“Dinner is served boss and not a moment too soon,” Henry announced, once the door was latched behind him.
“You ole rascal, I don’t care what you had to do to come up with this meal fit for a king, but I hope your eyes was closed when you did it,” Baltimore teased, salivating over a dinner much too expensive for the likes of them. “I can’t wait to get my hands on—,” he started to say before hearing a light rap against the other side of the storage room door. “Here. Put the plates in the bread box, Henry,” whispered Baltimore, fearing another waiter wanted to share in their late-night treasure. Some of them were unscrupulous enough to make waves by reporting thefts to the crew supervisor if they didn’t get a cut.
“Shut that cupboard door all the way so’s they can’t smell the taters,” Henry mouthed quietly as the light tapping grew into more insistent knocks.
When Henry opened the storage room door slowly, he was surprised to see a white face staring back at his. The man, who appeared to be nearing fifty, was fair-haired, with pale, blotchy skin. He was thinking something behind those steely blue eyes of his, Baltimore thought as he leaned his head over to see who was disturbing the first decent meal he’d had in a week. “Sorry, mistuh, but the dinner car’s been closed for hours now,” uttered Henry, guessing that was what the man wanted. “We’s just putting the dishes away.”
“Either one of you boys interested in making a few dollars,fetching ice and fresh drinking glasses for me and some sporting friends of mine?” the intruder asked, fashioning his remarks more in the manner of a request than a question.
“Naw, suh, I’m ... I’m really whooped,” offered Henry in a pleading tone.
“Hell, naw,” was Baltimore’s answer. “We’s retired for the evening, done been retired, and besides, you don’t see no boys in here.” Venom was dripping from his lips after slaving deep into the evening only to incur some middle-aged white man getting between him and a four-dollar plate of food, with an off-the-cuff insult. “You best get on back to those sporting friends of yours,” Baltimore added when the man didn’t seem too interested in budging.
Henry swallowed hard, like always, when Baltimore got it in his head to sass a white man to his face. He swallowed hard again when this particular white man brushed back his green gabardine jacket just enough to reveal a forty-four-caliberrevolver.
“Yeah. You’ll do rather nicely,” answered the man in the doorway. He was leering at Baltimore now and threatening to take his bluff a step further if necessary. “Now then, I’d hate for us to have a misunderstanding. The head conductor might not like that, especially if he’s awakened to terrible news.”
Baltimore squinted at the situation, which was brewing into a hot mess he’d have to clean up later. He was in deep because he’d already decided just that fast to lighten the train’s load and teach the passenger a lesson about respect he would take to his grave. Considering that the train wasn’t due to arrive at the Kansas City station until eight a.m., only a fool would have put his money on that particular white man’s chances of breathing anywhere near 7:59. “Well, suh, if ’n you put it that way, I guess I’m your man ... uh, your boy,” Baltimore told him, flashing the manufactured beamingsmile he was accustomed to exhibiting when bringing customers their dinner bill. “Just let me grab a bite to eat, and I’ll be along directly.”
“You’ll come now,” growled the uninvited guest. “And button your clothes. You look a ruffled sight,” he added, gesturingat Baltimore’s relaxed uniform. “I’ll be right out here waiting.”
“And he’ll be right out, suh, right out,” promised Henry, pulling the door closed. “Baltimo’, what’s gotten into you? That’s a white man, and he’s got six friends in that pistol, waiting to do whatever he tells ’em to.”
“He ain’t gonna shoot nobody,” Baltimore reasoned as he fastened his serving jacket, huffing beneath his breath. “A stone killer does the doin’ and don’t waste time on the showin’. I’ll be back tonight. You go on and have at my supper, too. Ain’t no use in letting it get cold. Be too tough to chew then, anyway.”
Henry put his face very close to Baltimore’s in order to get his undivided attention. “Ahh, man, I know that look in your eyes, and I hate it. You got trouble in mind, but you told me you was through with that sort of thing.”
Baltimore sighed as he eased a steak knife into the waistbandof his black work slacks and pulled the white jacket down over it. “Don’t appear that sort of thing is through with me, though, does it? Think of me when you eat my share. It’ll make me feel better knowing you did.”
Waiting impatiently in the aisle, the insistent passenger raised his eyes from the silver coin he’d been flipping over his knuckles when Baltimore came out of the tiny closet, holding a stack of glasses on a round tray. “Good. I was starting to get concerned about the two of you.” The man was fond of the joke he’d told, so he chuckled over it, but neither of the black men found it amusing in the least. Both of them saw a dead man pacing in the other direction, wearingan expensive suit and a brown felt hat, and playing an odd little game where the stakes were dreadfully high. It was a skins game, Baltimore’s favorite. Killing the white man on their way to the smoking car crossed his mind, but he suspectedthere’d be money to be had at the end of the night, maybe a lot of it. Before he chased those demons away, he told them to come back later, when he’d have need for them.
“I’m going to say this only once, so pay attention,” the man grumbled. “When we get inside, I don’t want you to speak, cough, or break wind. There are some very important people in there, and they won’t stand for an uppity nigger interruptingtheir entertainment,” he warned Baltimore. “I’ll give you ten bucks for your time, when I’m convinced you’ve earned it.” When Baltimore’s gaze drifted toward the floor, the white man viewed it as a sign of weakened consent. He had no idea just how close he came to having his chest carved up like the porterhouse left behind in the flatware cabin. “Good,” he continued. “Don’t make me sorry for this.”
“I’m already sorry,” Baltimore wanted to tell him but didn’t. Instead, he played along to get along, but soon enough he found himself wishing for a seat at that poker table. As the night drew in, and the smoke from those fancy cigars rose higher, so did the piles of money. Baltimore had learned most of the gamblers were businessmen heading to Kansas City for an annual automobile convention. He’d also discoveredthat the man who’d coerced him into servitude went by the name of Darby Kent, and for all of his gun-toting rough talk, he was the sorriest poker player this side of the Mississippiand spitting out money like a busted vending machine. Darby often folded when he should have stayed in, and then he often contributed to someone else’s wealth when everyonereading his facial expressions knew he had a losing hand. After three hours of fetching and frowning, Baltimore was really disgusted. The way he looked at it, Darby was shoveling over his money, the money Baltimore had planned on relieving him of after the fellows were finished matching wits.
“Darby, looks like a bad run of luck,” one of the other men suggested incorrectly. It was a run of overgrown stupidity.
“I’ll say,” another of them quipped. “Gotta know when to say when.” After watching Darby toss back another shot of gin, he shook his head disapprovingly. “On the other hand, if you don’t mind fattening my wallet, I won’t, either.” That comment brought a wealth of laughter from other players sitting around the musty room, smelling of liquor, sweat, and stale tobacco.
“I’ll agree that the cards haven’t exactly fallen in my favor up ’til now,” Darby said as he grimaced. “Perhaps I could use a break.” He laid the cards on the table, next to a mountain of money Baltimore guessed had to be close to ten thousand dollars. “Come on, you,” Darby ordered his reluctant flunky, while motioning for Baltimore to collect his serving tray and an extra ice bucket.
Leaving all of that loot behind was like pulling teeth, but Baltimore forced himself to walk away. Had he not been confined to a moving train, there would hav
e been a golden chance to stick up the card game and make a fast getaway. Unfortunately, there wasn’t a hideout to dash off to afterwards,so the idea passed just as quickly as it had entered Baltimore’s head. Baltimore fumed every step of the way he followed behind Darby, staggering and sullen. He was mad at himself for not going with his first mind to end their arrangement before Darby had all but opened his billfold and shook out a big stack of money for the better-suited players to divide amongst themselves.
When they reached a nearly depleted icebox inside the abandoned dinner car, Baltimore began filling one of the wooden buckets. Darby steadied his shoulder against the door frame to light up a cigar. He huffed and cussed that he should have been more conservative with his wagers.
“I’m beginning to think, maybe I’ve taken those other fellowstoo lightly,” Darby opined openly, as if Baltimore gave a damn what he thought. Tired and angrier now, Baltimore sought to put that silly notion to rest.
“Say, Darby, lemme ask you something,” Baltimore said, seemingly out of nowhere. He was facing the man while holding the bucket firmly at his side with his left hand, keepinghis right one free. “Do you always lose your ass after showing it? I mean, you have got to be the dumbest mark I’ve ever seen.” Baltimore watched Darby’s eyes narrow disbelievinglyafter hearing a much cleaner diction roll off the black man’s tongue. “See, the way I figure it, you resort to pattin’ that pistol of yours when men like me don’t step lively fast enough. I’ll also bet the ten dollars you owe me that you’re all bark and no bite. Ain’t that right, suh?” Baltimoreadded, showing him how black men were skilled at adapting their speech to fit the occasion. When Darby stopped puffing on the stinky cigar poking out of his mouth, Baltimore smiled at him. “Ahh-ahh, not yet. I’ll also bet you a nickel to a bottle of piss, if you go pulling that heater on me, you’ll be dead before your body drops.”
Darby spat the cigar onto the floor as he reared back and went for the revolver. Baltimore slammed the heavy ice bucket against his gun, snatched him by the throat, and then punched the steak knife into Darby’s gut so hard, the handle broke off. Darby’s mouth flew open as he anguished in pain. Baltimore watched intently as the white man gasped for breath like a fish out of water and clutched at the opening in his stomach. When Darby fell onto his knees, pain shooting through his body, he began to whimper softly. Baltimore was quick to stuff a bar towel in his mouth to shut him up. “Uh-huh,I knew you were all bark,” Baltimore teased as he removedthe pistol from Darby’s shoulder holster and began riffling through his pockets. “Let’s see how much you still have, you sorry bastard. Seventy-two dollars?” he ranted. “I knew I should have stuck you sooner.” Suddenly, Baltimore heard someone coming, but there was nowhere to hide, so he raised the dying man’s gun.
“Baltimo’, that you?” someone uttered from the shadows. “Baltimo’, it’s me. Henry.”
“Whe www , man, I almost blew a hole in you, thinking it was one of them white boys coming to see about the ice,” Baltimore cautioned his closest friend. “Here. Hurrup. Help me get his jacket and pants off him.”
Henry’s eyes grew as wide as saucers. “Why you want to go and do that?” he asked apprehensively.
“ ’Cause he’s just about my size, this here is a damn nice suit, and I don’t want to get no blood on it,” Baltimore told him flatly. When Darby’s upper body started convulsing, Henry was ordered to stop it. “Come on now. Hold his head still.”
Struggling to hold the man down, Henry was forced to snap his neck when the groaning grew too loud to bear. After realizing what he’d done, Henry fell over on his behind like a repentant sinner. “Now you done got me involved,” he fussed.
“Being my friend is what got you involved, Henry,” Baltimorecorrected him. “And you came through for me. I won’t forget that. Now, let’s get him off this train before somebody comes.”
Reluctantly, Henry climbed to his feet and helped wrestle off the dead man’s suit. He spied the fancy wing-tipped shoes on Darby’s feet, but he could see right away, it wasn’t any use to take those. Darby’s feet were nearly four inches shorter than his. Then, he caught a glimpse of a shiny gold ring on the man’s finger as they opened a dining car window to ease his body out onto the countryside. “Hold up, Balt. I’ma take this here ring for my troubles.”
Baltimore pulled Darby’s legs up to the sliding window and pushed against the cold January winds. “Naw, don’t take the ring. It’s the same kind the other fellas had on. That could come back to haunt you. Leave it on him. Hell, let the coyotes get it.” Henry considered what his partner in crime had told him, pretended to agree, but then decided to swipe it, anyway. He eased the ring off and slipped it into his pocket behind Baltimore’s back. As the train whipped around a bend, the wind howled. Henry closed the window while Baltimore neatly folded Darby’s suit under his loose jacket.
“Where’re you going now?” Henry asked, as he rolled out a mop bucket to clean up the mess they had made doing away with the corpse.
“To sleep so’s I can get to dreaming about that steak that’s been calling my name,” Baltimore answered, slapping thirty dollars in his accomplice’s palm. “Send somebody to wake me when we pull into Kaycee. Boy, I sho’ am tired.” He pattedHenry on the back and started off, with a carefree saunter, as if he hadn’t moments before goaded a man into a fight and ended his life as a result. Baltimore’s ice-cold veneer aided him in sending Darby to another world altogether, but it didn’t do a thing in the way of shaking off that bad luck shadow dogging him from town to town.
SINFUL
Chandelle stood in the kitchen of her small apartment, wrapping flatware in old newspaper. She was so excited when their mortgage loan for the house on Brass Spoon was approved two weeks before. Marvin had been sulking, been uncharacteristically unemotional, and been lacking what Chandelle needed in the bedroom. Although she tried to overlookit, his increasingly long hours at his job had only intensifiedan issue, and so did the anemic paychecks he’d been bringing home despite pulling double shifts. After being married for three years, she thought she knew her husband. In short order, Chandelle had to learn the hard way how littleshe knew herself.
“Marvin, do we have any more old papers?” she yelled, standing over a stack of china plates yet to be wrapped. “Marvin!” she shouted when he didn’t answer.
“Yeah, I’m watching the game. Cowboys about to get that touchdown,” he answered finally.
Chandelle rolled her eyes, then pretended she wasn’t bothered that he didn’t jump into action the way he used to when they first married three years ago. Then, he was all about her, and she missed that. To make matters worse, lately it seemed he’d been all about him, and that was unacceptable.“Marvin! I need you to get some more newspaper. I’m out already, and I haven’t even done the china from our wedding yet. Marvin!” When Chandelle stepped around the corner into the tiny den, Marvin’s eyes were fastened to the expensive flat screen as if he were sitting in the stadium on the fifty-yard line. “Ah-hmm,” Chandelle uttered, clearing her throat. “Forget it, I’ll run to the corner store myself,” she said, pretending to collect her purse and coat.
“Good, now I can finish watching the boys put it on them rusty-butt Redskins,” Marvin said, louder than he should have.
Chandelle cocked her head to the side, smirked her displeasure,and began to fume over the way her husband had blown her off for a stupid football game. “So, you really are gonna let me go out into the cold while you sit on your behindwatching those scrubs lose another game?”
“What? Chandelle, don’t trip,” Marvin barked, dismissingher.
“Don’t trip?”
“Hey, didn’t you say you were going? Who am I to stop you?” Marvin answered. “Wait ’til halftime, and then I’ll go. Otherwise, pick me up some pork skins, and I’ll see you when you get back.”
Yes, something had definitely changed. There was a time, not so long ago, when Marvin wouldn’t have thought of sending his wife out into the elements. Ch
andelle didn’t understandhow it happened or when exactly, but she felt compelledto get at the root of the problem without waiting another minute. “Marvin, I want to talk,” she announced, while standing directly in front of the television. “So you need to turn that off.”
“Move, Chandelle,” he fussed, trying to shoo her away. “Move girl, quit playing now.”
Defiantly, she refused to relinquish her position. Instead, she crossed her arms and flashed Marvin a hardened stare. She said, “I’m not moving, so you can either watch the TV through me or you can talk to me. It’s up to you. He leapt off the sofa, gently scooped her up, and moved her from blockingthe tube. “Oh, it’s like that now, huh?” Chandelle ranted, “You just gon’ resort to putting your hands on me. Uh-huh, that’s the way it always starts, with playful nonaggressive manhandling but before long the pushing, shoving, and slappingstarts! Is that what you want to do, Marvin? You want to beat me?” Although Chandelle wasn’t serious about Marvin hurting her, she was willing to say just about anything to get a rise out of him, since it had been awhile since he’d orchestratedone in the sack.
Marvin frowned at her, vehemently objecting to her unwarrantedoutburst. “Whutever, Chandelle. If that’s what you call me putting my hands on you, you’re slippin’.” When her bothered expression didn’t change in the least, Marvin huffed and marched past her. He snatched up a thin jacket off the wooden coatrack near the door. He wrestled it on quickly and felt in his pants pocket for the car keys. “Okay, since you want to put on a show, I’ma go watch the rest of the game at Chubby’s where ain’t nobody gonna be silly enough to jump up in front of the TV.”
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