He stood still, looking down at the canal till the last of the men had passed in. Then, before he went on, he raised his eyes slowly to Marietta’s window, not guessing that her own were answering his from behind the rosemary and the geranium. His pale face was very sad and thoughtful as he looked up. She had never seen him look so tired. The porter had shut the door, which he never allowed to remain open one moment longer than was absolutely necessary, and Zorzi stood quite alone on the footway. As he looked, his face softened and grew so tender that the girl who watched him unseen stretched out her arms towards him with unconscious yearning, and her heart beat very fast, so that she felt the pulses in her throat almost choking her; yet her face was pale and her soft lips were dry and cold. For it was not all happiness that she felt; there was a sweet mysterious pain with it, which was nowhere, and yet all through her, that was weakness and yet might turn to strength, a hunger of longing for something dear and unknown and divine, without which all else was an empty shadow. Then her eyes opened to him, as he had never seen them, blue as the depth of sapphires and dewy with love mists of youth’s early spring; it was impossible that he should stand there, just beyond the narrow water, and not feel that she saw him and loved him, and that her heart was crying out the true words he never hoped to hear.
But he did not know. And all at once his eyes fell, and she could almost see that he sighed as he turned wearily away and walked with bent head towards the wooden bridge. She would have given anything to look out and see him cross and come nearer, but she remembered that she was not yet dressed, and she blushed as she drew further back into the room, gathering the thin white linen up to her throat, and frightened at the mere thought that he should catch sight of her. She would not call her serving-woman yet, she would be alone a little while longer. She threw back her russet hair, and bent down to smell the rose in the tall glass. The sun was risen now and the first slanting beams shot sideways through her window from the right. The day that was to be so sweet had begun most sweetly. She had seen him already, far earlier than usual; she would see him many times before the little brown maid crossed the canal to bring her home in the evening.
The thought put an end to her meditations, and she was suddenly in haste to be dressed, to be out of the house, to be sitting in the little garden of the glass-house where Zorzi must soon pass again. She called and clapped her hands, and her serving-woman entered from the outer room in which she slept. She brought a great painted earthenware dish, on which fruit was arranged, half of a small yellow melon fresh from the cool storeroom, a little heap of dark red cherries and a handful of ripe plums. There was white wheaten bread, too, and honey from Aquileia, in a little glass jar, and there was a goblet of cold water. The maid set the big dish on the table, beside the glass that held Zorzi’s rose, and began to make ready her mistress’s clothes.
Marietta tasted the melon, and it was cool and aromatic, and she stood eating a slice of it, just where she could look through the flowers on the window-sill at the door of the glass-house, so that if Zorzi passed again she should see him. He did not come, and she was a little disappointed; but the melon was very good, and afterwards she ate a few cherries and spread a spoonful of honey on a piece of bread, and nibbled at it; and she drank some of the water, looking out of the window over the glass.
“Was it always so beautiful?” she asked, speaking to herself, in a sort of wonder at what she felt, as she set the glass upon the table.
Nella, the maid, turned quickly to her with a look of inquiry.
“What?” she asked. “What is beautiful? The weather? It is summer! Of course it is fine. Did you expect the north wind to-day, or rain from the southwest?”
Marietta laughed, sweet and low. The little maid always amused her. There was something cheerful in the queer little scolding sentences, spoken with a rising inflection on almost every word, musical and yet always seeming to protest gently against anything Marietta said.
“I know of something much more beautiful than the weather,” Nella added, seeing that she got no answer except a laugh. “Do you wish to know what is more beautiful than a summer’s day?”
“Oh, I know the answer to that!” cried Marietta. “You used to catch me in that way when I was a small girl.”
“Well, my little lady, what is the answer? I have said nothing.”
“What is more beautiful than a summer’s day? Why, two summer’s days, of course! I was always dreadfully disappointed when you gave me that answer, for I expected something wonderful.”
Nella shook her head as she unfolded the fine linen things, and uttered a sort of little clucking sound, meant to show her disapproval of such childish jests.
“Tut, tut, tut! We are grown up now! Are we children? No, we are a young lady, beautiful and serious! Tut, tut, tut! That you should remember the nonsense I used to talk to make you stop crying for your mother, blessed soul! And I myself was so full of tears that a drop of water would have drowned me! But all passes, praise be to God!”
“I hope not,” said Marietta, but so low that the woman did not hear.
“I will ask you a riddle,” continued Nella presently.
“Oh no!” laughed Marietta. “I could no more guess a riddle to-day than I could give a dissertation on theology. Riddles are for rainy days in winter, when we sit by the fire in the evening wishing it were morning again. I know the great riddle at last — I have found it out. It is the most beautiful thing in the world.”
“Then it is true,” observed Nella, looking at her with satisfaction.
“What?” asked the young girl carelessly.
“That you are to be married.”
“I hope so,” answered Marietta. “Some day, but there is time yet — perhaps a very long time.”
“As long as it will take to make a wedding gown embroidered with gold and pearls. Not a day longer than that.” Nella looked very wise and watched her mistress’s face.
“What do you mean?”
“The master has ordered just such a gown. That is what I mean. Do you think I would talk of such a beautiful thing, just to make you unhappy, if you were not to have one? But you will not forget poor Nella, my little lady? You will take me with you to Venice?”
“Then you think I am to marry some one from the city? What is his name?”
“The master knows. That is enough. But it must be the Doge’s son, or at least the son of the Admiral of Venice. It will take two months to embroider the gown. That means that you are to be married in August, of course.”
“Do you think so?” asked Marietta indifferently.
“I know it.” And Nella gave a discontented little snort, for she did not like to have her conclusions questioned. “Am I half-witted? Am I in my dotage? Am I an imbecile? The gown is ordered, and that is the truth. Do you think the master has ordered a wedding gown embroidered with gold and pearls for himself?”
Marietta tossed her hair back and shook it down her shoulders, laughing gaily at the idea.
“Ah!” cried Nella indignantly. “Now you are mocking me! You are making a laughing-stock of your poor Nella! It is too bad! But you will be sorry that you laughed at me, when I am not here to bring you melons and cherries and tell you the news in the morning! You will say: ‘Poor Nella! She was not such an ignorant person after all!’ That is what you will say. I tell you that if your father orders a wedding gown, you are the only person in the house who can wear it, and he would not order it just to see how beautiful you would be as a bride! He is a serious man, the master, he is grave, he is wise! He does nothing without much reflection, and what he does is well done. He says, ‘My daughter is to be married, therefore I will order a splendid dress for her.’ That is what he says, and he orders it.”
“That has an air of reason,” said Marietta gravely. “I did not mean to laugh at you.”
“Oh, very well! If you thought your father unreasonable, what should I say? He does not say one thing and do another, your father. And I will tell you something. They wi
ll make the gown even handsomer than he ordered it, because he is very rich, and he will grumble and scold, but in the end he will pay, for the honour of the house. Then you will wear the gown, and all Venice will see you in it on your wedding day.”
“That will be a great thing for the Venetians,” observed the young girl, trying not to smile.
“They will see that there are rich men in Murano, too. It will be a lesson for their intolerable vanity.”
“Are the Venetians so very vain?”
“Well! Was not my husband a Venetian, blessed soul? It seems to me that I should know. Have I forgotten how he would fasten a cock’s feather in his cap, almost like a gentleman, and hang his cloak over one shoulder, and pull up his hose till they almost cracked, so as to show off his leg? Ah, he had handsome legs, my poor Vito, and he never would use anything but pure beeswax to stiffen his mustaches. No, he never would use tallow. He was almost like a gentleman!”
Nella’s little brown eyes were moist as she recalled her husband’s small vanities; his dislike of tallow as a cosmetic seemed to affect her particularly.
“That is why I say that it will be a lesson to the pride of those Venetians to see your marriage,” she resumed, after drying her eyes with the back of her hand. “And the people of Murano will be there, and all the glass-blowers in their guild, since the master is the head of it. I suppose Zorzi will manage to be there, too.”
Nella spoke the last words in a tone of disapproval.
“Why should Zorzi not be at my wedding?” asked Marietta carelessly.
“Why should he?” asked the serving-woman with unusual bluntness. “But I daresay the master will find something for him to do. He is clever enough at doing anything.”
“Yes — he is clever,” assented the young girl. “Why do you not like him? Give me some more water — you are always afraid that I shall use too much!”
“I have a conscience,” grumbled Nella. “The water is brought from far, it is paid for, it costs money, we must not use too much of it. Every day the boats come with it, and the row of earthen jars in the court is filled, and your father pays — he always pays, and pays, and pays, till I wonder where the money all comes from. They say he makes gold, over there in the furnace.”
“He makes glass,” answered Marietta. “And if he orders gowns for me with pearls and gold, he will not grudge me a jug of water. Why do you dislike Zorzi?”
“He is as proud as a marble lion, and as obstinate as a Lombardy mule,” explained Nella, with fine imagery. “If that is not enough to make one dislike a young man, you shall tell me so! But one of those days he will fall. There is trouble for the proud.”
“How does his great pride show itself?” asked Marietta. “I have not noticed it.”
“That would indeed be the end of everything, if he showed his pride to you!” Nella was much displeased by the mere suggestion. “But with us it is different. He never speaks to the other workmen.”
“They never speak to him.”
“And quite right, too, since he holds his head so high, with no reason at all! But it will not last for ever! I wonder what the master would think, for instance, if he knew that Zorzi takes the skiff in the evening, and rows himself over to Venice, all alone, and comes back long after midnight, and sleeps in the glass-house across the way because he cannot get into the house. Zorzi! Zorzi! The master cannot move without Zorzi! And where is Zorzi at night? At home and in bed, like a decent young man? No. Zorzi is away in Venice, heaven knows where, doing heaven knows what! Do you wonder that he is so pale and tired in the morning? It seems to me quite natural. Eh? What do you think, my pretty lady?”
Marietta was silent for a moment. It was only a servant’s spiteful gossip, but it hurt her.
“Are you sure that he goes to Venice alone at night?” she asked, after a little pause.
“Am I sure that I live, that I belong to you, and that my name is Nella? Is not the boat moored under my window? Did I not hear the chain rattling softly last night? I got up and looked out, and I saw Zorzi, as I see you, taking the padlock off. I am not blind — praise be to heaven, I see. He turned the boat to the left, so he must have been going to Venice, and it was at least an hour after the midnight bells when I heard the chain again, and I looked out, and there he was. But he did not come into the house. And this morning I saw him coming out of the glass-house, just as the men went in. He was as pale as a boiled chicken.”
Marietta had seen him, too, and the coincidence gave colour to the rest of the woman’s tale, as would have happened if the whole story had been an invention instead of being quite true. Nella was combing the girl’s thick hair, an operation peculiarly conducive to a maid’s chattering, for she has the certainty that her mistress cannot get away, and must therefore listen patiently.
A shadow had fallen on the brightness of Marietta’s morning. She was paler, too, but she said nothing.
“Of course he was tired,” continued Nella. “Did you suppose that he would come back with pink cheeks and bright eyes, like a baby from baptism, after being out half the night?”
“He is always pale,” said Marietta.
“Because he goes to Venice every night,” retorted Nella viciously. “That is the good reason! Oh, I am sure of it! And besides, I shall watch him, now that I know. I shall see him whenever he takes the boat.”
“It is none of your business where he goes,” answered Marietta. “It does not concern any one but himself.”
“Oh, indeed!” sneered Nella. “Then the honour of the house does not matter! It is no concern of ours! And your father need never know that his trusty servant, his clever assistant, his faithful confidant, who shares all his secrets, is a good-for-nothing fellow who spends his nights in gambling, or drinking, or perhaps in making love to some Venetian girl as honourable and well behaved as himself!”
Marietta had grown steadily more angry while Nella was talking. She had her father’s temper, though she could control it better than he.
“I will find out whether this story is true,” she said coldly. “If it is not, it will be the worse for you. You shall not serve me any longer, unless you can be more careful in what you say.”
Nella’s jaw dropped and her hands stood still and trembled, the one holding the comb upraised, the other gathering a quantity of her mistress’s hair. Marietta had never spoken to her like this in her life.
“Send me away?” faltered the woman in utter amazement. “Send me away!” she repeated, still quite dazed. “But it is impossible—” her voice began to break, as if some one were shaking her violently by the shoulders. “Oh no, no! You w-ill n-ot — no-o-o!”
The sound grew more piercing as she went on, and the words were soon lost, as she broke into a violent fit of hysterical crying.
Marietta’s anger subsided as her pity for the poor creature increased. She had made a great effort to speak quietly and not to say more than she meant, and she had certainly not expected to produce such a tremendous commotion. Nella tore her hair, drew her nails down her cheeks, as if she would tear them with scratches, rocked herself forwards and backwards and from side to side, the tears poured down her brown cheeks, she screamed and blubbered and whimpered in quick alternation, and in a few moments tumbled into the corner of a big chair, a sobbing and convulsed little heap of womanhood.
Marietta tried to quiet her, and was so sorry for her that she could almost have cried too, until she remembered the detestable things which Nella had said about Zorzi, and which the woman’s screams had driven out of her memory for an instant. Then she longed to beat her for saying them, and still Nella alternately moaned and howled, and twisted herself in the corner of the big chair. Marietta wondered whether her servant were going mad, and whether this might not be a judgment of heaven for telling such atrocious lies about poor Zorzi. In that case it was of course deserved, thought she, watching Nella’s contortions; but it was very sudden.
She made up her mind to call the other women, and turned to go to the
door. As she did so her skirt caught a comb that lay on the edge of the table and swept it off, so that it fell upon the pavement with a dry rap. Instantly Nella sat up straight and rubbed her eyes, looking about for the cause of the sound. When she saw the comb, the serving-woman’s instinct returned, and with it her normal condition of mind. She picked up the comb with a quick movement, shook her head and began combing Marietta’s hair again before the girl could sit down.
Peace was restored, for she did not speak again, as she helped her mistress to finish dressing; but though Marietta tried to look kindly at her once or twice, Nella quite refused to see it, and did her duty without ever raising her eyes.
It was soon finished, for the pleasure the young girl had taken in making much of the first details of the day that was to be so happy was all gone. She did not believe her woman, but there was a cloud over everything and she was in haste to get an answer to the question which it would not be easy to ask. She must know if Zorzi had been to Venice during the night, for until she knew that, all hope of peace was at an end. Nella had meant no harm, but she had played the fatal little part in which destiny loves to go masking through life’s endless play.
CHAPTER V
ZORZI HAD SLEPT but little after he had at last lain down upon the long bench in the laboratory, for the scene in which he had been the chief actor that night had made a profound impression upon him. There are some men who would not make good soldiers but who can face sudden and desperate danger with a calmness which few soldiers really possess, and which is generally accompanied by some marked superiority of mind; but such exceptional natures feel the reaction that follows the perilous moment far more than the average fighting man. They are those who sometimes stem the rush of panic and turn back whole armies from ruin to victorious battle; they are those who spring forward from the crowd to save life when some terrible accident has happened, as if they were risking nothing, and who generally succeed in what they attempt; but they are not men who learn to fight every day as carelessly and naturally as they eat, drink or sleep. Their chance of action may come but once or twice in a lifetime; yet when it comes it finds them far more ready and cool than the average good soldier could ever be. Like strength in some men, their courage seems to depend on quality and very little on quantity, training or experience.
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