by Lucy Monroe
How could this man be the alpha of the pack that had stolen the ravens’ sacred talisman?
“You will still go for a walk in the forest with us tomorrow?” Brigit asked Sabrine anxiously.
“I will.”
“You’ll not be leaving this bed.” Barr’s tone carried the weight of his position as laird and pack leader.
She ignored it. “I will.”
“No.”
“Yes.”
“You are wounded.” He sounded like he was trying to be reasonable and could not understand her recalcitrance.
“It is not so great I must languish in bed.” Allowing him to believe she was a helpless human was one thing, but having him believe she needed to be bedridden defeated her purpose of searching for the Heart of the Moon stone.
Instead of arguing with her as she expected, Barr gave her a calculated look laced with a good deal of heat.
Just when she realized it might have been a tad precipitous to argue her relative good health just before spending the night under his watch, Earc said, “I believe it is time we took our leave.”
No doubt the other wolf could smell Barr’s increasing level of arousal just like she could. How embarrassing. She’d never been in such a situation before. Other males had wanted her, but not with the level of desire clouding the air around them so thickly she was surprised they could not see it. But the worst part was not how his wolf was reacting to her. It was how she was responding to him.
Her arousal drifted in the air around them as well, defying even the sick feeling she had about Brigit’s mother’s apparent predicament.
Earc’s lips twitched and Sabrine knew he could scent her arousal as well as his laird’s. She glared at him.
Barr’s second gave her a startled look.
“You need not rush off,” she insisted.
“Oh, I think there is every need.”
Circin seemed vaguely embarrassed while his sister gave Sabrine a commiserating look. “If we do not return Brigit to her mother soon, Sorcha will worry.”
Knowing when defeat loomed, Sabrine inclined her head in acknowledgment. “Then you must go.”
“There is no need to sound like they are leaving you to a horrific fate. My care may not have the skill of the healer, but you will be safe from others this night.”
She noted he did not promise she would be safe from him. The man might be a scoundrel, planning things she had never done but could guess at all too easily. However, he was no liar.
Sabrine turned her attention to the child. “All will be well. You must trust in this.”
“I will try.”
Sabrine nodded and reached for the child with an instinct that superseded even her Chrechte nature. Brigit accepted a tight hug, returning it fiercely before climbing off the bed to join Verica, Earc and Circin at the door.
They left with quiet assurances of Sorcha’s welfare this night and last-minute instructions from Verica to Barr regarding Sabrine’s care.
Sabrine knew the other woman had tried, but she doubted those final words would protect her from Barr’s passion. Not when hers simmered right at the surface, waiting to boil over and join his.
Barr had never been so sorely tempted by a woman before.
While he had not always agreed with Talorc’s strict stance on physical mating, neither did he see it as something to be indulged in for the sake of nothing more than a few hours of temporary pleasure. Joining his body with another carried the weight of possibly true bonding, and that was not a risk to be dismissed lightly. He had been more than lucky his first foray into sexual intimacy had not led to the tie forming; bad enough it had cost him two dear friends.
His fellow warrior’s possessiveness of his true bond mate had made continued friendship impossible between him and Barr once he learned she had surrendered her virginity to the other man. As for the woman, neither she nor Barr had been comfortable in one another’s presence again after the debacle of that one coupling.
Once a Chrechte developed a sacred or true bond with his mate, he would become incapable of performing sexually with anyone else while his mate lived. Barr didn’t understand it any better than he did the miracle of his animal form and nature. He knew the truth of it, however, and had been sexually circumspect because of it.
Only a fool would not realize the strong reaction he had to Sabrine could well lead to a sacred mate bond. And Barr was far from being a fool. His wolf was drawn to the mysterious raven-haired woman in a way it had never been to another person.
In the usual way of things, he would take time to get to know the woman his wolf was so intent upon having. He would carefully consider whether she would make a suitable mate before acting on his baser urges. But this was no ordinary reaction.
His wolf was demanding instant action and his body’s cravings were making that demand near impossible to ignore.
The wolf howled for release, Barr’s libido ached with need and his mind fought them both. Still looking for an explanation of the sense of other he could not dismiss from his memory, his brain worried at this problem as well. How could she lie to him and he not smell it? For lie to him he was certain she had.
His beautiful, alluring Sabrine had no more lost her memory than he had. What her game was, he couldna fathom, but it was clear she’d been genuinely distressed about whatever was going on with Brigit’s mother, Sorcha.
Sabrine’s obvious compassion only made Barr desire her more, but her equally apparent deception prevented him from trusting her completely.
Could he bed a woman he did not trust? His wolf howled, “Yes.” His cock jerked in response and he was no closer to resolution of his inner conflict than before.
“You look like you are contemplating invading England, but you smell like you want to invade me.” Naught in her tone revealed what she felt about that, but the words themselves revealed much.
And he knew. He did not understand, but he knew it must be true. “You are Chrechte, but you hide your wolf nature so well, even I could not sense it.”
“I am no part of the Faol.” The loathing with which she spoke the word Faol left no room for doubt.
Yet … “You must be. You are no mere human.”
“Humans have their own strength.”
“Yes, they do, but you are Chrechte.”
She did not deny it, but her mouth set in a stubborn line that told him without words she would not answer.
“And you haven’t forgotten anything, except perhaps how to tell the truth.”
That should be all he needed to rein in his libido, but her stubbornness and equally undeniable strength laid waste to the last of his defenses. This woman was his match.
Eyes the color of warm earth rich with sustenance narrowed dangerously. “You call me a liar?”
“Nay.” He’d learned from Talorc’s mistakes with his wife and Barr would not make such an accusation without understanding the entirety of a situation.
He would not soon forget the result of Talorc’s idiocy with his own wife. His friend had expressed deep sorrow and regret to Barr since then, but naught could undo the memory for any of them.
“I do not call you a liar, but I do believe you hide the truth from me.”
Her frown turned lethal, but she remained mute and unmoving.
“You do not lie by nature, do you?”
“No.” The word held an entire hour’s discourse of meaning.
“You find it beyond you to heap one lie on top of another to protect the first,” he further postulated.
“If I was lying, you should be able to tell, being the superior Chrechte warrior that you are.”
“My senses say one thing, but my instincts another.” And how was that possible, he wondered.
“You trust your instincts over your wolf’s senses?”
“In this instance? I do.” For, while his wolf could not smell the lie, it paced restlessly inside him, sure not all was as it seemed. Those same instincts told him to claim her, too. And he wo
uld not deny them.
He approached the bed, his mind settled about one thing at least. He would have her this night.
Chapter 6
Barr came toward the bed like a cat on the prowl, not the wolf that he was, sending a shiver of anticipation touched by nerves through Sabrine’s raven nature. His storm-cloud eyes watched her with the power of the ancient priests that once served their combined peoples. Before the Faol decided the Éan did not deserve to be Chrechte.
The oral histories spoke of those times; they spoke of priests and healers and leaders, but they did not tell the tale of a wolf who could capture a raven with nothing but his gaze.
Nothing to prepare her for meeting Barr of the Donegal clan. No story that might help her know what to do with feelings so powerful they decimated the stronghold of her control and forged desires that would not be denied. No matter that she was absolutely certain that to mate with a wolf would be terrifyingly dangerous.
Her mind screamed warnings as her body prepared itself for the inevitable joining with his wolf. Her mind insisted she not submit, but her body had gone deaf.
For the first time in her life, Sabrine’s mind was not in charge, her vaunted control buried under the burning coals of her desire. Her raven instincts demanded resolution for the need clenching her womb and drawing moisture from her core. Nipples that had never known the pleasure of a lover’s touch beaded into tight buds of near-painful longing.
Muscles that usually tensed in preparation for battle relaxed, allowing her legs to fall open slightly beneath the blanket.
Barr’s nostrils flared as the scent of her arousal permeated the air around them. He pulled the blanket back when he reached the bed. And she let him, making no move to hide her waiting nakedness from his gaze. Her body’s yearning overshadowed any hope she had to pull away from this joining.
He inhaled deeply, his eyes going heavy-lidded. “You want me.”
“Yes.” There was no point denying it to him or herself.
Not when the spicy scent of her need was all around them.
“I’ll have you this night.” The statement was arrogance itself, but something in his tone alerted her to the fact it was meant as a question.
He was seeking her agreement, showing he had more self-control than she. He would stop if she demanded it. She did not think she could.
But she was no meek maiden to suffer his domination. “We will have each other.”
He smiled, the expression feral. “You would have had me believe you a fragile woman, in need of protection.”
“I am.” Not fragile, perhaps, but definitely in need of protection. So were her people, but no Faol, not even this one who showed such concern for a human female’s safety, would offer such.
“Perhaps, but you are Chrechte and strong, though you deny it.”
She’d never denied being Chrechte, not once. Though she’d denied being wolf. She could not make her lips utter a falsehood of such personal affront.
Explaining such would give away secrets she could not allow into the light.
He did not wait for a reply, nor did he seem to expect one. He simply rid himself of his plaid and weapons with short, efficient movements, revealing his magnificent warrior’s body. He might not share his twin’s facial scar, but Barr was by no means unmarked. Along with his Chrechte markings on his bicep and back, he had several small scars obviously obtained in battle. Each one made him that much more alluring to her. A man who fought and received wounds in the effort to protect those he called clan was a man she could admire on every level.
Even if he was a wolf.
Regardless of the sexual need coming off him, he took the time to put his daggers where they could easily be reached if he had a need.
Her own trained warrior instincts could not help noting what it would require for her to reach them, too.
He laughed as he put one knee on the bed, the sound low and seductive, sending quakes of longing through her.
“What amuses you?” She’d never been further from joviality.
“You calculated the distance to my daggers as I put them away.” The knowing smile on his face was reflected in his voice.
“And you find that worthy of laughter?”
“I find your attempt to play the maiden in distress more than worthy.”
His assurance of her deception did not seem to have made him angry.
“I am what I am.” He could take that how he liked. She was beyond dissembling.
“And I am eager to discover exactly what that means.”
It wouldn’t happen, but telling him so would probably make the daft laird laugh again. “I do not want to desire you.” That was one piece of honesty she could share.
“Why?”
“You are a dangerous man for me to mate.”
“So you feel it, too?”
“I thought it was obvious.”
“I wonder what your voice will sound like in my mind,” he said as he lowered his head to capture her lips for her first kiss.
And it was only as the words repeated in her conscious mind that she realized they’d been talking about two very different aspects of mating. She’d meant sexual intimacy.
He thought they were true mates.
God would not be so cruel.
No matter how appealing his person, or how intriguing his character, she could not be true mates with a wolf. Heaven would not play such a vicious trick on her.
Her disturbed thoughts splintered as his lips moved with possessiveness against hers. The taste was incredible, like spices and fresh water from the spring. Intoxicated by his nearness, she was glad to be lying down. Were she standing, she did not think she would remain upright.
She’d never known such sensations.
In her whole life, she had never considered her mouth such a bastion of sexual temptation, but the feel of his lips against hers went clear to the depths of her soul and back again.
His tongue flicked along the seam of her lips in a silent demand her body instinctively knew how to respond to. She let her lips part, giving him access to the inner recess beyond. His tongue took instant advantage, intensifying the amazing flavor scoring her senses.
He ravaged her with a warrior’s power and she returned the kiss with her own feminine need to meet him strength to strength, desire to desire, softness to hardness. Neither superior to the other, and yet no question that his body was bigger, his muscles more powerful. He should frighten her, but he did not. She found his size and strength unbearably exciting, especially so close to her unencumbered nudity.
He was all she could have ever wanted in a mate and yet was the one man she could not invite into her true life. Nevertheless, she would enjoy this moment of pleasure while she had it. She had known little enough joy in her life; she would not reject this moment her raven insisted was hers. She would never know such pleasure again, of that she was irrevocably convinced—she hadn’t thought to know it now. But while she dwelt among his people she would indulge in the carnally feminine side of her raven and human natures both.
He reared back, his huge body shimmering in the torchlight. “You taste like the food of the gods.”
She smiled at his exaggeration. “I taste like a woman.”
“My woman.”
“For tonight.”
“Forever.”
She could not make her mouth utter a denial, but nor would she allow it to speak agreement.
He flexed his big muscles, making them bulge in ways that had her raven trilling with desire. He was not Éan, but he understood the need to display his strength and prowess for her, to draw her raven closer to the surface than Sabrine had allowed it since making the change in the air as she fell to the earth. She reached up and nuzzled into his neck with her nose in instinctive response, her raven seeking connection to his wolf.
A look of satisfaction came over his features as he inhaled deeply. “I can smell you now. Not your wolf, but your otherness is there for me. Only for me.”
There was a reason Verica kept her raven nature subdued, and her brother did as well. Sabrine could guess what it was, too.
The rest of the Faol did not have Barr’s tolerance for other.
She reached up and caressed his face, the stubble of his blond day’s growth scratching against her palm. “You are a special man, Barr, unlike others of your kind.”
“I am glad you think so.” His voice resounded with confidence.
Shaking her head, she grinned. “You are also too arrogant for your own good.”
“So you say.”
“I do.”
“Maybe I should prevent more accusations from coming out of that lovely mouth.” His gray gaze caressed her lips, making them tingle and part as if the look was a kiss in itself.
“Perhaps you should.” If it meant more of that most pleasurable kissing, she was all for it.
He bent down and once again claimed her lips with passion she had no difficulty matching. In fact, it was so easy, it frightened her.
What would she do when she had to leave this man behind? For leave she must. Her life and the future of her people depended on it.
Calloused fingers brushed up her side until one giant hand cupped the small curve of her breast. He teased her nipple with his thumb until she thought she would come off the bed. Each swipe of his thumb against the tender bud sent a matching spear of pleasure through her womb, making the flesh between her legs contract as well.
Heated sexual approval radiated between them. “You are so responsive.”
“You have many to compare me to?” she asked, making no effort to hide the irritation such a thought caused her.
His light brown brows rose as his lips twitched. “Not so many.”
“How many?” she demanded, her hands clenching against the stonelike contours of his chest.
No man should be this strong. Nor this irresistible.
“One, maybe two.”
“Which is it? One or two?” she demanded, her agitation growing.
“My laird discouraged sex for anything but a committed mating.”