Ross wasn’t sure what he had expected, from what he had heard of Hazel Cavendish—a glamorous woman, perhaps, sophisticated in the manner of her cousin Heather Urquhart.
Instead, he found himself facing a slight woman with an appealing heart-shaped face made more striking by her dark eyes and curly dark hair. She wore a yellow, fuzzy pullover, and her face was swollen from weeping.
Resisting an unexpected urge towards gentleness, he said, “Mrs. Cavendish, were you having an affair with Donald Brodie?”
“No.” The word was a whisper. “No,” she repeated more firmly, with obvious effort.
“But you had been lovers?”
“That was a long time ago, Chief Inspector.” She sounded weary beyond bearing. “It was another life.”
“But Donald hoped to renew your relationship, isn’t that right?” When she didn’t answer, he went on. “Is that why ye argued with him last night?”
Her eyes widened. “I— He—he brought up some old issues between us. It wasn’t an argument. It can’t have had anything to do with Donald’s death.”
“Aye, well, I canna be so sure about that, now can I? I had the idea you were angry over the wee lassie who called on him before dinner.”
“I don’t know anything about that.” Her mouth was set in a stubborn line.
“And what about this morning, Mrs. Cavendish? Can you tell me where ye went in the car?”
She swallowed and took a sharp little breath, as if readying something rehearsed. “I drove to Aviemore. I was worried about my daughter. I’d never left her for so long, before this weekend, and I thought I should go home. But there was no train that early. So I came back.”
She hadn’t had much practice at lying, thought Ross, and she did it remarkably badly. “What time did you leave the house?”
“I’m not sure. It was light. Before five, I think.”
“And yet you returned at”—he checked his notes—
“around half six, according to Mrs. Innes. The drive to Aviemore takes only a few minutes.”
“I sat at the station for a while, deciding whether to wait for a train.”
“Did anyone see you?”
“I—I don’t know. The ticket office was closed. I didn’t speak to—”
There was a tap at the door, and the duty constable came in. “Sorry to interrupt, sir, but one of the crime scene technicians thought you’d want to see this.”
Ross stood up and took the clear evidence envelope by its corner.
“He said they found this in the trampled area in the wood,” the constable continued, “along with traces of semen.”
“Thank you, Constable.” Ross looked at the wisp of pale yellow yarn he held in his hand, then at Hazel Cavendish.
“You’re not serious.” Gemma faced Constable Mackenzie across the work island in the Inneses’ kitchen. “You want to do a metal trace test on me?” Her voice rose in a squeak
of outrage in spite of her attempt to control it. Having given her statement to another constable seated in the corner, she had then been passed on to Mackenzie.
“I’m sorry, ma’am.” Mackenzie’s brow was furrowed with distress. “It’s orders from the chief inspector. Everyone in the household, he said, no exceptions. I’m to take a footprint, as well.”
“The bastard,” swore Gemma under her breath. Feeling her face flush with telltale warmth, she turned away for a moment, trying to master her temper. Would Ross have treated Kincaid this way, she wondered, or would Kincaid have been respected as a fellow officer—even deferred to?
Of course, there was the matter of rank, she told herself, attempting to be fair, but even that didn’t excuse Ross’s behavior.
Nor was it Kincaid’s fault that he was male and automatically a member of the club, she reminded herself, curbing the unjustified flash of anger she felt towards him. In its place, she felt a sudden longing for him so acute that it caught at her chest like a vise.
He’d have Ross wrapped round his finger in no time, and she—she wouldn’t feel so afraid. The law had always been her friend, her protector, and now she found herself on the other side of the wall.
Damn Ross. Well, if he wouldn’t work with her, she saw no reason why she should cooperate more than regulation demanded. But that, at least, she would have to do. Summoning a smile for Mackenzie, she turned back and held out her hand. “Right, then. Let’s get on with it.”
As Mackenzie swabbed each of her fingers in turn, Gemma gazed out the window. The rain had come on, softening the outline of shrubs, drive, and barn. God, what a mess. She should be glad this wasn’t her scene,
her case, her responsibility, she told herself. And so she might be, if she could just rid herself of the nagging uncertainty she felt over Hazel.
A movement in the drive caught her eye. Two uniformed officers had emerged from around the corner of the house, a third figure between them. As Gemma watched, one constable opened the door of a marked car and eased the third person into the back, protecting the top of the dark, curly-haired head from the doorframe with a large hand.
Gemma jerked her hand away from Mackenzie, reaching out as if she could stop the car door closing over Hazel’s white, frightened face.
Chapter Eleven
I wave the quantum o’ the sin, The hazard of concealing;
But och; it hardens a’ within, And petrifies the feelin!
robert burns, “First Epistle to John Lapraik”
Carnmore, April
It was only after Charles had been buried in the Chapeltown churchyard that Livvy began to realize all griefs were unique.
She had lost her mother at sixteen, to a lingering respi-ratory illness that not even her physician father had been able to cure. Livvy’s grieving had been wild and hot, punctuated by racking sobs and waves of such hollowness that she thought surely her body must collapse into this interior abyss.
But with Charles’s death, she’d felt a surprised numbness, and a cold that grew daily, settling into bone and flesh like the weight of the snow that lay across the Braes.
She felt dull, diminished, as if her soul had become a hard, heavy thing inside her.
And secreted inside that brittle shell, a kernel of guilt; for Livvy knew Charles’s death to be her fault.
She had not loved him enough. She had liked him, respected him, admired him even, and between them had grown a comfortable intimacy and dependence. But there had been no passion on her part, and it was that missing bond that might have held him tethered, to her and to Will. Had he seen her failure, when he’d looked in her eyes for the last time?
In late March, the snow turned to rain. The already saturated ground became spongy with moisture; water seeped and trickled down the hillsides into the fast-flowing Crombie Burn. The village children came out to play, like rabbits emerging from their burrows, and the men began to talk about the spring planting.
Livvy began to feel a painful anticipation, as if possibilities waited alongside the green shoots in the earth, and it frightened her. So she tried not to think at all, throwing herself into the running of the house and, with Will, the business of the distillery.
She practiced holding each moment, like a pearl in her hand, but one by one they slipped inexorably away. And then on a morning when the sun shone and the breeze blew soft from the east, an auburn-haired man came riding up from the village on a bay horse, and she knew him.
Louise slipped out the front door while John was cooking a belated breakfast for the guests. There were still two white-coveralled technicians working in the scullery, and the guests were milling about in the hall and sitting room—no one seemed to want to face the dining room, where they had been interrogated by Chief Inspector Ross.
She’d had to ask John for the keys to the old Land Rover—letting go her car had been just one of the sacri-
fices they’d made when they came to this godforsaken place. When he’d questioned her, she’d told him they needed biscuits for tea that afternoon, and she’d
offered no explanation to anyone else. The constable on the porch nodded but didn’t stop her.
The rain fell in a mist so fine and heavy that it felt as if she were walking through water, and she had forgotten an umbrella. By the time she reached the car she was sopping, bedraggled as a water rat.
There was English rain, she had discovered, and there was Scottish rain, and Scottish rain invariably made you wetter and colder.
Whatever had possessed her all those years ago, to give up life in London and come here? It had been Hazel, of course, the one person she had ever truly thought of as a friend, and now Hazel had come back and turned everything topsy-turvy once again.
How could they have taken Hazel away? Every time Louise thought of it, she came up against a wall in her mind, as if this shock on top of all the others had formed an impenetrable barrier. It couldn’t be happening—none of this could be happening. Donald couldn’t be dead. She saw the square shape of the mortuary van at the edge of the drive and looked away, her throat closing convulsively.
And John, where had John gone that morning? It shouldn’t have taken him more than half an hour to buy eggs, yet he had been gone a good deal longer than that. He was terrified, she could smell it on him, and this wasn’t the first time he’d disappeared without explanation.
Louise backed the Land Rover up and drove to the gate, rolling to a stop as a constable came up to the window.
His yellow-green jacket was slick with rain, the water
beaded on the bill of his cap. As she lowered the window, drops splattered on the sill of the car door.
“Ma’am,” said the constable, “you’re not to—”
“Chief Inspector Ross said we were free to go.”
Stepping back, he spoke into the radio on his shoulder.
After a moment he nodded at her. “Sorry, ma’am.”
The crowd milling about on the verge was not so obliging. Louise eased the car forward, avoiding eye contact with those who looked vaguely familiar, and when a man held a news camera up to the window she shook her head violently and pressed on the accelerator.
The bodies scattered and she was free, the car skimming along silently except for the rhythmic squeak of the wipers against the windscreen. A mile down the road, she slowed and turned to the right, bumping into a drive heavily rutted by the wheels of horse vans. A weathered sign on a post identified the MacGillivrays’ stable.
The house looked deserted, not even a wisp of smoke from the chimney visible in the rain. Nor was there any sign of Tom, Callum’s father, for which Louise was grateful. She couldn’t have coped with the man’s drunken ramblings, not today.
She drove down to the barn and got out, shielding her face from the rain as she ran in the open door. The air inside the barn smelled warm and ripe, even in the wet.
Two horses looked at her over their stall doors with mildly curious expressions, and she recognized one as Callum’s horse, Max. She called out Callum’s name, her voice tentative in the echoing space.
When there was no answer, she went out and looked down the hill towards the old crofter’s cottage that lay between the barn and the river meadow. She knew Callum lived there, rather than in the main house, but she’d never been inside. They had developed an unexpected friend-
ship in the past year, based at first on their common interest in native plants. Callum was odd, Louise had to admit, but in a way it was this very oddness that had allowed her to feel comfortable with him, to open up with him in a way she seldom did with other people. With Callum, there was no fear of not measuring up, of giving herself away as not belonging.
Until now, however, she had not visited him in his cottage. As she hesitated, wondering if she should have come, a light flickered faintly in the window.
Before she could change her mind, Louise ran down the pebble-strewn path and knocked lightly on the door.
A dog barked sharply, making her jump, and Callum’s voice called, “Come in with ye, then.”
Louise stepped in, holding out a hand for Murphy, Callum’s Labrador retriever, to sniff. There was only one room, she saw, warmed by an old stove and lit by a paraffin lamp standing on a scarred table. There Callum sat, pouring over what looked like account books.
Glancing up, he said, “Louise! What are ye doing here? I thought you were my father.” He stood, closing the topmost book.
“Have you heard?”
“It’s true, then, about Donald?”
She nodded. “How did you—”
“I saw the crowd round your gate. I stopped, but they wouldn’t let me through. It was Peter McNulty told me Donald had been shot!”
Louise felt suddenly faint, as if the reality of what had happened had finally caught up with her body. It must have shown in her face, because Callum hurried towards her.
“Sit ye down, Louise.” He pulled out a chair at the oak table. “I’ll make ye some tea.”
Obeying, she looked round the cottage in an effort to
focus on something other than the turmoil of her thoughts. The black iron stove, where Callum was putting a kettle on to boil, stood on a raised tile hearth. To one side of it stood a deep farmhouse sink, with a hand-made rack holding cups and plates; on the other, a tatty armchair and a small side table stacked with books, and what looked like a tin hip bath. There did not seem to be any indoor plumbing, except for the sink.
The two deep front windows let in little light, but she could see the outline of an alcove bed against the far wall, as well as a notched rack holding half a dozen fishing rods, and pegs hung with oilskins and tweed caps.
Murphy, apparently deciding the excitement was over, returned to a cushion near the stove and flopped down with a sigh, his black coat gleaming in the lamplight. The room smelled of peat smoke and warm dog.
Callum set a steaming mug before her, adding a dash of whisky from the bottle that stood on the table. “Drink up, now. You’ll feel better.”
He gave her a moment to sip, then said, “Tell me what happened.”
Haltingly, she related the events of the morning, ending with Hazel’s being taken for questioning.
“They took your friend? Do you think she can have done such a thing?”
“No! But if it was John’s gun . . . Who else could have taken it? And after . . .” She glanced up at him. “Callum, that woman last night . . . I saw you, watching from the hedge. Did you bring her to see Donald?”
He hesitated, spreading his fingers on the tabletop, and for the first time she noticed how large his hands were. “I didn’t bring her exactly, but aye, I did tell her where Donald was.”
“But why? Who is she?”
“She’s a friend of mine. Her name is Alison Grant.
She’s been going out with Donald, and I thought she should know he wasna telling her the truth about this weekend. He told her he had a business meeting.”
“But why would you—” Louise stopped, seeing the obvious. “You’re interested in her, this Alison? But she’s—” A slag, she had started to say, and caught herself just in time. “Callum, how did you know it wasn’t just a business meeting?”
“It was himself who told me.” Callum’s accent grew heavier under stress, she noticed, as did John’s.
“Himself? You mean Donald?”
“Aye. All about the woman of his dreams.”
“And look where it bloody got him,” Louise burst out, choking back a sob. She gulped at her tea, feeling the whisky bite at the back of her throat, and managed to say,
“He never had any sense where Hazel was concerned.”
“But, Louise, you canna be sure it had anything to do with her. You don’t know why the police took her in?”
She shook her head. “He’s cold, that detective. A cal-culating bastard. He—he frightened me.”
“You’ve no reason to be frightened.” Callum reached out and gave her an awkward pat on the shoulder. “Whatever happened, it’s nothing to do with you.”
“But this could ruin our busin
ess, don’t you see? And John—” Now that she had come to it, the words stuck in her throat. She forced herself to go on. “Callum, you didn’t see John this morning, did you? He went to buy eggs, but he was gone for a long time.”
“John?” Callum stared at her. “But you canna think—”
“It’s not what I think—it’s what the police will think,”
she said urgently. “Do you know where he was this morning?”
There was a moment’s silence, then Callum said, a bit
too heartily, “No, Louise, I didna see him. I’m sure he will have some explanation—have you asked the man himself?”
“There was no chance, and now he’s got everyone in the kitchen, cooking for them.” She couldn’t keep the irritation from her voice.
“Aye, that’s his way,” said Callum, with a note of disapproval at her tone. That was a typical man, thought Louise—couldn’t bear to hear another man criticized.
“Hadn’t you better be getting back?” he added. “They’ll aye be wondering where you’ve gone.”
Louise stood, stung by what seemed to her a dismissal.
“Yes. All right.”
“I’m sorry, Louise,” said Callum, standing as well. “I didna mean to be crabbit with ye. It’s just that I’ll have to tell Alison, ye see. She goes to her mam’s in Carrbridge on a Sunday afternoon, but she’ll be back soon, and I’m fair dreading it.”
“It’s okay,” she told him, mollified. “And you’re right, of course you’re right. I’d better go.”
It was only as she turned to the door that she saw a shotgun standing beside it, as if it had been set down carelessly after a walk. Beside the gun sat a pair of heavy boots, streaked with what Louise could have sworn was drying silt from the river.
Gemma caught Chief Inspector Ross as he was getting into his car. “What do you think you’re doing?” she shouted at him, ignoring the rain streaking her face.
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