by Aday, Amy
Losing It
Prequel: Rough Sex, Hardcore Sex and BDSM Sex Series
Amy Aday
Copyright 2013 Amy Aday
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Summary:
Selena is the last virgin in her class. Her first night with her high school sweetheart, Todd can only prove to be magical. What she doesn’t expect are the things that she comes to learn about her beloved once she has given herself to him. Can she forgive and forget or will she leave him behind as she ventures out on her own quest for fulfillment elsewhere?
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Losing It
Prequel: Rough Sex, Hardcore Sex and BDSM Sex Series
Amy Aday
Selena sat on her bed, her pillow hugged tightly to her chest. Last night had been homecoming at school. She was the head cheerleader on the varsity squad and her boyfriend, Todd Ingram, was the team quarterback. They were popular among the other kids and it was no surprise when they were announced as Homecoming King and Queen.
Selena had been so excited about everything. The homecoming dance that followed the game was fantastic. Todd looked gorgeous in his suit and tie and she felt beautiful in the baby blue sequined dress that she and her mother had shopped for weeks to find. Her long hair was pinned up in loose ringlets and the dress brought out the blue in her eyes. Everything was perfect.
Todd’s parents were away for the weekend and he had the house to himself. She had told her parents she was going to spend the night with one of the other cheerleaders after the dance. It was supposed to be the first time she and Todd had sex and she was excited and scared. What if she was bad at it? Then again, how could she be? She loved Todd and it was going to be magical.
As the homecoming dance began to wind down, she and Todd quietly made their way to his car and headed to his house. Her heart was beating almost out of her chest. She wasn’t sure if she was ready for this but there was no turning back now. She and Todd were two of the oldest students in their senior class, having turned eighteen right after the school year started. That made her the oldest virgin in the class. Todd had been with several girls in school. So, at least he was experienced.
She was nervous and Todd seemed to sense her need to relax a little. He got into his father’s liquor cabinet and made rum and cokes for them. After knocking back several drinks and nervously making out on the couch, they walked up the stairs to Todd’s bedroom.
She could feel the excitement run through her body as he pulled her toward him, probing her mouth with his. His hands roamed across her soft skin, creating a delicious longing that scattered across her slight frame and gathered in a throbbing ache squarely between her thighs.
“I want to watch you undress,” Todd whispered in her ear. She could feel his excitement pressing against her hip as they kissed.
Selena was a bit self-conscious about taking off her clothes with him looking at her, but she didn’t want to disappoint him. Her shoes flew sideways as she kicked them off. She maintained eye contact as she slowly slid the straps of her dress down and unzipped it on the side, letting it fall to the floor. The matching sheer white panties and bra with scalloped lacing along the edges hugged her curves perfectly. She had bought them just for tonight and thought she looked beautiful. Hopefully, Todd thought so, too.
“Damn, baby. You are so beautiful. I can’t wait to be inside of you,” Todd said. He smiled at her as she looked sheepishly back at him.
He stepped forward and reached around her, deftly unhooking her bra and pulling it free. His hands found their way to her breasts and kneaded them softly, bringing his lips down to kiss the gentle slope of each one. His mouth drifted slowly toward her nipples, taking his time sucking softly on each one until they were stiff little points of arousal.
“Are you ready for this?” he asked, watching as she nodded her head up and down.
She could feel the moisture form between her legs as Todd continued to massage her breasts with his hands. She moaned as he slid one hand inside her panties and cupped her carefully groomed mound with it. Another tingle scurried through her nerve endings as he skillfully began to rub her already aching clit with his fingers. She moaned against his neck as he prepared her for their first night together.
Todd was the love of her life and this was going to be amazing. She could feel the wetness beginning to soak her delicate white undies as he fingered her gently beneath the fabric. Her moans grew louder as he continued to tease her, sliding his fingers back and forth across her slick nub as she clung to him, weak with passion.
“Please, Todd. I want to feel you inside me. I’m ready,” she whispered into his ear.
Todd pulled his hand free of her panties, sliding them down her legs and onto the floor. He tossed them to one side and laid her gently across his bed, looking at her as he got undressed. She was fascinated by his erection, now in plain view for her to appreciate. She wasn’t sure how THAT was supposed to fit inside of her and felt a little apprehension for a moment.
Todd climbed into the bed and hovered on top of her body, the large mushroomed head of his cock brushing across her legs as he looked down at her. He nudged her legs apart with his own and entered her for the first time in one slow, fluid movement. She felt an incredible pressure as he slid inside her and then a sharp pain as he pushed further inside, taking her virginity with a single thrust. She cried out a little at the unexpected pain as he began to move inside of her, causing him to pause.
“Are you okay?” he asked softly.
“Yes, it just hurts a little. I’m fine, don’t stop,” she responded.
Selena moaned loudly as he began stroking in and out of her, slowly at first but with increasing aggression as his own desires took over. The initial pain subsided as her body took over from her brain, letting her enjoy the moment. It was the most amazing thing she had ever felt and she was so glad that she had finally given herself to him like this.
The friction against her inner sanctum was incredible and she found that her body responded to his in the most inconceivable way. It was if someone had tightened a band around her insides, pulling it tighter and tighter. When it was too tight to stand anymore, it was suddenly released, sending relief exploding throughout every nerve ending in her body. She lay panting beneath him as she came violently. Her legs quivered beneath him. He quickly followed, pulling out and spraying all over her stomach.
“That was fantastic,” he told her, climbing off the bed and disappearing into his bathroom. She pulled out the towel he had laid on the bed beneath her in case she bled and looked at the red streaks that bore witness to her deflowering. She used a clean edge of it to wipe his sticky goo from her stomach and tossed it in his dirty clothes hamper. Who knew that sex was so messy?
Todd came back into the room. She got a better look at the now flaccid organ hanging between his legs. She didn’t know if that was considered big or little. It felt big, but she didn’t have anything to judge it against. She averted her eyes and cowered behind the large bed pillow she had pressed against her nude body. Though she tried to suppress it, a little giggle escaped.
Selena stepped into the bathroom and freshened herself up a bit before returning to bed. Todd had already curled up beneath the comforter and patted the pillow next to him. She climbed in and curled up into the crook of his arm, kissing him softly before drifting off peacefully to sleep. When she awoke, it was already mo
rning and Todd was still sound asleep. It was much later than she had anticipated and she had to get going.
She woke Todd and he smiled sleepily at her as she told him she had to get out of here and home before her parents called her friend’s house to check on her. He moaned something incoherent and she laughed, getting out of bed and getting dressed for home. As she walked the half dozen blocks home from his house, she smiled to herself. Last night had been blissful. She was already wondering when they could do it again.
The weeks that followed were filled with stolen moments as she and Todd snuck away to be along together as often as they could. She was sure that everyone could see the change in her now that she was no longer pure, but she didn’t care. She and Todd were in love and that was all that was important to her. She was surprised when she came to surprise him one day after football practice and overheard a conversation between him and his teammates.
“Yeah, Selena is hot. She’s got those big tits and she’s tight as hell, but she always wants everything to be so lovey dovey. It’s boring as shit. I fucked Holly Turner in the back of my truck up at Hunters’ Point last night and it was fucking amazing. That girl could suck the pigskin right off our game ball and she’s willing to try anything. She told me that if I bought some lube, she’d let me fuck her up the ass next time,” Todd was saying.
Selena couldn’t believe what she was hearing. Not only had he reduced what she thought was special between them to a meaningless sexual encounter, but he had ridiculed her to his friends and was cheating on her behind her back with one of the biggest whores in school. She ran away quickly before anyone saw her. She spent most of the evening in her bedroom crying, ignoring her cell phone and telling her parents she wasn’t hungry when they tried to call her out to dinner.
Part of her told her that she should fight back. She should try to give Todd more of what he wanted, but she couldn’t do that. If he had talked to her and told her how he felt, then maybe she could have tried to be more adventurous. Instead he had mocked her and cheated. She couldn’t forgive him for that.
She never wanted to be with Todd again. She wouldn’t let him hurt her more than he had already. It was time to move on. The following day at school, she handed him all of his things that he had given her during the time they had dated and told him she didn’t want to see him anymore. He was shocked at her sudden change of heart and tried to talk to her about it, but she couldn’t deal with him and her pain right then.
“Perhaps, you can now spend more time fucking Holly up the ass, you piece of crap,” she called back to him as she turned her back and walked away.
Selena felt a bit lost after that. She had thought she was special, but he had made it obvious that she wasn’t. How could someone say that they loved you so much and then just shit on you like that? She felt disillusioned and hurt, but she also felt angry. Todd tried repeatedly to get her to talk to him, but she refused. She was done with love and she was done with him. It was time to head out for greener pastures.
Selena needed someone to show her what real sex was all about. She set her sights a little higher, eyeing the new assistant football coach for the varsity team. She had seen him watching her when he didn’t think anyone would notice. She guessed he was in his mid-thirties and he was extremely good looking. All of the girls giggled over him. Selena bet he knew what he was doing in bed. He was just the person to show her what she was missing.
She purposely lingered around after cheerleader practice as if she were waiting on someone. As people began to clear out, she ended up being the only one left there on the bleachers except for him. She watched as he began closing down the field where the team had been practicing. Then, she made her move.
“Coach Weathers?” she asked as she approached him.
“Yes, Selena?” he responded, his attention still on trying to lock a side gate to the field.
“My Mom got hung up with a client and can’t pick me up. Do you think you could drop me off at home, please?” she asked, giving him her most seductive look.
“Um, well…I don’t know about that, Selena,” he said.
“Please?” she pleaded, batting her eyelashes.
His eyes darted across her cheerleading practice outfit and down her long legs. She could tell that she had him right where she wanted him. He was a single man who spent all of his time with the team trying to make a name for himself. She was guessing that he had no time for dating. No one had ever seen him with anyone.
“Okay, Selena. Let me close up the locker room and we will go,” he told her.
Once in the car, Selena crossed her legs, letting her skirt ride up a bit to give him a good view of her smooth young inner thigh. As he drove toward her house, she reached over and put her hand on his leg.
“Coach, I would rather go to your house,” she said boldly.
“I…I don’t think so Selena. I can’t do that,” he said.
“You can if no one knows but us,” she said. “I’m eighteen, so I’m legal.”
He looked her up and down. She could tell that he wanted her from the look in his eyes and the way he had to shift himself in the seat. He didn’t say anything in response. Selena felt dejected. He wasn’t going to go for it. She was surprised when he pulled into a house not far from her own and pushed the garage button, pulling the car inside and closing it behind them.
He led her to his bedroom and slowly undressed her, kissing her softly before lowering his head to her breasts. She tossed her head back as he gingerly sucked at her nipples and then laid her across the bed, spreading her legs open and positioning himself between them. He parted her delicate pink folds with his tongue and masterfully lapped at her clit, pulling at it gently with his teeth. It felt amazing.
Before long, she was soaked and begging him to fuck her. He admired her lithe young body as he got undressed. Selena could see that he was already hard and considerably larger than Todd had been. He pulled her toward the edge of the bed and entered her, slowly stroking in and out of her as he leaned forward and planted kisses across her skin. Selena was after something very different than she had felt with Todd, so she took a chance and whispered into his ear.
“I like it rough,” she said quietly. She had no idea what she was signing herself up for, but she didn’t care.
She didn’t have to tell him twice. He pulled out and flipped her over on the bed. She could feel his hands on her ass, his fingers digging into the soft flesh there as he rammed her from behind. He put his hands on her hips and pulled her back onto him again and again, enjoying the way she screeched each time he buried himself deep inside her.
He moved one hand from her hip, wrapping it gently around her neck. Selena felt her already rapidly beating heartbeat thud even heavier in her chest as a little streak of fear ran through her. He pressed ever so slightly on her throat, not enough to do any actual harm, but enough to let her know he was in charge as he continued to fuck her like an animal from behind.
Selena found herself insanely aroused by his rough handling and began bucking back against him, meeting him in a collision of passion until both of them were on the verge of their own eruption. She felt the familiar release as her body let go of all its tension and she exploded across his cock. He continued to pump in and out of her slick pussy until he was about to come.
Suddenly, he pulled out and spun her around, pulling open her mouth with his fingers as if he were examining her teeth. Selena was a bit confused for a moment but quickly understood as he stroked himself with his hand. The head of his cock brushed across her lips. She was surprised at how soft it was in contrast to the hardness that stretched below it. He pulled down on her lower jaw, stretching her mouth further open as he filled it with warm, sticky come.
Selena wasn’t sure what to do with it. It didn’t taste as bad as she had thought it would, so rather than running to find a place to spit it out, she swallowed it. It actually tasted pretty good, a little salty maybe. She smiled up at him and licked her lips for effect.
“Oh, you are a naughty little girl,” he said with a smile.
It was the beginning of an intense sexual relationship that would last the rest of the school year and through the summer before Selena had to leave for college. The Coach taught her things that she had never even heard of people doing. Each trip to his house resulted in another encounter that pushed her sexually to the next level. The Coach was a skilled teacher. Some part of her wondered if perhaps there was some unspoken rule that said you could have a great love or a great sex life, but not both.
Selena had come to enjoy the deviant sexual activity that she often snuck to the Coach’s house to explore. There was something especially liberating about allowing yourself to be used for the sexual gratification of another without question. At the same time, she often found herself resenting the fact that it was all so emotionless. Sure, it was hot and he got her off in ways she had never even dreamed existed, but something was missing.
Selena looked over at the Coach, restrained and panting beside her as their last night together ended in explosive orgasms. She would miss him on some level, but she needed so much more than just wild sex. Perhaps she would find what she was looking for once she was away at college. She untied him and they said their goodbyes. It was time for Selena to move on, once again.
THE END
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