by Mz. Lady P
“Let me go you Toucan Sam looking motherfucker!” I managed to turn around and start tussling with his ass, but he managed to pin my arms down.
“Calm the fuck down Sky before I slap your ass in the mouth.”
“I wish you would, bitch ass nigga.”
“That nigga you fuck with got you feeling real froggy. I’m already gone kill his ass. Keep it up and I’m gone kill your ass too.” I just started laughing at his ass. This nigga was jealous because I was spending time with someone else. He must have forgotten he has a bitch pregnant and she lives with him.
“You funny as fuck right now! Let me go and carry your ass on home to that dog looking ass bitch you live with.”
“Shut your stupid ass up Sky! That bitch don’t live with me. That’s why you out here acting like a hoe because you think that bitch living in my crib?” Tech was so close to my face. His breath smelled just like weed and Spearmint gum. I was trying my best to hold my ground and not cry, but this nigga has a hold on my heart. Not fucking with him is killing me. However, I know that I needed to do what I was doing for me.
“Just let me go Tech. I don’t even care no more.” There was them motherfucking tears.
“You don’t love me no more, Baby Sky?” He knows I love it when he calls me that. Tech knew exactly what he was doing.
“Of course I love you Tristan, but I have to love me more because you’re not loving me enough.” Tech wiped my tears away and spread my legs apart. He slipped his hand underneath my dress and started playing with my clit. I laid my head on his shoulders as he took me to the promise land with the stroke of his fingers. Tech knew how to make me cum without even sticking his dick in me.
“You been giving my pussy to that nigga Sky?” Tech ripped my panties off and unzipped his pants. He rammed his dick inside of me and caused me to yell out in pain because that shit hurt.
“No!” I had to yell. This motherfucker was nailing my ass to the cross. I swear I felt like I was dying from how rough he was being. At the same time the shit was turning me the fuck on. This nigga was murdering the pussy something kind of vicious.
“Are you giving my pussy away Sky?” Tech had grabbed me around the throat and he was choking the fuck out of me, as he continued to roughly fuck me.
“No Tech. This is your pussy baby. I would never give your pussy away. I love you.” I had to lie; this motherfucker was squeezing the shit out of my neck. He started to grunt and I knew that he was getting ready to buss. I was happy as hell because his big dick ass was about to give me a damn hysterectomy. Once he was finished he let my legs go, and he started to wash himself off. He wouldn’t even look at me.
“So, what does this mean Tristan?”
“It means you’re a motherfucking liar. You thought I didn’t know about you fucking a nigga in the bed we share. In the bed that my fucking money brought. Don’t look stupid now. Stay the fuck away from me you THOT ass bitch. While you’re out trying to prove a point, I broke shit off with Aisha. Shit is strictly about the seed she’s carrying. I did that shit because I thought you were loyal to me. Obviously, your young ass is not. Thanks for letting me see that before I risked my fucking friendship for your tramp ass.” He pushed me into the sink and walked away. There my stupid ass was looking stupid again. This nigga had fucked the shit out of me and left my ass hanging. Yeah I lied about fucking someone else, but what the fuck was I supposed to do? Tristan is dead wrong. He probably broke up with her but I guarantee you he was still fucking her. I cleaned myself up and was ready to head out of the bathroom, but I heard the toilet flush in one of the stalls. My heart started beating fast as hell, because I had no clue that anyone was in the bathroom with us. My heart dropped as I watched my mother step out of the stall. The look on her face was something I couldn’t even describe. I held my head down too ashamed to even look her in her face.
“Don’t put your head down now. I can’t believe you and Tech have been fucking behind our backs. How long has this been going on?” My mother was standing in front of me with her hands on her hips and a mean scowl on her face.
“Since my eighteenth birthday.”
“Come again Skylar?”
“I said since my eighteenth birthday.” I said it with an attitude because she heard me the first time.
“Really Sky? Five fucking years. Both of y’all are wrong on so many levels. He is ten years older than you. Your brother and your daddy are going to go ballistic when they find this shit out. If they kill Tech his blood is on your hands because you and him know better. There are certain lines that you just don’t cross.”
“Please Ma, don’t tell Jayceon or Daddy!” I latched on to her and held on for dear life. All I could think about was them killing him and I couldn’t live with that.
“You really love him don’t you?”
“Yes Ma, I do. We can’t be happy because we know that Jayceon is going to snap out. I’ll leave him alone Mommy, I promise. Just please don’t tell Daddy or Jayceon.”
“I won’t tell them anything Sky. You have to prepare yourself because what’s done in the dark will come to the light. You need to come clean to your brother.”
“I know I do Ma.” I wiped the tears from my face.
“Quiet as kept, I don’t blame you for being I love with Tristan. The way he was just putting it down had my old ass in that stall horny as hell.”
“Ma!” She hugged me and that made me feel a little better for the moment. I had so much going on in my head. Tech was mad at me thanks to Jayceon and his big ass mouth. I have no idea how to tell my father that I’ve been messing around with Tech for the last five years. Not to mention I’ve been pregnant by him twice. I know that Tech is mad at me and he knows how to hold a grudge. So, I have no idea when he will stop being mad at me. I love him but I really don’t care. He’s being the typical man. He can dish it out but he can’t take it. If this is how he wants to play it, fine by me. This shit just buys me time before telling my brother what’s been going on between us.
Chapter 15- Tina
It killed my heart as a parent to hear Skylar confessing her love for Tristan. To know that they have been hiding this shit from us for five years has me upset. Not because they hid it but because they felt like they couldn’t tell us. One thing I know just from hearing them, outside of the fucking, is he loves her. If he didn’t, he would give less than a fuck about her fucking another nigga. He’s in his feelings and that’s why he’s behaving the way that he is. I’ve known Tristan since he was a kid. If I wanted a man for my baby it would be him but the fact remains the same, he’s her brother’s best friend, and this shit is going to cause a rift between them. I’m not even understanding right now how they even crossed that line. I’m surprised they made it this far without getting their asses caught. Jayceon and Rock is going to go ballistic when they find this shit out. I’m not going to get in it. Skylar is a grown woman. However, her brother and father seem to forget that she is.
Speaking of Rock, I can’t believe he is being released early. I haven’t even told my kids about it. I haven’t spoken or wrote to this man in over seven years. All I’ve done is make sure his books were loaded and he had everything he needed to survive as he did his time. I had no problem with doing that because I know that he would have done the same for me. When shit was good, my kids and me wanted for nothing. He made sure we had everything. So, I feel like it was only right I hold him down.
I haven’t laid eyes on Rock in eight years. The last time I saw him was when I went to visit and his other family was there. All of the air had basically left my body as I watched the beautiful young girl and her two small children visiting him. To hear those kids call him Daddy and see how much they resembled my kids, hurt my heart. Rock looked up and saw me and just held his head down. He couldn’t even look at me. It took everything inside of me not to go off but the woman in me wouldn’t allow me to let his bitch see me act out of character. He had another family while married to me. Obviously, that’s where he wan
ted to be. I walked out of that prison and I never went back. I’ve never told my kids about what happened that day. When they ask why I don’t visit, I just say I can’t stand to see my husband like that. The motherfucker ain’t even my husband anymore; I divorced his ass years ago. I refused to stay married to him after the way he betrayed me.
I went so hard for Rock. If someone had come and told me my man had another family on me, I would have laughed at their ass. Not my Rock. He would never do anything to hurt me. We had been together since we were fourteen. We were more than just a couple, we were the best of friends. So, I was definitely hurt when I found out about his other family. Not because he cheated but because he felt the need to lie and keep it a secret when he didn’t have to. If our relationship had run its course, he was supposed to be a man about it and let me know. Of course I would have been pissed but I would have been appreciative at the fact that he told me. I’m not going to say he said fuck me and my kids because that never was the case. He begged me not to get a divorce in his letters but I wasn’t trying to hear shit. I just couldn’t get over the fact that here I was robbing banks with this man, and he had been betraying me in the worst way. Women need to understand that you can be a nigga’s Bonnie and hold him down no matter what. At the end of the day he’s going to still be a nigga. A lying cheating ass nigga.
I received a call from Rock’s parole officer saying that he is being released early and needs somewhere to go. I had no other choice but to let him come home to the house he had built up from the ground. I don’t like his ass, but I would feel bad not letting him come here. Plus, the kids would wonder why I didn’t let their father come home. I wasn’t ready to tell them that we were no longer together, but I had to before he made it home. I was not prepared to have him back in my daily life. I’m just getting used to him not being around.
*****
“I can’t believe Bella is pregnant. We have so much to do, Jayceon, before the baby gets here. I want to remodel your old bedroom for the baby.”
“I was telling Bella the same thing about our house. I think I want to buy an even bigger house than the one we have now. My little nigga got to have the best of everything.” Jayceon looked so happy after hearing that he was becoming a father again. Angelica’s death really fucked my baby up. Bella has really made him happy. The smile he keeps on his face is priceless. I didn’t even see that smile when he was with that crazy ass Fatima. Speaking of Fatima, I don’t trust her ass. There is nothing like a woman scorned and that girl is scorned. She lost her daughter and her man. Fatima is madly in love with Jayceon. She was just over here confessing her love for him and how she hated Bella. So, when Jayceon told me that she had given him her blessings on getting married to Bella, I knew the bitch was probably up to no damn good, I just don’t know what. I could be wrong about Fatima. I hope for her sake that she has seriously moved on because I would kill that bitch dead if she brought any harm to Jayceon, Bella, or my unborn grandchild. I’m not a killer but don’t push me.
“What did you call us over here for Ma? I have to get back home to Bella.”
“I have a date tonight and I don’t want to be late.” I just looked at Sky and rolled my eyes. She was really fooling herself if she thought that by going on all these dates with different men it would change the way she feels about Tristan.
“I just wanted to let y’all know that your father is being released early. He’ll be home next week.”
“Oh yeah? Pops about to touch down, that’s what’s up.”
“How did he get out early?” Sky asked looking scared because she knew Rock was going to get in her ass about this shit with Tech.
“I don’t know how he getting out early. All I know is his parole officer called and said he needed somewhere to parole to. It took everything in me to agree to let him come to my house.”
“What, you don’t want my Daddy at his own house?”
“It’s not that Sky, we are divorced.”
“Divorced!” they both yelled at the same time.
“Yes, we’re divorced. I’m not in the mood to tell you guys why. I’ll let Rock tell you when he makes it home.” I lit me a cigarette and walked away from Sky and Jayceon. They were grown as hell. I wasn’t about to sit and go into details about their father’s infidelity. I’ll let their father do that since they think the sun rises and sets on his ass. He needs to explain to my kids why he has children with another woman.
Chapter 16- Bella
Ever since I found out that I’m about to be a mother, I’ve been on a high. I just keep rubbing my stomach. I can’t believe that Jayceon and I are about to be parents. I think Jayceon and his family are more excited than me. I swear they have been fussing over me since I was discharged from the hospital. I was glad that Jayceon had finally given me some room to breathe. I love my baby and all, but he was acting as if I was an invalid. I was so happy when his mother called for him to come over to her house. I was able to get up and do some work. Since the robbery I haven’t left the house. A part of me was scared because I didn’t know if the robbers had my personal information or not. Jayceon assured me that everything was fine but I still had that fear inside of me.
I had received a call from my parents saying that they were going to file assault charges against Ms. Tina and Jayceon. I just hung up on their asses because they were doing the most. I had already heard about how they walked inside of the hospital all disrespectful and shit. I’m glad Ms. Tina and Jayceon put their asses in their place. They were starting to get out of hand with their blatant disrespect and lack of feelings towards me. I’m so fed up with them I didn’t even want to tell them about me being pregnant with their first grandchild. I doubt that they would accept a child that had ghetto blood running through his or her veins anyway.
I had found the perfect location in Miami Beach to put Bennett Realty. Things ended up working in my favor because I was able to take my clients with me. I was a good real estate agent and I made sure that my clients were always satisfied. When you do good business. You will always have loyal customers. I had spent the day reaching out to all of my clients and informed them of the new business move and they were ready. I also had new billboards and ads put up all over the city with me and Jayceon’s picture on them. This was a joint venture so it was only right I display my husband’s face along with mine. Since it was a family business I wanted to get Sky and Tina involved in it as well. They needed to learn the business aspect of everything. I know that being pregnant; there will be days when I won’t be able to go into the office, Jayceon is already busy with his businesses, so I would definitely need them to step up and keep things running.
I didn’t even realize I had dosed off behind Jayceon’s desk until I heard the doorbell chiming. I raised up and headed towards the front door. I looked through the peephole and it was officer Braxton with his fine ass. If I wasn’t with Jayceon he would definitely have a chance with ya girl.
“Hello Officer Braxton. Can help you with anything?”
“I’m sorry to stop by unannounced, Ms. Santos, but I got your personal information from your purse that you had left behind. I just wanted to bring it to you myself and see how you were doing.” I opened the door and stepped aside to let him in the house. We both went and sat down on the couch. He handed me my Gucci hobo bag and I began to go through the contents.
“Thank you so much. I can breathe a sigh of relief now. I was kind of scared the robbers might have taken it. As for me I’m doing just fine. Thank you so much for checking on me. I know that you’re busy, so this really means a lot to a civilian like me.
“Don’t mention it. I’m just glad that you’re okay. The investigation is still active so I’ll make sure to keep you informed on any new leads.” Officer Braxton stood up to leave and at the same Jayceon walked in the front door. He had the meanest scowl on his face as he stared Officer Braxton down.
“Hey baby! Look, they found my purse. Officer Braxton was nice enough to bring it over here to me.”
“See the Officer out Bella.” Jayceon walked past me without even saying anything. I was so embarrassed by Jayceon’s behavior. I hurriedly walked Officer Braxton to the door. Jayceon was upstairs slamming doors like he was crazy.
“Sorry about that. Thank you again for bringing my purse. I really appreciate it.”
“No problem beautiful.” An awkward feeling came over me. It was something about the way he looked at me when he said beautiful. I didn’t like the way his eyes looked. He had a sinister look about him. He walked out of the door and I immediately closed and locked it behind him. I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was off about him. I went to find Jayceon to see what the hell his problem was. I found him on the Veranda taking shots of D’usse.
“You must want me to fuck you up Bella,” Jayceon said as he knocked back a shot but looking at me like he wanted to kill me. I was shocked at the words he had just said to me. My feelings were actually a little hurt, hearing him speak to me this way.
“No, I don’t want you to fuck me up.”
“I can’t tell. You constantly letting that motherfucker flirt with you. You let that bitch ass nigga in my fucking crib. He didn’t have to bring you shit. He should have called and told you to come and get your fucking property like he’s supposed to do. I will kill that nigga, and your ass too if I even think you entertaining the motherfucking thought!” He was now yelling and spit was flying from his mouth as he chastised me. I knew he had a temper but he never channeled his anger towards me. I wanted to say something back but my words were caught up in my throat. Instead, tears just streamed down my face. Did he just threaten to kill me? I thought to myself.
“No problem beautiful,” he mimicked what Officer Braxton had said to me. He walked past me and slightly bumped into me. I didn’t even know he had heard the comment. Then I remembered the entire house had a surveillance system. I followed him upstairs and he was walking around the room like he was getting dressed to leave.