by Susan Fox
She knew that his words, like his hug, were meant to be reassuring. But she also knew that Ben yearned as much as she did for a child—or, even better, two or three.
At the bottom of the back stairs, they said good night to Zeke, who was an outdoor dog. Then they went up to the mudroom, shucked their boots, and entered the kitchen. The room was so much brighter now with light yellow paint and terra cotta tile, so much homier with photos stuck to the fridge and a couple of Robin’s drawings on the walls.
Sally’s husband patted her on the butt. “Go upstairs and pee.”
“How romantic,” she said in a mock grumble.
She took the stairs steadily, one foot after the other, not letting herself stop. Her period, which had always been regular, was a week late, and she felt like she’d been holding her breath for every minute of those days. Yesterday, she’d tempted fate by buying a pregnancy test, figuring that for sure she’d wake up today and find that her period had started. But she hadn’t.
Until the moment she took that test, she could hope. Once she read the results . . .
Resolutely, she went into the bathroom and fished the package out from under the sink. She’d already opened it and read the instructions, but now she did so again. She couldn’t help but remember the other time she’d been pregnant. How happy she’d felt, and yet she’d been wary of Pete—and she’d been right to be wary.
Thank God for Ben. Thank God for second chances. This time, she’d found a man who loved and supported her, who respected and honored her.
After she peed on the stick, she checked her watch. “Three minutes,” she murmured, knowing it would feel more like an hour.
When she went into the bedroom, their song was playing. Keith Urban sang about how, when his special woman hugged him, he could do anything in the world. Ben stood at the window, his back to her. The music had masked the sound of the bathroom door opening.
She studied him for a long moment. His straight back, strong shoulders, lean hips and legs. So strong, so handsome. But more than that, he was the finest man she’d ever known. Sometimes it was hard to believe that he was hers. But he was. She hadn’t had to find someone like Ben; she had the real deal. And together they could do anything. Whether it was this month or next, they would create a baby, a family.
She just really, really hoped the time was now.
“Honey?” she said.
He turned and strode over to her. “Well?”
“Still waiting.” She put the stick down on the dresser and stepped away from it. “I’m not going to look until it’s been three minutes.”
He clasped her hand and she held up her other arm to display the face of her watch. “Another forty seconds,” she told him. “There’ll be two pink stripes if I’m pregnant. One if I’m n-not.” She stumbled over the last word.
They both stared at her watch in silence as the second hand moved unbelievably slowly. Finally, she said, “Now. But I’m not sure I can look.”
“Want me to?”
“Yes. It’s two pink stripes if—”
“I know.” He stepped toward the dresser.
Time stood still. Sally didn’t breathe.
Then Ben turned to her, grinning from ear to ear.
“Oh my God!” she cried.
“We’re having a baby!” he affirmed.
He dropped the stick as she leaped into his arms and he caught her. Her thighs locked around his waist, his arms circled her shoulders, and he whirled the two of them around and around. She laughed and cried at the same time, gazing down into his beaming face.
When he finally stopped spinning, he staggered to the bed and eased her down as if she were a fragile doll rather than a strong cowgirl.
She caught his head between her hands, pulled him down to her, and smothered his face with kisses. “I’m so happy, I’m going to burst.”
“I’m so happy, I’m going to make love to you all night long.” He winked. “I’ve never made love to a pregnant woman before.”
“I’m delighted to hear that.”
He raised up and peeled off his tee, revealing his sexy muscled torso with the scar from where he’d risked his life to save another cowboy’s. He pulled his belt through the loops, then started in on her shirt buttons. “This is going to be so cool, watching your body change.”
“And gradually turn whale-sized,” she said contentedly.
“You’re gonna be so beautiful, Sally Traynor. Even more beautiful than now.” He peeled the sides of her shirt back. “Hey, I think your breasts are bigger already.”
She laughed, the movement jiggling her B-cup breasts. “Wishful thinking.”
“Lovely breasts, whatever size they are.” He sucked her nipple through her bra, making it pucker and sending a tug of arousal rippling through her. “Responsive breasts. Breasts that turn me on something fierce.”
As he turned his attention to her other nipple, he was doing a fine job of turning her on, too. Eventually, he reached behind her to snap open the clasp of the bra, then he helped her struggle out of her shirt and bra.
“Naked is better,” he confirmed, working the button at the waistband of her jeans.
Obligingly, she shifted position so he could strip off her jeans and panties. His gaze focused on her belly, flat and toned.
She rested a hand on it. “Our baby’s growing in there. Our little boy or girl.”
“Little cowboy or cowgirl,” he corrected. His hand cupped hers. “It’s the most natural thing in the world, yet it seems miraculous, doesn’t it?”
“Everything seems miraculous. Ever since the day you stepped back into my life.”
Author’s Note
When I first pitched the idea for the Caribou Crossing Romances to Kensington, I didn’t even dream about the day I’d be finishing title six, but here it is. Wow! I love writing this series; I love visiting the small Western community in British Columbia’s scenic Cariboo; and I love exploring the lives of strong yet vulnerable heroines and heroes.
Sally Ryland is definitely one of those women. The widow has survived domestic abuse and runs her own Western riding school/horse-boarding operation, but like many abused women, she has difficulty trusting men—and trusting her judgment. For Sally to heal and be able to love again, she needs a very special man, and that’s exactly what I give her in rodeo cowboy Ben Traynor. He knew her from her barrel racing days, before she was swept off her feet by the man who later abused her. He knows how vibrant and gutsy she used to be—and will do anything to help her rediscover her confidence—and her sexuality.
I’ve been asked if people need to read the Caribou Crossing Romances in order. No, not at all. Each is a stand-alone story. You can dive in at any point. If you’re interested in reading the romances of other characters from Love Somebody Like You, take a look for Robin’s grandparents Miriam and Wade in Caribou Crossing, Jess and Evan in Home on the Range, Brooke and Jake in Gentle on My Mind, Karen and Jamal in Stand By Your Man, and Dave and Cassidy in Love Me Tender. Lark’s story is coming up, in Ring of Fire, and Maribeth’s will follow.
I’d like to thank my editor, Martin Biro, for being such a delight to work with, and Kensington Publishing for taking a chance on a new author way back in 2005. We’ve been together ten years now! Thanks also to my agent, Emily Sylvan Kim at Prospect Agency, for a terrific eight years of collaboration. I am a strong believer in the critiquing process, and for this book I’d like to thank Mary Ann Clarke Scott, Lacy Danes, Shelley Bates, and Nazima Ali for their invaluable input.
This is a work of fiction and I’ve taken artistic license with a number of details, particularly some bending of the facts with respect to the Interior Provincial Exhibition and Stampede in Armstrong—an event I would be thrilled to attend one day.
I love sharing my stories with my readers and I love hearing from you. I write under the pen names Susan Fox, Savanna Fox, and Susan Lyons. You can e-mail me at [email protected] or contact me through my website at www.susanfox.ca, where you’ll
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Dave Cousins, owner of the Wild Rose Inn, is known throughout Caribou Crossing as the nicest—and loneliest—guy in town. He’s had his heart broken more than once, and he’s determined not to let it happen again. So it’s no wonder he’s wary when a free-spirited drifter leaves him longing for more than just a steamy fling . . .
Like the wild goose tattooed on her shoulder, Cassidy Esperanza goes wherever the wind takes her. For her, a new day means a fresh start. And yet something about her days in Caribou Crossing—and nights with its handsome hotel owner—makes her think about staying a while. But when life takes an unexpected turn, her first instinct is to take flight once more. Is Dave strong enough to help them both face their fears, come to terms with the past, and believe that sometimes love truly can last a lifetime?
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At five-thirty A.M., Dave Cousins eased open his daughter’s door to check that all was well. Eleven-year-old Robin didn’t stir from what he’d be willing to bet was a horsey dream. Merlin, their black poodle, raised his head from where he lay curled on the rug beside the bed. At Dave’s silent gesture, his head went back down. Robin would take the dog out once she rose. Until then, it was Merlin’s job to guard her while Dave, the owner of the Wild Rose Inn, went downstairs to do some work.
He cast one more loving glance at her face, so sweet and relaxed in sleep, and the tumbled chestnut hair that by day was always pony-tailed. He sure did like the days Robin stayed with him, rather than with Jessie and Evan. His ex-wife and her new husband lived outside town, surrounded by horses. In many ways, they had so much more to offer Robin. So far, luckily, that fact didn’t seem to trouble the girl. Dave loved her to pieces, and she seemed to reciprocate.
When Robin wasn’t around, his life, no matter how busy, felt empty. Lonely.
If Anita hadn’t died, things would be so different.
The thought brought a surge of pain, anger, guilt, and desolation, that nasty thundercloud of emotions. He swallowed against the ache that choked his throat, and forced back the feelings.
This was why he tried not to think of the fiancée who had been the love of his life.
Briskly he walked to the door of the two-bedroom owner’s suite on the top floor of the Wild Rose and pulled on his cowboy boots, then let himself out. As he ran down the four flights of stairs, he was already looking forward to returning in a couple of hours to have breakfast with Robin.
When he entered the lobby, lit by early morning sun, the Wild Rose worked her—he always thought of the inn as “her”—magic on him, and he felt a sense of peace and satisfaction. He had rescued a lovely but ramshackle historic building that was destined for destruction and restored her, creating a haven for travelers and a gathering place for locals.
The décor featured rustic yet comfortable Western furniture accented with photographs and antiques honoring Caribou Crossing’s gold rush history. Behind the front desk, Sam, the retired RCMP officer who handled the inn overnight, frowned into space through his horn-rims.
“Morning,” Dave greeted him. “Words not flowing?” Sam was writing a mystery novel and it came in fits and starts.
“Got distracted.” Sam scratched his balding head. “By the woman in twenty-two.”
“Someone who checked in last night?” Twenty-two had been one of only three empty rooms at the beginning of the man’s shift. “I take it she’s pretty?” Sam had never married and had an eye for the ladies, which translated into a rough charm that suited the Wild Rose’s ambience.
“For sure. Once she got some color back in her cheeks.” Sam paused, a born storyteller confident that he’d hooked his audience.
“Go on.”
The night manager leaned forward, his pale gray eyes bright even after a night awake. “It’s past eleven when she staggers into the lobby. Mid- to late twenties, slim build, some Latina blood. Jeans and a top that’s too light for the nights this time of year.” June in Caribou Crossing featured warm, sunny days but the temperature cooled when the sun went down.
“Staggers?” Pale and staggering; that didn’t sound good.
“Those white cheeks of hers, they weren’t just from the cold. It’s more like she’s done in, on her last legs. She stumbles across to the desk, backpack weighing her down. I get up to go take her pack, but before I reach her, what does she up and do?” His shaggy gray eyebrows lifted.
“What does she up and do?”
“Faints dead away.”
Dave frowned, worried. “Did you call nine-one-one?”
The storyteller was probably incapable of giving a simple yes-or-no answer. “I bend down, make sure she has a pulse, and by then she’s stirring. So I whip into the bar and fetch a shot of rye. The Caribou Crossing Single Barrel. Figure if our hometown drink doesn’t fix her up, I’ll call for help.”
Dave didn’t know whether to groan or grin. “Did she drink it?”
“I wave it under the gal’s nose, and she snorts and jumps back like a horse when it sees a snake. She sits up, grabs the glass, downs it in one swallow, and says, ‘Damn, that’s good.’”
Surprised and relieved, Dave laughed and Sam joined in.
“I did offer to call a doc,” Sam assured him, “but she says no, she’s just exhausted and hungry. Been hitchhiking all day, up from Vancouver, hasn’t had much to eat. Says she came in to ask if there’s a hostel in town. That whisky put some color back in her cheeks and she’s trying to be all bright and cheery. But under all that, she looks like a nag that’s been rode hard and put up wet. I tell her she’ll stay here; she starts to argue; I tell her I won’t take no guff. Give her a key, carry her pack up to twenty-two, then I heat up some beef stew and biscuits from the kitchen and take it up.” He shrugged. “After that, I don’t hear another peep out of her.”
“Hmm.” Dave glanced at the ceiling, still concerned. “I’d feel better if a doctor had taken a look at her.” A few of the doctors had an arrangement through an answering service: one was always on call, and they made house calls.
“She said she wasn’t going to waste a doctor’s time. The gal was pretty damned firm about it.” He gave his balding head a shake. “Put me in mind of old Ms. Haldenby. You know?”
The retired schoolteacher was a fine—and intimidating—woman who definitely knew her own mind. “There’s no arguing with someone like that,” Dave agreed. “It sounds like you did all you could. Good work, Sam.”
“See if you still say that when I tell you I didn’t get a credit card or even a name. Figured it could wait till she was feeling better.”
“Yeah. Even if she skips, it’s no big loss.” Dave was more worried about the woman’s health. But Sam was a smart, observant guy. If he’d thought their visitor really was sick, he’d have overridden her objections, as he had when he’d given her a room.
“Anyhow,” Sam said, “the damned woman took my mind right out of my book. Got me thinking about her story, and I bet it’s a good one.”
Dave rolled his eyes. “You and your overactive imagination. She’s a hitchhiker who didn’t have the sense to rest when she needed to. She’ll be up and on the road, hopefully paying her bill before she goes.”
Around eleven, Dave was at the front desk relieving Deepta, the receptionist who worked weekdays from six-thirty to two-thirty. He was trying to book opera tickets in Vancouver for guests who were heading there tomorrow, but the online system kept glitching. Frustrated, he took a deep breath, unsnapped the cuffs of his Western shirt and rolled them up his forearms, and gave the system another go. It stalled again.
“Hi there,” a cheerful female voice said. “Anywhere around here I can get a good capooch?”
He looked up and his eyes widened in appreciation. This had to be the guest in twenty-two, and yeah, she sure was pretty. Medium height, slim, nice curves shown off by shorts and a purple tank worn over something that had pink straps. He saw the Latina in her olive-toned skin and the shiny black hair cut in a short, elfin cap. Her black-lashed eyes were blue-gray and sparkling, matching her white smile. She was the picture of health, he was relieved to see.
And that smile was irresistible. He smiled back. “That translate to cappuccino?”
Humor warmed her eyes. “What else?”
“Thought maybe you were talking about some weird mixed-breed dog,” he drawled.
Her burble of laughter was musical and infectious. “No, it’s caffeine I need right now.” She yawned widely without covering her mouth.
It should have been unattractive but he had trouble imagining that anything this woman did would be unattractive. Something stirred inside him, a warm ripple through his blood. “Caffeine does come in handy now and then.”
“A double-shot capooch sure would.” She stuck a hand out. “I’m Cassidy. Cassidy Esperanza.”
With guests, he aimed for the personal touch, so he came out from behind the desk and extended his hand. “Dave Cousins.”
He spotted a tattoo on the cap of her right shoulder: a Canada goose flying across the moon. Striking, almost haunting.
Cassidy’s hand was like the rest of her: light brown, slender, attractive. Her shake was full of vitality. He shook a lot of hands in the course of a day, but this one felt particularly good in his—and now the ripple in his veins was a tingle of awareness. No, more than awareness; he was aware of lots of appealing women. This was attraction.
His heart—the part of it that could fall in love—had died three years ago. His body hadn’t, but he had zero desire to follow up on any hormonal stirrings.