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by T. S. Ryder


  Next stop is my mother’s place. The guard lets me in with a warning: “She isn’t in a good mood.”

  “She never is,” I reply.

  I find her perched on the same stainless steel sofa in the same posture. Everything about her looks the same, except her clothes and shoes.

  “Mother, there is something I want to say to you.” She doesn’t reply, just looks at me, then nods lightly for me to go on.

  “I am pregnant,” I tell her, and wait for her to respond. She doesn’t, just looks at me as if I haven’t said anything, as if I am not there at all. “And you know what, I won’t fail my child like you did. I won’t become you. I will be there for my child and I will be a good mother. I am not you.”

  “And you came all the way here just to tell me this? Is it money you need?”

  “No, I just wanted to tell you that you failed me to your face. You’ll never see me again.”

  “What makes you think I would have wanted to see you again after all you have said to me?”

  “One day when you are old and miserable, you will realize how wrong you were about everything. Those friends of yours will abandon you, and this money that you so love and all your fame, none of that will buy you the love of family. That’s when you’ll want to see me, and I won’t be there.”

  Okay, I might have gone a little too far, but that woman just sat there in front of me with a poker face. So I get up and leave, going back to the place that I am getting used to: the Fort, my new home. Whether Valnoir accepts me or not, I will be there and he will be around.

  Chapter Ten - Lola

  Wednesday

  “Valnoir, wait,” I say, when I see him as soon as I get back to the Fort. “We need to talk.”

  “Oh, now you want to talk? You didn’t seem to like the idea when I was at your door.”

  “Just hear me out,” I say. “And whatever you decide, I will accept and respect your decision so long as you respect mine.”

  “What makes you think you are entitled to my respect?” he says in a voice that fails to mask his anger.

  “I know you are angry for the way I have been acting, but I can explain.”

  “I don’t want to hear your explanations,” he says and disappears.

  “Valnoir,” I shout into the empty air. “I am pregnant.”

  Whether Valnoir hears me or not, I know not, but someone else sure does.

  “Is he the father?” a voice says. “Valnoir?”

  I turn around to see who the voice belongs to. It is a slender woman with a beautiful face and a svelte figure. She is daintily dressed — nothing too flashy, but definitely old. “Who are you?” I ask.

  “Harriet. I am Valnoir’s mother.” She holds out her hand for me to shake, or kiss — it is hard to tell.

  “I am Lola. Pleased to meet you, Harriet. It’s funny, Valnoir never told me about you.”

  “You haven’t known him long enough then, I presume.” That sounds like a statement, so I don’t say anything.

  “So,” she continues. “Is he the father?”

  I think for a moment before telling her, then say, “Yes, he is.”

  “Is he pleased about it?”

  “I don’t think he knows yet. He didn’t hear me, we aren’t exactly talking.”

  “He will come around,” she says. “Would you like to come into my room for tea?”

  “I’d love to, but I have a lot on my mind right now. Maybe some other time?”

  “As you wish,” Harriet says.

  After that I go to speak to my grandma, to tell her all about my day, but she is asleep. She seems to be doing that a lot these days, and in all the time I have spent with her so far I have noticed that she sleeps a little more each day. I know what is coming, but nothing prepares me for how painful and sudden it is. Knowing someone is dying is supposed to make things easier, or so you think, but when it happens, it still blows you away.

  When Victoria and Viktor come to my room to tell me that she has passed, it hits me like a wrecking ball. In that moment I feel as if my soul has been knocked out of my body. I don’t remember much of what happens next, except that Viktor’s arms are underneath me as I fall.

  Chapter Eleven - Lola

  Saturday

  I can’t believe she is gone. There is so much she had to teach me, so much I wanted to learn. Valnoir is still ignoring me. He was present at the cremation, but he didn’t look at me or talk to me. Being so lonely and alone is scary, and my newfound strength and resolve are already diminishing.

  “I’ll take you up on that tea offer of yours,” I say, entering Harriet’s room. Compared to the rest of the house, her room is starkly simple. It is stripped bare of all things fancy, just a single bed in the corner by the plasma window, a dresser, a bookshelf and a table for two in the center.

  “Have a seat, I’ll have someone bring the tea,” she says.

  “Thank you.”

  “Am I right in assuming you are not merely here for tea?”

  “Yes,” I nod. “I wanted to talk, actually, and didn’t know who to go to.”

  “I’ll see if I can help.” Harriet looks tired and worn, but still beautiful.

  “It’s about Valnoir and the baby.”

  “What about them?”

  “Well, you see, we didn’t plan anything. Things are complicated between us, and before we could figure anything out, I found out I was pregnant. But before I knew for sure, he suggested that I would have to get an abortion if I were pregnant.”

  “An abortion?” Harriet looks appalled. “Why on earth would he want that?”

  “I don’t know. All I know is that I can’t give my child up, I can’t. I have waited too long for this and I am not going to give it up just because he isn’t ready.”

  “Hmm.” There’s a forlorn look on her face, but she wipes that off with 18th-century grace and continues. “Did he ever tell you about Charlotte?”

  “No,” I say, a pang of jealousy in my heart. So I was a passing fancy then. My world begins to shake and I tremble with grief, ready for the final blow. “Who is she?”

  “She was my daughter.”

  “Oh, I —” I begin, sighing with relief.

  “He was very fond of her. He took her death to heart, hasn’t talked about her since.”

  “What happened to her?”

  “She was a child, trapped in childhood. She walked out into the sun, never to return. It devastated me, but he took it really hard too. Maybe that’s why he said what he said…because he is afraid.”

  “You mean to say he will come around? Because I am more than prepared to do all this alone if I have to.”

  “He will come around. He’s trapped in his youth, so you can get him if you play your cards right. Boys like to be spoiled. Shower him with your affection and he’s all yours. But you have to really try, too.”

  “Thank you,” I say. “I will give it a try.”

  “You know, I am glad you are with child,” she says, getting up. “I am glad our family line will continue.” She places her hand on my shoulder in a motherly fashion and gives it a little squeeze.

  ***

  With Valnoir ignoring me and fleeing every time I see him, there is only one way I know I can get him to talk, so when he is resting in his room at midday, I sneak in. He is on the bed with his eyes closed, but I know he hears me coming.

  “I don’t want to talk,” he says without opening his eyes. “Get out.”

  “I am not here to talk,” I say, as I crawl on top of him.

  Undoing the top button of his dark green shirt, I press my lips to his cold skin. Licking the slightly rough skin beneath his jaw, I brush my lips against the spray of golden hair on his body as I undo button after button until I reach his rock-hard abs. Rubbing my nose on his skin, I pass my fingers over his hard muscles, feeling up his toned body. His eyes are closed and he is still ignoring me, but that is about to change. I doff my clothes and throw my brassiere and panties on the floor. As my mouth reaches his p
ants, I notice the strained tent in them, the obvious sign of a hungry cock aching to break free, to be let loose and put into action. I struggle with his pants and boxers but manage to pull them off, and stand at the bedside admiring the naked man in front of me. He looks wildly sexy as he lays naked in front of me, his upper body covered in a green shirt — unbuttoned, highlighting his abs — and sporting a massive hard on.

  Maybe its the pregnancy hormones that are making me so horny — yes, I’m saying it — but I can’t stop myself. I swoop down on his cock like an eagle, mouth open and devour it instantly. With one hand on my own crotch, touching myself, I clutch his cock in the other and massage the base, making the swollen head throb even more. It turns a dark shade of pink as I give it a squeeze, pulling back the foreskin and taking it in my mouth.

  He reaches for my hand and removes it from his cock, intertwining his fingers with mine. I feel his other hand on the back of my head, urging me to go deeper. I proceed to take it in, the head of his cock making its way through my lips, across my tongue, hitting my tonsils and fitting itself into my throat. I gag and back off, then proceed to do the same thing again until I can calm my gag reflex. Finally, I have him buried inside my mouth and I can still breathe through my nose.

  Inhaling and exhaling through my nose, I hold his cock buried in my mouth and start bobbing my head gently. He moans. “That’s right, keep going, ah…keep doing it.” I follow his command and continue doing it faster, pleasuring him, showering him with the attention he craves. “That’s right, ohhh…yeahhh…do that again.”

  I move my head as fast as I can on his cock, matching his now urgent thrusts. “I am coming, I am coming, oh god…jesus…yeahhh.” He empties himself in my mouth and I suck his cock dry of the remaining juices. As he pulls out, I grab his cock again and lick it clean.

  “You liked that, didn’t you,” I finally ask.

  “Maybe.”

  I caress his cock to get him hard again. I have to make sure he doesn’t flee, and I have just figured out how to tether him down. As his flaccid dick springs to life again, I lube it up and straddle him, taking him inside me.

  “Now we are going to talk,” I say.

  “Really,” he replies, a playful smile tugging at the corner of his lips. “You wanna talk,” he says, thrusting hard and pushing deep inside me.

  “Ahh, easy there! Yes, I want to talk, so just hear me out once and then I’ll leave you be.”

  “Uh-huh.”

  “Okay, don’t freak out, but I am pregnant,” I tell him. “Those girls were right.”

  He flips me and gets on top, his cock impaling me. “You are what?”

  “Pregnant,” I say. “It’s early but I am definitely pregnant.”

  “Are you sure?”

  “Yeah, I took a pregnancy test and went to see a doctor.”

  “How long have you known?”

  “A while,” I say. “Look, I wasn’t sure. With grandma dying and you acting out, I didn’t know where I stood. I get it that you don’t want a child yet, and that’s fine with me, but if I have to choose…”

  “Why would you have to choose?”

  “As per our discussion earlier, you said something along the lines of me getting my period or an abortion, so it was pretty clear.”

  He pulls back completely and I think he is going to flee again, but he doesn’t. He holds me tight and thrusts hard. “You. Are. An. Idiot.” Each word is punctuated by a hard thrust, his hands twisting my swollen nipples.

  “Why, what do you mean?”

  “I mean,” he says, pulling me up again and holding my hands. “I wouldn’t have made you choose.”

  “I am still not sure what you are trying to say,” I say, as he pumps me hard.

  “I don’t mind having a baby if it is with the right person,” he says.

  “Am I the right person?” I ask.

  “I don’t know,” he says. “You could be, but I am not so sure anymore.”

  “Oh, come on, Valnoir, just give me a straight answer. Are we a thing or not?”

  “I can’t answer that,” he says. I hope he is joking, but the expression on his face is pretty serious. I hold his hand and press it to my stomach. “Inside me is our baby. Not just mine, not just yours, but ours. We made it together. I have been through a lot of shit and I have survived. So, whether you are in or out, I am keeping the baby and it’ll survive.”

  “This is exactly why I am not sure,” he says. “Your thinking is warped and you completely twist things. I just need some time.”

  “Because of the baby?” I ask.

  “No, because of you. Sometimes you are affectionate but then you turn cold suddenly. You ignore me and shut me out, and then you start chasing me. I can’t keep up with that.”

  “I only did that because I am in love with you,” I tell him, pressing my lips to his. I push my tongue inside his mouth and he sucks it in. When he lets go, I tell him, “I am afraid of losing you. I thought maybe playing hard to get would keep you interested in me. You are the best thing that has happened to me in my whole life…and I don’t even know where I stand with you or what I mean to you.”

  “Why would I chase a girl if I weren’t interested in her?” he says. “I just didn’t know it until you gave me the cold shoulder. I have been afraid to admit that you are the one for me.”

  “Oh god,” I say. “Honestly, we are both so stupid. Why didn’t you just say something?”

  “Well, now it’s all cleared up,” he says, clutching my sides and speeding up. His body tenses and his cock pulses inside me as he climaxes. I shudder as I orgasm, our juices mixing inside me.

  “So, what happens next?”

  “Are you going to stay here or leave?”

  “Hasn’t Viktor told you?” I ask.

  “No, he never bothers with telling me anything.”

  “He asked me if I would stay here, and I said yes.”

  “Why?”

  “Because I can’t stand being away from you. When you weren’t talking to me, staying was the best option to keep myself closer to you. And now that we are talking, I have all the more reason to stay. Wouldn’t you agree?”

  He doesn’t answer. He just pulls me in for another passionate kiss, tonguing my mouth and ears, going closer to my neck. Nibbling at my ear lobe, he pauses for a second and then sinks his teeth into me.

  It stings but it feels nice knowing it is him. I get a whirling sensation as he sucks my blood, tasting me in the most intimate of ways.

  “What…are you doing to me?”

  He continues sucking my blood and the high gets overwhelming. I pass out. When I wake up I have a strange feeling. I wonder if he has turned me into a vampire. I feel cold and dead, yet fast and energetic.

  “You are up,” he says, when he sees me leaving the room. There is blood on the side of his mouth.

  “Have you turned me into a vampire too?”

  “No, why would I do that? It will kill our child.”

  Relief washes over me as I hear the words ‘our child’ coming from his mouth. This is my new beginning. This is my new chance. This is what I have waited for all my life.

  Chapter Twelve - Valnoir

  8 Months Later - Thursday

  “I feel bloated and fat,” Lola says.

  “You look beautiful to me,” I reassure her.

  “Look at me, look at this. God, I hate this. And my back is sore, my lips are swollen, my —”

  Pouring honey lotion on my hands, I massage her shoulders and back. “Does that feel better?” She leans back her head, tensing her neck muscles, then lets go. “Yeah, that feels good.”

  I massage her back and make my way to the front, moisturizing her very pregnant belly. “Look away,” she tells me. “I am fat and ugly.”

  Propping a pillow on the bed, I gently push her on her back. “You are sexy as fuck,” I tell her again. And it’s true. Pregnancy really suits her. Her tits have grown to twice their size, her ass bounces when she walks. And every ti
me I look at her, I want to be inside her. Every. Fucking. Time.

  Kneading her tender breasts softly with my hands, sucking on her nipples, I find it hard not to push myself inside her. The temptation takes over me and I am about to take off my pants when she pees on the bed.

  “Jesus, run to the bathroom. You are peeing on the bed!”

  She looks at me, confused. “I think my water just broke.”

  Before we can figure out what’s really happening, there’s a contraction. She grabs my hair and pulls hard with all her might, screaming, “TAKE ME TO THE HOSPITAL!”

  I go and get my mother and Lady Mary and ask them what to do. Lola is screaming her lungs out every 20 seconds.

  “It’s too sunny outside,” Lady Mary says. “We can’t take her to the hospital.”

  “We can just send her with one of the humans,” my mother suggests.

  “She’s not going anywhere without me. We have had births here before, we are prepared,” I tell them.

  “I’ll call the doula and the midwife,” Lady Mary says, and disappears with a whoosh.

  “Come on, dear, let’s get you ready,” my mother says, helping Lola up. “Let’s get you comfortable.”

  As time passes, things get more painful and Lola continues screaming at me. She holds my hand so tight I feel like my wrist is going to snap. The midwife arrives and the doula offers to take over for me, but Lola refuses to let me go. She is sweating like a sponge being squeezed, her breath is labored and the midwife is telling her to push.

  “I can’t,” she pants. “I can’t do it.”

  “Lola, listen to me. You are strong. You want this. You can do this,” I say.

  “Push, now!” the midwife urges.

  “Come on, my dear, you can do this,” my mother whispers at her side. “Push, honey.”

  “Lola, PUSH!”

  She screams like a siren and pushes, and the screams turn into cries as a baby is born.

  “It’s a girl,” Victoria says, materializing out of nowhere with a clap.

  “We have a girl! Oh, I am so happy,” Lady Mary says. “I am a grandmother.”

  The midwife wraps the baby in a blanket and hands her to me, telling me how to hold her and everything. When I look at her, I see myself and Charlotte reflected in her. I go over to Lola to show her our daughter, but she’s already asleep.

 

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