“I love you baby and finally we get a chance to be together like we always wanted. I promise you that I won’t ever hurt you again, Tegan. Will you give me a chance to be the man that Hayden wasn’t to you?” he asked. I nodded without having to give it a second thought. I was lonely and heartbroken. I wanted to feel loved so damn bad. You don’t know how bad you need something until it’s taken away. Hayden left me and with him, he took my heart. I felt so hollow inside now, and I just wanted that feeling to go away.
“Yes Eric, let’s give it a try,” I said looking up at him. Eric smiled as he wiped away a few stray tears.
“I promise you that you won’t regret this,” he said slipping his hand between my thighs. I nodded hoping not, as he pushed my thongs to the side and slipped two fingers inside of me. My walls clenched down onto his fingers, happy to feel some type of stimulation. He groaned looking down at me.
“Damn, Tegan. Let’s go to bed so I can put you to sleep,” he said smirking. I gave him a sexy smile for an answer and he pulled his fingers out of me. Eric raised himself up off of me then stood up. He helped me stand and together we walked into my bedroom. As Eric took my clothes off, I couldn’t help but to smile. Once Hayden saw that I was with him, he would be coming back to me with the quickness. If not, then I would be forced to sick Harper on Inga’s ass. She fucked Hayden so I knew that with persuasion I could get her to fuck Harper. I just needed to cause her as many problems as I could, so that she would be pissed at Hayden and then when she was vulnerable, Harper could swoop in and save the day. Inga swore she loved Hayden, but she didn’t even know his ass. She only knew about him from what I had told her. It wouldn’t take long to fuck up what they had but in the meantime, I was going to stay with Eric and enjoy his sex because although he wasn’t Hayden, he had some good ass dick, too.
Chapter Two
Inga
Your Facebook Account has been temporarily locked.
I closed my eyes to calm my nerves. This was the fifth time this month that Tegan’s bitter ass had locked my shit. I didn’t have time to go through my friends list to see what fake ass page she had made this time; hell, I had 3,500 Facebook friends. I tried to stand and I was hit with a wave of nausea. I had been feeling sick for a few weeks now and I was scared to go to the doctor’s office because as much as I loved my baby girl Aaleyah, I wasn’t exactly ready for another kid. I had just had my baby; she was only two months old. I didn’t want stair-stepper kids. Neither my body, nor I was ready for that.
“Inga, did you hear me calling you?” Hayden asked walking into the room, with his grey sweats hanging off his narrow waist, and his chiseled chest drenched in sweat. I frowned looking up at him.
“Tegan got my fucking account closed again! Did you talk to her about that shit Hayden?” Hayden sighed shaking his head.
“Look, she got to talking that shit when I dropped Hasan off, so I left before I ended up fucking her up,” he replied walking up on me. He bent down and gave me a big wet kiss. His tongue slid into my mouth and I moaned until I could taste his strawberry protein milkshake. Just the sweet, chalky taste of it made me gag. I jumped up and ran towards that bathroom that was connected to our bedroom. I made it just in time to throw up my breakfast that I had just eaten. Hayden walked into the bathroom and rubbed my back in circular motions.
“So a nigga got you again, huh?” he asked chuckling. I slapped his hand away and stood up. I brushed my teeth then looked at him.
“That shit is not funny. I just had a baby. Physically and mentally I am not ready to do that again. If I am pregnant, I’mma be forced to go to go the clinic,” I said then tried to walk quickly past him, but Hayden wasn’t having that. He grabbed my arm pulling me to his chest.
“Iggy, don’t fucking play with me. You are not killing my damn child. If you didn’t wanna get pregnant you should have gotten on some birth control before your ass left that hospital,” he said with his nose flaring and shit.
“Birth control? Hayden, you could have worn a fucking condom! I am breastfeeding your daughter so I said no to the birth control. I’m not having another baby right now,” I said and tried to get out of his grip. Hayden pulled me over to the mirror and sat me on the sink. He lifted up my silk night gown and quickly pulled it over my head.
“Inga, we not even about to entertain that shit you talking about. That could be my little man up in there and you talking about killing him. That’s some bullshit,” he said looking at me. If someone would have told me that I would be married to a man that had been with my best friend since forever, I would have probably fought them; but it was true. Life had somehow put Hayden and me together and I loved him more than I had ever loved any man, even my deceased ex, Dante.
Hayden stepped out of his jogging pants and grabbed my thighs. My eyes took in his beautifully sculpted, lean body. Hayden had a broad chest with a six pack so defined he should have been on the cover of a fitness magazine, but they probably would digitally erase all of his tattoos. Sometimes at night I would just trace his tats and grooves of his abs when we were in bed. He was just so sexy to me, and then there was his face. From his full lips, to his greenish, orange eyes that damn near hypnotized you when you looked into them, Hayden was just sexy. He had low cut hair that waved up with little to no manipulation and he had slanted eyes that were thickly lashed. He was a pretty boy, no doubt, but he wasn’t soft in any kind of way. Hayden kissed me on the lips while staring into my eyes, and I creamed for him. He knew my body and had learned it so fast.
“Is it wet enough ma?” he asked, rubbing the head of his penis in circles around my clitoris. I moaned slowly nodding my head.
“You know it is.” Hayden smiled.
“She better be. You’ve been a bad girl Inga. Daddy gone have to teach you a lesson for talking so reckless.” Before I could respond, Hayden thrust himself inside of me and started pumping himself in and out of me at an extremely fast pace. I held onto his arms as he buried his face into the crook of my neck.
“Oh…Oh God! Hayden!” I yelled as a powerful orgasm traveled through my body. Hayden picked me up and carried me into the shower, still sliding in and out of me.
“Damn baby you feel so damn good. I love this pussy. You know that Inga?” he asked. Hayden slowed down enough to cut the shower on. He took us up under the biggest shower head and hot water rained down on us. I closed my eyes moaning.
“Hayden...oh baby,” I moaned. Hayden sucked on my erect nipples as he pumped into me with his hands gripping my ass. He bit down hard on my nipple and I bit into his shoulder. His thick tongue flicked up and down on my nipple then he switched to the other one.
“We’re going to go to this bench so you can ride this dick,” he said and walked us over to the bench in the back of the shower. He sat down while still being inside of me. His hands went into my hair and he pulled it hard as hell. “Stop playing and ride it,” he said groaning. I slowly rose up and then slid down. Hayden looked up at me with the lustiest gaze.
“Inga, stop playing and ride this dick,” he demanded slapping me on the ass. I stood up on my toes and rode him as if my life depended on it. I had conformed to his size and was somewhat used to the length and the width, but even still he found new spots and definitely knew how to get me off within minutes. Hayden palmed my breast as I went up and down on him.
“Damn, right there ma, this pussy feels so damn good. Tell me whose pussy this is,” he said sliding his hands down to my waist. He held me up and pressed my breasts to his chest. I moaned loudly when he raised up to pump into me at a fast pace.
“It’s yours…it’s yours Hayden,” I moaned. Hayden bit down on his lip still pumping into me.
“You damn right it is. Don’t forget that shit either Inga. We’re having this baby,” he groaned and started coming inside of me. His thumb found my clitoris and sent me off into another orgasm before we were able to take a shower. Hayden washed me off before washing himself off. I dried my hair while he woke up Aaleyah to feed her.
I looked at myself in the mirror before I applied my makeup. I looked good but the new baby was taking away from me, whatever Aaleyah wasn’t getting from the breast milk. I was losing a lot of weight, and I liked being fit, but I didn’t wanna be skinny. I knew Hayden liked to be able to grab onto my ass so I needed to do some damn squats or something.
After I applied some light makeup just to enhance my creamy, brown skin, I got dressed. I had to work today and drop Aaleyah off to my mom so that she could watch her.
“You look beautiful baby,” Hayden said as I walked into the kitchen. He looked over my black Ted Baker London zip-front bandage dress with approving eyes. My eyes went to Aaleyah and she was lying in his arms, hungrily drinking her bottle of breast milk like she was starving. She was so greedy just like her father. I laid her dress and leggings on the counter smiling at her.
“I look skinny as hell and tired Hayden. I really don’t know if I can do this whole baby thing again. This shit is just too much,” I said pouring myself a cup of coffee.
“Inga. I’m telling you I would fuck you up then take your ass to court because you can’t do that shit without me agreeing to it. That’s my baby too,” he said as his cell phone started to ring. I rolled my eyes with my back to him as he picked up.
“What’s up nigga?” Hayden asked answering his phone on speaker.
“Ain’t shit. Aye, that nigga Eric back in town and guess where he was spotted at?” Romelo, Hayden’s brother said into the phone’s speaker. I continued to drink my coffee, all up in their conversation.
“Tegan’s house. Word is he has been there for a few days now. You know that’s not good for us, right? We need to meet up ASAP,” he replied.
“Hey, I’ll call you back,” Hayden said quickly, ending the call. I slowly turned around to look at him. Hayden was my husband now, but for a while he was Tegan’s husband and for years he was her boyfriend. I knew that he still had love for her. They shared a child together and history, but I felt without a doubt that he was over her. If I would have felt any different I wouldn’t be married to him. The fact that he has people sitting outside of her house has me wondering what’s really good with him and her.
“I’ll take Aaleyah to your mom’s,” he said giving me this panty wetter smile. I ignored his comment about dropping my baby off and glared at him.
“Why the fuck do you have people outside of her house Hayden? Why do you care if she’s back messing with Eric?” Hayden groaned as if I was irritating him by having questions.
“Look, Eric tried to get me put away and he could have killed my son when Tegan fell down them damn stairs, so that nigga is going to be handled. Tegan being with him isn’t good because she knows a lot of my damn business and I don’t want her ass to tell him about my shit. I’m not in the streets anymore, but niggas still know we have money so I have people watching her house just so I can make sure my son is safe,” he replied with an attitude. I sat my empty cup in the sink. I chuckled as I looked at him.
“You’re a lying motherfucka Hayden, now give me my baby,” I said walking over to him. Hayden looked up at me narrowing his eyes. I swear when he got mad it was like they changed colors.
“You better calm your ass down Inga. I said I would drop her off. I don’t give a fuck who Tegan talks to I just know she’s not going to be with Eric.” I laughed shaking my head. How the fuck was he going to be married to me but still policing who his ex-wife dated?
“That’s some bullshit and you know it. Let me find out that it’s something else and your ass is going to regret it Hayden. I won’t go through that same shit Dante put me through.”
“And you won’t! You really pissing me the fuck off Inga. I’m married to you and I wanna be with you. Don’t let Tegan and her bullshit cause problems for us. You know where I wanna be Iggy,” he said softening his voice. I kissed my baby girl a few times and looked at my husband.
“I’m gone Hayden,” I said and walked away. I was tired already and the day had just begun. I could hear Hayden moving quickly to catch up to me. He caught me as I approached the front door. His tall, warm body pressed against my back as he wrapped his arms around my waist.
“Don’t let this bullshit have you doing something that you shouldn’t. I don’t want Tegan and you know that. I just don’t want Eric in my business and raising my son. It’s the principle of the matter Inga. I can’t let him get away with the shit he pulled,” he whispered. I nodded wishing that it was just for that reason, but I knew it was more to it and I wasn’t about to allow Hayden to convince me it was something different.
“It’s more than that and you know it. What I’ma need for you to do is decide if you wanna cause problems with your new wife because you trying to handle problems that you had with your old wife now let me go so I can leave.” Hayden groaned and turned me around. “Give you husband and kiss and stop bitching Inga. My baby got you mean as hell already shit, that might be another girl,” he joked. I tried to push him off and he cupped my face. “I love you baby. I promise you that I’ma handle all this shit with Tegan and she will stop harassing us,” he promised and gently kissed me on the lips. I allowed him to kiss me until Aaleyah started crying. He groaned pulling away. “We still good baby. Are you mad at me?” he asked. I shook my head so that his ass could go tend to my baby. Hayden smiled letting me go.
“Good, I’ll be by with your lunch. I love you,” he said kissing me on the cheek.
“I love you too baby, now can I go?” Hayden laughed.
“Yeah you can go with your mean ass and you right, you are getting slim. I’ma have to take you to my mom’s so she can fill you up with some of that good soul food. Matter fact I’ma have her fly out here,” he said nodding. I wanted to scream “no” because his mother did not like me, but I just turned to leave because I didn’t have time to argue with him about it. I walked out of our tall, wood double doors and walked down our cobblestone steps. Hayden and I lived in a beautiful, spacious home in a very nice subdivision in Novi. As I walked to my car I noticed that I had a note stuck on my windshield. I walked a little faster to get to it. I usually parked in our three-car garage but last night I forgot to. I grabbed the note as Hayden watched me from the doorway holding my baby.
Just wanted to say rise and shine bitch! Are you happy living my life and fucking my husband? Your time is coming and when that shit catches up with you I’ma be sooooo happy! I hate you hoe!!! Just die bitch!
“What’s going on?” Hayden asked walking up to me with the baby. I handed him the note and climbed into my car. I quickly backed out of the driveway as he yelled my name. I knew that sooner or later I was going to have to beat some sense into Tegan’s ass.
****
“I’ve missed you and that baby,” Harlow said smiling at me. I handed her Aaleyah smiling. Harlow was my only friend that kind of messed with me. She had a lot of her own shit going on, but she managed to see me on the holidays and she threw me a baby shower at my parent’s house. I do miss Elsie, and I used to miss Tegan until she started with her bullshit. Harlow was now a mommy herself, to two beautiful twin boys. She had a nanny that helped her out with them. She was married to twin brothers that were like Moroccan princes.
“So Tegan has been harassing me. I know that you are still close with her so I’m not trying to put you in an uncomfortable position, but Harlow, I’m going to have to beat her fucking ass.” Harlow continued to slowly rock Aaleyah. It had been two days since Tegan left that note on my car and she was now leaving me messages under all of my pictures on Instagram, with fake accounts. I finally just deactivated all of my social accounts.
“Aren’t you pregnant again? You can’t be fighting and I don’t wanna see y’all fighting. Tegan is with Eric, so maybe she will slow down on the harassment,” Harlow replied, looking very uncomfortable with the topic. I dropped it because at the end of the day, I knew like she did that Tegan was never going to stop not until I made her.
“Well in other news, Hayden has flown his mother d
own to stay with us and she is getting on my last damn nerves, trying to feed me a seven-course breakfast and shit. I’m used to eating bagels and maybe eggs and bacon. It took her two hours just to cook. I was so stuffed once I finished eating I went back to bed and was late for work.” Harlow looked up at me and laughed.
“Wow, she’s trying to thicken you up. Did you tell here that you like healthy food and that you work out?”
“No, she would have just made what she wanted to anyway. I mean, he flew her here to
feed me. Do I look that little?” I asked and looked down at myself. Harlow quickly shook her head.
“No, you’re small but you’re still beautiful and I’m sure once you’re vomiting stops you’ll pick your weight back up,” she replied.
“How is both of your twins?” I asked her.
“My babies are good but my husbands are another story. You know I’m estranged from Marcos so I have no idea what the fuck he’s been doing, but Marcio has been fine, I guess. Jaycion just moved back and the twins wasn’t happy about that. They be on my ass like white on fucking rice now, even going the extra mile and attending my substance abuse meetings with me. I’m happy I was able to meet you here by myself, shit. I feel like I’m going crazy because even though I love my husbands, I’m starting to doubt if I did the right thing by being with them, but they go ballistic when I start talking about separations. I don’t know what to do,” Harlow confessed. I gave her an apologetic smile. It was nothing worse than seeing your friend stressed and you didn’t have a solution to their problem.
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