Once the urn was empty he placed it on the coffee table and then went up the stairs and switched off the lights. He stood for several seconds, staring down at the mirror surrounded by the five candles. The rest of the basement was in total darkness and he couldn’t even see the stairs leading down. He shivered. He knew that switching the lights off couldn’t possibly have lowered the temperature in the basement, but he had definitely felt a chill as soon as he’d flicked the switch.
He felt his way slowly down the stairs, holding onto the brass banister with both hands. By the time he reached the bottom step his eyes were more accustomed to the gloom and he walked over to the mirror and stood in front of it. There was no reflection, only blackness. He swallowed and realised that his mouth was completely dry. He grimaced. It was too late now to go upstairs and get himself something to drink. He bent down and picked up the book. He’d left it open at the page he needed. It had the words of a spell that the writer claimed would summon a spirit, though it was written in what appeared to be Latin and he had no idea how to pronounce most of the words. He moved closer to the candle on his left and turned the pages towards the flame.
‘Ego astrum in speculum,’ he began, but his voice croaked and he stopped and cleared his throat. He took a deep breath and started again, saying each word slowly and clearly even though he had no idea what he was saying. ‘Ego astrum in speculum,’ he said. ‘Vos ero tutus. Nusquam hic vadum vulnero vos. Deus vadum servo vos. Ego astrum procul speculum quod volo video vidi visum vos.’ Something moved in the blackness of the mirror, a dark shape that rippled through the smoke. The candles flickered as if there was a breeze blowing down from the panel at the top of the stairs and he shivered. He looked up, half expecting to see the panel open and someone standing at the entrance to the basement, but it was shut and there was nobody there. He took another deep breath and continued to read. ‘Deus servo vos. Hic illic est tantum pacis quod diligo. Adeo mihi quod sermo. Adeo mihi iam. Deus est vigilo nos. Nusquam nocens can venio. Adeo mihi iam. Adveho.’ He finished reading and closed the book as he stared at the mirror.
There was still no reflection, just slowly swirling smoke. Then something moved. A shape.
Nightingale wasn’t sure what to do. He squinted at the mirror. The smoke seemed thicker now, and it was becoming greyer, like a fog rolling in from the sea. The shape was moving forward, through the smoke. Nightingale gripped the book with both hands, so tightly that his fingers began to ache.
‘Sophie?’ he said. ‘Sophie, is that you?’
The smoke was darkening, black around the edges, grey in the middle. The shape stopped. It was a figure, but Nightingale had no sense of its size.
‘Sophie, it’s Jack,’ said Nightingale.
The figure began to move again, towards the glass. Nightingale could make out long blonde hair and pale skin, and he could see something hanging from the figure’s hand. Even though he couldn’t see it clearly, Nightingale knew what it was. A doll. A Barbie doll.
‘Sophie, can you hear me?’
The figure took another small step towards the glass. Nightingale could make out her shoes. Silver trainers with blue stars on them.
‘Sophie, it’s Jack.’
‘Please help me, Jack.’
The voice took Nightingale by surprise and the book tumbled to the floor. He stared at the mirror. Sophie was about three feet away on the other side of the glass, smoke swirling around her. He couldn’t make out what she was standing on or what was behind her. There was just her, and the smoke. She was wearing the same white sweatshirt and blue cotton skirt that she’d had on when he’d seen her on the balcony. Before she fell to her death.
‘I’m cold, Jack,’ she said. ‘I’m so cold.’ She had her head down so that he couldn’t see her face. She sniffed and wiped her nose with the back of her hand.
‘Where are you?’ asked Nightingale.
She sniffed again. ‘I don’t know.’
Nightingale took a step closer to the mirror. Except it wasn’t a mirror any more. There was no reflection. It was a window, a window into Sophie’s world, wherever that was.
‘Jack, please help me.’ Her voice was hoarse. Muffled.
‘I want to, honey, but I don’t know what to do.’
Tears were running down Sophie’s cheeks.
‘What is it you want me to do, Sophie?’
‘Help me.’ She clutched the Barbie doll to her chest and buried her face in its long blonde hair.
‘You have to tell me what to do, honey.’
‘Can you hug me?’
‘Hug you?’
Her body was trembling. ‘It’s cold here. Can you hold me?’
Sophie shuffled closer. Her head was still down so that Nightingale couldn’t see her eyes but tears were glistening on her pale skin. Nightingale reached out with his right hand and touched the glass. Even though his fingers were pressed against the mirror there was still no reflection. ‘Sophie, I don’t know how.’
She slowly raised her head and stared at him with tear-filled eyes. ‘You can hug me if you really want to,’ she said.
Her eyes were jet black. He’d never noticed that before. He frowned as he tried to remember that day when he’d seen her on the balcony at Chelsea Harbour. Had he seen her eyes? Were they black? He couldn’t recall.
‘Please, Jack,’ she said. ‘I’m so cold.’ She shivered, then hugged the doll to her chest.
Nightingale put his left hand against the glass, next to his right. He splayed out his fingers. ‘I can’t, Sophie.’
‘You can, Jack, if you want to. But you really have to want to.’
She dropped the Barbie doll. Nightingale felt suddenly dizzy as he flashed back to the moment when Sophie had slid off the balcony. Her hair had whipped around in the wind as she’d fallen to her death, still clutching her doll. And Nightingale’s stomach lurched as he remembered the sound she’d made as she hit the ground: a dull wet thud followed by complete silence. Nightingale’s frown deepened. Sophie had fallen thirteen storeys to her death, smashing every bone in her body. But the little girl in the mirror looked fine. There were dark patches under her eyes and her hair was streaked with dirt but she didn’t appear to be injured.
Nightingale opened his mouth but before he could say anything Sophie took a step towards him and put her hands up against her side of the mirror. ‘Please, Jack, you have to help me.’
Nightingale gasped as he felt the palms of her hands press against his. Her skin was warmer than the glass, but only just. Her hands moved slowly, her fingers pushing his fingers apart until they were fully interlinked.
‘Please, Jack,’ she said. Her voice sounded more assertive, Nightingale realised. Harder. And deeper. She pulled his hands towards her.
Nightingale stared into Sophie’s eyes. They were completely black. He couldn’t see where the irises end and the pupils began. They seemed bigger than when he’d first seen her. And narrower. Almost reptilian.
‘Come to me, Jack,’ she said.
‘Sophie,’ began Nightingale, as he tried to pull his hands back. She was too strong and she grinned as she pulled him towards her. Her teeth were sharp, like fangs, and her gums were dark blue. Nightingale pulled harder but her nails dug into his flesh and she grinned in triumph as she dragged him closer. She began to laugh, a deep, throaty roar that made the glass vibrate. Her mouth was bigger now, the teeth longer and sharper; her eyes were wider and her hair was moving around her face as if it had a life of its own. Nightingale opened his mouth to scream but before any sound could leave his mouth something flashed over his shoulder and smashed into the mirror, breaking it into a thousand shards. He fell back, arms flailing, and slammed into the floor as bits of glass rained around him.
26
‘You stupid prick!’ shouted Wainwright, staring down at Nightingale, his eyes blazing. ‘Didn’t you listen to anything I said?’
Nightingale looked up at him but had trouble focusing and he blinked several times.
; ‘Do you have any idea of the risks you’re taking?’ shouted Wainwright. ‘How stupid are you, Nightingale?’
‘I’m not feeling too bright at the moment, that’s for sure,’ said Nightingale. He touched his face gingerly. ‘Am I bleeding?’
‘Bleeding is the least of your worries,’ said Wainwright. ‘I told you: you can’t mess around with these things. They’re not toys.’ He saw the book by Nightingale’s feet and he picked it up. He looked at the spine and wrinkled his nose in disgust. ‘What do you think magic is, Nightingale?’ He held the book up. ‘This isn’t a cook book, with recipes that you follow. It’s a way of handing down knowledge from one generation of practitioners to the next. It’s not a do-it-yourself guide for amateurs.’ He tossed the book onto the top of a display cabinet.
‘It worked,’ said Nightingale. ‘I saw Sophie.’
The American sneered. ‘You’ve no idea what just happened, have you?’
‘You smashed a fifty-grand mirror,’ said Nightingale. ‘That much I know.’ He held up his hand. ‘Help me up, yeah?’
Wainwright shook his head, sighed, then grabbed Nightingale’s wrist and hauled him to his feet. Bits of glass tinkled to the floor. Nightingale brushed his raincoat with his hands but winced as a splinter of glass speared his left thumb. He pulled it out and sucked on the wound.
‘You’re an idiot, you know that?’ said Wainwright.
Nightingale stopped sucking his thumb. ‘What are you doing here?’
‘I knew what you were going to do. I told the pilot to bring me back.’
Nightingale looked down at the shards of glass on the tiled floor. Among the glass was a Nokia mobile phone. He bent down, picked up the phone and handed it to the American. ‘Why did you do that?’ he said, nodding at the broken glass.
‘You were being pulled into the mirror,’ said Wainwright, examining the phone. ‘And if you’d crossed over, there’d be no coming back.’
‘That’s not what was happening. It was Sophie, the little girl. She wanted my help.’
Wainwright held up the phone. ‘It’s bust,’ he said. ‘You owe me for a new phone.’
‘It’s your own fault. What were you thinking?’
‘I saved your life, Jack,’ said Wainwright, slipping the phone into the back pocket of his jeans.
‘In what universe? I was fine. I was talking to Sophie.’
Wainwright took out a black leather cigar case and lit a large cigar. ‘Jack, whatever was trying to pull you into that mirror, it wasn’t a young girl.’
‘It was Sophie. Sophie Underwood.’
‘And this Sophie is dead, right?’
‘I saw her die. Two years ago. She jumped off a balcony.’
‘Jack, listen to me very carefully. It wasn’t a young girl I saw pulling you into the mirror.’
‘How could you see anything?’ Nightingale jabbed a finger at the stairs. ‘You were up there. You couldn’t possibly have seen what was happening.’
‘I could see just fine,’ said Wainwright.
‘So what did you see?’
Wainwright shook his head again. ‘It doesn’t matter. What matters is that you didn’t get pulled in.’ He bit off the end of his cigar, looked around and then spat it onto the broken glass.
‘I wasn’t being pulled in,’ said Nightingale. ‘She wanted my help.’
‘What help could you possibly be to her? Think about that, Jack. She’s dead, and dead is dead. There’s no coming back.’ He lit the cigar with a match.
‘I don’t know what she wanted, but she said that I was the only one who could help her.’
‘You were being pulled in, and if you had crossed over you’d never have come back. It was a trap.’
‘I summoned her. How could that be a trap?’
Wainwright puffed on the cigar before answering. ‘Because when you stand in front of a dark mirror you have to be in complete control. I told you how dangerous it was. But, as always, you weren’t listening.’
‘How did you know?’
‘Know what?’
‘How did you know what I was doing? How did you know to come back?’
Wainwright chuckled. ‘Maybe your guardian angel was on your case,’ he said. ‘I don’t know what happened, Jack. We were flying back to Stansted and I had one of those hair-standing-up-on-the-back-of-my-neck moments. I tried to ignore it but the feeling got stronger and stronger.’
‘So it was what, a premonition?’
‘I knew you were in danger. Can we leave it at that?’
‘How do I know you weren’t sent back by someone who wanted to stop me helping Sophie?’
‘Now you’re sounding paranoid,’ said the American. He walked over to the seating area and sat down on one of the red leather sofas.
‘I’m serious, Joshua,’ said Nightingale. He nudged a piece of broken glass with his foot and it scraped along the tiles. ‘With the best will in the world, I hardly know you. And you turn up just in time to smash the one chance I had of talking to Sophie.’
‘You think that’s what happened? Proserpine or one of the other Fallen sent me to screw things up for you?’
‘Why would you mention Proserpine?’
‘Because she’s your nemesis,’ said Wainwright. He put his feet up on the coffee table and stretched out.
‘Did she? Did she send you back here?’
Wainwright took the cigar from his mouth. ‘I told you what happened, Jack. Don’t start accusing me of lying.’
Nightingale sat down opposite Wainwright and lit a cigarette. ‘Just because I’m paranoid doesn’t mean that they’re not out to get me,’ he said. ‘I don’t know how I decide who to trust.’
‘Well, you can start by considering the fact that if you’d gone I’d probably be able to pick up your library for a song.’
‘What?’
‘I’m just saying that, with you out of the way, I’d get this for next to nothing. So I had a vested interest in you being trapped in there.’
‘You keep saying that, but how do I know that would have happened? How do I know that I wouldn’t have been able to bring Sophie back?’
‘Sophie’s dead. She can’t come back.’
‘She’s talking to me. She’s asking me to help her. She couldn’t be doing that if she was.?.?.’ He tailed off, realising that he wasn’t making any sense. Sophie was dead. He’d seen her fall to her death from the balcony at Chelsea Harbour; he’d seen her broken body lying on the tarmac. And Wainwright was right. Dead was dead. The dead didn’t come back and there was nothing he could do to help her. He ran a hand through his hair and then down along the back of his neck. ‘This is doing my head in.’
‘I hear you,’ said Wainwright. ‘I’m not saying you can’t communicate with spirits. But you can’t take someone who’s dead and bring them back to life. That’s the prerogative of.?.?.’ He shrugged and left the sentence unfinished.
‘So if it wasn’t Sophie, who was it? Who was I talking to? And what did they want?’
Wainwright took his feet off the coffee table and leaned forward, the cigar in his right hand. ‘It could have been anyone, Jack. But whoever it was didn’t have your best interests at heart.’
‘What did you see, in the mirror?’
‘I know what I didn’t see. I didn’t see a little girl.’
‘Why are you being so evasive?’
‘Because at the end of the day I think you don’t believe me. I came back here because I thought you were in trouble, and now you’re making me out to be one of the bad guys.’
Nightingale nodded slowly. ‘Okay, I’m sorry. I apologise. Put it down to shock. You did scare the hell out of me, smashing the mirror like that.’ He grinned at the American. ‘The mirror that you were going to pay me fifty grand for, remember?’
‘Yeah, well, it’s not worth that now, that’s for sure.’
‘Because you smashed it.’
Wainwright laughed. ‘I’ll write you a cheque,’ he said. He took a pull on his cigar and
then flicked ash into the ashtray. ‘It was a demon, Jack. Big. Scales. Wings. Claws. I couldn’t see much but it was big.’
‘I was definitely looking at Sophie.’
‘They can take on any form they want; you know that by now. So it appeared to you as Sophie but it didn’t know that I was there so I saw it as it really was. Trust me, it was a demon and it was about to pull you into the mirror.’
‘Is that how it works? I’d have been trapped inside the glass?’
Wainwright shook his head. ‘The dark mirror is a portal. If used properly then it’s a way of communicating with spirits. But if you should try to pass through it then you’d go to wherever they were. Or they could come through into this world.’
‘But if it was a devil, it could appear here anyway, right?’
‘It’s not as simple as that. Some can; some are limited in what they can and can’t do.’
‘You think it was trying to pull me in because it couldn’t get to me here?’
‘That’s possible. It could have been appearing as Sophie so that you’d lower your defences.’
‘And it would take me where? To Hell?’
‘Possibly,’ said Wainwright. ‘But not all demons are in Hell.’
‘And what about Sophie?’
‘What about her?’
‘Where is she?’
Wainwright sighed. ‘Who knows? You say she’s been trying to contact you. Maybe she has, but what if it’s been a demon all the time?’
‘You mean it was never Sophie? It was always something pretending to be her?’
‘I can’t answer that, Jack.’ He looked at his wristwatch, a gold Cartier. ‘Sorry, I’ve got to go.’ He stood up and flexed his shoulders. ‘Promise me you won’t mess around with things you don’t understand.’ He grinned. ‘At least until we’ve done a deal over the stuff you’ve got down here.’
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