by Mz. Lady P
“You don’t have to leave, I’ll be fine. As far as you getting your family back, I really don’t see that happening any time soon.” I shook my head in agreement with her. It was too soon. I still needed to tie up some loose ends from some of my old heists. That nigga Bones had been paroled early and if he knew like I knew, he better have my two million or that’s his motherfucking snitch ass.
We had pulled off a heist at the Federal Reserve Bank in Chicago. We buried the money on his mother’s property as we eluded the police. That nigga got sloppy and got caught. Bitch ass nigga snitched without hesitation. I looked over at Tina and she was staring at me damn near slobbing. I smirked because she never could resist my pretty ass.
“You like something you see,” I said as I grabbed my dick. She might have divorced my ass but trust and believe this long stroke was embedded in her memory. I thought she was about to say something smart but she stood in front of me and pulled her dress down. My eyes bucked as I noticed that she didn’t have on any panties.
“Where your panties at? You out there in front of them lil’ niggas with no panties. Your ass is too big for that. We ain’t together but I’ll fuck a nigga up if I catch him looking.” She blushed and I meant that shit. At the age of forty-six, she had the body of an eighteen year old. No saggy skin, stretch marks or varicose veins. Most importantly she still had all of her teeth. Life hadn’t got the best of her while I was away. She always been strong as hell but right now she was having a weak moment. Hell we both were I needed to feel her. Even if this was the last time she let me hit. I was about to make the shit worth my while. Tina pushed me back on the bed and unzipped my pants. She reached her hand inside and pulled out my hard ass dick. I had so much pre-cum oozing, I just knew I was about to buss from the touch of her soft hands alone.
“You don’t have to do this Tina,” I said as I lifted her chin to look at her.
“I want to do it. It’s only right that you come home and get your first nut off from me instead of a random bitch in the street.” She lowered her head and went down as far as she could, pleasuring me with her mouth. I ran my fingers through her hair as I moaned out in pleasure. I knew I was getting ready to buss at any minute. I came long and hard as she sucked me dry. My old ass was sprung off her head game alone. I stood up and she pulled my shirt up over my head. She smiled as she ran her hand across my chest. I had gotten her name tatted in huge Old English letters. She started to kiss my chest all over. I had to come up out my fucking pants. I needed to get asshole naked. Tina was giving me the business and I wanted to get the full effect. I didn’t want her to think I had lost my spunk in the bedroom so I lifted her petite body, put her legs over my forearms and I held her up by the waist. With her free hand she put my dick at her opening and I rammed it in as far as it could go. It was definitely on and popping and we were in full beast mode, as we fucked each other like we used to back in the day. I damn near had her ass standing on her head as I nailed her ass. I had so much pent up frustration inside of me. I just took it out on her pussy. They don’t call me Rock for shit.
“I swear to God I missed your ass girl.’
“I missed you too. Ohhhhh! Shitttt! Rock.” Tina was screaming so loud I knew they heard her ass outside because the window was open. I knew they heard me too because I was moaning like a bitch. I laid her down on the bed and started to devour her pussy before I inserted myself back inside of her.
“I’m cumming.” Tina was shaking like a leaf so I knew she had cum. At the same time I let loose all inside of her. I howled out in pleasure as I felt her pussy contracting on my dick, squeezing my shit.
“That pussy even better than it was back in the day,” I said out of breath as I fell back on the bed.
“I’m not gone even lie, I need a cigarette after you put Rocky on me like that.” We both laughed because that’s the name she had given my dick back in the day. Tina was a low-key freak and ain’t shit changed. The way she just fucked me lets me know she missed a nigga, but I’ll let her play that hard to get role for now. Minutes later I looked over and she was sound asleep. Yeah, a nigga still had that dope dick. I let her sleep while I got dressed and went back outside to join the party. I needed to play catch up and see what these knuckleheads have been up to while I’ve been away.
*****
After the party winded down, I sat around making small talk with my kids. It was amazing how much they had grown up. Jayceon was every bit of me, from the way he walked to the way he talked. I had groomed him and his crew well and they were on their A-game. It was time for them to find something more legit. Let’s keep this shit one hundred. You can only rob banks for so long before the law catches up with you. I’ve kept up with all of their heists and I know they that should have a large chunk of cash put away to start some legit business ventures and that’s exactly what I’m on. A nigga is done with that robbing shit. Incarceration has got my ass walking on the straight and narrow.
“What’s wrong Sky? You’ve been looking sad all day. You not happy your Daddy home now?” I had been paying close attention to Sky and she had all types of emotions going on. One minute she looked mad and the next she looked sad like she wanted to cry. I know that she was older now, but I’ll kill a motherfucker dead for fucking with my baby girl.
“I’m fine Daddy. Of course I’m happy you’re home.” She kissed me on the jaw and hugged me.
“I need to talk to y’all about something serious. A lot has changed between your mom and me since I’ve been away. No matter what we love you and that’s all that matters.”
“It’s cool, Pops. We already know about y’all being divorced and you having other kids. A couple of years ago Sky’s nosey ass read y’all letters and that’s how we found out. We never said anything to Ma about it. She doesn’t even know that we know.” A wave of relief washed over me as my son and daughter forgave me for my indiscretions.
“I love you Pops. I’m about to head home and get some sleep. Bella has me in training to get my real estate license. Plus, I have to go shopping with her tomorrow for her wedding gown.”
“Okay baby girl. Call us when you make it home.” We hugged one last time and she left.
“So tell me about the beautiful Ms. Bella.”
“I don’t even know where to start. She’s the perfect woman. She’s loving, hardworking, and independent. I can go on and on about her.”
“Does she know what you do?”
“No, I haven’t told her yet. I’ve been thinking of telling her after this last heist I’ve got planned. I’m actually done with this shit. Bella wants us to open up a family owned real estate agency, Bennett Reality. I have to do this for her because she’s been nothing but good to a nigga. Her family doesn’t approve of me. They wanted her to choose either them or me and my baby chose me, so it’s only right I give her my all. Not to mention she’s about to give me another seed.” I looked at my son and I could tell that this was weighing heavy on him.
“Make sure you come clean. Bella is a different type of breed of woman. She don’t need you for shit and that makes it easier for her to walk away when shit hits the fan. I suggest you get rid of Fatima, she’s detrimental to your relationship and your freedom. I like her and all but she has sneaky bitch written all over her face. I don’t like the way she throws shots at Bella. Fucking around with her will have your ass in jail. Listen to me and listen good get rid of her ass before she fucks up everything. I love you son. Let me go in here and wake your Momma up. She been sleep for hours.”
“I’m glad you’re home, Pops. Don’t let Ma fool you. She really misses you.” We dapped it up and parted ways. When I made it back to the room to check on Tina, she was sitting up in bed naked with the Isley Brothers “Voyage to Atlantis” playing and smoking a joint. I got naked right with her ass and climbed into bed with her. For the rest of the night we made love and got reacquainted with one another. I felt good as fuck to be home. Without a doubt, I know that Tina and I will eventually make shit right betwe
en us. In the meantime, I needed to get my fucking money from this nigga Bones. If not, I was going to have to show his ass the old Rock.
Chapter 18- Jayceon
I was drunk as hell when I finally made it home. Bella looked like a beautiful angel as she slept. I took off my clothes and climbed in bed with her. I couldn’t help but hold her tight and rub her stomach. I had a second chance at fatherhood and I was going to be the best father that I could. I lacked so hard with my baby, Angelica. God is my witness I’m going to do better this time around. Bella moved closer to me and her ass was directly on my dick. I got rock hard instantly. I tried to pull her panties down but she knocked my hands away. That was surprising to me. Bella was always wet and ready for a nigga. I was too drunk to argue about it, so I was taking my ass to sleep. I don’t have time for Bella and her mood swings. That baby has her attitude through the roof and I can’t handle that shit.
The next morning I woke up and Bella wasn’t in the bed with me. I heard the water running in the bathroom. I knew that the morning sickness had been taking a toll on her, so I went in the kitchen and grabbed her some ginger ale and crackers. I looked on the counter for my phone but it wasn’t there. As soon as I went back into the room, Bella threw my phone at me and it almost hit me in the head, but hit the wall and shattered.
“What the fuck is wrong with your ass?”
“Who the fuck is India and why is she constantly calling and texting you?” I looked at her ass like she had lost her mind. I wanted to slap the fuck out of her for touching my shit but I knew that I couldn’t. Not to mention, shit is strictly business between India and me.Her ass had been calling me non-stop about those fucking diamonds. Little did that bitch know she was never going to get them. Snake ass hoe. Instead of me going in on Bella, I ignored her ass and started to get dressed.
“I know you hear me talking to your ass.” I walked past her and went into the bathroom. I made sure to slam it in her face. She was going crazy beating on the door and cursing like she was out of her mind. She barely curses so I was surprised at the shit that was coming out of her mouth. I could hear here getting winded so I hopped out the shower ass hole naked to open the door.
“You better calm your ass down before you hurt my fucking seed,” I said through gritted teeth.
“Who the fuck is she Jayceon or should I call you Blockka?”
“I suggest you stick to Jayceon because your ass ain’t ready for Blockka.” I went back into the bathroom and slammed the door. I knew that Blockka shit was going to come up eventually. When I came out of the bathroom, Bella was sitting on the bed looking all sad and shit. This was the first time I didn’t give a fuck about her feelings. She had no business going through my fucking phone. She thinks I’m cheating with the bitch India. I laughed as I watched her ass nervously chip away at her manicured nails. She was going crazy thinking about me fucking that bitch. I loved Bella and cheating on her was the last thing on my fucking mind. All I wanted was her and she should know that.
“I’m glad you think this shit is funny. Let’s see if it’s going to be funny when I pull a you on you.” Bella was really in rare form this morning. Hanging with my sister is really starting to rub off on her.
“Funny thing about trying to pull some shit on a nigga like me is it will only lead to two things. You either gone get your feelings hurt or get your ass killed. Make this the last time you touch my shit.” I finished getting dressed and I walked out of the door. I hated that she was crying but Bella crossed the motherfucking line. I love the shit out of her, however, I will not baby her when she accuses me of shit that I’m not doing. I could have explained myself but I didn’t have to. I wasn’t guilty of shit. I swear she was on the verge of seeing the other side of me she was not ready for.
Before I left the crib, I used the house phone to hit up my nigga, Tech, and told him to meet me at Joe’s Stone Crab. I was hungry as hell with a hangover that had me feeling like I was about to pass out. Before heading over to the restaurant, I stopped by the Apple store and grabbed me a new phone. I shook my damn head as I thought about Bella throwing my shit and breaking it. She needed to hurry up and give birth to my seed before I killed her ass.
“What the fuck took you so long?” Tech was already eating when I made it to the restaurant.
“I hate to grab a new jack. Bella went crazy on my ass this morning and broke my shit.”
“What the hell you do to her?” I knew this nigga was going to think I did something to her.
“I didn’t do shit. She went through my phone while I was sleep. She saw how the bitch India been calling me and texting me. She thinks I’m cheating on her.”
“Did you tell her that you didn’t fuck with the bitch like that?”
“Nope. I didn’t tell her ass shit. You know how I roll. I’ma let her think what she wants to think. She’ll think twice before she goes through my shit again.” I ordered some crab cakes and Corona with a lime. After we finished eating, we headed over to our headquarters. In two days, we were going to pull off this armored truck heist. I hate that I had to lie to Bella and tell her that I was going out of town. I was going to have Sky stay with her while I was gone. I needed to have my head in the game when we were pulling this shit off. I would be off my square if I were worried about Bella. After months and months of planning, everything was a go. All we had to do was pull the shit off. I thought about telling my crew that this would be the last heist for me, but I decided against it. I knew that they would be all in their feelings. Not to mention, trying their best to talk me out of it. They could talk until they were blue in the face, it didn’t matter. A nigga had a good run but now I was building a family; I’m out.
Chapter 19- Bella
Jayceon was really starting to show me a side to him that I didn’t like. The fact that he felt as if he didn’t have to tell me about the chick, India calling his phone, has me livid. Okay, yes, I went through his phone. That’s only because it kept going off while I was in the kitchen getting ready to fix him breakfast. There is no other man that would call my phone unless it pertains to business, but this chick was over doing her part. He had over thirty missed calls from this woman. Her ass comes off as a stalker to me, talking about he’d better call her back before she snaps. I wish I would catch another woman calling herself snapping on my man. That’s my job and I wish a bitch would. I’m not a violent person and I try not to be, however, Jayceon is really bringing out the bitch in me. In the last two weeks, we have had two big ass arguments and I don’t like it at all. I hate the way I feel afterwards. I feel like I’m losing Jayceon. Lately, I’ve been seeing another side to him. I’m green to a lot of shit but not the obvious shit. I know for a fact Jayceon is hiding something from me. If I find out he’s cheating on me I’m leaving him. I am too much woman to share my man with another woman. Either I’m all he wants or he doesn’t want me at all.
*****
“Oh my God! You look beautiful Bella,” Skylar said as I modeled the fifth wedding dress that I had tried on. I looked in the mirror and started to cry. Here I was trying on the dress of my dreams and I wasn’t happy at all.
“There you go crying again. I ain’t never seen no pregnant woman this emotional in my life. What’s wrong, you don’t like the dress?” Ms. Tina had got up and wiped the tears from my eyes.
“I love it. This is the one.”
“That damn dress is $40,000. You need to take it off before you mess it up.” Skylar and Ms. Tina helped me get out of the dress. I felt so bad that I was in such a bad mood. This was supposed to be a joyous occasion with my future mother and sister-in-law. All I was doing was sulking and that was so out of character for me. I was losing me while trying to find just who in the hell Jayceon really was.
*****
“What’s going on with you Bella?” Ms. Tina asked as we sat at Sweet Georgia Juke Joint eating fried chicken and waffles.
“I think Jayceon is cheating on me.” They looked at me and starting laughing. I really didn�
�t think anything was funny.
“Oh please Bella, believe me when I tell you, my brother is not cheating on you. He loves you so much. I have never seen him with any woman the way that he is with you. He’s so happy that y’all are getting married and having a baby.”
“He is really happy with you, stop crying, you got my grandbaby over there all stressed out and you know that’s not good.” Skylar and Ms. Tina got up and hugged me. It made me feel so good for them to be here for me. I literally had no family but them to lean on. I wiped my eyes and finished planning this damn last-minute wedding. I wanted to get home and just relax. Hopefully, Jayceon was in a better mood than he was earlier. I guess in a way I was wrong for going through his phone. I looked like an insecure woman this morning.
Later that night, I sat in the middle of the bed putting together a food menu for the caterer. Ms. Tina wanted to cook but I wasn’t having that. I wanted her to just relax and enjoy the reception. It was about one in the morning when Jayceon came in the room. I couldn’t sleep so I decided to read this book All I Want is That Hood Love by Mercedes G. It was a really good book. Ever since I got cool with Skylar, she has had me reading Urban Fiction, needless to say I’m hooked.
“Did you find the dress you wanted?” Jayceon asked as he sat on the edge of the bed and put my feet in his lap.
“Yeah. It’s so beautiful. I can’t wait until you see me in it.”
“I can’t wait either.” Jayceon started to kiss my feet and it felt so good.
“I’m sorry for going through your phone. It kept ringing and I picked it up to silence it. When I saw all the missed calls and then the messages coming through, I went crazy.” I removed my feet from his lap and moved closer to him on the bed and wrapped my arms around his neck.
“Don’t ever do that again. I need you to trust my word just like I have to trust yours. I’m not cheating on you with that bitch or any other bitch for that matter. You need to stop stressing yourself out. It’s not good for the baby, I can’t handle losing another child. I need for you to bring my seed in the world safe and sound Bella.” He turned around and now we were face to face in the bed, staring into each other’s eyes.