Transcendent 2

by Bogi Takács

  Table of Contents

  TRANSCENDENT 2: The Year's Best Transgender Speculative Fiction

  INTRODUCTION | Bogi Takács

  BECAUSE CHANGE WAS THE OCEAN AND WE LIVED BY HER MERCY | Charlie Jane Anders

  SKERRY-BRIDE | Sonya Taaffe

  TRANSITIONS | Gwen Benaway

  THIS IS NOT A WARDROBE DOOR | A. Merc Rustad

  THREE POINTS MASCULINE | An Owomoyela

  THE L7 GENE | Jeanne Thornton

  RHIZOMATIC DIPLOMACY | Vajra Chandrasekera

  THE PIGEON SUMMER | Brit Mandelo

  THE ROAD, AND THE VALLEY, AND THE BEASTS | Keffy R.M. Kehrli

  ABOUT A WOMAN AND A KID | M. Téllez

  SKY AND DEW | Holly Heisey

  THE NOTHING SPOTS WHERE NOBODY WANTS TO STAY | Julian K. Jarboe

  LISA'S STORIE: ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE | Gillian Ybabez

  HAPPY REGARDS | RoAnna Sylver

  THE WAY YOU SAY GOOD-NIGHT | Toby MacNutt

  HER SACRED SPIRIT SOARS | S. Qiouyi Lu

  About The Contributors

  Publication Credits

  Copyright

  Introduction

  • Bogi Takács •

  The new trans revolution is here.

  It is everywhere: in the streets, on the evening breaking news, and in speculative fiction. Trans people are no longer abstract talking points or “flavor” to spice up a story. We have been speaking for a very long time, and now the world is listening and engaging with us.

  Trans characters and themes have been appearing in fantasy, science fiction, horror and all the myriad speculative subgenres. Transcendent 2 samples from the best short-form work from the previous year, just like its predecessor Trans­cendent (edited by Kellan Szpara) did. The majority of the contributors to this anthology are transgender authors, though the project was very much open to cisgender authors writing about trans characters and themes respectfully. My goal was to showcase the best that trans SFF literature had to offer, and in so doing, reflect the multifaceted nature of current work.

  Transcendent 2 has been a group effort. I asked my trans communities for help, and the stories poured in. People reposted the call for submissions, recommended their friends, sent me story leads, told me about potential stories for potential future anthologies too. I found and considered eighty-eight pieces from 2016, and purchased sixteen of them for reprinting. The quality of the submissions was very high, and I had many hard decisions to make. If you passed along the news or sent a story for consideration, you contributed to this anthology seeing the light of day, and I’d like to thank you right at the beginning.

  Work reprinted in Transcendent 2 had originally appeared in all kinds of venues, from self-publishing to the large online SFF professional magazines to small press publications to both traditionally published and Kickstarted anthologies. We are experiencing an explosion in trans literature, and speculative fiction is at the forefront of it.

  There are so many trans writers that several large, separate circles have emerged that are currently engaging with SFF. There is often little crosstalk between these groups. Therefore, I sought out submissions as widely as I could, sending out over thirty solicitations to trans writers who otherwise might have missed such a call. I am happy to say that these solicitations resulted in many wonderful submissions and several purchases.

  Trans writing communities are diverse in multiple senses of the term, and this is hopefully reflected in Transcendent 2. Many of the contributors are trans people of color, disabled trans people, and they are also positioned all over the trans spectrum—trans women, trans men, non-binary people with all kinds of gender IDs. This variety of perspectives is reflected in the characters, plots and settings of the stories as well.

  The work in this anthology also has a wide range of emotional and thematic diversity. There are some very heavy stories in the collection, examining topics like the suicide of a partner in “The Pigeon Summer,” or bullying in “The Nothing Spots Where Nobody Wants to Stay.” But there is also plenty of hope and reassurance. In “The Way You Say Good-Night,” a mortal who hasn’t “found a gender that fits” rooms with a goddess and finds love despite difficulties. In “Happy REGARDS,” everyone gets together to celebrate the birthday of a trans woman singer who is a key figure in her queer community, in the dystopian future.

  Writers engage with all sorts of topics from classic SFF tropes in “This Is Not a Wardrobe Door” to Indigenous cultural traditions in “Transitions.” These stories can be elaborately poetic like “Skerry-Bride,” dynamic and explosive like “Three Points Masculine,” mind-bendingly experimental like “Rhizomatic Diplomacy.” There is the near future hard SF of “The L7 Gene” and the secondary-world musical fantasy of “Sky and Dew,” alongside the newest, hottest approaches in SFF like the solarpunk elements in “Because Change Was the Ocean.”

  Transness can be more or less explicit – it can be brutally foregrounded, like in “Lisa’s Story: Zombie Apocalypse,” where a trans woman faces as much, if not more threat from human survivors as from the undead. But in Transcendent there is also room for more metaphorical transformations, like changing species in “Her Sacred Spirit Soars.” While most of the included stories deal with transgender topics, I did not want to shut out work about nonhuman or posthuman transformations informed by real-world transgender perspectives, either.

  Transness also manifests in relationship to others, and these stories showcase the place of trans people in the wider social fabric – sometimes in a very speculative sense. There is support between people of different ages in a post-apocalyptic rural future, like in “About a Woman and a Kid.” There is gentle love between young people, even in a land of giant traveling monsters, as in “The Road, the Valley and the Beasts.” There is collaboration and strife, kindness and fervor. Stories are in dialog with each other, like their authors.

  Yet there are still gaps to fill. As a migrant from a non-Western country, I was on the lookout for stories by non-Western authors, but I found much fewer than I’d hoped for. I also wanted to include at least one translation, but sadly none of the translations I could locate worked for the purposes of the anthology. Translations seem increasingly common in English-language SFF, so I have high hopes for the following years.

  I mentioned in the call for submissions that I’d be happy to consider intersex stories too—while these are thematically distinct, they are also both related and chronically underpromoted. I sadly couldn’t find much intersex work to consider. A.J. Odasso had some powerful intersex-themed speculative poetry in 2016, some of which was also nominated for the Rhysling Award, but no related fiction in the past year.

  While I could not include novels in the anthology, I want to mention some standout SFF novels in trans literature in 2016. Gabrielle Squailia’s Viscera (published as Gabriel Squailia) was wildly inventive and still eminently readable dark fantasy. Yoon Ha Lee’s military space opera Ninefox Gambit approached transness from an oblique angle of body-sharing, and at the time of writing this is up for several major SFF awards. RoAnna Sylver’s superhero dystopian fantasy Chameleon Moon saw a new, updated second edition. And the list goes on and on, with each new story and book filling a longstanding gap in speculative literature.

  Acknowledgments

  I worked on this anthology in the traditional lands of the Kanza and Osage people, who were forcibly removed from their homes in the late nineteenth century. Today this land is still a home to people from many Indigenous nations, and I would like to acknowledge their presence and express my gratitude toward them.

  I would like to express my thanks to the following people for their story recommendations, writer referrals and all manner of kind help (in alphabetic order by first name): Amy Jo Cousins, Everett Maroon,
Jamie Berrout, Jeanne Thornton, M. Eighteen Téllez and Shira Glassman. I owe story recommendations to D Libris and MamaDeb—I hope this anthology will serve as an entire bundle of recommendations! Thank you also to Kellan Szpara, who graciously shared his experience of editing the first Transcendent anthology, and Steve Berman for providing a home for the project. I am also grateful to my wonderful Spouseperson Rose Lemberg for all their support, and Mati the Child, who kept my spirits up by childing.

  Good reading, and may the stories in Transcendent 2 resonate with you.

  Because Change Was

  the Ocean and We Lived

  by Her Mercy

  • Charlie Jane Anders •

  1. This was sacred, this was stolen

  We stood naked on the shore of Bernal and watched the candles float across the bay, swept by a lazy current off to the north, in the direction of Potrero Island. A dozen or so candles stayed afloat and alight after half a league, their tiny flames bobbing up and down, casting long yellow reflections on the dark water alongside the streaks of moonlight. At times I fancied the candlelight could filter down onto streets and buildings, the old automobiles and houses full of children’s toys, all the waterlogged treasures of long-gone people. We held hands, twenty or thirty of us, and watched the little candle-boats we’d made as they floated away. Joconda was humming an old reconstructed song about the wild road, hir beard full of flowers. We all just about held our breath. I felt my bare skin go electric with the intensity of the moment, like this could be the good time we’d all remember in the bad times to come. This was sacred, this was stolen. And then someone—probably Miranda—farted, and then we were all laughing, and the grown-up seriousness was gone. We were all busting up and falling over each other on the rocky ground, in a nude heap, scraping our knees and giggling into each other’s limbs. When we got our breath back and looked up, the candles were all gone.

  2. I felt like I had always been Wrong Headed

  I couldn’t deal with life in Fairbanks anymore. I grew up at the same time as the town, watched it go from regular city to mega-city as I hit my early twenties. I lived in an old decommissioned solar power station with five other kids, and we tried to make the loudest, most uncomforting music we could, with a beat as relentless and merciless as the tides. We wanted to shake our cinderblock walls and make people dance until their feet bled. But we sucked. We were bad at music, and not quite dumb enough not to know it. We all wore big hoods and spiky shoes and tried to make our own drums out of drycloth and cracked wood, and we read our poetry on Friday nights. There were bookhouses, along with stinktanks where you could drink up and listen to awful poetry about extinct animals. People came from all over, because everybody heard that Fairbanks was becoming the most civilized place on Earth, and that’s when I decided to leave town. I had this moment of looking around at my musician friends and my restaurant job and our cool little scene, and feeling like there had to be more to life than this.

  I hitched a ride down south and ended up in Olympia, at a house where they were growing their own food and drugs, and doing a way better job with the drugs than the food. We were all staring upwards at the first cloud anybody had seen in weeks, trying to identify what it could mean. When you hardly ever saw them, clouds had to be omens.

  We were all complaining about our dumb families, still watching that cloud warp and contort, and I found myself talking about how my parents only liked to listen to that boring boo-pop music with the same three or four major chords and that cruddy AAA/BBB/CDE/CDE rhyme scheme, and how my mother insisted on saving every scrap of organic material we used, and collecting every drop of rainwater. “It’s fucking pathetic, is what it is. They act like we’re still living in the Great Decimation.”

  “They’re just super traumatized,” said this skinny genderfreak named Juya, who stood nearby holding the bong. “It’s hard to even imagine. I mean, we’re the first generation that just takes it for granted we’re going to survive, as like a species. Our parents, our grandparents, and their grandparents, they were all living like every day could be the day the planet finally got done with us. They didn’t grow up having moisture condensers and mycoprotein rinses and skinsus.”

  “Yeah, whatever,” I said. But what Juya said stuck with me, because I had never thought of my parents as traumatized. I’d always thought they were just tightly wound and judgy. Juya had two cones of dark twisty hair on zir head and a red pajamzoot, and zi was only a year or two older than me but seemed a lot wiser.

  “I want to find all the music we used to have,” I said. “You know, the weird, noisy shit that made people’s clothes fall off and their hair light on fire. The rock ’n’ roll that just listening to it turned girls into boys, the songs that took away the fear of god. I’ve read about it, but I’ve never heard any of it, and I don’t even know how to play it.”

  “Yeah, all the recordings and notations got lost in the Dataclysm,” Juya said. “They were in formats that nobody can read, or they got corrupted, or they were printed on disks made from petroleum. Those songs are gone forever.”

  “I think they’re under the ocean,” I said. “I think they’re down there somewhere.”

  Something about the way I said that helped Juya reach a decision. “Hey, I’m heading back down to the San Francisco archipelago in the morning. I got room in my car if you wanna come with.”

  Juya’s car was an older solar model that had to stop every couple hours to recharge, and the self-driving module didn’t work so great. My legs were resting in a pile of old headmods and biofills, plus those costooms that everybody used a few summers earlier that made your skin turn into snakeskin that you could shed in one piece. So the upshot was, we had a lot of time to talk and hold hands and look at the endless golden landscape stretching off to the east. Juya had these big bright eyes that laughed when the rest of zir face was stone serious, and strong tentative hands to hold me in place as zi tied me to the car seat with fronds of algae. I had never felt as safe and dangerous as when I crossed the wasteland with Juya. We talked for hours about how the world needed new communities, new ways to breathe life back into the ocean, new ways to be people.

  By the time we got to Bernal Island and the Wrong Headed community, I was in love with Juya, deeper than I’d ever felt with anyone before.

  Juya up and left Bernal a week and a half later, because zi got bored again, and I barely noticed that zi was gone. By then, I was in love with a hundred other people, and they were all in love with me.

  Bernal Island was only accessible from one direction, from the big island in the middle, and only at a couple times of day when they let the bridge down and turned off the moat. After a few days on Bernal, I stopped even noticing the other islands on our horizon, let alone paying attention to my friends on social media talking about all the fancy new restaurants Fairbanks was getting. I was constantly having these intense, heartfelt moments with people in the Wrong Headed crew.

  “The ocean is our lover, you can hear it laughing at us.” Joconda was sort of the leader here. Sie sometimes had a beard and sometimes a smooth round face covered with perfect bright makeup. Hir eyes were as gray as the sea and just as unpredictable. For decades, San Francisco and other places like it had been abandoned, because the combination of seismic instability and a voracious dead ocean made them too scary and risky. But that city down there, under the waves, had been the place everybody came to, from all over the world, to find freedom. That legacy was ours now.

  And those people had brought music from their native countries and their own cultures, and all those sounds had crashed together in those streets, night after night. Joconda’s own ancestors had come from China and Peru, and hir great-grandparents had played nine-stringed guitars, melodies and rhythms that Joconda barely recalled now. Listening to hir, I almost fancied I could put my ear to the surface of the ocean and hear all the sounds from generations past, still reverberating. We sat all night, Joconda, some of the others and myself, and I got to play on an
old-school drum made of cowhide or something. I felt like I had always been Wrong Headed, and I’d just never had the word for it before.

  Juya sent me an email a month or two after zi left Bernal: “The moment I met you, I knew you needed to be with the rest of those maniacs. I’ve never been able to resist delivering lost children to their rightful homes. It’s almost the only thing I’m good at, other than the things you already knew about.” I never saw zir again.

  3. “I’m so glad I found a group of people

  I would risk drowning in dead water for.”

  Back in the twenty-first century, everybody had theories about how to make the ocean breathe again. Fill her with quicklime, to neutralize the acid. Split the water molecules into hydrogen and oxygen, and bond the hydrogen with the surplus carbon in the water to create a clean-burning hydrocarbon fuel. Release genetically engineered fish, with special gills. Grow special algae that was designed to commit suicide after a while. Spray billions of nanotech balls into her. And a few other things. Now, we had to clean up the after-effects of all those failed solutions, while also helping the sea to let go of all that CO2 from before.

  The only way was the slow way. We pumped ocean water through our special enzyme store and then through a series of filters, until what came out the other end was clear and oxygen-rich. The waste, we separated out and disposed of. Some of it became raw materials for shoe soles and roof tiles. Some of it, the pure organic residue, we used as fertilizer or food for our mycoprotein.

  I got used to staying up all night playing music with some of the other Wrong Headed kids, sometimes on the drum and sometimes on an old stringed instrument that was made of stained wood and had a leering cat face under its fret. Sometimes I thought I could hear something in the way our halting beats and scratchy notes bounced off the walls and the water beyond, like we were really conjuring a lost soundtrack. Sometimes it all just seemed like a waste.