by Lydia Dare
just servants' talk. I do not actually believe such a
creature exists. My valet, however, swears that his
cousin, who is in Eynsford's employ, is convinced
that an evil monster stalks the halls of the marquess'
residence and has torn the interior to shreds on more
than one occasion. It sounds ridiculous, I know.
When are you returning to London? We have
much to catch up on and haunts to visit.
Sincerely,
Richard
Will frowned at the letter in his hands. The Monster of Eynsford Park? It didn't take a genius to realize the creature mentioned in the letter was a Lycan. The question was why did Eynsford destroy his own property? Every Lycan of Will's acquaintance went out of doors to transform.
Will and his brothers had been taught by their father to respect their Lycan traits and to do what it took to keep others safe. That meant retreating to the forest and into solitude when the moon was full. Indoors, a Lycan could react like a caged beast and could be a danger to those around them.
Thank God, Prisca would be safe from him from now on.
Eighteen
Prisca heard her father bellow her name from the bottom of the staircase, but she ignored him completely. He'd already sent Molly, two other maids, and the butler to rouse her, but she refused to go down. When Molly informed her that the Westfields had arrived with a special license in hand, Prisca knew her time was up.
Still, she wasn't ready to give in. So she settled back in her bed and continued to stitch the gown she'd designed for Lady Elspeth. It was easy to escape into her own mind as she hemmed the gown, the task soothing in a way that would have been difficult to explain to someone else. Somewhere in the back of her mind, she hoped if she ignored them long enough, they would all go away.
A knock sounded on her door, which Prisca promptly disregarded.
"Miss," Molly's voice filtered into the room. "Everyone is at sixes and sevens. Please do come down. I'm afraid Sir Herbert is going to come up here himself."
Prisca could imagine her father doing just that.
? Her brothers were probably all scowling at each other and pacing the floors, except for Garrick who would stand very sto ically in Papa's study, all pious with his Bible, ready to shackle her to William Westfield for life.
Unfortunately, she could also imagine what life with William would be like—constantly wondering where he was and who he was with. Was he under a whore or on top of one? Was he searching for a mistress? Or a widow with whom to while away his days?
Prisca opened the door marginally and jerked her maid into the room. The surprised look on the girl's face quickly turned to annoyance as she rubbed her wrist.
Prisca had to know. She'd never asked about the results of her little test the night she'd sent Molly to seduce Will. The very thought that he might have taken her up on it had nearly eaten Prisca up inside. So, she'd pushed it to the back of her mind.
"Tell me," she blurted out.
"Beg your pardon?" Molly returned, the look on her face making Prisca feel horribly guilty for using the woman in the first place. Molly had a kind heart. And had always been good to Prisca.
"The night I asked you to seduce Lord William, Molly."
Prisca knew the moment the girl remembered the event. A quick smile spread across her face. "What would you like to know?"
"Did you offer yourself to him?" The very thought made tears well up in Prisca's eyes.
"In a manner of speaking…" Molly hedged.
Prisca began to tap her foot against the rug. "Can you be more specific?"
"I put myself in his path the night of your party. The one the duke and duchess attended."
"I remember. Please continue."
"He thought it was his fault, but I ran directly into him. He reached out to catch me and set me back on my feet." Her face took on a dreamy quality. "He is a very nice man."
"Molly!" Prisca would wring her neck if she didn't get to the meat of the matter.
"Yes, yes. I'm getting to it. He paid me no mind at all."
"None?"
"Not a bit. I even told him I had injured my ankle. And asked him to take a look. I pulled my skirts up around my knees." She blushed furiously. "But he simply left me alone to go and find someone else to help me. That was when he sent Mr. Hawthorne." This time, the girl flushed
and
fidgeted.
Prisca raised one eyebrow at her. She had a very good idea which Mr. Hawthorne had seen to Molly. "Blaine?"
"We are discussing
your
relationship, miss."
"Maybe he has changed?" she asked quietly.
"I would wager on that," Molly said definitively.
"Thank you, Molly. You may go."
"Yes, miss." When Molly got to the door, she turned back. "If I may, miss, I'd advise you not to let the past cloud your future."
Prisca just nodded and chewed on her bottom lip as the maid slipped out the door.
If she looked in her mirror, she probably wouldn't even recognize herself. She prided herself on being confident and composed at all times, but she didn't feel very well put together anymore. In fact, she was a complete mess. Prisca turned and buried her face in her pillow and let out a muffled scream. It was the only thing she could think to do at the moment, and it did help relieve a bit of pent-up frustration, but only a bit.
A heavy fist pounded on her door, heavier than Molly's knock in any event.
"Go away," she called.
"Prisca," her father intoned. "Open the door."
"Papa, may I have a moment, please?" She glanced toward the window. If she wasn't on the second story, she might be able to jump to her freedom. But there were stone tiles below her. Maybe she'd only break a bone or two. How far could one travel with a broken bone? She hadn't gotten very far with a twisted ankle. Could she hobble to the stables before anyone caught her?
Her father called again, "If you don't open this door, I will break it down. You are
not
too big to paddle over my knee."
Prisca gasped. "Papa, I'm not dressed!" she stalled. In fact, she
was
only wearing her nightrail. After all, she saw no reason to dress since she didn't plan to leave her room until the end of time. Besides, it made it easier to wallow in her own self-pity.
She heard a shuffle outside the door. A clink and a clank later, the door was lifted off its hinges. Only it wasn't her papa standing on the other side. It was Will. She pulled her wrapper from the end of the bed and slid her arms into it.
"You should
not
be here," she hissed.
He stalked into her room. "No,
you
should not be
here
," he whispered vehemently. "You should be downstairs, pretending to be an obedient little wife."
Prisca snorted. "If that's what you think you're getting, you are sorely mistaken."
"A man can hope, can't he?" Will murmured.
***
In truth, Will didn't want an obedient little wife. He wanted Prisca. He always had. With her flashing violet eyes and her soft-as-sable hair. He wanted to touch her alabaster skin. She looked positively sinful, even in a cotton nightrail with long sleeves and a frilly collar. He could think of nothing more than sliding it over her head. Soon. Soon he would have her. Soon she would be his for all time.
He adjusted the fit of his waistband and shot her a look.
"Is something wrong with your trousers, William?" she asked, her eyes narrowing.
"Nothing that marrying you won't fix," he replied as he turned to her wardrobe and opened it. "What will you wear for our nuptials?"
"I was thinking of nappies and a bonnet, since everyone seems to think they can decide my fate as though I'm still in leading strings."
Will closed his eyes and sighed. "Prisca." When he opened them, his gaze s
ettled on her angelic face. "Is the idea of marrying me so repulsive?" He crossed the room and tipped her chin up with his forefinger. "If it is, tell me now."
Her eyes grew round. "Would it matter?"
"No," he admitted. He'd marry her with or without her acquiescence, but having it would be better.
"I'd not make it that easy for you, Will. You are officially stuck with me. And I'll not make it an easy alliance. It'll be work on your part."
"I would expect no less," he said as he lowered his head to kiss her. She turned her face away at the last moment, and he caught her cheek.
"
That
will take work as well," she taunted him.
Will had no doubt he affected her. He could hear her heartbeat as it sped up. "I'll look forward to the challenge." He glanced toward her wardrobe. "Will you dress and come downstairs now? Or do I have to remove your nightrail and dress you myself?"
She responded, as he'd hoped, with a gasp. "
Dress
me? And here I thought you were simply an expert at removing a lady's clothes," she replied tartly.
Will frowned at her. "How long will it take you to ready yourself, Prisca?"
"Not long," she replied airily, which only made him suspicious.
If she was going to be accommodating, she'd have done so long before now. "See that it doesn't." Will let her go and walked to the doorway of her room.
"I can't change clothes with the door removed from my room, Will." She smiled sweetly at him. Too sweetly. Something told him he would rue the day she smiled at him like that.
He stepped outside the room and propped the door against the frame, but he didn't slide the hinges in place. He might need to get back in there.
He skipped down the steps, relieved that she'd given in without him having to throw her over his shoulder. Although, that might have been fun, too. He scratched his jaw.
Waiting for her, Will stood in the front entryway, talking with his family, Sir Herbert, and the Hawthorne brothers. The baronet's lips formed a thin, pale line when he heard Prisca's bedroom door crash against the wall. Will could just imagine her shoving it from the doorway, then standing back and wiping her hands together, smiling at her good work.
"Are you sure you want to marry our sister, William?" Emory asked, as he bit back a smirk, not that Will could cry off if he wanted to.
Everyone looked to the top of the staircase when they heard soft footsteps. Lily and Elspeth both gasped. A fit of coughs attacked Simon. The Hawthorne brothers all snickered. And Ben had the nerve to chuckle out loud until Elspeth elbowed him in the stomach.
His soon-to-be wife, his lovely Prisca, stood at the top of the cantilevered steps. Not an inch of her body showed. She was draped in black from her head to her toes. From the heavy black veil she wore to the unattractive black bombazine dress, she looked every bit the widow in mourning.
And all Will could do was wonder who would survive the night—him or her.
"For God's sake, Prisca," Darius Hawthorne grumbled under his breath.
Garrick cleared his throat.
"Sorry," Darius muttered.
Will took a deep breath. He could envision her violet eyes sparkling mischievously behind the veil. She obviously wanted some sort of reaction from him. Well, he was determined not to give it to her. After all, she already held more power over him than she should.
He steeled his expression to one of nonchalance and lifted his hand toward the staircase, waiting for her. "Ah, Miss Hawthorne, so glad you could join us."
Wordlessly, Prisca descended the steps and then brushed past him into the yellow parlor, ignoring his outstretched arm. Will's fury began to mount. She was intentionally goading him, seeing how much of her belligerence he was willing to take. In a few short minutes, she'd be his wife, and they'd have a long discussion about how they would go on from here. Will just had to make it that long. It wouldn't do to lose his temper in front of her entire family or his either, for that matter.
Will watched everyone quickly take their places, as though afraid that any sort of delay on their part would give him a reason to bolt. Prisca stepped up to Garrick and planted her hands on her hips. "I expected a bit more loyalty from
you
."
The vicar looked across the sea of faces to their father and gulped. "You don't have much of a choice, Prissy. It'll be me or someone else."
She folded her arms across her chest but said nothing in response.
Will swallowed uncomfortably. For years, he'd hadn't allowed himself even to hope that Prissy could be his, and yet she would be his wife in a matter of minutes. The idea was both exhilarating and terrifying at the same time. He took a steadying breath and then crossed the parlor's threshold.
***
Prisca stared at Will through the black veil and she shivered. Her husband. William was going to be her
husband
. She was relieved that no one could see the tears in her eyes or the fear she was certain was there. Since she was a girl, the mere presence of William Westfield had filled her head with romantic notions.
She'd daydreamed about becoming his bride for almost half her life. But not like this. She wanted his love, not his sense of duty, though it was surprising to know he even had one.
Or did he love her? Why couldn't she remember that blasted proposal? Perhaps he'd professed his undying love and devotion. Perhaps that's why she'd accepted, why she'd shared his bed. Prisca snorted at her own foolishness. Will would never say such a thing. So what had he said? How had he proposed? She'd asked herself those same questions for days.
Garrick cleared his throat, as though he was ready to begin the ceremony. Traitor.
Will closed the distance between them and took her hands in his. Prisca winced, hoping he couldn't tell she was trembling. If he did, she hoped he'd believe it was her fury and not nerves.
Garrick opened his Bible and met Will's eyes. "In Proverbs we read, 'Whoso findeth a wife findeth a good thing.' I do hope, Lord William, that this will be a good thing for you both."
Will inclined his head in agreement, and his hands tightened around Prisca's.
Garrick took a deep breath. "Do you, William Thomas Farrell Westfield, take Prisca Elizabeth Hawthorne to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish 'til death do you part?"
"I do." Will's quiet answer whispered across Prisca's heart.
Garrick turned his attention to her and smiled supportively. "And do you, Prisca Elizabeth Hawthorne, take William Thomas Farrell Westfield to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love, honor, and obey 'til death do you part?"
Behind her, one of her brothers—she would wager it was Pierce—snorted when the word
obey
was uttered. She froze and stared at Garrick. He nodded for her to speak, but she didn't have a voice.
"Prisca!" her father hissed at her side.
She swallowed, and her father nudged her. "All right!" she snapped, glaring at him through her veil. It was a good thing he couldn't see her eyes.
"Do you need me to repeat it, Priss?" Garrick asked softly.
She shook her head. "I… I…" Will's hands tightened around hers, and she looked up at him, at the uncertainty in his light eyes. How she wished there was a way out of this. She closed her eyes tightly, ignored the tears that trailed down her cheeks, and wrenched the words from her soul. "I do," she whispered. What other choice did she have?
It seemed as if everyone released the same breath all at once. Garrick smiled with relief. "William, you may kiss your bride."
Will released her hands and lifted the veil from her face. His light-blue eyes widened as he looked at her, and then he carefully brushed her tears away with the pads of his thumbs. When he softly touched his lips to hers, Prisca wanted to cry even harder. How would she ever protect her
heart from him now?
Applause broke out behind them, and Will raised his head. His blue eyes seemed to glow with some sort of promise, and Prisca shivered. Almost immediately, they were torn apart. Her brothers swarmed around Will, and the Westfield women swept down upon her.
"Alice had the Westfield staff ready the dower house for you and Will," Lily rushed to tell her.
The quaint Georgian house not far from the main Westfield estate? No one had lived there for as long as Prisca remembered. "The dower house?"
"As newlyweds, she thought you might prefer to have your own space for a while."
More likely it was so their constant bickering wouldn't grate on everyone else's nerves. "How thoughtful," Prisca muttered, though the thought of being alone with Will sent butterflies scattering about her belly.