“It was exactly what it looked like. You was with Tegan up at your bar chilling like everything was all good, when she done vandalized my car, cut my neck and caused all type of trouble. That’s what I saw. Keep doing you and I’ll give you all the time you need to chill with her,” I said to him. Hayden turned me around and grabbed my face so that I could look up into his eyes. He smiled down at me lovingly.
“I’m not even gonna respond to that last shit you said. It’s our time to chill and I refuse to argue with you about Tegan. I came home to you and if I remember correctly, stayed between your legs until you went to sleep. I love you baby, now get naked so we can get in the Jacuzzi. I’ll call my mom and make sure Aaleyah is okay,” he said and kissed me on the lips. He tried to stick his tongue in my mouth and I stepped away from him. He gave me a sexy grin as he licked his lips. “You being a bad girl Inga, I’ma have to punish that pussy. The more you try to push me away the deeper I’ma be sliding up in that pussy, so keep cutting up,” he said giving me a look that had me creaming my panties. I walked away shaking my head. I went into the bedroom and took off my Pink, Detroit Tigers tee and my black yoga leggings. I slipped off my undergarments and went into the bathroom. My stomach was getting bigger, quicker this time around. I had a small baby bump and my breasts that were already a nice size, were now heavier with darkened areolas. My hips were spreading and my ass actually had a little weight behind it. My hair was healthy, with a shiny, glossy look to it and I just had that natural glow that pregnant women get. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I had been pigging out on the plane so I wanted to freshen up my breath.
I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed. I loved my ex, Dante, with all of my heart and all that left me was broken at the end. Now I had Hayden and I loved him even more then I loved Dante. I didn’t wanna lose him but damn, I sometimes felt like because of the way we hooked up that we weren’t going to last. That was a fear I would never tell anyone but it was a very real possibility that I prayed that day never came true. I went back into the bedroom and the soft voice of John Legend played through the suite. I smiled as I oiled up my body. I was throbbing in between my thighs because since I had found out I was pregnant, it seemed like I was always horny.
“Baby…damn, look at you,” Hayden said from the door. I looked up and he was wearing his black Armani boxers, while his dick fought against the fabric to break free. I took a second just to admire his body. He was tall and lean with minimal muscles but he was in no way shape, or form, a skinny man. His pecks, stomach and six pack was begging me to lick and suck on them when his erection was making me wanna drop down to my knees and open my mouth. I imagined all of the things that I was going to do to his body as his beautiful eyes slowly slid up and down my body. An appreciative smile washed over his face. “Come on,” he urged holding his hand out. I walked over to him and grabbed it. He pulled me out of the room and up the stairs. Once we reached the top, Hayden stepped out of his boxers and together we stepped into the warm Jacuzzi. I sat down and Hayden grabbed a plate of chocolate covered fruit that I didn’t even see, from behind me on a stand, and placed a chocolate-covered strawberry at my lips.
“Open up,” he demanded staring me in the eyes. I opened my mouth wide and he slipped the end of the strawberry in it. I took a small bite and moaned when the sweet flavor hit my tongue. Hayden slid the half bitten strawberry down the side of my neck and licked the juices off of me.
“You are so beautiful baby,” he said as he put the strawberry away. He grabbed a banana and rolled it in chocolate. He brought it around to my mouth and smiled. “Suck it Iggy,” he said putting it towards my mouth. He rubbed the chocolate onto my lips and slowly slipped it inside of my mouth. I slowly sucked on the end of it as I looked Hayden in his sexy eyes. “Shit, suck it just like that,” he said groaning. “I want you to suck me just like this baby,” he said in his deep ass voice that had me so turned on. I nodded and he pushed the whole banana in my mouth. “Damn Iggy,” he groaned. I sucked all of it as I maintained eye contact with him. “Shit, you got my dick so hard,” Hayden said as he pulled the banana back out shaking his head. He put the banana away and grabbed some whip cream. He sprayed it all over my breasts. I moaned from the coolness of it. He slid in front of me and grabbed my breasts in his hands. “You gotta stop doubting us Iggy. I am so in love with you that sometimes it scares me. Time doesn’t equal love baby. It’s people that stay together for years and they hate each other. I love you and only you. My baby in your belly signifies that. My ring on your finger and you having my heart should show you that. I would never hurt you,” he said and started sucking on my nipples. I closed my eyes moaning.
“Ummm.” Hayden licked the whip cream off of one breast and went to the next one. His warm, thick tongue sucked and licked on me until I was whip cream free. He grabbed some chocolate syrup and trailed a little bit on my neck. He licked it off and sucked down hard on my skin. His hands felt amazing against my body, as they caressed every dip and curve that I had. He sat next to me and looked me in the eyes. His gaze was filled with a mixture of lust and love. He licked his swollen, full lips.
“Come here ma,” he said touching my waist. I sat up and slowly climbed onto his lap. He held me up so that I could slowly slide down onto his rock hard erection. We both moaned as I took him in. His curve found my spot instantly and I rocked against it. He held me in place to stop me from going too fast, as the music switched from John Legend to Miguel’s “Pussy is Mine” track. Hayden groaned slapping my ass.
“You know this my song Inga. Is that pussy mine?” he asked looking me in the eyes. I nodded slowly, sliding up, winding my hips. There was no greater feeling than being intimate with a man you loved. Just that thought alone had me ready to climax.
“You know it is baby,” I said sliding back down and squeezing his him as hard as I possibly could. Hayden bit down on his bottom lip.
“You riding this dick ma and you right, that pussy is mine. Show me how good she feel to have daddy up in her,” he said eyeing me lustfully. I raised up and tried to slam back down on him, but he grabbed my waist. I grabbed onto the top of his shoulders and started to ride him slow and deep. He groaned.
“Damn ma. Tell me how much you love me?” he demanded, gripping my ass as I rode him. I closed my eyes briefly, enjoying the fullness of him.
“So much baby, with all of my heart I love you,” I said allowing for a few tears to escape. Hayden groaned in pleasure.
“Stop crying baby, I’m not going anywhere and neither are you,” he groaned and kissed me. I nodded speeding up the pace. “That’s right, ride your dick baby,” he encouraged slapping my ass again. I sped up the pace and his curve hit me so good I started cumming.
“Oh shit Hayden!” I moaned. Hayden sat up and started pumping into me.
“That’s it baby, come on this dick…shit you so wet,” he moaned. He pumped into me until I came and then he pulled us out of the Jacuzzi. He led me over to the bed and laid me on my back. He crawled between my legs and pulled my clitoris into his mouth. I moaned grabbing his head, pushing him further into me.
“Hayden…damn baby. You do me so good,” I moaned on the verge of cumming again. Hayden slid his tongue down to my opening and stuck it in while his thumb played with my clitoris. Pleasure so good that my toes curled, swept through my body. I started to cry from the euphoric feeling it gave me. I came all over Hayden’s tongue and then he sat up. He pulled one of my legs up and rested it against his chest, while the other one wrapped around his waist. He thrust his large dick into me and we both moaned with pleasure.
“Shit! This is the best I ever had Iggy. I could never get enough of you,” he said pounding into me. I tried to scoot up some and he shook his head.
“Nah, I told you I was going to punish your ass. I hate it when you start questioning us. Can’t you feel how much I love and want you?” he asked and slowly slid all the way in me. I nodded giving him a face that had a mixture of pleasure and pain written
all over it. Hayden stuck his finger in my mouth and I sucked it hard, as he fucked me mercilessly. He allowed for my leg to fall and he kissed me.
“I’m never going anywhere baby. You are where I belong. I wasn’t playing when I said that this pussy was made for a nigga now grip your dick so I can come in the best shit I ever had,” he demanded. I gripped down hard on him and he closed his eyes. His face fell into my neck and he started jerking inside of me. “Shiiit baby,” he gritted out pumping into me. Once he was back to soft, he slowly pulled out of me and fell down beside me. He kissed me on the cheek as he breathed hard. His hand went to my stomach and I looked at him. I loved him so much that it really was crazy, but I never wanted the feeling to leave.
“We created Aaleyah and even though I didn’t love you at that moment, I do now. This baby was damn sure made out of love baby. You have to know that everything I do is for us. I stopped the escort business because you weren’t comfortable with me doing it. I don’t do shit with drugs anymore. I’m clean baby and I just want for us to be happy. Yes I was with Tegan for years, and I loved her a lot at one point in time, but that love is now gone. A lot of people might think I’m a grimy ass nigga for what I did, but Tegan had been fucking around on me for years. Not once did I cheat on her. I think about every move I make Inga. I gave her chance after chance and she kept cheating and lying.
That day when Romelo and I rolled up on you, it really was just to check you about my brother but then I started to see you differently. We kicked it with you all day and the whole time I was thinking about how you were with a nigga that didn’t love you, just like I was married to a woman that didn’t love me. They both were not appreciative of the loyal motherfuckas they had in their corner. I saw how down you was for Dante. Even when you knew he wasn’t shit, you still stayed. You didn’t cheat and I liked that. You’re a good ass woman baby and I wanted to show you how it felt to be with a good ass man. I wanted to give you everything your heart desired because you deserve it. Tegan wasn’t appreciating the shit. We did something for us bae. Fuck whoever has a fucking problem with it. If I would have been cheating on Tegan and she left me for my right hand, motherfuckas would have been high fiving her ass. It’s because I’m a nigga that they tripping but I don’t give a fuck. Are you going to allow them to dictate what the fuck we do?” he asked. I shook my head. Hayden grabbed me and pulled me on top of him. I grinded against him until he hardened.
“Then fuck them. The next time Tegan or any fucking body come at you with some bullshit, ask them where I’m at and that should shut them the fuck up, because I’m right where I wanna be, now ride on this dick ma,” he said smiling up at me. I smiled and did as I was told.
****
A few days later I stood at Tegan’s front door holding Aaleyah. I didn’t wanna be here but I just couldn’t shake the feeling that she was up to some shit. Hayden and I spent some much-needed time in the Poconos but once I got home, I still wasn’t okay with all of the shit Tegan had been doing. I felt like I needed to sit down with her and remind her that even though she had him in the past, he was mine now and no matter what she did, he wasn’t going anywhere. I wasn’t forcing him to be with me he stayed because he wanted to.
I looked down at my baby and smiled. She was a splitting image of her dad. Smooth caramel colored skin with soft, wavy black hair and greenish, orange eyes. She had the fattest cheeks and the longest legs. I knew she was going to be tall like him too.
“You have got to be kidding me,” Tegan said as she answered her door. I was neither afraid nor threatened by her ass, that’s why I brought my baby along. I wanted her to see that whether she wanted to accept the shit or not, Hayden and I were a family.
“We need to talk, don’t you think?” I asked looking at her. Tegan looked from me to my baby with a frown on her face. She smoothed down her bone straight her that was pushed away from her small pretty, dark face and she shook her head. Tegan had always been beautiful but the attitude she was showing me made me look at her an entirely different way.
“Humph, I guess,” she said and turned around. I stepped into the house that she used to share with Hayden and closed the door. I walked down the hall and went into her spacious living room. I sat down on the sofa across from the one Tegan sat on and looked at her. Tegan looked at me then glanced at Aaleyah with nothing but hate in her eyes. I mean she could be mad at me all she wanted, but for her to look at my child like that pissed me the fuck off.
“She has done nothing to you Tegan,” I said reading her thoughts. Tegan looked at me and smiled.
“No she hasn’t but her mother has. You know when I think about you, I think about all of the good times we had and it just breaks my heart. I would have never thought in a million fucking years that you would do me like that. I mean, had you always been fucking him?”
“Tegan, I never looked at him like that until he came on to me. Yes, it was wrong, but it happened. I don’t know what you want me to say,” I said getting tired of repeating myself. Tegan sat up in her seat.
“How about I’m sorry! What the fuck Inga, you fucked my husband, had his kid and married him! Bitch I wanna hear I’m sorry! I wanna hear it was a mistake not it happened. Fuck whatever I did at the end of the day, you was fucking wrong! Hayden is a man but you were my friend Inga. That I spent weekends with. We lost our virginity on the same fucking day. You were my sister and you did this to me. You fucking gutted me. No matter what I did you had no right to fuck him; he was off limits and should have stayed that way, because he belonged to me. No matter what he’s telling you he is mines. I have sucked and fucked more cum up out of him than you ever could. I own his heart bitch you are just renting it. Don’t let him fool you baby; he still wants this and still loves me. I know it and so do you. That’s why you in here now trying to show off your little mistake and pretend that you that bitch. Bitch, I been his bitch when he ain’t have shit with no money to his fucking name and I’ll always be his bitch. You’ll soon be an afterthought because he only used you to hurt me and now that it’s done he’ll be back. I can promise you that shit. You can’t even make eggs how the fuck you gone keep him happy? Sucking dick is only going to get you so far. Now bitch, get out of my face and go eat a fucking burger or some shit. I have work to do,” she said and sat back on her leather couch. I took a deep breath to calm my beating heart down. I wanted to rip her fucking head off of her body.
“I came here to try to call a truce with you but I see you too bitter to move the fuck on. So I’ll go with my mistake home to my husband. You have a good day doing whatever the fuck it is that you do and I’ll do what it is I do, which is love my man and take care of the family that we have. I am expecting baby number two and I can assure you this one wasn’t a mistake. Bye bitch,” I said and stood up.
“Fuck you Inga. Stuck-up ass bitch acting like she ain’t do shit wrong. Now you in here trying to fix your conscious but it’s not gonna make what you did any better. Your karma is coming and don’t think for a second Hayden is faithful to you. Dante cheated on you with every bitch that he could and Hayden will do the same. I know he will,” she yelled out to me. I stopped walking and turned around. I looked at her and could see just how angry and hurt she was. I never set out to hurt anyone, I swear I didn’t. The reality is that I did and well, I won’t apologize for my kids or being happy.
“I’m so tired of arguing with you about this shit. You have made my life a living hell Tegan, but even in the midst of all that, I am still happy. I still wake up and go to sleep with the love of my life. I still come home to bubble baths and good dick. Coming here was a mistake but you have every reason to be mad when I should be taking notes from you on what not to do so that I can keep my man. Keep doing whatever the fuck you been doing because the shit isn’t gonna work.” I walked out of her living room wishing I had taken my ass home instead of coming here. I quickly strapped Aaleyah into her car seat once I got outside, and decided to stop by a local soul food spot to get some food to bring in,
because I had been craving soul food and even though Hayden’s momma could cook, I didn’t want her doing shit for me. I was a mile away from the restaurant when I realized my back tire was flat. I pulled over onto the side of road and shook my head.
“Ugh…this that bullshit,” I complained. I called road side assistance then sent Hayden a text explaining that my tire was flat. Hayden text me back that he was on his way. I put my phone away as bright lights flashed through my back window. “That was fast,” I said and climbed out of the car. The face that emerged from the truck behind me was one I hadn’t seen in a while.
“Harper? What are you doing here?” I asked him feeling a little uneasy about him showing up. How the hell did he even know my tire was flat? Harper looked at me and he smiled. He was still sexy as ever but even that didn’t distract me from the fact that he shouldn’t be here.
“I spotted your car,” he replied looking at my tire. I eyed him knowing it was bullshit.
“Really? How do you even know my car and I didn’t know I was the only person with this kind of car? So tell me why you are really here,” I asked.
“Did you like the flowers?” he asked walking up on me. He grabbed my hand and no matter how hard I tried to pull away I couldn’t. “I mean I spent two-thousand dollars on them roses, can I get a thank you?” he asked looking down at me. Aaleyah started to cry and the tow truck pulled up. Harper pulled me to his body and kissed me hard on the lips. He bit my bottom lip so hard it split causing it to bleed. I shoved him back and he allowed me to. He smiled backing away from me.
“I was going to be the good guy and let you go but I can’t, and I see that you don’t want me to. I’m a make shit right with us baby, I promise,” he said and quickly walked away. I stood speechless as the tow truck guy climbed out of his truck. His words sounded foreign as he talked to me. I nodded until he walked away to change my tire. Hayden pulled up as he lifted the back off my car with Romelo in his newest car; this expensive ass custom-made Shelby that he didn’t need.
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