Love Me or Leave Me Alone 2

by Nikisha Mock

  “No baby, let go. You like this?” I asked looking down at him.

  “Shit! Hell yeah I like this shit.”

  “Show me you like it.”

  “Ahhh, damn girl, you riding this dick.”

  I loved it when Tyler lost control. He looked so sexy trying to remain cool but when those toes got to curling up behind me, I knew I had him. I turned around and rode him reverse cowgirl. I made my ass slap against his thighs and I squeezed my pelvic muscles real tight so he would know I was serious.

  “Daaaammmn girl. Do that shit!” Tyler said as he grabbed my waist and raised me up and down on him. Then he started pumping up into me. I loved when he did that. He had a curve that leaned over to the left. As he pushed up inside me, he hit my G-spot from a different angle and the control that I once had was gone. I lost my cool and my legs wobbled. I came so hard on him that I could feel my juices flowing out and onto his lap.

  “Tyler, oh my God! I’m about to come again baby! Don’t stop baby, don’t stop oh my God!”

  “Yeah. Where you going? Lean back and take this dick.”

  We continued to sex each other down for about another hour. Tyler never seemed to get tired and I was always ready. We came hard together and I turned around and lay down on his chest. He put his big muscular arm around me and held me for a minute. I drifted off to sleep smiling. I had a man who loved me and I loved him right back. I’m no fool though. I wasn’t about to just forget about his little disappearing act. Strike one.

  Chapter Ten

  Ciara

  Lately I had been thinking that it was time to stop just letting myself go and get back into shape. So this particular beautiful afternoon I decided to go for a nice walk around my neighborhood. I enjoyed seeing all the little kids playing without a care in the world. I remember when it was all so simple back then. I was lost in my thoughts when all of a sudden, I heard footsteps coming fast behind me, and then a man rushed right past me. Scared me to death! As I yelled a little, he stopped running and turned around.

  “My bad. I didn’t mean to scare you,” he said turning to walk towards me, still breathing hard from his run.

  Good Lord, this man is fine! I immediately thought to myself.

  He was the complexion of dark chocolate and he had muscles in places I didn’t even know muscles existed it seemed. He had a smile of perfect white teeth and his eyes seemed to twinkle as he smiled at me. I had grabbed my chest because he scared me a little. I knew I should respond but I was having a hard time finding my tongue at the moment.

  “Hey, what’s up? My name is Darren,” the track star said and held out his hand.

  “Ciara. And you scared the shit out of me,” I smiled and shook my head.

  “Ah, I’m sorry. Why are you so jumpy? I won’t bite you.”

  What if I asked you to, though?

  I laughed. “That is definitely good to know. I’m just out here enjoying this weather. I decided to take a nice little walk. But you look like you were going to get it! Maybe one day I’ll work my way up to running.”

  “It ain’t nothing. I used to run in high school. Every now and then I like to lace up the old Nikes and see what an old man can do,” he said modestly.

  “Old man? You don’t look a day over twenty-five.”

  “Okay now you’re just being nice. Baby girl, I’m forty. But I appreciate the compliment.

  “40?” I exclaimed.

  Wow! This man looked really good. And he was in shape too. I know a lot of thirty-year-old guys who couldn’t touch him. Damn.

  “Yeah, forty. Why you gotta say it like that, Miss Ciara?” he laughed flashing that perfect smile again. I could still catch the faint scent of whatever cologne he must have worn earlier in the day.

  “I’m just saying, you look really good for forty. No shade honey, I see you,” I smiled. I was openly flirting and didn’t have a care in the world.

  “Well now. You better be careful. I might think you’re flirting with an old man.”

  “You are not old and I definitely am flirting. Now what?”

  “Now how about you save your number in my phone so I can call you?”

  “Done,” I said reaching out my hand to put my number in his phone.

  “Now get back to your run. Just be careful sneaking up on people. There are a lot of crazies out here,” I said and winked at him.

  “Is that right?” he said before smiling and then he turned to continue his run.

  Suddenly I had an increased pep in my step. It was so unlike me to flirt so openly but fuck it. Life is too short to be living with regrets and besides, it was way past time for a new maintenance man. Ayanna would be so pleased with me. I was smiling ear to ear for the rest of my walk.

  Chapter Eleven

  Ayanna

  Like clockwork, my doorbell was ringing about thirty minutes after I’d gotten home from work. I had already taken a hot shower and was ready for him. I opened the door and he came in full force. Cam grabbed me and closed the door behind him. He kept coming forward until my back was against the wall and I could no longer move. He cupped my ass and then gripped my boy shorts and pulled them off me. He unsnapped my bra like a pro and let it fall to the floor.

  My breathing was raspy and I was so damn turned on. He had his locs pulled back into a neat ponytail and I pulled it a little as I forced his face towards mine. I tried to put my whole tongue down his throat and he returned the favor. I loved it when he kissed and bit me on my neck. I couldn’t care less if he left his mark. It turned me on!

  “Turn your ass around and gimme that!” Cam demanded.

  I didn’t say a word. I just did what I was told. Before I could blink, Cam was up inside me and he was hitting it hard from the back. I had my hands on the wall in front of me for support and he had his hands on my waist, pulling me back, back, back into him over and over.

  “Unh! That’s right Cam. Fuck me baby!”

  I was in complete ecstasy. Cam could put it down on me like no other and I always enjoyed every episode with him. He didn’t say anything he just kept right on giving it to me just the way I loved it. He grabbed my neck and then forced my face around so he could kiss me from behind.

  Cam was one of the sexiest men I had ever been with and sex with him was off the charts. Just when I was really getting into things, I faintly heard his phone ringing. I didn’t care one bit. I just wanted him to keep doing what he was doing. But, whoever it was would not give up.

  “If you stop to answer that, I will fuck you up,” I moaned.

  “Ain’t that what you already doing?” he whispered in my ear.

  Before I could respond, his phone started ringing again.

  “Damn man!” he yelled as he pushed off me to go grab his jeans.

  “Yo!” he yelled into his phone. He was still breathing heavy.

  “What you mean, why am I breathing heavy? It’s late as shit, Fallon. What’s up? You straight?”

  Fallon? Oh hell no. Why would his sister be calling at close to 4:30 in the morning? This chick was always bugging Cam. I’m sure she knew exactly where he was. But what could be so urgent?

  “Aye, Aye, man! Look, you and that man gonna have to handle that on your own. I thought something was really wrong. You know what time it is, Fallon? Aye, I’m gonna come see you in the morning, okay? Chill out girl, it’s late as hell. Go to bed Fallon,” Cam said and then he hung up his phone and looked at me.

  My eyes had to be shooting daggers his way. I was pissed! She called him about her man problems this time of night? Isn’t that what her home girls were for?

  I walked off and went to my room. Needless to say, nothing else was going to pop off that night. I heard Cam cussing under his breath after I walked off. He waited a few minutes before he came to lie down beside me. The mood was officially killed. He tried to touch me but I pushed him off.

  “I’m tired, Cam, and it’s late. Let’s just go to sleep,” I said with my back turned to him.

  “You mad, ma? Yo,
you know Fallon be getting emotional and shit.”

  “But see, that’s what I don’t get” I said sitting up in the bed. “When I’m emotional, I call Eva or Ciara. Why would I call my brother at this time of night to cry on his shoulder? That just seems a little too needy if you ask me.”

  “Me and Fallon are all we got. That’s just how it is. I always answer because I always want my family to be safe. I would do the same for you, Yanna. I know it seems weird but Fallon was always babied when we was little. So when moms and pops died, she looked to me to protect her and I told her I always would. But you right though. I’m gonna have to set some boundaries. But that ain’t nothing for you to worry about. Okay, ma?”

  I sighed. Cam was the sweetest rough guy I ever knew. What he said was real so I felt like I had to respect it. He rubbed my thigh and started kissing me on my neck. He slipped a finger inside me and I moaned slightly. It seemed like I could never stay mad at him for long. Try as I might, Cam was starting to grow on me, with his fine ass. But Fallon? That chick was going to cross the line one day. I felt it coming. And just when I was starting to enjoy Cam’s fingers, there was a knock at my door.

  Chapter Twelve

  Eva

  I decided to meet up with my girls and do some much needed shopping since it was the weekend. I used to have such a shopping addiction. Then it started being all about the kids and I forgot to get some things for myself.

  “Girl, I need some new shoes and a few other things,” Ciara said.

  “I need some casual clothes. Seems like I work so much that I forget to get regular clothes or clothes to go out in,” I said.

  “Yeah, me too. Ayanna, I’m surprised we could get you up so early.”

  “Girl, me too. Especially after last night,” Ayanna said shaking her head.

  “Uh oh, what happened?” I asked, ready for the latest club gossip.

  “Girl, I am so sick of Fallon’s ass. Do you know she showed up at my house last night to talk to Cam?”

  “What? I know that’s a damn joke,” Ciara exclaimed.

  “Nope. I don’t even know how she knew where I lived. I guess she followed Cam. She was crying all hysterical about some dude she had been messing with that she had caught cheating on her. I was pissed. I kicked both of those dummies out of my house. For Cam to be so street, he is naïve as hell when it comes to his sister,” she sighed.

  “That was bold as hell. I knew it was something about that girl I didn’t like. But to follow her brother to his girl’s house is taking the cake. I’m surprised you handled that so lightly, Yanna,” I said in disbelief. Ciara nodded in agreement.

  “Me too. I told Cam that better be the first and last time that shit happens. And I cussed Fallon’s ass out. Told her if she ever tried that shit again I was gonna beat the shit out of her. She clings to him like she’s in love with him. That is some freaky shit.”

  “You took the words right out of my mouth. How can a girl be so attached to her blood brother?” Ciara asked.

  “I don’t know but Cam better handle that or he will never have a girlfriend. That shit is for the birds for real,” Ayanna said.

  “Well, hopefully whatever stupid truck she fell off of, she’ll never do that again. Oh, now see I like these. What do y’all think?” I said, switching gears and holding up a pair of super cute sandals.

  “I like those a lot. Let me get them,” Ciara laughed.

  I had missed times like these. There was nothing like true friendship. We shopped for a while and then sat down at the food court to get a bite to eat. We were laughing and just enjoying good conversation when Ciara’s stylist, Rita walked up.

  “Hey girls! How y’all doing?” she beamed as she walked up to our table.

  “Hey boo. I need to be coming to see you again soon,” Ciara greeted Rita.

  “Yes ma’am you do but you ain’t heard that from me,” Rita laughed.

  “Oh shut up, heffa. Sit down, chill with us for a few.”

  “Nah, I’m on a time limit. Gotta get back home to get ready to take Lil Rod to a birthday party.”

  “Speaking of Rod, whatever happened with him and the Asia situation?” Ciara asked while Ayanna and I looked dumbfounded. Surely, she couldn’t be talking about the same Asia. Right?

  “Girl, bye. That nasty hoe cussed Rodney out when he told her he was done with her. I could hear her yelling through the phone. I don’t have time for the childish games but that was Rodney’s last pass. Yeah, we been through a lot but I ain’t putting up with no more shit from him. I heard that bitch Asia gets around more than the hands on a clock and I ain’t trying to catch no shit from Rodney messing around with her. Me and Lil Rod will be just fine without his tired ass if this happens again.”

  “I know that’s right Rita. We don’t have to put up with men and all their shit, I don’t know why they don’t seem to ever realize that,” I said.

  “Yeah well Rodney will realize it if it happens again, believe that. Well it was good chatting with you girls. Call me and schedule your appointment or better yet just come on by, Ciara. You know my chair is always open for you,” Rita said as she stood to leave.

  “Okay girl, take care,” Ciara waved to her.

  “Okay, now that was crazy. Asia? Of all people, Rita’s man was messing with Jay’s Asia?” Ayanna said in disbelief.

  “I couldn’t make this shit up if I wanted too. I wonder if Jay knows his chick is a hoe,” Ciara said.

  “Hell, he should. It seems like everybody else around here does,” I laughed. Karma was truly a bitch.

  Just then, I happened to look up and gasped. Walking through the food court just then was Dr. Jones and he was looking damn good. Blue fitted Yankee cap, Navy blue Polo tee, and some dark True Religion jeans. I was starting to think that maybe it wasn’t him but as he got closer, there was no denying it. Good Lord this man was fine. I thought he was fine before in his suit and ties but whoa! I must have stared a little too long because the girls turned around to see what I was looking at.

  “Umm, who is that? That don’t look nothing like Tyler,” Ayanna laughed.

  I laughed too, “Girl that is Dr. Jones!”

  “Well damn. Now I see what you’ve been talking about. He is definitely fine. Never saw a Dr. dressed like that though. I guess it’s a good thing he’s not a square or something,” Ciara joked.

  “I hope he doesn’t see me. I can’t keep my composure with him looking all good like that!”

  “Well, too late because he sees you and he is walking this way,” Ciara giggled.

  “Miss Harris, good seeing you. Hello ladies,” Dr. Jones said as he nodded to the girls.

  “Hey doc. What brings you here?” That’s all I could manage to say. Ayanna and Ciara’s “ain’t shit” asses were giggling under their breath.

  “Just a little retail therapy. Men shop too sometimes, we just don’t take as long as you ladies,” he laughed.

  “Hey, beauty takes time and perfection, sir.” Leave it to Ayanna to lighten the mood.

  “Touché lovely lady, touché. Well I’ll leave you ladies to your lunch. Have a nice day ladies,” he said and just like that, he was gone. But he left his scent of Georgio Armani behind.

  “Ugh! He smells good and he’s fine as hell. Where do I sign up?” Ayanna laughed and her and Ciara high fived each other.

  “Now you see what I’ve been talking about? How am I supposed to sit there and talk about all the crazy things going on in my head with a doctor that fine? I’m switching providers! It’s not fair, I tell you,” I said laughing.

  “Well, what does it matter anyway? You’re wearing that gorgeous rock on your finger and you have an equally fine man who adores you. Dr. Feel Good should be as good as any other doctor would be. Unless you’ve been keeping secrets missy,” Ayanna joked.

  “Nah, no secrets here. He’s just very sexy and easy on the eyes. I’ll hang in there I guess,” I laughed.

  We laughed and chatted some more and then we parted ways. I decid
ed to call Tyler to see what he wanted to eat. The kids were away at my mama’s for the next two weeks so we had the house all to ourselves.

  “Hey bae, what’s up?” he answered. I loved it when he called me bae.

  “Nothing much, I’m just leaving the mall and wondered if you wanted me to pick something up for dinner?”

  “Oh nah, you don’t have to do that. Jay wanted to go out tonight so I was gonna run it by you to see what you thought?” he asked but I wondered why he was asking.

  “Sure babe, go have fun with your boys. Y’all haven’t been out in a minute anyway, right? I might just go chill with Ayanna at the club then.”

  “Strip club hanging, huh? Let me find out you about to get a part time gig,” he laughed.

  “You laughing but don’t be surprised if you start seeing new pink and purple wigs and matching outfits around the house.”

  “Aye, don’t get messed up, E. If anybody is gonna have you stripping for them it’s gonna be me.”

  “Well where them dollars at then, playa?”

  “You drop something, I’ll drop something.”

  “That’s what it is then,” I said laughing.

  “I’ll be home later to shower and change clothes, okay?”

  “Okay Ty, see you later,” I said and ended the call. I’m not one of those girlfriends that tries to dictate what her man does. Hell, he had these friends way before me. Besides, if I feel the need to go hang out with my girls I’ll do it so he can too.

  Back at home I put my new things away and decided to do a little web surfing. Suddenly, I heard my phone beep letting me know that I had a new email. When I clicked on it, I was utterly surprised. It was a Facebook private message from none other than Dr. Jones!