“He beat up our friend,” one replied, the one who had first caught me in the bushes. “We’re taking him to the police.”
“No!” I whined pitifully, as I wiggled myself to my feet. Hands started gripping me tightly. “I was disciplining him for his mother.”
In an unharmonious chorus they all started disagreeing with me, each supplying his own renditions.
“Shut up!” she yelled, pointing her gun. “I’ll call the police here and solve the matter for everyone.”
“Hell no,” Junior replied. “We’re not letting him go.”
“Get the hell out of my store!” The lady spoke with a full maternal authority. Abruptly it felt like an anvil dropped on my head. I was dropped flat on my back and resisted passing out. The lady walked over and stood between me and the pack. Pointing the revolver at Junior, sternly she said, “Get the hell out of my store this instant.”
“Fine,” Junior said with a smile, and then addressing me he added, “We’ll wait for you outside, coach.”
Out they filed, one by one, waiting for me just beyond the door. She quickly had one of the employees lock the door and instructed the other one to call the police and an ambulance. She then helped me to a comfortable position and with a wet napkin she started wiping off blood. Judging from the sorrowful expression on her face, I must’ve been a mess.
“Thanks,” I blurted.
“It ain’t even loaded,” she whispered while dabbing my face with a wet napkin. I tried to rise, but pain had replaced all senses.
“Just lie still.” She looked at me intently. “Can you see me?”
“Yeah, why.”
“There’s blood in your eyes.” There was blood oozing from everywhere, and soon, to the tune of sirens, I drifted. Through a heavenly fog I heard the queries: Why did they attack you? Who were they? Who’s your nearest living relative? It was a reenactment of the Blimpie’s aftermath weeks earlier only this time I had advanced from secondary character to lead victim. After a long wait, lying numbly in a gurney in the emergency ward of Long Island College Hospital, I was stripped, cleaned, bandaged, X-rayed, given a skull series, spine tapped, and ready to roll again. A calm doctor itemized my bill; I had a slight concussion, several broken ribs, a broken nose, a deep knife wound in my right thigh, and a large side order of bruises and abrasions. Then I was injected with some antibiotics and a local anesthetic. The bones were realigned and the thigh stitched up. When they found out I was financially unprotected, I was ready to roll yet again, this time to the overcrowded charity ward where I spent the night. I no longer got as many miles to the gallon but I still had some tread left.
A charity ward is not a quiet place, and the next morning when I awoke, a cliché was sitting in the visitor’s chair at my right. I knew he was a cliché because he looked like every detective I had ever seen on TV from “Dragnet” through “Hawaii Five-0” to “Barney Miller.” He wore the bland suit and had the badge hanging out of his outer jacket pocket. A wheeled curtain was pulled tightly around my bed; privacy.
“How are you?”
“Fine, thank you.”
“What happened?”
“An altercation.”
“It looks like someone altercated the hell out of you. Wanna tell me who did it?”
I asked the cliché if he would pour me a cup of water. He did and I quickly considered the situation. I had beaten on Junior pretty brutally, and I wasn’t a particularly bitter person. Although he didn’t succeed in either maiming or blinding me, he had broken a front tooth. But none of the injuries were really debilitating. Perhaps I realized that despite the pain and agony I was pretty lucky and it was a good time to cash my chips in and vamoose.
“I don’t want to press any charges.”
“Pardon me?”
“What good would it do?”
“What good? I’ll arrest him, stick him behind bars.”
“Can you arrest his mother’s loneliness? Or put my greed behind bars? Can you arrest his father’s neglect? ‘Cause they were all accomplices.”
“Spare me the melodrama. I get that in court,” he said and then as if I didn’t know, the cop explained. “This kid pounded the shit out of you. Now, why don’t you tell me who it was and I’ll make sure he doesn’t do this again.”
“He’ll never do this again. He’s actually a pretty decent kid.”
“I don’t believe this…” the officer pressed further. He wanted righteous outrage, but I was tired. He pressed until I feigned a massive headache, and only then did he go away. The rest of the day I spent asleep; I was still pretty drugged out. The next evening, I was allowed to make a local call. I called the theater. As soon as Miguel recognized my voice he hollered, “What the hell’s going on?”
“What do you mean?”
“Marty called and the police came by here. Where are you? What the fuck is going on?”
“What did he tell you?” In other words, do you know the truth?
“No one would tell me a thing. Marty said you raped somebody. But then he hung up and said he’d call me back later.”
“I accidentally slept with Ternevsky’s girlfriend.”
“Jumping Jesus!”
“But I didn’t rape anybody. She was just as high as I was. I’ll deal with it.”
“Where are you anyway?”
“I’m at the hospital, I got banged up a bit.”
“Which hospital?”
“Beth Israel, why?”
He then paused, and I thought I heard someone whispering to him, and then he asked, “What happened?”
“I got mugged.”
“Well, are you okay?”
“Slightly busted up, but I’ll recover.”
“It’s not at all related to the Ternevsky episode, is it?”
“No, ’course not.”
“Well, how long will you be out?”
“I should be coming by soon. First I’m gonna straighten things out and then I’m going to be staying a bit with Donny.”
“Listen, what’s your number? I’ll call you right back.”
“I’m at a public phone in the hall and there are people waiting for it. I’ll call you later.” Quickly I hung up and dialled Ternevsky. I didn’t mind helping Janus out, but there was no way that I was going to end up in prison over it.
“Hello.” I heard that cute little voice of hers.
“Janus, thank God I got you. What the fuck is going, on?”
“Sorry, but there’s no Henry here, you must have the wrong number.”
“Don’t fuck with me. I’ll tell Ternevsky the truth.”
“Absolutely.”
“Is he there?” I asked.
“Exactly.”
“Do I have any reason to be worried?”
“None at all.” She kept her delightful tone.
“I’m at Long Island College Hospital in Brooklyn. I got busted up pretty badly and…”
“Fine, sorry, bye.” And she hung up. An attendant wheeled me back to my room. For the next twenty-four hours, sleep was pills and wakefulness was pain. Finally, on the third day, the nurse woke me with a paper cup filled with pills of different colors. I spent that morning thinking about Miguel. Incipient anxieties took a paranoid turn for the worse. Gradually each of his reasonable questions seemed to have a duplicitous underside. For the first time I realized that Miguel had all my money. Questions blistered: Who was the other voice in the room? Why did he want my number? Why did he want to know how long I was going to be away? When the doctor made his morning rounds, I asked him what time I’d be able to check out.
“Hopefully, in another week or two.”
“Another week or two! You don’t understand, I’ve got to go today.”
“Today’s out of the question.”
“Look this isn’t a prison, and I can heal at home for free.”
“You’re in a charity ward. You’re not paying a cent.”
“I might lose a lot more than you can imagine.”
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��The X-rays show that your skull was fractured. But the brain is much softer and far more delicate, and there is a short grace period between the time we can detect damage and the time the damage becomes fatal.”
“As soon as I feel faint I’ll hop in a cab and rush right over.”
“You’re still here for observation. We haven’t even made a full diagnosis yet. For all we know, you have a hemorrhage and if the inter-cranial pressure gets too great, and we’re not there to operate immediately, you could die.”
“Doctor, I know that you’ve got my interest at heart, but if I stick around here I’m definitely going to lose my business and I won’t have any life to return to.”
“Would you rather have the luxuries or the life to enjoy them with?”
“Let me put it this way: I’d rather live a short high-quality life than a long bitter existence to mock myself with.”
When he started nodding his head in resignation, I replied, “I’ll make you a deal. As soon as I secure all my loose ends, I’ll check back in.”
“This isn’t a hotel. The bed space in the charity ward is always in short supply. If you leave here, I can’t guarantee a return ticket.”
“Look, don’t try to scare me. I got to go. This is my life.”
“Fine,” said he, and was gone in a huff. A few seconds later the nurse came in with a clipboard. On it was a form freeing the hospital of all liabilities. She said I had to sign it before I could go. I signed it, and for the last time, she sponged me, redressed my bandages, and got my clothes. As I slowly dressed, she asked the name of the recipient picking me up. It was for the records.
“Irving R. Towers,” I replied, “but he’s as shy as the moon in the daytime, and he’s probably waiting in his car around the corner.”
“Fine.”
She was gone. The doctor returned and handed me a small menu of prescriptions. He quickly reviewed the particulars of how, when, and why each pill should be taken. I didn’t listen because I couldn’t even afford a cough drop. I was issued a cane, but then helped into a wheelchair and the hospital attendant quickly wheeled me out to the front lobby. Slowly I angled my bulk between my legs and cane and wobbled down Atlantic Avenue.
Everything reflected my aches. The sky was overcast. The air was still cold and uncirculated. The streets were still filthy and hard. The people were still bitter and ugly. The entire city of New York was sick and in desperate need of a vacation. Turning down Court Street, 1 finally found my old and undiscrimmating friend Irving, a.k.a. the IRT. After the patient wait came the not-empty train. I took the closest seat and counted each stop with a silent scream. As the train screeched into the stations, the metal bar jawed my foot-stomped ribs, taking sharp bites out of my lungs. Quickly I thought of a game plan. First, I had to secure my holdings with Miguel, and next I had to go somewhere and recuperate. In order to check into the YMCA, I remembered that I needed money and ID. I could borrow the money but I’d lost my ID ages ago.
FOURTEEN
I got off at Union Square and slowly caned it over to the Zeus. The office door was unlocked, but the office was empty. Miguel was probably coming right back. Opening the lost-and-found drawer in the desk, I saw there were a bunch of wallets. Pickpockets usually worked the theaters; swiftly they’d grab the money and dispose of the evidence and we’d be too lazy to call the dispossessed. Looking at his ID, I realized my name today was Sven Cohen. Suddenly Miguel opened the door.
“What the fuck happened to you?” he gasped. Then, helping me into his swivel chair, he mumbled, “You poor baby.”
“Nothing happened! I got into a fight. I’m better now.” I shoved the wallet into my pocket.
“Are you sure Marty or Ternevsky had nothing to do with this?”
“Yes.”
He glared at me with such dismay that I was curious to see myself. Looking into the small wall mirror, I saw my face filled with Halloween colors and inflated like a balloon. The streaks of blood in the pupils of my eyes accented the nightmarish effect. It hurt me when I laughed.
“You really should go to a hospital.”
“I just checked out of one.” I held up my wrist to show him the plastic ID bracelet.
“They should’ve been able to do a lot more for you than this,” he pointed to my face, a case in point.
“They wanted me to stay for a week.”
“Why didn’t you?”
I stared at him for a moment until he looked away. He probably sensed my worry, my distrust of him. “I’ll be ready to work tomorrow.”
“Don’t be silly. You’ll scare people away.”
“Miguel, how close are we to finishing up here?”
“Huh?”
“Toward Hoboken.”
“Real soon.”
“I’d like you to sign some kind of document stating that I have at least twenty-five percent of this business.”
“If I signed something like that it might imply our little situation here.” He pointed to the gauge.
“I’m completely unprotected. If I can’t get some kind of documentation, I want my share of the money.”
“Even if I did try to screw you, all you’d have to do is turn me in. That’s pretty good insurance.”
“Yeah, but after all this is done …”
“Look, there’s still a lot of time before we’re finished here, and you’ll see the title of the place in your name by then.”
“Listen,” I replied, using his line of reasoning against him, “if you can trust me about this little secret then you can certainly trust me not to turn you in. Besides, if I turned you in, I sure as hell don’t gain anything by it.”
“All right!” he finally said, and sitting at the desk he took out a piece of paper and said, “Now, what would you have me write?”
1 dictated some feeble statement saying that he owed me thirty percent of any movie theater he might buy and operate. He signed and dated the document and gave it to me. I knew that it and a nickel couldn’t get me a ride on the Staten Island Ferry. But it offered some psychological comfort.
“I’m sorry,” he finally said. “I don’t know what prompted all this, but I’ve been a little edgy lately.”
“Why are you edgy?”
“Because I saw someone in a car across the street most of yesterday.”
“Probably some pimp.”
“Maybe, but I figure that the only way they can catch us is by counting exactly how many people come in over the course of a day and then checking it with our figures.”
“Maybe we should stop for a while.”
“Well, you can if you want, but we’re very close and time’s getting shorter. I’m making a dash for the finish line.”
“Then I’m with you.”
“Well, you’re no use to me like this. Straighten things out with Ternevsky, heal some, and then I’ll give you your shifts back.”
“Fine.”
“Oh, by the way,” he concluded, “I heard that Tanya’s going to be back in town in a couple days.”
“Who?”
“Tanya,” he said and then I remembered how I had fraudulently gotten the job. “We’ll all get together.”
“Great,” I replied blandly. I had enough to sweat over for the time being. I told Miguel I was staying with the fictitious Donny, but that I was broke and needed a couple bucks. Miguel opened the petty cash box, and counted out five twenty dollar bills. If memory served, that much should be able to float me for the better part of the week if I ate shitty food and checked into the Sloane House on Thirty-fourth. Even though it was a bleak outlook, I thanked him and told him all would be fine. I’d be well soon and wouldn’t disappoint his faith in me. With one hand on the cane and the other on the unclaimed documentation in my pocket, I made my way out of the theater.
It was now about five, rush hour, and the recurrent nightmare of a packed subway seemed unbearable. I took a cab to the Sloane House; my bruised body begged for that one indulgence. But the cabby knew only two speeds: accelera
te like a rocket and stop on a dime. After all the potholes, I felt like a golf ball after a tournament. Abandoning the cab on Thirty-fourth and Eighth, I breached through the repeated breakers of retreating commuters heading toward Penn Station and aimed my cane toward a cheap deli with blinking Christmas lights circling a big poster in the window written in day-glow pink, “Cold cut sandwiches, only $1!” I went in and asked for a dozen sandwiches.
“What kind?” a drab Arab asked.
“Bologna, liverwurst, salami, and ham—all on rye with mustard.” All the processed meats looked alike, but didn’t look like anything resembling meat. For dessert, I got two boxes of Entenmann’s chocolate chip cookies and a big bag of Wise potato chips. It was enough to convert someone to anorexia. They shoved the shit in a white plastic bag and it came to eighteen bucks. I walked over to the Sloane House. The front desk was thronged with a group of foreign students passing through New York for a couple days or so. I stayed closely behind them. Then came my turn, “Where are you from?”
“Here.”
“I’m sorry but the Sloane House is only for people from out of town.” I quickly took out the bogus wallet. Sven had a New Jersey drivers license. “I’m sorry I thought you said where was I presently. I’m from”—I checked the address—“Fort Lee.”
“Why don’t you go home?”
“I want to visit for a while.”
“May I see your ID?” I showed her Sven’s drivers license.
“You don’t look anywhere near thirty-six.”
“Thank you. The living’s been easy,” I said, hunching over my cane. She let me sign; she then told me more rules and details and said I could either pay up front or pay on a day-to-day basis. I paid for four days in advance, which left me with about ten bucks to rebuild my life after I had recovered.
“Don’t you have any luggage?” the desk clerk asked. I held up my white bag of groceries and explained that I travelled lightly. She made me sign a small white piece of paper and gave me a room on the eleventh floor. I waited for the elevator, which took forever, and soon found my tiny room and locked the door behind me. The narrow view of a courtyard emptying into a parking lot could make a Salvation Army Band suicidal. Tying a knot around my food bag, I let it dangle out the window in order to keep it preserved during the length of my convalescence.
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