by Laken Cane
We, the Forsaken
By Laken Cane
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Table of Contents
Acknowledgments
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
About Laken Cane
Acknowledgments
Special thanks go to Racheal Chapman, my virtual assistant, who manages my Facebook author page and lets me know when my website needs updating or is missing links or needs new pages! She also reads my books before they’re released and gives me solid suggestions to make the books stronger. Oh, and she sends me the best homemade peanut butter fudge ever. And though we’ve not met in person, I think of her as a very good friend. Love ya, Rach!
And for the extra help, the conversations, the unending support, and the friendship, extra special thanks to Kelly Eurton Reed, Jo Dawson, and Tammy Lawson Sullivan.
Also my thanks to this new round of beta readers. Thank you for your help, encouragement, enthusiasm, and support. You guys are amazing:
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I wish I could name every single person who has offered me support, melted my heart, touched my life, and made me so very glad I’m a writer. I truly love you! I hope you know how much I appreciate you. Thank you!
Chapter One
My mother was a writer before the world ended.
She always wrote each main character’s goal, motivation, and conflict on an index card and pinned it to a corkboard on the wall in front of her desk.
I think of myself like a character in one of her books. I have my goal, motivation, and conflict written on a paper and tacked to my wall. I look at it every morning when I get up and every night before I go to bed.
There’s not a lot on it, but it is everything.
Goal—to stay alive.
Motivation—I want to live.
Conflict—everything wants to kill me.
My days are challenging. Sometimes I think about ripping that paper off the wall. Sometimes I think about ending my story.
But I won’t.
I have to finish it.
I learned something about myself by reading my mother’s books.
I really, really hate cliffhangers.
And I refuse to be one.
I wasn’t scared of the great beyond, but I wasn’t ready to go there.
Really, who knew? Maybe this was the great beyond. Crowbridge might actually be my afterlife. Maybe I’d died and hadn’t realized it.
When I thought of the town like that, though, it was hard for me to breathe. The sky seemed too close, and I was sure if I tried to leave Crowbridge, I’d find an invisible wall there to keep me inside.
I told myself I was glad of the new status quo. In the world before, bad things happened every single day. It’d been a shit world. My sister had been killed in that world.
This one was better now that most of the assholes had died.
That’s what I told myself.
I rolled off my cot with more energy than I could ever remember having before the world ended—a short two years ago—then grabbed a bottle of water to drink while I peered at the goals, motivation, and conflict note.
I had always been a creature of habit.
I dressed methodically, pulling on a t-shirt, a warm button down shirt, and worn jeans. I laced up my boots before shrugging into a protective vest that would help deflect the blades or—if the attacker was completely stupid—a bullet.
No one used guns. They were too loud.
Noise brought the mutants, and if there was anything worse than an attack from a deranged human, it was the attention of a mutant.
That’s not to say I didn’t carry a loaded pistol. I did. But I would take that gun out only if I had no other choice. Only if I had to use it on myself. Because by then, noise wasn’t going to matter.
I slid blades into the pockets of my vest, buckled on a belt to which I added more knives, a flashlight, a lighter, and a small container of bear spray. The bear spray was protection against hungry, wild animals who figured a lone girl would be an easy meal.
I walked to the boarded over picture window and looked through the cracks between the plywood. Not a mutant or baddie in sight.
Still, my stomach tightened as I geared up and then walked to the back door in my kitchen. I suspected that feeling would never entirely go away.
Outside my home was danger.
But I sort of liked that feeling, because it was something. An emotion in the endless, heavy silence. Sometimes I felt like it would smother me, that silence.
No one cared.
No one cared if I sometimes went a little crazy and huddled in a corner with a blanket over my head.
No one.
Literally.
There was no one left to care.
This wasn’t the house I’d lived in when everyone started dying, but I’d chosen it later because of its cellar—the door was in the back porch floor and easily hidden by a heavy rug—and because it was closer to town.
And because none of my family had lived or died inside it.
It was mine now.
I took a deep breath, gave my pockets and sheaths a habitual pat, picked up the machete leaning against the wall, then opened the door.
I locked the door, then turned to grab my bicycle.
Every day I did this.
Every day.
What else was there to do?
I’d have gone crazy long ago if I’d been too afraid to leave the house. I had to be out in the world.
Yes, I was afraid.
But the fear let me know I was alive.
Going to town gave me a purpose, and I needed that. I needed that badly.
I had a few goals when I made my runs.
One, get more water. I took cases and gallon jugs of water every time I went to town, then stored most of them in the cellar. I also had two fifty-gallon drums out back in which I collected rain water for bathing and bathroom purposes.
The water in town was n
early gone. I’d broken into houses to get water before I’d started in on the water in the mall, which was the only reason there was still a few cases left in the stores.
I also kept an eye out for a dog—preferably one that wasn’t rabid or wild. I would have killed for a pet. A companion. I adored dogs. One time, I’d seen a cat, but it wouldn’t come to me when I’d called. A dog, though. A dog would come.
Too bad the pets hadn’t been able to last long. They’d been killed, eaten, or had starved to death, poor things. Some of them roamed the streets in packs, wild and dangerous. They were why I carried the bear spray, mostly.
I lifted my face to the sun, breathing deeply of the fresh, cool air. Sometimes I had nightmares that I was trapped in the cellar and couldn’t reach the sun.
That almost scared me more than the thought of encountering a mutant.
I peddled out of the yard and into the street, tuned to the sounds—or non-sounds—of the area.
In my world, silence mattered.
It didn’t just matter. It was essential.
My legs enjoyed the workout the bike gave them as I peddled up a short hill. The world was quiet, still, lonely.
The same as it always was.
No baddies, wild dogs, or mutants in sight.
Perfection.
I coasted down the small incline, grimly vigilant. I wouldn’t relax until I made it back home. That was okay. Relaxing was for safe people. And dead people.
The road to town was as familiar to me as my own face. It wasn’t blocked or bloated with stalled cars from the before—no one had been trying to escape Crowbridge when they’d died. They’d gathered supplies—the town had, unfortunately for me, lost a lot of its supplies long before the world ended—and boarded up their homes, then locked themselves in their basements and cellars and panic rooms—as though that would protect them from the sickness. The killing flu.
And they’d died there.
Oh, there was the occasional car, of course, but no piles of stalled or wrecked vehicles with the dead hanging out open doors.
Then after the disease had started wiping out all the people, the mutants had come.
Who knew how any of it had started?
I sure didn’t.
I’m sure someone knew—maybe the US government, though they’d denied it completely—but for most of us, it was like death. No one really knew what came after death, and no one really knew what had brought the disease and the mutants.
Maybe the mutants had unleashed the sickness, but who’d unleashed the mutants?
It took me sixteen minutes to reach the mall. Not that Crowbridge had much of a mall.
I pedaled slowly down Main Street, my head swiveling, the whirr of tires on asphalt the only sound in the crisp, early fall air.
There wasn’t a lot left, but the mall still contained a few supplies. It made me happy. Once I’d emptied the stores of their remaining supplies, what would I do every day?
There was a grocery store, a pharmacy, a Dollar Store, a small electronics store, a Taco Bell—I never went in there anymore—and a farm and feed store.
Someday, I’d have to find another town to get more supplies. Someday, when the mall had given me everything she had to offer, when she gave a last, gasping breath and fell over and died, dried up and depleted…
I smiled as the memory of my mother’s voice echoed inside my mind.
“Teagan, you are so melodramatic.”
“I guess I got that from you.”
I would have been a writer. I’d have been just like her.
And she was gone.
The world became blurry suddenly, like a vicious gust of rain was blowing against a window. But the rain was in my eyes.
Miss you, Ma.
When the time came to find another town, I’d have to start completely over. Leave my home with its boarded up windows and closed off rooms, my cellar, my familiar streets.
I was young—sixteen. If I didn’t die, I would eventually run through my stock.
But that was a worry for another day.
I parked the bicycle in front of the grocery store—where it would stay. I’d have to walk back home, and let me tell you; pushing a heavy, full cart up even a small incline was not easy. But it had helped me develop some muscle over the last two years.
I’d get water and some goodies first, then head to the farm and feed store.
I pulled my machete from its sheath and put it in a cart, then pushed the cart to the water. I tossed in two cases—there were only three cases left—before heading to the canned food. It was good that I shopped every day, because who knew when baddies might find my town and steal the few supplies that remained?
I’d also taken cartload after cartload to the back of the mall, where I’d previously buried over a dozen airtight containers. Over time, I’d filled every one of those containers.
Each trip to the mall, I took as much as I could get in as little time as possible. It wasn’t a good idea to linger.
I’d encountered a lone mutant in Crowbridge on a couple different occasions. Those were not memories on which I liked to dwell.
I hurried down the aisle, turned the corner, and then, I caught a glimpse of something that made me lose my breath.
The shadowy dimness inside the shop made the world outside the huge front windows seem especially bright. And in that brightness stood one of the mutants, staring into space, head tilted, listening.
Listening, maybe, to me.
I dropped to my knees a mere second before he turned to peer at the store windows. I was panting, and when I realized it and tried to slow my breathing, I panted harder. I couldn’t get enough air into my tight, constricted lungs.
Lovely time for one of my stupid panic attacks.
I threw back my head and stared at the ceiling as a giant hand squeezed my lungs and there was only a tiny straw through which I could draw a teaspoon of air and I could not breathe.
I could not breathe.
I was going to die. Maybe it was a heart attack. Or a stroke. Even young people had those and with the stress of everything…
Shit shit shit.
The mutant would hear my gasps and wheezes, surely he would. Their hearing was insane—and that was the reason a girl couldn’t use a gun to shoot one of the sons of bitches and the reason she couldn’t drive a car.
Because the mutants would hear.
And this time I was really dying.
That’s what panic attacks did.
They made me believe I was dying.
I held on to that realization with everything I had. I wasn’t dying. The panic attacks just made me think I was.
My chest loosened gradually—when I could breathe again I was lying on my side, my hands at my throat, and little silver spots danced in the musty air of the store.
I got to my knees, slightly dazed. I peered around the cart, then swept the parking lot outside the windows with a worried gaze.
I didn’t see the mutant.
That didn’t mean he wasn’t there somewhere. Maybe he’d sneaked into the store while I was trying to figure out how to breathe. Maybe he’d sidled to the windows, cupped his eyes with his long, pale hands, and had spotted me writhing on the floor.
I stood carefully and reached into the cart for my machete. I had blades in various places all over my body, in my boots, the pockets of my vest—and I’d also stashed bigger weapons all over the stores I frequented.
One could never have enough weapons.
I left the cart where it sat and slipped quietly to the end of the aisle, fully expecting a mutant to appear suddenly, grinning, waiting…
I glanced over my shoulder constantly. I couldn’t let one of them sneak up behind me. Where was he?
I liked the little thrill of leaving my house each day, but the terror I felt at that moment…that was a bit much.
The mutants didn’t seem to have any lovely weaknesses or convenient boundaries like sensitivity to sunlight or an inclination to shuf
fle along like zombies on TV.
Nope.
From everything I’d heard before the world ended and from my own experiences, they were very difficult to kill. A person couldn’t kill them by stabbing them or shooting them or clubbing them to death.
But a person could decapitate them.
That was the main reason I liked machetes. A sharp machete would take off a mutant’s head with a couple of well-placed slashes.
The mutants were just like humans in some ways. They resembled humans physically. Most of them wore clothes, though I’d seen a couple of them that seemed confused by clothing. I’d once seen a tall, bald male mutant wearing a lacy, pink dress that barely covered his butt.
It would have been funny had it not been so terrifying.
But in other ways, they were not even remotely human. They didn’t seem to have feelings. They had no heart. At all.
Their preferred food source seemed to be raw, screaming meat. Sometimes they’d tear their victims apart and gobble them down like raw chicken.
Yeah, I’d watched both of those things happen—some of them on TV before it’d gone down, and some in real life.
I’d heard the screams.
I’d had the nightmares.
There were two different types of mutants—those who wanted to eat a human, and those who wanted to catch a human. I had no idea what they did with their catches.
They didn’t use guns. They used blades—though it wasn’t because of the noise firearms made. It was because they liked their meat alive. Bleeding.
At least, that’s what I believed.
A dead human was a useless human.
So unless I couldn’t outrun one or was caught in the middle of a mob of them, then I was safe.
Safe.
LOL.
Smiley face.
I missed the Internet and texting and doing things with my friends.
But right then there were more important things to miss—like the days when the monsters were only in the movies and a girl had a mother to protect her.
Those days were gone.
I found my hidden machete and slipped it from its hiding place, wincing when its contact with a can of juice released a metallic snick into the silent air.
What was better than a machete?
Two machetes.