The Journey To Become The Perfect Werewolf

by Olive P. Farley

  “Okay.” I said. His eyes lit up. I tiptoed up and went to kiss his cheek but he figured out my game before I could finish. He turned his head as I neared causing me to kiss him on the mouth. Taken by surprise, I started to pull away but Gabriel's strong arms wrapped around me and the kiss deepened. I couldn't think with his lips on mine. I again was consumed by heat and a need I didn't even understand. The kiss was passionate and made me want more. It was clear when it came to kissing, Gabriel knew what he was doing, I thought. Then that thought made me pull away. I wonder how many other women Gabriel had kissed. Was I jealous? I had no right to be jealous. That's absurd. Gabriel surely wasn't my first kiss, I could hardly expect to be his.

  Gabriel must have assumed I pulled away because I was uncomfortable. He didn't push or question me though.

  “Sleep well, Carrie. I'm really glad you're here.” He said as he walked me to my room.

  “You sleep well too, Gabriel.” I walked into the room and closed the door. Once inside I pulled back the covers, turned out the lights, and got into bed. That was the first night I dreamed of Gabriel.

  Chapter 16

  The dream started with me on the swing by the pond. I was wearing a very frilly dress, something I would never wear in real life. I was swinging and enjoying myself and Gabriel came to see me. He wasn't wearing normal clothes either. They were old fashioned clothes, the things people wore before modern times. He walked to me and stopped the swing and pulled me close. His hand moved my chin so I was looking up to him and his lips descended on mine in another passionate kiss.

  I enjoyed his kiss with no restraint and made no protest when his hands started to caress my breasts. I was aroused and I wanted him. Then he stopped and that's when I noticed people standing behind him. First person who spoke was Jon.

  “What are you doing? She's not even a real wolf.” He sneered. Then I saw my parents and was so confused as to why they would be here.

  “It's better to separate yourself from her. She only brings trouble.” They warned Gabriel. Then I saw Paul and I could feel my heart start to pound in my chest.

  “Wouldn't trust that one. She's crazy and you might end up dead.” Paul started to advance on me with the same sickening smile I remembered. I looked at Gabriel, hoping he'd protect me but Gabriel was looking at me in a way I'd never seen. He was looking at me like he was disgusted. He let go of me as if touching me was painful and turned his back, walking away as Paul advanced. I tried to plead with him to come back. To help me, to save me, but I couldn't make a sound. I could only watch helplessly as Paul got closer and closer.

  I woke up in a cold sweat, my heart still pounding and feeling sick. I got up and went to the bathroom and splashed cold water on my face. It wasn't real, I told myself. Just a bad dream. It wasn't real. But my stomach was still in a knot and next thing I knew I was leaning over the toilet emptying the contents of my stomach. I don't know why the dream had affected me so much. At first I had felt so safe and happy with Gabriel. Then he was turning his back and leaving me unprotected. I guess that's what I was worried would happen if I gave myself to him. After all, no one had ever stuck by me before.

  I rinsed out my mouth in the sink and went to go lay back down. I laid there for a while thinking before I finally fell back asleep, thankfully having a dreamless sleep for the rest of the night.

  When I woke in the morning, it was a bright and sunny day. For a moment, I had forgotten about my dream but then the memory came flooding back. I shook it off. It was just a dream. It didn't matter. I got up and decided I needed to eat something. I walked to the kitchen figuring I could make some eggs and toast and surprise Gabriel with some breakfast. I looked around the kitchen and found what I needed. I cracked a few eggs in a bowl and whisked them with a fork while I warmed up a pan with butter in it. Then I popped some bread in the toaster and started to scramble some eggs. It didn't take long to finish. I served us both a plate, each with eggs and a piece of toast and then went to get Gabriel. I walked down the hall to his room and knocked on the door. I waited a minute but he didn't answer so I knocked again. Still no answer. I opened the door and peeked inside. The bed was unmade and empty.

  “Gabriel?” I called. No answer. Guess he wasn't here. Strange. I walked back to the kitchen and started eating my eggs alone. When I finished, I cleaned the dishes. I left Gabriel's plate on the table in case he was hungry when he got back. I had just finished when I heard the front door open. I walked out to find Gabriel coming in with a bag in his hand.

  “Good morning.” He said. “ Sleep well?”

  “Yes, thank you.” I lied. “I made eggs. I didn't realize you had gone out. I left them on the table if you're hungry but they may be a little cold.”

  “Thank you.” He smiled at me. “I got you another outfit from Suzie, and some shoes. I thought you might want to go out and get some clothes of your own.” I smiled and took the bag he handed to me.

  “That sounds great, I'll go change.” I walked back to my room and changed into the borrowed clothes. I brushed my hair and put it in a ponytail and came back out. I found Gabriel in the kitchen eating the eggs I had made.

  “Thanks again for the eggs. Are you ready?” He asked.

  “Yes. I am. The shoes are a little big but they work.”

  “We'll get some that actually fit.” He said.

  “I'll pay you back Gabriel. I will try and find a job soon and I'll pay you back.” I felt uncomfortable that he was spending his money on me. He didn't even know me.

  “Carrie, I'm happy to do it. You need the clothes. But I do have another request.” He replied, smirking again.

  “Kisses aren't currency.” I didn't like him bartering kindness with kisses. It made me feel weird.

  “I wasn't going to ask for a kiss.” He said and I blushed at my assumption. “I was going to ask that you buy one dressy outfit. I would like to take you out one evening.”

  “Oh. Okay. I guess I can do that…” I felt like a jerk. I assumed he was asking for a payment of sorts and he only wanted to spend more time with me.

  “Ready?” He asked. I nodded and we walked outside to his car. He walked around and opened the door for me before getting in himself. We drove for a while before we hit a small town. He parked on the street in front of a woman's clothing store.

  We walked in and I walked around starting to browse. I grabbed a few simple t-shirts in various colors and a few button up tops. I made my way over to the jeans and found a few pairs of boot cut and a few skinny jeans. Then I found one pair of dress slacks. I remembered Gabriel had asked that I also get something dressy so I walked over to the dresses and found a pretty gray dress. It was a little short but not too short. It looked like it would be fitted and had a scrunched top with spaghetti straps and zipped up in the back. It was simple and classic but still cute. I walked over to the dressing rooms and found an open one and Gabriel sat down outside. I tried a few items on just to make sure they fit and they did. My size hadn't changed. Then I tried on the dress and was happy with the fit as well. I gathered it all together, separating a few items I had changed my mind about.

  I walked out of the dressing room with my items and went to Gabriel.

  “Awww, no fashion show?” He teased and I laughed.

  “Not today, sugar daddy.” I teased back. His eyebrows arched.

  “I thought sugar daddy's got some sugar?” He retorted. I blushed and he chuckled. “I'm just teasing. Your company is enough for me.” He held my hand and I enjoyed the tingles traveling up my arm.

  “Did you need anything else?” He asked and I shook my head. “Are you sure? This isn't much?” He seemed concerned.

  “It's all I need.” I said and then quickly added “from here at least.” We made our way over to the register to check out. I noticed the cashier eyeing Gabriel and couldn't blame her. He was quite handsome. She was probably wondering why he was here with someone like me. After we finished Gabriel took the bag and hand in hand we walked back to the car.
r />   “So, shoes? Do you need anything else?” He asked. I blushed again.

  “Ummmm….under garments.” I said, kind of embarrassed that he would have to buy them for me.

  “Of course. I think there's a place just around the corner.” He set the bags in the car and took my hand and walked to the store. When we got there he walked inside with me. Right at the entrance to the store was a big display with thong underwear that were apparently on sale. Gabriel looked so uncomfortable I couldn't help but giggle.

  “Here.” He said handing me his credit card. “Get whatever you need. I'm going to run to a store a few doors down. I'll meet you outside.” He quickly fled from the store and I giggled again. I looked around and found some underwear I liked. I had always preferred the boy short style. Then I looked at bras and found one I liked and grabbed the same one in three different colors (white, black, and nude). As I was browsing one set caught my eye. It was a silver gray bra and panty set. It was lacey and pretty and sexy. I'm not sure why I bought it but I did. When I finished checking out I went outside and Gabriel was a few doors down walking back with a bag in his hand.

  “All done?” He asked

  “Yes, thanks again.” I said.

  “Shoes now?” He asked and I nodded.

  We walked back to the car and Gabriel explained the shoe store was across town and we would need to drive to it. A few moments later we arrived at a shoe store and walked in. I found a pair of tennis shoes l liked right away and tried them on. Then I browsed and found a pair of running shoes. I figured I would also need some black heels to go with my dress. I also found a pair of flats and figured that should be plenty for now. I grabbed a pack of socks and a pair of panty hose and told Gabriel I was finished.

  Gabriel carried my bags to the car and we headed home.

  When we arrived, we walked inside and I went to my room to put my new clothes away. When I was done, I decided to change into one of my casual outfits. I took off the borrowed clothes and set them aside and slipped on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. I smoothed my hair and went to see what Gabriel was up to.

  He was sitting in the living room when I walked in and smiled brightly when he saw I was wearing my new clothes.

  “You look great.” He praised me and I blushed again to my annoyance.

  “Thank you.” I replied. “And thank you again for the clothes.” I really was thankful. I couldn't believe everything Gabriel had done for me. He had rescued me, gave me a place to live and now he had bought me a wardrobe. I didn't know how I could ever repay him.

  “I have a surprise for you.” He said and I looked at him shocked. What else could I possibly need? He handed me a small bag and I opened it to find a new cell phone.

  “Thank you but I don't think I really need this.” I didn't really know anyone. I wasn't sure who I'd even call.

  “I would still like you to have it. This way I can reach you when I need to. Will also come in handy as you make new friends.” Wow. He really was too nice. To my horror I started to well up. I tried to fight it, I didn't want to cry. I was just so touched by everything Gabriel had done and felt so unworthy of his kindness. I turned away desperately trying to control my emotions. I was biting my lip and trying to take some deep breaths but the tears started to fall anyways. Next thing I knew, Gabriel's arms were around me and my head was pressed to his chest. My crying intensified and he just hugged me tight, his head resting on mine. After a moment, I was finally able to get myself under control. I looked up at Gabriel and his eyes met mine.

  “Thank you.” I said. “It's been a long time since anyone's been so kind to me.”

  “Carrie, I know you still don't understand the mate pull. I want to give you time. I know you've been through a lot. Making you happy is all I ever want to do. I hope one day you'll be able to trust me.” He said and again I was blown away by his declaration.

  “I'm trying too, Gabriel. I just need time.” I said. I was still in his arms and for once I didn't try and pull away. For once, I felt bold. I reached up and put my arms around Gabriel's neck and pulled him down and kissed him. His arms tightened around me and I grew lost in his kisses. I was surprised by my boldness but happy that I had done it. I felt Gabriel's hand slide down and he grabbed my butt as he pressed me closer to him. My lips parted and I felt his tongue enter my mouth. I loved the taste of him, the feel of him and his body pressed so strongly against my own was driving me crazy with desire. Both his hands slipped down under my butt and he lifted me up and my legs wrapped around his waist as he moved us to the couch. He was now on top of me and his kiss deepened even more. Part of my brain said I should stop this now but I was so overcome with desire that I ignored the thought.

  “Mate.” My wolf said. My wolf was also enjoying the moment. Every touch sent shivers through my body making me feel like I needed his touch. His hands found my breast and he stroked and teased them through my shirt and I moaned. I pressed my hips to his and heard him let out a low growl and his hardness pressed against me. Suddenly he pulled away and looked into my eyes.

  “Carrie, we need to stop. If this goes any further, I can't promise to control myself.”

  I was about to tell him I didn't care. I wanted more. I wanted him. My wolf urged me on telling me we needed to join with our mate. I reached up and pulled his lips back to mine and he seemed to lose all control as his mouth ravaged mine. He started to grind his hardness against me and I felt like I was on fire. I felt an almost throbbing sensation between my legs and was getting more aroused by the second. I had never felt this way before, never experienced arousal like this. It made me throw caution to the wind. I wanted Gabriel so badly. His hand moved down between my legs and started to rub me through my pants. I moaned, enjoying the pleasure of his touch. No one had ever touched me there before and I didn't know it could feel so good. He started to unbutton my pants and I was almost panting at this point. Part of me was nervous but I still wanted more. His hand slipped down the front of my pants and started to rub me again and I gasped when he touched me. He teased and rubbed me and I felt myself start grinding against his hand wanting more. Then I felt him slip my panties aside and his fingers touched me directly and I moaned again.

  “You're so wet.” He said, his eyes dark with desire and I blushed again.

  “Carrie, if you want to stop you have to tell me now. I want you more than you can imagine and if you don't tell me to stop, I'm going to take you here on this couch.” I bit my lip. I was a virgin and I was nervous. But I didn't want him to stop. I'd never felt so amazing. The sensations Gabriel was awakening in my body were so intense and wonderful. For the first time in my life I felt desired and sexy. This beautiful man wanted me and I wanted him just as much.

  “Please don't stop.” I said and he growled and picked me up so my legs were wrapped around him again and headed towards his room still kissing me. He stopped and pressed me against the hallway wall and started to lift my shirt. I helped him along and grabbed it, lifting it over my head and taking it off. He started to kiss and lick at my chest while one hand grabbed my breast, the other still holding me against him. He pulled down my bra until my left breast was exposed and leaned down taking my nipple in his mouth. I moaned as he sucked and licked my nipple. Then I felt him lightly bite down and I inhaled sharply as he sucked hard.

  “Oh Gabriel.” I moaned surprised at the husky sound of my voice. He picked me up again and made it to his bedroom door, kicking it open and throwing me on his bed. He grabbed the waist of my jeans, starting to take them off when suddenly the doorbell rang. We both froze and I looked at Gabriel in a panic. Who was here?

  “Fuck!” Gabriel shouted, angry we had been interrupted. “Hold on.” He said and he ran out of the room. I heard the sound of him answering the door and I heard a few voices but couldn't make out what they were saying. Then I heard the door shut and Gabriel came running back into the room with my shirt.

  “I'm so sorry. My parents are here.” He explained. All the color drained from my fac
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  Chapter 17

  I quickly slipped back on my shirt and buttoned my pants. I ran into Gabriel's bathroom and smoothed my hair trying to look presentable. I couldn't believe what had just happened between Gabriel and I. Truth be told, I wanted all of it. Heck, truth be told, I wanted a whole lot more. But now that the heated moment was over, I was kind of glad it didn't go that far. I wanted Gabriel, there was no denying that. I just wasn't ready for that level of intimacy. I blushed remembering how good it felt when he touched me. Was it always like that? Or was it only like this with Gabriel?

  I shook my head banishing my thoughts. I needed to go greet Gabriel's parents. I was extremely nervous. Did they know about my history? Would they like me? Or would they, like Jon, feel like I was more human than wolf? Part of me just wanted to stay in the bathroom and hide.

  “Are you coming?” Gabriel asked. He had put on a clean shirt. I hesitated. “They will love you.” He said as if reading my thoughts. He extended his hand and took mine. We walked out of his room and down the hall to the living room.

  His Mom and Dad were sitting on the couch and both of them turned around when we came in. They stood up and I could tell they were excited.

  “Oooohhhh!!! Here she is! I'm so sorry to just barge in but when I heard Gabriel had found his mate, I just had to come right over!” She gushed. “Gabriel didn't even tell me. You could have called, you know!?” She said looking at Gabriel.

  “Sorry Mom. Just been a crazy couple of days.” He smiled and she smiled back.

  “Oh. No time for your mother. Anyways, I heard from Suzie who was just singing your praises telling me how pretty you were and how sweet you were and well, I just had to meet you!” I smiled at his mother as Gabriel introduced us.