She looks a little nervous. “Won’t your pj’s get kind of nasty?”
“I can change them. But we don’t have to go that far if you think it’s an inappropriate thing to do. Is it too physical for you? Is it too invasive? Too much too soon?”
“It’s not really having sex. So, I think it’ll be okay.” She pulls me back but I stop her.
“Wait, that’s not helping me to learn how to make-out without having my own release. Can I use my mouth to give you an orgasm?” I ask her as I think about the other way defeating my purpose. “Also, I want tonight to be about you.”
She looks at me for a long time. Her body is tense as she makes her decision. “It’s not fair to you.”
“I need to learn about self-control. Please.”
With a sigh, she nods and I move my body over hers. “Okay, but a little dry humping to start out with. I want to see if that does anything for me. This may sound insane but I’d like to have a hard-on when I taste you for the first time.”
She moans and pulls me to her. “Damn it, Cyprian, you are a Rake, aren’t you? You are irresistible.” Her mouth is hot as I’ve gone too far for her to retain self-control.
I’m not sure if that matters or not. It’s me she’s counting on to keep my cock out of her.
Am I up to that yet…?
Chapter 5
CAMILLA
His tight and taut body is all over mine, grinding against me, making the soft cotton material move back and forth over my clit, igniting a hunger in me.
I can’t believe he wants to do this without going all the way!
I’m close to going over the edge when he stops kissing me and pumping away on me and moves down my body, pulling the pajama bottoms down only far enough so he can get to the goods.
I arch up to him as he blows on me. My fingers curve into the soft leather of the sofa. He blows and blows until I’m about to go crazy, I want his mouth on me so damn bad.
Just before I beg him, his lips touch me and I moan, long and hard, as his tongue moves in ways I didn’t know were possible. “Cyprian. Yes.”
He hums his response, sending a vibration deep into me. I can’t stop moaning and twisting as he makes magical things happen inside of me. On and on he goes, giving me his intimate kiss which rivals what he can do with my mouth.
One thought keeps coursing through my head. I don’t ever want to let him go. I want him more than I did before. I can’t think of anyone else doing this to me.
I want to scream out that I’m his and his, alone. I want to shout it out loud for everyone to hear. No one can make me feel this way. No one!
My body starts to tremble as it grows closer to reaching a place it hasn’t in over a year. My moan goes a pitch higher and then one more as the wave climbs to new heights. I shriek with my release and find him holding my ass in his strong hands as he pushes his tongue into me and sends me even deeper into the sweet ecstasy he’s found in me.
When my body eases, he looks at me with my juices wet on his face. His dark eyes are ravenous, like that of a wild wolf’s. He swallows hard, making his Adam’s apple bob in his throat.
I feel as if he’s working against himself right now. His chest is heaving as he tries to steady himself. I pull my shirt off and wiggle my finger at him. “Would you make love to me now, Cyprian? Because I’m pretty damn positive that I do love you. Do you think you might love me too?”
He nods and pulls his shirt off too. Then he goes savage and yanks my pajama bottoms all the way off then drops his and picks me up. I wrap my legs around him as he holds me higher than he is and looks at me as he lowers me to him.
“I have beaten you,” he growls. “I have made you into what I was afraid of.”
I shake my head. “No! No, I know I love you. I do. You haven’t beaten me. This is right. It’s good. We care for one another. This means something.”
“I want it to,” he says as he grits his teeth. “Are you on birth control?”
“Yes, you can be free with me, Cyprian. You’re safe with me. I’m clean and you must be too with all the condoms you’ve bought from me.” I giggle a little, earning a snarl from him.
“I’ve never done this without a condom, sheathing me.” His eyes grow bright and hunger fills his face. Then his eyes roam over the room and he stops them on something.
Grabbing my hand, he pulls me along with him as he makes quick strides toward a small round table with a few chairs around it. He spins me into his arms to face him. “Cyprian, can you tell me you love me?”
He nods as he caresses my cheek. “I love you, Camilla. I think I’ve loved you before I even met you. Now, don’t be afraid by this, but animal lust is burning inside me. I’m about to get very aggressive with you but after that, I will make love to you. It’s been too long and I have to get this part out of the way.”
My heart is racing as excitement runs through me. “Do what you need to do.”
His mouth crashes onto mine so hard, I taste a bit of blood as one of us has cut the other. I can’t feel any pain as adrenaline runs through me. I’m shaking with anticipation of what he’s about to do to me.
He ends the hard kiss then turns me around, quickly and pushes the top half of me down on the table, holding me down with one hand and running his other one over my ass.
Two hard slaps have me quivering with need then he slams into me and goes brutal on me. Slam after slam is made as he slaps my ass hard every so often, sending heat pouring through me.
I’ve never been treated this way and I’m on fire with how animal it is. His breathing is hard and even that has a lusty tone to it.
“Do you like it?” he asks between clenched teeth as he smacks my ass again.
“Yes,” I say and it comes out quivery.
“This is fucking, Camilla. This is all I’ve ever done. This is all I know. You will teach me how to make love in a little while but first I will show you what I know how to do.”
“I’m not complaining, Cyprian,” I manage to say as I’ve never been this stimulated before.
I find I’m pretty pissed at myself for holding the man off at all. He’s amazing!
My body starts to shake and my knees go weak as he takes me harder and more furiously. I shriek with the hardest orgasm I’ve ever had and he groans as he comes along with me. Then his teeth are on my back as he leans over me, biting me with his release.
I know it should hurt but it doesn’t, instead it sends me even deeper into the zone he’s putting me into. A level of Heaven I have lived my life unaware existed.
Before we’re all the way through with the orgasms, he pulls me up and I find him lying me on the floor where he moves over me. His eyes are glistening as he looks at me. “That was fifty times better than anything I’ve ever done before.” He kisses me, softly and sweetly. “Now it’s your turn to show me how you like it.”
Wrapping my arms around him, I pull him to me and hug him. “No, you know exactly what you’re doing. I don’t need to teach you a damn thing. I think I’ve only been with men who were doing it all wrong. Show me your ways, Cyprian. Take me into your world. Mine’s a bore.”
He laughs and gets up, picking me up with him. “To my bedroom then. The staff gets here at seven and I’d rather them not find us in here.”
“Do you really think we’ll still be at it by then?” I ask as he carries me up to his bedroom.
“Far past that, baby. Far past that. I’ve never had such a feeling. You may tire of me and the appetite I’ve found for you,” he says then growls again.
“I don’t know. I’ve found one for you as well.” I lean my head against his wide chest as he goes up the stairs.
“I’m sorry I’ve managed to change you instead of the other way around. I was trying so hard to be the one to change.”
“I know you were.” I trace a pattern on his chest as I think about how I’ve never been that fulfilled and he’s not even done with me yet. “I promise you. The way I’ve been doing it would leave you
wanting more. Now I’ve seen what it can be like, you’ll play hell getting rid of me.”
He stops on the top step and gives me a serious look. “I can’t imagine wanting to get rid of you.”
I sigh as he kicks his bedroom door open and takes me inside. “I hope you don’t get tired of me.”
“I hope you don’t get tired of me,” he says then tosses me onto the bed. “So, you want the real deal, huh?”
I nod as I look at him and turn to lie on my side, watching him stand at the side of the large bed. “I do.”
“How many times have you ever climaxed in a single night?” he asks me as he opens a drawer next to the bed.
“Um, the most I can recall is two. And a few hours apart.”
He shakes his head as his hand comes out of the drawer with a large dildo he turns on and it begins to glow pink. “Then you need to be conditioned to what will become your new normal.” He drops the thing which is vibrating and pulsating on the bed, making it vibrate too then he reaches back into the drawer and comes back out with a pink lace piece of cloth. “I’ll tie this over your eyes, so you can’t let anything else interfere with your experience.”
He picks up a remote and loud music fills the room. It’s got a hard beat and makes my insides shiver with the deep base of the music. I sit up and he puts the blindfold over my eyes. I can still see shapes but nothing else.
He hoists me up the bed until my back is against the headboard. Propping pillows behind my head, the next thing I feel is cold metal on my wrist then he pulls my left arm up and cuffs me to the bed. I find myself biting my lip as he does the same thing to the other.
Moving my legs up until my knees are bent, I feel him moving in between them and then the vibration begins on my clit as he touches the machine to me.
I can see his shadow as he moves his body up mine, taking the thing off me. His lips touch my ear. “Do you trust me, Cami?”
“Yes,” I say as I feel my insides squirming in anticipation. I have never done anything like this!
“If it gets too much for you, I want you to say the word lemon. You will shout for me to stop but I won’t. If you really need me to stop, say lemon.”
“Why would I tell you to stop?” I ask as I can’t see that happening.
“Sometimes the pleasure can become so great, you want away from it. Hence, cuffing you to the bed. But I want to go on as much as possible, so I can get you on my level. Okay?”
“Yes,” I say and feel fear, suddenly. “No one’s ever died of an orgasm overdose, have they?”
“Not under me, they haven’t. But then again, I’ve only dealt with professionals. So, you be sure to let me know if you can’t take it anymore.”
My heart is racing as he leaves one hard kiss on my mouth then I find the vibrator placed on my lips. “What?” I ask but it’s too late. He’s put it into my mouth.
Back and forth he goes with it. I suppose he’s teaching me how he likes his blowjobs which I’m not experienced at, so I may as well learn on this thing.
His cock is moving over my stomach as he moves the thing in my mouth. It’s growing harder and harder. Then the thing’s pulled out of my mouth and he slides it into me. I have never used one of these things and the sensation is totally different from anything I’ve felt before.
It’s stimulating everything and then something is placed against my rectum and I tighten up.
“Push, Cami.”
“Huh?” I ask. “Push what?”
“Like you’re taking a shit,” he says.
“What is that you have there?” I ask as it feels kind of small.
“My little finger. Now push and stop asking questions. Just feel it. Experience it.”
I shut my mouth and do as he’s said and feel his little finger enter me. I moan as he pumps and everything is going at me at once. I feel an orgasm tapping at the door and explode when he turns the vibrator up even higher.
I’m screaming with the way it feels. It’s not stopping, it’s climbing higher somehow and he makes the vibrator go even faster and it warms up. His little finger is moved and a larger one goes in and I shout as the orgasm won’t ebb. It’s hard and making me want to squirm but I can’t. My hands are immobile with the cuffs and he has my legs held down by his, somehow. I can’t move and the pleasure is too much.
“Cyprian, stop!”
He pulls the vibrator out and then I’m filled with him. “Yes, you’re primed for me. Your pussy is wetter than I bet it’s ever been. It’s pulsating all over my cock. I’ve never got to feel how wet a woman can get. It’s amazing. Keep it going, baby. Keep it up. You’re better than anyone I’ve ever had.”
With his praises, I manage to stop feeling so overwhelmed and get into a rhythm with him. The hard orgasm is finally subsiding into a dull throb as he moves, expertly.
“I love you, Cyprian,” I whisper, raggedly.
“I love fucking you, Cami. I’m completely addicted to you now.” He bites my neck and I shudder.
Addicted? I was looking for something else there. And he loves fucking me, not me?
Have I just made the worst decision I ever could’ve made …?
Chapter 6
CYPRIAN
Yellow rays peek through the curtains as Cami is nestled in my arms. She did better than I ever expected her to. And my need for her is still raging. I thought I’d have her once and be over it but that was far from true.
Nibbling her neck, I whisper. “I have to go to work but you can stay here.”
She grumbles and moans. “I can’t. You need to drop me off at the store to pick up my car. I have a test later this afternoon at the college. It’s a final, I can’t miss it.”
“Then get your lazy ass up, girl,” I joke with her as I give her a light smack on her ass.
“Ow!” she groans as she rolls over. “I’m sore all over.”
“I bet you are,” I say then kiss her swollen lips. “I think tonight I’ll add some spice to it.”
Her sleepy eyes open and she squints at me. “Um, you need more spice?”
I nod and smile at her then get up, pulling the blanket with me to uncover her naked body which wears my marks all over it. “I did eat you up, didn’t I?”
Her hands move over her body and I love the way they look as they do. “You did.” She smiles at the memory.
Throwing her clothes on the bed, I make my way to take a quick shower. “Do you prefer blondes or brunettes, Cami?”
“Um, I guess blondes. I consider you in that category. I never had a type before.” I glance at her over my shoulder and wonder how she’ll take what I want to watch her experience tonight.
As the warm water pours over me I think how lucky I am to have found a woman who is normal with an abnormal sex drive much like mine. It was destiny that brought us together, I can see that now.
When I get out of the shower, I find her dressed and pulling her wild hair into a ponytail. She smiles at me when I come into the room. “So, how’s this going to go, Romeo?”
“I’d like you to stay over as much as you can,” I say then go to find a suit in my suit closet.
“Okay. I have to work tonight. Only until eleven, though. Is that too late for you?”
“No, that’ll work for me. I can’t wait for tonight.” I pull my clothes on then go and take her up in my arms and deliver a kiss to her sweet lips. “You’re a rare find, Camilla Petit. I suppose it’s the French in you that has you so daring.”
She giggles and a pink blush fills her cheeks. “I suppose so. I am sore, though. I’m not sure how much I can take tonight.”
“No worries, a softer touch will be used on you tonight. You do trust me, don’t you?” I ask her to make sure.
She nods as I take her hand and lead her out of the house to the waiting car. Ashton meets us at the door and opens it for us. “Well, good morning you two. What a surprise this is.”
“Good morning, Ashton,” Cami says as she ducks into the back seat.
“Get use
d to this. She’ll be here a lot,” I tell him. “Did you get the crazy lady on a plane yet?”
“I did,” he says with a nod. “At six this morning. She’s no longer an issue.”
“Cool,” I say as I get into the back seat with Cami.
She rests her head on my shoulder as we ride to where she works. I nuzzle her cheek and whisper, “I can’t wait to get at you tonight, baby.”
She sighs and looks at me. “I love you, Cyprian.”
Looking into her blue eyes I see it there. It wasn’t before and now it is. To be in love with someone with the same kind of adventurous sex drive is a thing I never even wished for.
“I’m going to show you things you never even thought about before, Camilla.”
She shivers and I find that a good sign. “You are?”
“I am. You will never be bored with me. Not in bed anyway.” I kiss her waiting lips and relish how they feel on mine.
All too soon, we pull up at the store where her car is and I have to let her go. Walking her to her car, I hold my hand out for the keys and unlock it for her. “Until tonight,” she says then gets into her car.
I wave and go to get back into mine. I cannot wait to see how she takes my surprise!
I know it’s a thing she’s never done before…
Chapter 7
CAMILLA
My body has been on edge all day with the thoughts about what Cyprian has in store for me. I’m just about to start shaking with nervous anticipation as I pull up to his front door.
He meets me at it with a tall glass in his hand. “Drink this down fast. It will steady your nerves and ease the soreness from last night.”
I gulp it down without bothering to ask what it is. It tastes like a lemon-lime soda. “Thank you,” I tell him as I hand him the empty glass back.
He takes my hand and leads me straight up to his bedroom. “I bought you something pretty to wear. It’s open in the crotch area.” He stops at the edge of his bed and I see a dark blue lacey negligee on top of the blanket. “Go put it on and get your hair out of that bun. Make yourself look sexy for me, baby.”
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