“It’s amazing,” Heather said, watching the adaptations. It was both interesting and a little unnerving to be in his car. She couldn’t remember the last time she’d even been in the backseat of a car, much less one as tricked out as this.
Max caught her eye in the rearview mirror. “You didn’t think I’d drive a minivan, did you?”
“No, the paint job pretty much gives your taste in cars away.” He turned the ignition, sending a deafening blast of loud music through the car.
“Sorry!” he hollered as he quickly lowered the volume. “I like it loud.” The engine roared to life, loud enough without the music. He really was like a teenage boy in too many ways.
He grinned and adopted a terrible highbrow accent. “To Karl’s, madam?”
“Yes, please.” She watched in fascination as he worked the hand controls that pulled the car out and into gear. “Was it hard to learn to drive?”
“The hand controls?” Max called over his shoulder. “Not really. I just think of it like a real-live video game. I took out a mailbox my first week, but it’s been smooth sailing since then. I had more accidents with my old walking car than I’ve had with this one.”
It was a matter of minutes before he pulled up into the accessible spot around the corner from Karl’s Koffee. “I get all the best spots at the mall,” he said, doing a spot-on imitation of a teenage girl as he hit the button to reopen the automated doors. She climbed out, then waited on the sidewalk for him to shift into his chair and come down the ramp.
“This is where it gets a bit tricky. Karl’s front has steps, so I get to use the secret entrance.”
“That sounds fun,” she replied.
His eyes darkened a bit. “You’d think, but not really. You can meet me around front if you’d like.”
She didn’t know if this was another of those diversionary tactics like he’d coached Simon to use or a true invitation. She decided to see Karl’s from his point of view. “I’ll go for what’s behind door number two.”
Max’s smile was pleased but cautious. They went around to the back of the establishment, where Max hit a doorbell. After about a minute, Karl, the friendly older man who owned the place, pushed open the door. “Maxwell! Saw that boat out on the river the other day—pretty spiffy. It’s good to see ya, son. Gimme a second to clear the decks.”
Heather felt a twinge of guilt as Karl went back inside. “I didn’t even think about the front steps before I suggested Karl’s. I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be.” Max almost looked as though he meant it. Was he really okay with her choice, or was he using this as a lesson in how challenging Gordon Falls could be for him? “I was a regular here back before I got hurt, and I’ve always liked the place. He just has to move a few things to give me a clear shot to the front. He’s always good about it, but...” Max finished the thought with weary eyes rather than words. “I can get in easier at Café Homestead, but I like their pie better here. You gave me an excuse to make the extra effort.”
“Me, too. Everyone always goes there for pie, but I think it’s better here.”
The door reopened. “Okay, all set. Corner table’s all waiting.”
“You rate the corner table at Karl’s?” Heather asked. It was always taken when she came here, and it was a favorite spot with the best view out the window.
“Sort of,” Max admitted. “It’s the only place I fit, so it’s a backhanded benefit. Evidently you get a free coffee if Karl has to move you to make room for me.” He said it with a cheerful tone Heather didn’t fully believe.
He had good reason. Heather was astounded how much effort it took to get Max through the back of the coffeehouse, around the existing tables and settled in the corner spot. It made her feel terrible at how easily she breezed in whenever she felt like it.
“Don’t go all pity party on me.” He sent her a dismissive grin, tossing back his tousled hair. “I get seated first on the airplane, and if we ever go to Disney World I can get you on Space Mountain without waiting in line. This is nothing. I’m used to it.”
She sat back in her chair. “Why did you ever say yes to here if you knew it would be such a hassle?”
“Because it’s where you wanted to go.” He peered toward the chalkboard that held Karl’s daily offerings. “And like you said, the pie is good here. Besides, I like Karl and I don’t get to see him as much. They have blueberry today. Awesome.” When she stared at him, he added, “Don’t you ever do things that are a hassle just because you want to do them?”
Heather thought of the fifty-minute drive she made to her preferred hairstylist. “I suppose I do.”
“So, are we just pie celebrating, or did today’s victories rate pie a la mode?”
His eyes could stop a train when he smiled like that. “Oh, definitely with ice cream.” Karl had walked up, so when Max nodded in her direction, she said, “Dutch apple pie a la mode and coffee, Karl.”
Karl wrote on the little green notepad he always used. “And what about you, Hot Wheels?”
“Blueberry. With ice cream. And coffee.”
Karl scribbled, then tucked the notepad into his apron pocket. “Done and done. Coming right up, kids.”
Heather laughed. “Kids?”
Max looked after the old man as he limped away. “Karl’s hip isn’t doing so good. Age. I guess to him we’re all kids. He told me once that he has a granddaughter about our age, but I’ve never met her.”
“He didn’t try to set you up?” Max was handsome and Karl poked his nose in everyone’s business.
Max shot her a look that belonged on a pirate. “Would you set me up with your granddaughter?”
She laughed at the way he could make fun of himself so easily. “Well, now that you mention it, I suppose I’d hesitate. You drive a flaming toaster, after all.”
He laughed, as well, but Heather caught something in the way Max looked at the man. “How long has your dad been gone? JJ told me he passed away, but I never did ask her much more.”
“Years.” Max tapped his chair. “It’s probably for the best. I don’t think Pops would have handled this too well. My dad was hard-core military. A ‘walk it off’ kind of guy who even had trouble when JJ wouldn’t re-up after all she’d been through. This isn’t a ‘walk it off’ kind of thing, if you’ll pardon the pun.”
Heather decided she would try a different approach. “Why do you make so many jokes about it?”
“Why wouldn’t I?”
“Well, it’s just that you say it doesn’t matter, but you make it matter all the time by making cracks about it. Dark, on-the-edge-of-not-quite-so-funny cracks.”
Max put both elbows on the table and pasted an enthralled look on his face. “No, really, counselor, tell me straight-out what you think my issues are.”
“Close your mouth, son. She’s pretty, but she’s already sitting with you” came Karl’s voice over Heather’s shoulder as he put down the two slices of pie. “Don’t try so hard.”
“This is school related,” Heather felt compelled to point out, waiting for Max to back her up.
“Could have fooled me.” Karl nudged Max’s shoulder. “Nice going, Hot Wheels.”
Heather remembered the one reason she didn’t come to Karl’s more often—it was ground zero for the local gossip chain. Why hadn’t she remembered that if she showed up at Karl’s with Max, it would take about seventeen minutes for folks to start making inferences? She pulled a notebook out of her handbag and put it on the table with a pen.
“Oh, that’ll throw them off for sure,” Max whispered loudly.
“You weren’t helping.”
“It’s Karl.”
“No, it’s everybody. They’re staring.”
“I’m in a wheelchair with flames painted on the sides. Of
course they’re staring.” He was baiting her, and worse yet, he was enjoying it. “Look.” He leaned in. “They could actually be staring for other reasons, but I’m so used to the stares I’d probably never even realize it. You want to go? I’ll take you back to school. But I don’t think we’re going to die from overexposure here.”
She felt cornered. If she didn’t go, people might start linking her with Max Jones, and she definitely wasn’t ready for that. If she did go, she’d look as if she was ashamed to be seen in public with him—or maybe with anyone in a wheelchair—and that wasn’t appropriate...or true, either.
Max cut off the end of his slice with his fork. “Okay, my turn. Why do you weird out when people notice you?”
“I don’t.”
“You do.”
“I don’t crave attention the way you do, if that’s what you’re saying.”
Max scooped up the piece of pie and put it into his mouth. “Nope, you can’t make this one about me. A fine-looking lady shouldn’t work so hard to be invisible.” He pointed at Heather with his fork. “Somebody or something taught you to want to hide like that. You’ve got issues.”
She gave him her best “I am in control of this conversation” look. “You are making a lot of assumptions here, Mr. Jones.”
He cocked his head to one side. “Have dinner with me.”
Her jaw clenched—he hadn’t even framed it as a question. “We’re already eating pie.”
“I’ve always thought dessert first was a fine culinary strategy. Let’s have dinner.”
“No.” She gave the word all the finality she could muster. She should have known he’d push too hard at anything he did—why not at her?
“Because of the chair?”
“Stop that. I said no. And not because of the chair, but because we are currently working together on a school matter.”
He leaned back. “It’s because of the chair.”
Heather planted her hands on the table. “It’s because of the arrogant, pushy man in the chair.” She let out a breath and began putting the notebook back into her handbag. “I was just trying to be nice, to celebrate all the good you’ve done with Simon, but I should have known it’d get like this. I’ll walk back to school, thanks.”
Max put his hands up. “Okay, okay. I’ll take it down a notch.”
“Or three.”
“Fine, I’ll take it down four notches. We did good with Simon. Let’s have pie and coffee and talk about Simon and I’ll keep my dinner plans with Alex and JJ and pretend this never happened.”
She glared at him. “You were going to ditch Alex and JJ for dinner?”
“Well, not really. I was pretty sure you’d say no.”
Heather put one hand to her forehead. “You are absolutely impossible. You should come with a warning label.”
Just then a preschool girl wobbled up, pointing at the flames on the side of his chair. As Max was raising a hand to wave hello, the mom rushed up, gushed out an embarrassed apology and pulled the child away.
His gaze followed the child, who craned her neck around against her mother’s tug to look again at Max. “I already do.”
* * *
Max wheeled up alongside the current national Paralympic cycling champion. Max had flown down to Atlanta Friday afternoon to attend a track-and-field event AA had eyes on sponsoring next year. “Man,” he puffed, wheezing so hard he could barely see the competitor. “You...are...fast.”
Luke Sullivan looked as if he could have done another ten laps. “Six medals to prove it.” He snagged the hem of his T-shirt and used it to wipe his sweating forehead. The guy looked nearly military—lean, muscular, buzz-cut hair. Max thought the guy could probably take on half of JJ’s old army unit sitting down. Sullivan had just won yet another race—his third of the day. “You have some skills there—for an amateur, I mean. With a little training, you could hold your own.”
Before working with Adventure Access and their sponsorship of para-athletic events around the country, Max never even knew there were professional athletes like Luke. The guy was impressive. “I’m not the dedicated type. I’ll stick to the flashier side—no pesky results to worry about.”
“There’s flash enough on my end of the deal,” Luke boasted. “You’ll see at the sponsors’ dinner Sunday night.” He gave a knowing smirk. “Lots of ladies.”
That was a business perk Alex hadn’t discussed. “Shame I’ve got a four-o’clock flight Sunday. Remind me to stay over till Monday next time.”
Luke rolled his massive shoulders and started wheeling toward the equipment trailers. “Yeah, the competition is fun, but the pity perks are outstanding.”
Max caught up with him. “The what?”
“Aw, come on—you know what I mean. The rehab nurses. The physical therapists. All those helping professionals.” He gave the last two words a locker-room tone of voice, and Max’s mild shock must have shown on his face. “You’re, what, fourteen months out? Injured last summer, wasn’t it?”
“July. And what’s that got to do with anything?”
Luke pulled up closer. “How many dates have you had since then?”
Max suddenly wasn’t interested in playing notch-on-the-post with this guy. Not that he was a long-term-relationship guy himself, but he hadn’t realized a legend like Luke Sullivan took the phrase “wheeling womanizer” to a new level. “Enough.” Was Sullivan for real? JJ lectured him on taking Heather to dinner when there were guys like this rolling around the world?
Luke’s chuckle of disbelief annoyed Max. “Yeah, just like I thought. Not one, huh? You need to play to your strengths, Jones. Pity perks are all we get around here. Don’t go believing that rehab nonsense about rich, full lives with all the same things we’d have had before the chair. We’re out of that race—you don’t see too many of us rolling down the aisle.”
Max halted his wheels, a bit stunned. Of all the guys in chairs to garner a full social life, Sullivan should top the list. “Wait a minute—you’ve been in a chair for, what, six years?”
“Seven and a half.”
“And you’re telling me no woman has ever gone out with you for just—”
Sullivan cut him off with a laugh and waved his hand as if the thought were ludicrous. “Pity perks are all you get, dude. Best to own up to that now.”
“But...”
Luke angled to face Max. “Sure, there are the ones that talk a great game. Acceptance, accessibility—oh, the social workers are really good at that one—and they’ll stick with you for a little while. Then you get sick or they want to go on vacation somewhere you can’t go, or worse yet, their family gets wind of it. Then it’s bye-bye.”
Max was sorry he could still feel enough of his gut for it to knot. “Don’t mess with me. Come on, you’re like G.I. Joe in a chair. If somebody like you only gets dates out of pity, what hope is there for the rest of us?”
“That’s just it, dude. There isn’t any hope. Don’t get sucked in. In the end, you’re just the compassion merit badge. And it feels like being dropped a mile. You want my advice? Don’t even try to do the relationship thing. It doesn’t work.”
It was the first time Max had ever found anyone more cynical than himself, and it wasn’t a pretty sight. “That’s harsh, man.”
“Better to know now. Relationships do not work out for guys like us. Let me guess—your rehab therapist told you not to start a serious relationship for the first year, right?”
Max tried to remember the speech he’d received and mostly ignored. “Well, yeah. I figured it wouldn’t be all that easy, but I didn’t take myself totally out of the market. I mean, there have to be women who can handle this.” His thoughts went to Heather and the bright future she’d painted for Simon. She thought it possible.
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��No,” Luke said with a dark certainty Max practically felt run cold down the back of his neck. “Only women who think they can. And everybody finds out how ugly that can get.” Luke pulled up to his regular chair and shifted himself out of the racing model with a strength and agility Max had to admire. The guy was the best in the world, and an Adonis on wheels to boot. If anybody knew the rules of the game, it was Luke Sullivan. “Sorry to be the bearer of grim news, but better you know now. It just isn’t possible.” With a bump of his fist on Max’s shoulder, Luke wheeled off in the direction of the athlete’s tent.
The entire concept of Adventure Access was that anything was possible for someone with a disability. Well, almost anything. Then again, Max knew that JJ had a bucketload of veteran friends whose marriages and relationships hadn’t survived the injuries soldiers brought home. Granted, he hadn’t been at this very long, but now that he thought about it, he hadn’t run into one happily married man in a chair. He’d just figured they weren’t into the sports and outdoor pursuits AA sponsored—the company had a decidedly young demographic—but what if they weren’t out there at all? What if Luke was right?
Luke Sullivan, you’re pretty much a jerk, aren’t you? Max thought bitterly. Luke couldn’t be right. The guy’s paralysis just started at his heart, that was all. He’d known men who attacked their dating life with that “take no prisoners” attitude—he’d been one himself, for crying out loud. Max decided he no longer admired Luke Sullivan very much—the guy’s handicap went a lot further than his legs.
Until he remembered something an old friend of his had said—one of the many friends who had fallen by the wayside, unable to cope with the new world of “Max on Wheels”—that now rang disturbingly true: Sometimes it’s the jerks who say out loud what we all wish weren’t true.
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