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by John Northern

PART ONE

  I am infinity—the endlessness of time

  The heaven and the sea, and everything is mine

  Look to me for the answer of life

  With its joy and glee, and sorrow and strife

  Look to me in despair and grief

  And you shall see the where of relief

  Bring no fee, but come to me

  And you shall see that life is free

  Be with me

  And you shall see

  The only me

  Infinity

  "A circle

  Circling—

  Circumventing circumstances

  Of the finite

  "Wandering

  The endless reaches

  Of space

  Time

  Of being

  "Grouping

  Looping

  Bounding

  Rounding

  Rebounding

  "Trying the finite

  Living the infinite

  "The infinite circle

  Circling

  To encompass

  The celestial sphere

  "The infinite circle

  Expanding

  "Beaming

  The light speed

  Past galaxies

  Touching the quasi

  And

  Flashing by

  Reaching the edge

  Past the Universe

  Known

  And on

  Forever

  On

  "Racing

  To dwarf

  The macrocosm

  "The infinite circle

  Circling

  Forever

  "Infinitely out—

  Expansion unbounded

  To prove

  The infinite theorem

  Proving

  Infinity exists

  And contains all things

  The circle

  Wheeling eternity

  "The Universe

  Known

  But a speck

  To infinity

  "The circle

  Infinitely

  Beaming

  Rotating

  And then

  Again

  Receding

  "Falling through space

  Through the Universe

  The galaxies

  The solar systems

  "Falling through the world

  Falling through the mind

  (The symbolizing imagination

  The abstracting force

  To intellectualize)

  To produce

  The circle

  "Smaller

  Falling through the spheres

  Passing

  Sounding the depths

  Of the nucleons

  And through elementary particles

  The smallest known Universe

  "Still

  Receding continuous

  To yield macro

  The microcosm

  "Smaller

  and smaller

  and smaller

  "To prove

  Infinity exists

  Even

  In the smallest

  Bit of space"

  I paused

  As we walked

  Upon the path

  The lady smiled

  As I touched

  Her arm

  She knew

  And I

  Too

  That infinity

  Holds the answers

  To all questions

  all problems

  all paradoxes—

  Shows the path

  To the rising sun—

  Opens the eyes

  To the infinite light

  (The light that

  Never fades)

  "I know

  That infinity

  Holds my answer,

  Somewhere

  "Relativity

  Comes and goes

  Its laws continually change-

  Slow or fast, but always changing

  Yet,

  The laws of infinity

  Are always there

  Always constant

  For

  They are

  The laws of infinite wisdom

  "And someday

  I shall be one

  With the laws of infinite wisdom

  "And I shall see

  The infinite light

  "And I shall be one

  With the infinite love

  And

  The infinite knowledge"

  I turned

  And looked back—

  The looming mountain—

  Far—

  Very far behind

  the cave

  the book

  the endless snow

  "Was it all

  For naught?"

  I wondered

  As I walked, slowly,

  With my head turned

  I thought

  Of the decent

  Down

  Upon the mountain

  Days on days

  Toiling

  And not boiling

  But freezing

  Biting cold

  To gnaw

  Unthawing flesh

  Torment on torment

  The soring muscles

  A long, cold

  Journey—

  But came the day

  On the mountain way

  As we traveled

  Down upon

  And the cold

  Became less

  And the path not so steep

  And warmth embraced

  From the sun's ray

  "now,

  The way becomes easier"

  I thought

  I stopped for a moment

  To watch

  Behind

  I noticed the path

  So far away—

  A frozen white hair

  Upon the mountain

  And high above—

  The billowing puffs,

  The endless clouds

  Clinging to mountain

  To hold it up

  "No more slipping

  And sliding"

  I turned

  To the future path

  And we continued, again,

  Toward the deeper forest

  And as we walked along

  I thought

  Of the book—

  The wisdom of the Masters

  I began to conceptualize—

  Formulations

  Combining ideas

  To bring forth the light

  Forming the answers to seize the truth

  I spoke aloud:

  "Though I have not found the sun, within my mental grasp unseen

  The book has sparked new concepts - old ideas emerging

  With new combinations - new light to guide the way—

  Illuminating - rejuvenating knowledge of old,

  Newly seen upon the path

  As I search

  For the

  Sun"

  I paused

  For a moment

  Thinking about concepts,

  Combined

  "The book related ideas

  Of the infinite wisdom

  of the higher planes

  Of the sorrow of taking

  the backward step (away from

  the higher planes)

  or

  the absurdity of the unimportant

  beliefs - with no movement at all

  Of the essence

  the truth and the key

  to enter the higher planes

  "The essence in being is a knowledge, and living of infinite

  Existence in love, peace, and happiness—the truth

  And the key. Love is a universal law (the same

  Throughout infinity), - unifying; peace is

  The path, and happiness is the door

  The higher planes (an easy path)

  Unlocked - let me exist in

  The higher planes—r />
  Closer to

  The sun

  "Such is the essence

  —A spring

  That showers forth

  From the

  Infinite

  Wisdom

  In love

  Peace

  And happiness

  "Here then

  Is the truth and the key—

  A needed lesson

  For all to know

  To heed

  A needed lesson

  To guide a man's life

  To guide his decisions

  His thoughts

  His actions

  "A needed lesson

  So that man

  Will attain

  The higher plane

  "Here then

  Is the truth and the key—

  How wonderful,

  But oh the sadness

  "In the realm of relativity there are always those

  Who violate the essence—those who violate love,

  Peace, and happiness. Those who understand not

  The ascending importance

  Of the essence—

  The truth

  And the

  Key

  "And woe unto the man who harms a child, abuses a child—

  (The scales of justice will always be balanced)

  For those who harm a child

  Violate the essence—

  His being

  In love

  "And woe unto the man who sacrifices others (animals or people),

  For the man who sacrifices others

  Violates the essence—

  His being

  In love

  "And woe unto the man who fools himself—and tis true,

  Indeed—be becomes the fool: church every week and

  Prayer everyday; then he sets loose his tongue

  To the most violate of deeds—gossip.

  Any this or that little tit or tat

  To make a fellow human being

  Look bad in the eyes

  Of another

  "So, woe unto him who gossips

  For the man who gossips

  Violates the essence—

  His being

  In love

  "And woe unto the man who seeks revenge (foolish

  Satisfaction with no cure for the sorrow -

  Only to run a new debt, and a step back)

  For the man who seeks revenge

  Violates the essence—

  His being

  In love

  "And woe unto the man who lies, cheats, steals, adulterizes,

  Murders, hoards, rapes, abuses (mental or physical),

  Gorges (food, sex, money, fame, . . .);

  For the man who commits these acts

  Violates the essence—

  His being

  In love

  "And woe unto the man who thinks thoughts that violate

  The essence - for thoughts are the mold of the

  Concrete world. And he who

  Violates with thought

  Violates His being

  In love

  "And woe unto the man, who, by any means, violates

  The essence - love, peace, and happiness;

  For he who violates the essence—

  Violates His being

  In love

  "And woe unto any man who violates the essence

  For he must pay in like deed—

  Returned—for the scales

  Of justice must

  Always be

  Balanced

  "And woe unto any man who violates the essence

  For he walks a path

  Away from the

  Higher

  Planes"

  "I stopped

  A moment

  And took the lady

  By the hand –

  We sat upon

  A rock - near the path

  "The book was a marvel

  Piecing together

  The concepts of life,

  Yet

  Still it was sad

  Bringing forth

  The faults

  Of our people

  "Those who wage war violate the essence. And many

  Are the false reasons to war with a neighbor—

  Termed enemy, a brother - termed villain,

  A child - termed

  The devil's

  Offspring

  "And most senseless of all—to fight a war in the name of God,

  To fight a war because beliefs differ about God's

  Universe, God's Heaven, God's Earth, and

  God's children (come let us kill

  Babies of the enemy—

  God will be

  Pleased). . . ?

  "To fight a war in the name of God is a paradox of sins.

  To wage a war because beliefs differ, shows

  Ignorance and stupidity abounding

  Amongst the fools

  Who wage

  The war

  "So, woe unto the man who wages a war

  For the man who wages a war

  Violates the essence—

  His being

  In love"

  After a short rest

  We stepped again

  Upon the path

  And began our journey

  Toward the forest

  I enjoyed the warmth

  Of the sun

  Shining

  Through the trees

  Sparsely lined

  "When man has learned

  To cherish the essence"

  I said

  "And not to violate

  Love, peace, and happiness;

  And as he learns the truth

  And the wisdom

  Then

  He must learn the importance

  Of patience

  As he travels

  Toward the higher planes

  "Though I have not found the sun, within my mental grasp unseen

  Still will I practice patience, and still will I live

  In the present, with peace of mind

  As I learn for the future—

  Indeed, I will not be

  Hurried as I travel

  Life's

  Path

  "Even the book spoke of patience - 'Do not hurry yourself

  With the fool's reason - do not take the shortcut,'—

  Sneaking through the backdoor;

  For the man who would enter

  through the backdoor

  Is a cheat

  And a

  Liar!"

  The lady took

  My hand

  As we stepped

  Over

  A patch of snow

  "*You are closer

  To the sun

  Than you know*"

  She said

  "*The door is open,

  And soon

  You will be

  With the infinite wisdom

  "*You need only

  Practice patience

  A short while longer*"

  "Perhaps

  A short time"

  I replied

  I gently squeezed

  The lady's hand

  As we walked

  Upon the path—

  Warmth

  Surged my being

  "But while I wait"

  I continued

  "Patience will be

  My guide

  "I won't make

  The same mistake

  As in

  Ages past—

  "Many times I played

  The part of a fool

  To learn the meaning

  Of patience

  "And many were the parts

  Of a fool

  I played

  While hurrying myself

  To the higher planes

  The infinite wisdom

  Infinite knowledge and love—

  The sun

  "So many times

  I tried to speed

&n
bsp; The way

  "How ridiculous

  "Even the book speaks

  Of vain attempts:

  —To sneak through the backdoor

  "The man who seeks spiritual power (psychic power to perform

  Miraculous deeds; opens the centers and brings forth the

  Powers—foretelling the future, speaking in tongues,

  Mental telepathy, levitation, automatic writing,

  Astral projection, medium ship, teleportation,

  Past life remembrance . . .); without

  Knowing the importance of love, is

  A man who has passed through the

  Backdoor and has not learned

  The ascending importance

  Of the truth

  And the

  Key

  "Here then is the power, but where

  Is the truth - the key

  To open the gates

  Of the higher

  Planes?

  "The man who uses psychedelic drugs to enter, without

  Knowing the importance of love, is a man who has

  Passed through the backdoor and has not learned

  The ascending importance

  Of the truth

  And the

  Key

  "Here then is the power, but where

  Is the truth - the key

  To open the doors

  Of the higher

  Planes?

  "The man who uses psychic energy from meditation for levitation

  The body, the soul to new heights - soaring to enter, without

  Knowing the importance of love, is a man who has passed

  Through the backdoor and has not learned

  The ascending importance

  Of the truth

  And the

  Key

  "Here then is the power, but where

  Is the truth - the key

  To open the door

  To the higher

  Planes?

  "The man who uses hypnosis to enter, without

  Knowing the importance of love, is a

  Man who has passed through the

  Backdoor, and has not learned

  The ascending importance

  Of the truth

  And the

  Key

  "Here then is the power, but where

  Is the truth - the key

  To open the doors

  Of the higher

  Planes?

  "The man who uses witchcraft, white or black - good or evil,

  To enter, without knowing the importance of love,

  Is a man who has passed through

  The backdoor, and has not

  Learned the ascending

  Importance of the

  Truth and

  The key

  "Here then is the power, but where

  Is the truth - the key

  To open the door

  Of the higher

  Planes?

  "The man who uses physical fasting to weaken the cell (freedom

  From the physical bonds - slowly wasting, as upon

  The barren desert, searching for power) to enter,

  Without knowing the importance of love,

  Is a man who has passed through the

  Backdoor, and has not learned

  The ascending importance

  Of the truth

  And the

  Key

  Here then is the power, but where

  Is the truth - the key

  To open the door

  Of the higher

  Planes?"

  The lady

  Let go of my hand,

  And gracefully

  Swept her hair back—

  Flowing lightly

  Lying upon

  And swaying easily

  In the gentle breeze

  "*That is true*'

  She said

  "*The physical fast

  Is useless

  Without the understanding

  And daily living

  Of selfless love—

  But

  With the true knowledge

  Of love

  The physical fast can be a useful step—

  "*A step uplifting

  If used with caution

  And wisdom*"

  She pause a moment

  In transitory thought

  "*And

  The same is true

  Of the mental fast*"

  She said

  "Yes"

  I agreed

  "The book had compared

  The two

  To enlighten

  And teach

  "The man who uses the mental fast is truly a man of wisdom—come.

  Be my guide, mental fast. Let loose the preconceived ideas - a

  Future mold for unwise ways. Let loose the future plans for

  Future days. Clear my mind of the physical, so that the

  Spirit, closer to the infinite wisdom, may guide my

  Journey to the sun. Let loose the self concept of

  How it should be done. Let loose the self concept

  Of what should be done. Let loose

  Self-aggrandizement.

  Let loose the self.

  Let loose the ego.

  Clear the way

  And guide.

  "Mental fast, guide me upon the path. Let me have love, abundant

  From the source, in my heart for all. Let me come close

  To the light. Let me come closer to the truth—

  To the essence of life,

  Let me come closer

  To the infinite

  Wisdom

  "I know the worth of the mental fast, much worthier than that

  Of the physical fast. I know the worth of the spirit guide,

  Much worthier than that of the psychic power;

  For many are the paths of the psychic power—

  But the only path of the mental fast,

  In love, is the path

  Of the essence."

  I paused

  And I sighed

  As I continued

  To correlate

  "The mental fast is a worthy tool—

  But the physical fast without

  The truth of love—

  Used only to hurry

  The journey

  Will surely

  Yield a

  Futile

  Trip

  "The man who hurries his journey to enter the higher planes, without knowing

  The importance of love, no matter by what means (psychedelic drugs,

  Meditation, hypnosis, witchcraft, physical fasting,

  Or any other) - this is the man who finds not

  The true Kingdom. Instead, he finds it false,

  Tricked by his own trickery

  Barred and locked out—

  Into a kingdom

  As false as

  His own

  Tricks"

  The lady nodded

  Agreement,

  Barely detectable

  "*It is true,*"

  She said

  "*Many are fooled

  By the mystery

  Of psychic power

  "*And

  It is true—

  Many believe

  It will speed

  Their journey

  To the higher

  planes of

  Existence

  "*And

  It is true—

  They attempt

  To master psychic power

  In many differing ways

  "*But

  They have confused

  The 'gift'

  With

  The 'taking'

  "*Stealing the power

  (Without the love)

  They are the fools

  "*Still

  I say, - for others:

  "*When the essence is followed

  And understood - Then the

  Psychic power (that o
ften

  Follows naturally) is

  Truly a gift

  From the

  Infinite*"

  "Yes"

  I agreed

  "The psychic power

  To be used

  Good deeds - abounding

  "The person

  With love in his heart

  For all

  Can use the power

  To promote

  The purpose of love,

  Peace, and happiness"

  I stepped over

  A rock in the path

  As we continued

  Into the forest

  I thought again

  About

  The truth and the key

  "The psychic power

  Is given or taken

  To be used or abused—

  But

  It cannot admit us—

  Only

  The truth and the key

  Will allow us to enter"

  I paused

  For a breathe

  Of air

  And a mental breathe

  Of thought

  "The book states—

  Violating the essence

  Will step a man back;

  And

  Psychic power

  Is unimportant for progress;

  But

  It also states—

  Minor beliefs

  Have no power upon the steps

  Of life

  "Most beliefs are unimportant (when compared to the most important belief)—

  But fools do not realize this. They give all beliefs equal importance,

  And if you do not believe the way they do, then you are

  An enemy and a heretic. (Come, let us burn

  That man at the stake. He does

  Not believe that our planet

  Is the center of

  The Universe)

  "Many heated disputes arise over unimportant or minor

  Beliefs. Some believe in the concept of

  Reincarnation. Some do not. Shall we

  Argue about it?

  Become angered

  And perhaps

  "Fight?

  "No—

  "Why fight over unimportant beliefs?—They are merely

  The staff of unnecessary mental support upon

  The path.—Keep a loose grip,

  And be willing

  To let go

  If need

  Be

  "Remember—only the hand of truth

  Can keep you from

  Falling

  "Some believe that God is infinite. Others believe

  That He is a single entity with infinite

  Wisdom, infinite knowledge,

  Infinite power,

  And an infinite

  Eye.

  "What difference does it make?

  Another unimportant

  Belief

  "And when we die we will come

  To the light of the truth

  About our unimportant

  Beliefs

  "But it will not

  Matter

  "So, shall we fight a war over all the unimportant beliefs within

  Our book of beliefs? Shall we hate others who do not

  Believe our beliefs? If that is true, then every

  Man shall hate his wife - his children -

  His parents - his friends, for no two

  People can believe every

  Concept exactly

  The same"

  I paused

  As I looked

  At the beautiful forest

  Around

  "I love life,

  In the relative mode"

  I said quietly

  Then

  I continued

  With the book

  "The unimportant beliefs will not bar us

  (Unless we violate the essence)

  Nor enter us into

  The higher

  Planes

  "Only the beliefs of the highest

  Magnitude will allow

  Us to enter"

  I paused

  "What are these most important beliefs?—

  The laws that transcend all

  Relative boundaries

  "They are the infinite laws

  They cannot be altered

  With space, matter,

  Nor time

  "If you understand and stay within the bounds

  Of these laws, then, in time, you

  will gain the key,

  "And the door to

  The higher

  Planes

  Will

  Open"

  I thought, a moment,

  About the most important

  Law of infinity

  "The book listed only one," I continued. "The most

  Important belief in a person's life.—And

  Why only one?

  Simply because

  All others will

  Follow:

  love all of infinity's existence (this means

  your neighbor, your enemy, your life,

  your supreme beings,—everything)

  "(Think you this is not

  The most important

  Belief in a

  Person's

  Life?)

  "(Think you this is not

  The most important

  Daily practice in a

  Person's

  Life?)

  "Can you imagine it? Peace and happiness

  Everywhere you go. Everyone you

  Talk to - a friendly person.

  A world of

  Beauty"

  And the world smiles—

  —And I . . . .

  A hopeful laugh

  To think of it

  "but oh

  The reality of it all

  "The world will not experience peace and

  Tranquility, love and happiness until

  After the final day—the book

  Has shown the coming

  Of the future

  Days

  "And until that day there will be men who will continue upon

  Their foolish paths.—Truths are continually set

  Before them—many wise men have come during

  The last several thousand years—

  They have taught the laws

  Of Infinity

  "Yet, still there are men who live as though the laws

  Cannot touch them. How can a man be so ignorant?

  The scales will swing back,

  And then they

  Must pay

  "A needless debt. A needless payment.

  Put down the cloak of materialism.

  Take up the spiritual, the love.

  Let us learn and understand

  The most important

  Belief

  "If I have love in my heart, and happiness

  In my mind, then I am walking

  In the light of infinite wisdom—

  Knowledge and love

  Combined

  "And then, no matter what happens to me in this

  Physical world—I will be ready to enter

  The higher planes when I pass

  To the other

  Side"

  The lady

  Took my hand

  As we walked

  Along

  She smiled

  Waiting

  I thought

  Back

  "Once I heard the prophet of the desert speak

  To a multitude, 'Love thy neighbor,' he said,

  'All thy neighbors, all mankind

  With all thy

  Heart.'

  But some cried out, 'How can we love

  A man who steals from us?

  Or murders? Or rapes?

  Or other such

  Villainous

  Deeds?'

  "The answer, or course, is simple: you need

  Not like what a person does; you

  Need only love h
im"

  I paused

  Correlating

  Worldly problems

  With other

  Ideas

  From the book

  "There are many who believe

  That some of the actions

  Of others are evil. And

  So it might be. But

  It is just as evil

  To have anger and

  Hate in your heart

  Your soul,

  Your mind—

  Let God be the

  Judge

  "It is only for us to follow the infinite laws:

  Love all of the people (though we may

  Not like what some of them do),

  Love all of the creatures

  And creation,

  And also love

  Thyself

  "If a person commits an act which you feel is a

  Sin, let the infinite, judge. Hold only love

  For that person in your mind, for the scales

  Will always be balanced. And if the act is

  Committed against you or others around you,

  Defend against it. Protect yourself

  And others. And when it is done

  Continue with your ways of

  Love; for this is the

  Mode of the

  Infinite

  Law

  "Yes, indeed, continue with the infinite law,

  The one great belief,

  The most important belief—

  Love is the key to the

  Higher planes—

  Everywhere

  Present

  "Let us live in peace

  And happiness

  Let us rid the world

  Of wars

  Let us love all,

  Let us understand

  The infinite laws

  So that we might enter

  An existence worthy of

  Happiness"

  I paused in speech

  As we walked along,

  And I knew I was happy—

  I had progressed

  Far

  Up the path—

  No longer

  Did I violate the essence,

  No longer

  Was the psychic my goal,

  No longer

  Were the minor beliefs important

  I had love in my heart

  For life-

  All the Universe - all of infinity

  "Still,

  The sun is not mine

  So,

  In happiness and peace

  I practice patience"

  The lady stopped me

  Upon the path

  Arm in a grip

  Firmly held

  She reached up

  And kissed me

  "*I love you*"

  She said

  Softly

  I was startled

  But

  Was able to stammer

  "And I

  Love you"

  Slowly

  Composure regained,

  Almost

  I said

  "You are

  The only woman—

  I have met

  In this world—

  Like the shining sun

  Above

  Bringing me light

  "We could be together

  Til the end - the beginning

  Have children,

  A family

  To love

  To teach

  To . . ."

  "*Yes,*"

  She said quietly

  "*Yes*"

  There were

  Tears

  In her eyes

  We embraced

  For a long time

 

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