief.
“I’m there, baby. Come with me. You’re mine always.” He suckled her neck as he thrust so fast she could hardly breathe, and she came again. Murdock followed, thrusting, stroking, squeezing her ass cheeks as he rocked his cock harder, deeper until he came.
He lifted up and held her gaze. “You’re everything. We’ll never abandon you, Mia. Trust me. I’ve never left a man behind, and I’m certainly never going to leave my woman behind either.” His words touched her heart as she hugged him and held him tightly until Murdock lifted up to let Mitch make love to her next.
Tiegen was there with a washcloth to clean her up and dry her gently as Mitch eased by her side and cupped her cheek. She held his gaze and smiled.
“You feel the difference, the power of it all?” he asked.
She nodded. “Yes.” He smiled, an authentic, sincere smile that lit up his dark-blue eyes and proved instantly that this was real, he was real.
She rolled over to lie side by side with Mitch. He ran his large, warm palm along her thigh and hip to her waist, pulling her against him. When he kissed her forehead and used this palm to cup her breast then tease her nipple with his thumb, she felt wet and ready to make love to him.
She leaned up to kiss his lips, and he rolled to his back, allowing her to explore his skin the way he and his brothers had explored hers. She rolled her tongue and lips along his neck and the cord of veins lifted from his skin, and he gripped her hips, squeezing her.
The feel of sharp whiskers enticed her arousal as she rubbed back and forth then lifted higher to feel his whiskers against her breasts. Mitch pulled a nipple into his mouth, and she moaned as she reached between them and cupped his sac.
She was rocking her hips, felt her cream drip, and she knew she needed him inside of her.
“So good, baby,” he whispered after releasing her breast with a plop.
She felt his fingers press against her pussy, and she moaned, tilting her breasts upward.
“So hot and wet for me, aren’t you, Mia?” he asked.
“Yes.” She moved her hand from his sac to his cock, stroking it up and down. His fingers felt so good as they drew more cream from her sensitive cunt, making her release another small orgasm.
She rolled him to his back completely and straddled his waist. He pulled his fingers from her cunt, and she aligned his cock with her pussy and eased down onto his shaft.
Mitch held her gaze. She held his shoulders, and they stared at one another as she rode him slowly. Her ass slid over his hips, and he spread his thighs wider as she rocked back and forth, up and down, trying to ease the ache in her cunt but also feed more of the desire to claim him as hers. Her heart soared, and her body convulsed as she came hard, crying out his name.
Mitch immediately rolled her to her back, lifted her thighs higher, and thrust into her hard, fast before taking her arms and holding them above her head. They were spread out over the mattress, and she didn’t need to look to know that Murdock and Tiegen were there watching, being just as much a part of this love session. She didn’t need them to take her together to know that they were now one. Whether making love separately like this, or together, all inside of her, she knew they were hers and she was theirs. Their bond was so deep, so strong, she felt like nothing could destroy it, not even her fears of being unable to commit fully or give her heart to them fully. For as Mitch came inside of her, calling her name, filling her with his seed, she knew, in that instant, they already had her heart and a part of her soul forever.
Chapter 6
“R.J. We just got a call from his partner. This young woman went missing last night from a bar outside of Portland Place. She matches the description of the others. Brunette, great body, young around twenty-five, classy, working for a law firm.”
“Okay, any leads yet as to who may have taken her or evidence of anything like a struggle, et cetera?” R.J. asked him as he stood by his desk thumbing through the files from the other cases.
“There was something left by her car.”
“What?”
“A note that said, ‘Catch me if you can.’” Mosley told him.
R.J. stopped looking over the files. “What the hell?”
“I know. I think he’s starting to taunt us. He knows that we’re onto him and we must be getting closer. I’ve been thinking about the other cases and some of the things left behind and how this guy takes his victims into the woods. Leaves a bloody shoe, and a piece of clothing. They all look so similar, and, well, I ran it against some other cases from years ago, and I came up with a name of a woman who went missing for a year. Her name was Colleen Fayen. She was twenty-two, a college student in Manhattan. In the file, the investigators had notes about her telling her friends about a guy who lived in a nearby apartment building who was sort of bothering her. Anyway as they interviewed the friends, they found out the guy was always watching out for her or acting like he was her security coming in and out of the apartment building. When they tried to find this guy to question him, they couldn’t. But sources said the neighbors believed he did odd jobs around the building.”
“You mean like a custodian?” R.J. asked.
“Yes, but not all the time, and they didn’t think the landlord paid him either. Detectives spoke with the landlord, and he said the guy didn’t even live in the apartment building but he lived outside of the city. He liked to hunt, had a cabin or something somewhere between Wellington and Yarland, maybe on the border of Pennsylvania. He wasn’t sure, so we would need to check all those places out.”
“No clue as to who this guy was, a name or anything?”
“He went by Pete, but that’s about it. I’m trying to get in contact with the detectives on that case to see if there was ever a photograph or sketch done of the guy.”
“Good. You keep on top of that. I’ll look into that case on this end and meet up with you later.”
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