Margaret laughed a little, but there was no ripple in Lady Maud’s delicious voice as she made these singular statements. She was profoundly in earnest.
‘The public is my schoolmistress,’ said Margaret. ‘I’m so used to being looked at and listened to on the stage that I feel as if people were always watching me and criticising me, even when I go out to dinner.’
‘I’ve no right at all to give you my opinion, because I’m nobody in particular,’ answered Lady Maud, ‘and you are tremendously famous and all that! But you’ll make yourself miserable for nothing if you get into the way of caring about anybody’s opinion of you, except on the stage. And you’ll end by making the other people uncomfortable too, because you’ll make them think that you mean to teach them manners!’
‘Heaven forbid!’ Margaret laughed again.
The carriage stopped, and Lady Maud thanked her, bade her good-night, and got out.
‘No,’ she said, as the footman was going to ring the bell, ‘I have a latch-key, thank you.’
It was a small house in Charles Street, Berkeley Square, and the windows were quite dark. There was not even a light in the hall when Margaret saw Lady Maud open the front door and disappear within.
Margaret went over the little incidents of the evening as she drove home alone, and felt better satisfied with herself than she had been since Lushington’s visit, in spite of having deliberately gone to sleep in Mustapha Pasha’s drawing-room. No one had made her feel that she was changed except for the better, and Lady Maud, who was most undoubtedly a smart woman of the world, had taken a sudden fancy to her. Margaret told herself that this would be impossible if she were ever so little vulgarised by her stage life, and in this reflection she consoled herself for what Lushington had said, and nursed her resentment against him.
The small weaknesses of celebrities are sometimes amazing. There was a moment that evening, as she stood before her huge looking-glass before undressing and scrutinised her face in it, when she would have given her fame and her fortune to be Lady Maud, who trusted to a passing hansom or an acquaintance’s carriage for getting home from an Embassy, who let herself into a dark and cheerless little house with a latch-key, who was said to be married to a slippery foreigner, and about whom the gossips invented unedifying tales.
Margaret wondered whether Lady Maud would ever think of changing places with her, to be a goddess for a few hours every week, to have more money than she could spend on herself, and to be pursued with requests for autographs and grand pianos, not to mention invitations to supper from those supernal personages whose uneasy heads wear crowns or itch for them; and Señorita da Cordova told herself rather petulantly that Lady Maud would rather starve than be the most successful soprano that ever trilled on the high A till the house yelled with delight, and the royalties held up their stalking-glasses to watch the fluttering of her throat, if perchance they might see how the pretty noise was made.
But at this point Margaret Donne was a little ashamed of herself, and went to bed; and she dreamt that Edmund Lushington had suddenly taken to wearing a little moustache, very much turned up and flattened on his cheeks, and a single emerald for a stud, which cast a greenish refulgence round it upon a shirt-front that was hideously shiny; and the effect of these changes in his appearance was to make him perfectly odious.
CHAPTER VIII
LORD CREEDMORE HAD begun life as a poor barrister, with no particular prospects, had entered the House of Commons early, and had been a hard-working member of Parliament till he had inherited a title and a relatively exiguous fortune when he was over fifty by the unexpected death of his uncle and both the latter’s sons within a year. He had married young; his wife was the daughter of a Yorkshire country gentleman, and had blessed him with ten children, who were all alive, and of whom Lady Maud was not the youngest. He was always obliged to make a little calculation to remember how old she was, and whether she was the eighth or the ninth. There were three sons and seven daughters. The sons were all in the army, and all stood between six and seven feet in their stockings; the daughters were all good-looking, but none was as handsome as Maud; they were all married, and all but she had children. Lady Creedmore had been a beauty too, but at the present time she was stout and gouty, had a bad temper, and alternately soothed and irritated her complaint and her disposition by following cures or committing imprudences. Her husband, who was now over sixty, had never been ill a day in his life; he was as lean and tough as a greyhound and as active as a schoolboy, a good rider, and a crack shot.
His connection with this tale, apart from the friendship which grew up between Margaret and Lady Maud, lies in the fact that his land in Derbyshire adjoined the estate which Mr. Van Torp had bought and re-named after himself. It was here that Lady Maud and the American magnate had first met, two years after her marriage, when she had come home on a long visit, very much disillusionised as to the supposed advantages of the marriage bond as compared with the freedom of a handsome English girl of three-and-twenty, who is liked in her set and has the run of a score of big country houses without any chaperonial encumbrance. For the chaperon is going down to the shadowy kingdom of the extinct, and is already reckoned with dodos, stagecoaches, muzzle loaders, crinolines, Southey’s poems, the Thirty-nine Articles, Benjamin Franklin’s reputation, the British workman, and the late Herbert Spencer’s philosophy.
On the previous evening Lady Maud had not told Margaret that Lord Creedmore lived in Surrey, having let his town house since his youngest daughter had married. She now explained that it would be absurd to think of driving such a distance when one could go almost all the way by train. The singer was rather scared at the prospect of possibly missing trains, waiting in draughty stations, and getting wet by a shower; she was accustomed to think nothing of driving twenty miles in a closed carriage to avoid the slightest risk of a wetting.
But Lady Maud piloted her safely, and showed an intimate knowledge of the art of getting about by public conveyances which amazed her companion. She seemed to know by instinct the difference between one train and another, when all looked just alike, and when she had to ask a question of a guard or a porter her inquiry was met with business-like directness and brevity, and commanded the respect which all officials feel for people who do not speak to them without a really good reason — so different from their indulgent superiority when we enter into friendly conversation with them.
The journey ended in a walk of a quarter of a mile from the station to the gate of the small park in which the house stood. Lady Maud said she was sorry she had forgotten to telephone for a trap to be sent down, but added cheerfully that the walk would do Margaret good.
‘You know your way wonderfully well,’ Margaret said.
‘Yes,’ answered her companion carelessly. ‘I don’t think I could lose myself in London, from Limehouse to Wormwood Scrubs.’
She spoke quite naturally, as if it were not in the least surprising that a smart woman of the world should possess such knowledge.
‘You must have a marvellous memory for places,’ Margaret ventured to say.
‘Why? Because I know my way about? I walk a great deal, that’s all.’
Margaret wondered whether the Countess Leven habitually took her walks in the direction of Limehouse in the east or Shepherd’s Bush in the west; and if so, why? As for the distance, the thoroughbred looked as if she could do twenty miles without turning a hair, and Margaret wished she would not walk quite so fast, for, like all great singers, she herself easily got out of breath if she was hurried; it was not the distance that surprised her, however, but the fact that Lady Maud should ever visit such regions.
They reached the house and found Lord Creedmore in the library, his lame foot on a stool and covered up with a chudder. His clear brown eyes examined Margaret’s face attentively while he held her hand in his.
‘So you are little Margery,’ he said at last, with a very friendly smile. ‘Do you remember me at all, my dear? I suppose I have changed almost mo
re than you have.’
Margaret remembered him very well indeed as Mr. Foxwell, who used always to bring her certain particularly delicious chocolate wafers whenever he came to see her father in Oxford. She sat down beside him and looked at his face — clean-shaven, kindly, and energetic — the face of a clever lawyer and yet of a keen sportsman, a type you will hardly find out of England.
Lady Maud left the two alone after a few minutes, and Margaret found herself talking of her childhood and her old home, as if nothing very much worth mentioning had happened in her life during the last ten or a dozen years. While she answered her new friend’s questions and asked others of him she unconsciously looked about the room. The writing-table was not far from her, and she saw on it two photographs in plain ebony frames; one was of her father, the other was a likeness of Lady Maud. Little by little she understood that her father had been Lord Creedmore’s best friend from their schoolboy days till his death. Yet although they had constantly exchanged short visits, the one living in Oxford and the other chiefly in town, their wives had hardly known each other, and their children had never met.
‘Take him all in all,’ said the old gentleman gravely, ‘Donne was the finest fellow I ever knew, and the only real friend I ever had.’
His eyes turned to the photograph on the table with a far-away manly regret that went to Margaret’s heart. Her father had been a reticent man, and as there was no reason why he should have talked much about his absent friend Foxwell, it was not surprising that Margaret should never have known how close the tie was that bound them. But now, coming unawares upon the recollection of that friendship in the man who had survived, she felt herself drawn to him as if he were of her own blood, and she thought she understood why she had liked his daughter so much at first sight.
They talked for more than half an hour, and Margaret did not even notice that he had not once alluded to her profession, and that she had so far forgotten herself for the time as not to miss the usual platitudes about her marvellous voice and her astoundingly successful career.
‘I hope you’ll come and stop with us in Derbyshire in September,’ he said at last. ‘I’m quite ashamed to ask you there, for we are dreadfully dull people; but it would give us a great deal of pleasure.’
‘You are very kind indeed,’ Margaret said. ‘I should be delighted to come.’
‘Some of our neighbours might interest you,’ said Lord Creedmore. ‘There’s Mr. Van Torp, for instance, the American millionaire. His land joins mine.’
‘Really?’
Margaret wondered if she should ever again go anywhere without hearing of Mr. Van Torp.
‘Yes. He bought Oxley Paddox some time ago and promptly re-christened it Torp Towers. But he’s not a bad fellow. Maud likes him, though Lady Creedmore calls him names. He has such a nice little girl — at least, it’s not exactly his child, I believe,’ his lordship ran on rather hurriedly; ‘but he’s adopted her, I understand — at least, I fancy so. At all events she was born deaf, poor little thing; but he has had her taught to speak and to understand from the lips. Awfully pretty child! Maud delights in her. Nice governess, too — I forget her name; but she’s a faithful sort of woman. It’s a dreadfully hard position, don’t you know, to be a governess if you’re young and good-looking, and though Van Torp is rather a decent sort, I never feel quite sure — Maud likes him immensely, it’s true, and that is a good sign; but Maud is utterly mad about a lot of things, and besides, she’s singularly well able to take care of herself.’
‘Yes,’ said Margaret; but she thought of the story Logotheti had told her on the previous evening. ‘I know Mr. Van Torp, and the little girl and Miss More,’ she said after a moment. ‘We came over in the same steamer.’
She thought it was only fair to say that she had met the people of whom he had been speaking. There was no reason why Lord Creedmore should be surprised by this, and he only nodded and smiled pleasantly.
‘All the better. I shall set Maud on you to drag you down to Derbyshire in September,’ he said. ‘Women never have anything to do in September. Let me see — you’re an actress, aren’t you, my dear?’
Margaret laughed. It was positively delightful to feel that he had never heard of her theatrical career.
‘No; I’m a singer,’ she said. ‘My stage name is Cordova.’
‘Oh yes, yes,’ answered Lord Creedmore, very vaguely. ‘It’s the same thing — you cannot possibly have anything to do in September, can you?’
‘We shall see. I hope not, this year.’
‘If it’s not very indiscreet of me, as an old friend, you know, do you manage to make a living by the stage?’
‘Oh — fair!’ Margaret almost laughed again.
Lady Maud returned at this juncture, and Margaret rose to go, feeling that she had stayed long enough.
‘Margery has half promised to come to us in September,’ said Lord Creedmore to his daughter, ‘You don’t mind if I call you Margery, do you?’ he asked, turning to Margaret. ‘I cannot call you Miss Donne since you really remember the chocolate wafers! You shall have some as soon as I can go to see you!’
Margaret loved the name she had been called by as a child. Mrs. Rushmore had severely eschewed diminutives.
‘Margery,’ repeated Lady Maud thoughtfully. ‘I like the name awfully well. Do you mind calling me Maud? We ought to have known each other when we were in pinafores!’
In this way it happened that Margaret found herself unexpectedly on something like intimate terms with her father’s friend and the latter’s favourite child less than twenty-four hours after meeting Lady Maud, and this was how she was asked to their place in the country for the month of September. But that seemed very far away.
Lady Maud took Margaret home, as she had brought her, without making her wait more than three minutes for a train, without exposing her to a draught, and without letting her get wet, all of which would seem easy enough to an old Londoner, but was marvellous in the eyes of the young Primadonna, and conveyed to her an idea of freedom that was quite new to her. She remembered that she used to be proud of her independence when she first went into Paris from Versailles alone for her singing lessons; but that trip, contrasted with the one from her own house to Lord Creedmore’s on the Surrey side, was like going out for an hour’s sail in a pleasure-boat on a summer’s afternoon compared with working a sea-going vessel safely through an intricate and crowded channel at night.
Margaret noticed, too, that although Lady Maud was a very striking figure, she was treated with respect in places where the singer knew instinctively that if she herself had been alone she would have been afraid that men would speak to her. She knew very well how to treat them if they did, and was able to take care of herself if she chose to travel alone; but she ran the risk of being annoyed where the beautiful thoroughbred was in no danger at all. That was the difference.
Lady Maud left her at her own door and went off on foot, though the hansom that had brought them from the Baker Street Station was still lurking near.
Margaret had told Logotheti to come and see her late in the afternoon, and as she entered the hall she was surprised to hear voices upstairs. She asked the servant who was waiting.
With infinite difficulty in the matter of pronunciation the man informed her that the party consisted of Monsieur Logotheti, Herr Schreiermeyer, Signor Stromboli, the Signorina Baci-Roventi, and Fräulein Ottilie Braun. The four professionals had come at the very moment when Logotheti had gained admittance on the ground that he had an appointment, which was true, and they had refused to be sent away. In fact, unless he had called the police the poor footman could not have kept them out. The Signorina Baci-Roventi alone, black-browed, muscular, and five feet ten in her shoes, would have been almost a match for him alone; but she was backed by Signor Pompeo Stromboli, who weighed fifteen stone in his fur coat, was as broad as he was long, and had been seen to run off the stage with Madame Bonanni in his arms while he yelled a high G that could have been heard in Westmin
ster if the doors had been open. Before the onslaught of such terrific foreigners a superior London footman could only protest with dignity and hold the door open for them to pass. Braver men than he had quailed before Schreiermeyer’s stony eye, and gentle little Fräulein Ottilie slipped in like a swallow in the track of a storm.
Margaret felt suddenly inclined to shut herself up in her room and send word that she had a headache and could not see them. But Schreiermeyer was there. He would telephone for three doctors, and would refuse to leave the house till they signed an assurance that she was perfectly well and able to begin rehearsing the Elisir d’Amore the next morning. That was what Schreiermeyer would do, and when she next met him he would tell her that he would have ‘no nonsense, no stupid stuff,’ and that she had signed an engagement and must sing or pay.
She had never shammed an illness, either, and she did not mean to begin now. It was only that for two blessed hours and more, with her dead father’s best friend and Maud, she had felt like her old self again, and had dreamt that she was with her own people. She had even disliked the prospect of seeing Logotheti after that, and she felt a much stronger repugnance for her theatrical comrades. She went to her own room before meeting them, and she sighed as she stood before the tall looking-glass for a moment after taking off her coat and hat. In pulling out the hat-pins her hair had almost come down, and Alphonsine proposed to do it over again, but Margaret was impatient.
‘Give me something — a veil, or anything,’ she said impatiently. ‘They are waiting for me.’
The maid instantly produced from a near drawer a peach-coloured veil embroidered with green and gold. It was a rather vivid modern Turkish one given her by Logotheti, and she wrapped it quickly over her disordered hair, like a sort of turban, tucking one end in, and left the room almost without glancing at the glass again. She was discontented with herself now for having dreamt of ever again being anything but what she was — a professional singer.
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