It took its toll like something of that nature would do on any relationship. Which is why I wanted to know how to navigate that from the get go with them. In the end, we agreed that we would take it slow for the month prior to the concert, then when it came to our trip we would step out into public as a couple. All three of us. It sounded much easier before, now that I lay in the tub thinking about all the possibilities I am slowly losing my mind. I keep reminding myself that I’m living almost every woman’s dream, though.
A knock on the door interrupts me, and I yell for whichever guy it is to come in. Hoping it isn’t the two of them ready to sneak attack me.
Hunter peaks in and I feel relieved.
“What’s up, hot pants?” I ask, letting out a little laugh, amused at my own sense of humor. I really am an idiot sometimes, I don’t see what these two hot guys see in me.
“Just wanted to come in here and sneak a peak of you naked,” he admits. “I feel like I’m at a disadvantage because of the time you’ve had together with Liam, so I wanted to steal you for myself for a little bit. Is that okay with you?” he chews on his bottom lip like Liam does, and it drives me crazy. I want to grab him and pull him in the tub with. me. I pause for a minute thinking about his question.
“Hold that thought!” I say holding up one finger. “LIAM!” I yell from the bathroom, door still cracked open, quickly his head pokes in.
“Sup, bubbles?”
“Would you mind if we spent some time alone?” I ask him, not knowing the real protocol of all this. I wonder if I’ve offended anyone by asking though. Damnit! This is all going to take some getting used to for me.
“Of course, baby doll. Please do,” he says with a smile, taking a couple steps into the bathroom to give me a kiss before turning back for the door. “I have some work to catch up on before we get ready to head out anyways. This new project is a real pain in the arse.” I laugh because he’s been bitching about it all week since his firm won the bid.
“Luna,” Liam says, peaking around the corner again. “You don’t have to ask, do what comes natural,” he smiles and closes the door behind him.
“I’m sorry,” I apologize to Hunter who is sitting on the edge of the tub next to me. “I’m just new to this. I didn’t want to do anything wrong.”
“It’s fine, he says rubbing my arm in the warm water. “We’ve all been new to this at one point or another. You do whatever makes you feel comfortable, Luna,” he smiles, and I tug at the button of his pants.
“Why don’t you come in here and join me for a little bit?” I smirk, before chewing on my bottom lip as he strips in front of me. His rippled abs do something to my lady parts. I watch every inch of his body as his clothes come off. It’s like discovering hidden treasure and already knowing it’s yours to keep. I hate that it’s taken this long to get into a situation like this. When his shorts fall to the floor, it reveals a sexy pair of black boxer-briefs with a glorious budge.
“See something you like?” he gives me shit, I’m sure my facial expression is giving me away.
“Quite possibly!” I give it back to him.
“You ready?” he says, tugging at the corners of the briefs.
“I was born ready.” I stick my tongue out at him, as he pulls them down, dropping them to the floor and his impressive cock springs out. Shit! Hot Damn! I don’t even know what to say or think. My brain has officially short circuited.
“Why don’t you put that tongue to some good use?” he says, palming his cock, and stroking it further to life. I bite my bottom lip and try not to be embarrassed with how forward he is, but in the back of my mind it has me extremely turned on now. I’ve never had someone so brazen before.
I shift in the onto my hands and knees, holding onto the side of the tub, propping my body up as he steps into the bubbly water, standing right in front of me. I use my free hand to stroke his cock in front of my face, before beginning to tease the head with my tongue. Slowly licking down his shaft. before taking his entire cock into my mouth. Cupping his balls in my other hand, as I work up and down his dick.
“Fuck, Luna! That feels amazing.” his head leans back as he takes in every bit of the attention I am giving his cock. Grunting with encouragement every step of the way. I stop stroking and just work on the shaft with my mouth, plunging my other hand into the water to rub my clit. My body is on overload and I’m going to need some kind of relief.
“I wanna feel your pussy, baby.” Hunter leans down and whispers into my ear. His cock pops free from my mouth, as I wipe away the little bit of spit from the corner of my lips. Lowering his body into the tub he sits where I was laying before, grabbing my hips and guiding my body to stand over his. My pussy is level with his face, covered in bubbles. Grabbing a folded washcloth from the side of the tub, he wipes the soapy mess away before burying his tongue in between my folds.
“Shit,” I moan, as his tongue glides over my clit, before licking to my slit. Pulling his face away from my body, he lays his head back and closes his eyes.
“I need you… to sit on my cock…now,” his deep voice is hungry. I can see the lust in his eyes. The wanting that he's been holding back for so many weeks now. He’s a desperate man, and I’m just as desperate to feel him inside me, touching the same places that Liam has been claiming since we met. I lower my body down into the water slowly, until I can feel the tip of his cock graze my waiting pussy. I take hold of his cock under the water and guide it into my womanhood. Each inch stretches my pussy to fit him perfectly. He’s roughly the same size as Liam, just slightly thicker, and boy does it fucking feel good.
I throw my head back and let out a loud moan that echoes through the bathroom, as I start to slowly move up and down on his dick. The water splashes in every direction, but neither of us care, we are solely focused on each other. His hands grab onto my tits, pinching my nipples, as my fingers rub over my clit and his cock moving in and out of me.
“Shit, I’m not gonna last long like this. Fuck!” he moans out.
“I’m close, I’m so fucking close,” I say, kissing him to muffle my moans.
I hear the bathroom door open, but I can’t bring myself to look. I’m so close, I’m gonna tip over the edge. Shit! Keep going, keep going…
“I’m gonna come, Luna,” Hunter says into my mouth, just as my body surges into ecstasy. I keep my pace, riding his cock through my orgasm before it slowly starts to come down, rendering me completely dead weight with his cock still deep inside of me.
“Now that was fucking hot!” Liam says from the bathroom door. My head snaps over, forgetting I heard the door open in the first place. Shit!
“No shit, fuck! I can get used to this.” Hunter wraps his arms around my soapy body, running his fingers up and down my arms, and kissing me on the forehead.
“I may feel left out now,” Liam jokes, grabbing his dick through his pants.
“If you want, I’ll give you a quick blowjob,” Hunter says, and I snap my head back, falling off his cock and going underwater. When I come up from under the bubbles, they are both hysterically laughing at my reaction.
“Surprised by something?” Liam asks.
“Just… can’t say that’s something I expected to hear? Maybe?” I laugh.
“Wanna watch?” Hunter asks.
“Can I help?”
“Good girl,” they both say at the same time.
Hunter gets out of the bathtub, wrapping a towel around his waist and walking in Liam’s direction. He stands in the doorway still, holding on to one side of the door frame. I change positions in the tub to get a better view.
“Want us to come closer?” Liam asks, as they both move to the marble platform leading up to the jacuzzi tub. Hunter pulls at the button on Liam’s pants, letting them drop to his ankles and slowly starts to stroke his cock before licking and taking it into his mouth. I just watch with wide eyes, barely blinking because I don’t want to miss a second of what I’m watching. I’ve been a gay porn hag for the longest time, bu
t to have it happening in front of me is amazing.
I grab a towel from the side of the tub and climb out, making my way around Hunter to sit next to him opening my mouth to share the blowjob. Liam’s cock pops out of Hunters mouth, and I take over. Massaging his balls with my free hand I can feel them tightening as he gets close to getting off.
Hunter takes over again, just as Liam starts to say he’s going to come. Grabbing my towel with one hand, and his cock with the other, Liam pulls his dick from Hunters mouth and starts to pump it, aiming his hot load all over my still wet tits.
Did that really just happen?
By the time we got to our seats, Coldplay was getting ready to take the stage. The intro music started just as we put our beers down and got ready for the most epic concert of all time. Last time I saw them, I was with Violet, but this is something completely different. We are three people out of millions in the universe, bonding over our love for their music and the budding love we are building together. The lights go out and the crowd goes wild. “Adventure of a Lifetime” leads off the show with rainbow colored fireworks and confetti. Butterflies and stars of every color fall from the sky, as the xylobands everyone was given upon entry light up.
The three of us sing along with every song, word-for-word like true mega fans. We dance in the aisle, and openly show affection to each other. Both men completely focused on me and the music. Concertgoers around us give me strange looks, but there is nothing in the world that could ruin this for me right now. I guess it’s something I am just going to have to get used to, but I find that since I left Florida for Savannah, I don’t really give a shit what strangers around me think anymore. It’s pretty freeing. The crowd quiets as the next song begins. A slower tune for Coldplay, but one that I know will land me in tears soon.
Chris Martin starts to sing,
“When you try your best but you don’t succeed.
When you get what you want but not what you need.”
The tears begin to pool in my eyes, and I wrap my arms around my body thinking about when my father got sick. The words continue on, but I’m lost in another lifetime. The same place I always end up in when I hear this song. One of their most popular songs to date. “Fix You” continues, and both Hunter and Liam notice that my mood has drastically changed. Arms wrap around me from every direction, and I start to dry my eyes.
“It just reminds me of my dad,” I say, trying to yell over the music. I promised him when he got sick that I would take care of everything. That I would make sure the doctors and nurses taking care of him would fix him. It’s something that I think about frequently, considering the cancer basically ate him alive despite all the different treatments that we tried. He never smoked a day in his life, yet lung cancer riddled his body until he wasn’t himself anymore.
I watched it happen. Violet was living out of state, Lucy was in Atlanta with her new little family she created, and I was there every day with mom and dad seeing what the doctor had to say or Googling a new specialist that might have an experimental treatment that could buy just a little more time. It was all bullshit. You do your best in life, make good choices, but it doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things. Fate is going to take you down whatever path the universe has predestined for you. Your choices don’t mean shit.
“It’s okay,” Liam says to me and kisses me on the forehead. “We all have those songs.” He hugs me tight, pulling me close to his body and swaying along with the song. Singing along to the song, his words helped me turn my suddenly sour mood around.
Lights will guide you home.
And ignite your bones.
And I will try to fix you.
The next song begins, “Viva La Vida” and the crowd comes to life. Everyone is jumping to the beat and singing along. I can’t help but join in to one of my favorite Coldplay songs of all time. Off in the distance of the arena you can see fireworks starting to go off, clearly not part of the show but definitely adding to the absolute perfectness of the entire night. I can say as long as I live, there won't be another night so absolutely perfect. I’ll be telling my grandkids this story someday. I’m either going to be the crazy old granny that had a wild ride in my twenties, or the sweet little old lady who had so much love to give she needed both of these men in her life.
I don’t know what the ride holds, but I do know I am ready for whatever life decides to bring me for the first time since my parents passed away.
Chapter 11
Whose Dick is That?
By the time the concert ended and we got back to the hotel, the only thing we were doing was ordering room service, smoking a joint, and passing out. At least that is what I told them both in the Uber on the way back. My legs were killing me from all the walking, and I was soaking wet from the downpour, lightning storm we had as the concert came to an end. With sixty thousand people exiting the same place at the same time there wasn’t a dry scrap of clothing on any of us.
Getting behind the closed door of our room, we all strip and toss the wet clothes in the now empty jacuzzi tub to deal with in the morning. Throwing on a t-shirt and some sweat pants, I put my hair up in a towel and jump into bed with the room service menu.
“I think the crab cakes have my name on them,” I say to the boys. “I’m not going to finish them so y’all are welcome to them too,” I add, passing the menu. They pick out their dinners, then Liam calls it in to room service for the three of us, and they both climb into bed with me. The three of us lay there in silence staring up at the ceiling, lost in our own thoughts. I enjoy my spot in the middle of them, it makes me feel safe.
“Where do you see yourself in five years?” Hunter asks, not directing the question specifically at either of us. I don’t rush to answer him, hoping Liam would answer first. I nudge him under the covers and he clears his throat.
“Well, I would like to own my own firm, in terms of my career. I’m over being someone else’s bitch. I bust my ass and the owner of the firm I’m at reaps the benefits. So, that’s one of my goals. I’d also like to be settled down, maybe even get married. Maybe kids. Who knows? I think that part of it is most important to talk about with the woman I’d be with.” He nudges me back like it’s my turn.
“I’d like to hear your answer first, Hunter.” I win!
“Well, I’ve never really thought about it too much. I kind of play things by the moment, or have most of my life. I like my job, and I’d sure love to advance. I’d love to get a government contracting job, maybe travel the world like that. Of course, I would like to settle down and possibly get married. Maybe kids, maybe not. I could really go either way. I didn’t have the best parents, so I’m not sure how my parenting skills would be.” He shrugs.
“That makes it your turn, LUNA,” Liam eggs me on, being a complete turd in the meantime too. I laugh though, because I did really put them on the spot first. I think long and hard about what I want, because I can’t say I really know. I moved here to find happiness, and I think I’ve gotten there. I didn’t plan past that.
“I’d love to keep working at the youth center, maybe make a difference in the lives of some more kids there. I want to actually have my photography featured somewhere. Maybe enter an art show and see if that takes off at all? Of course, I would love to settle down, get married and all that. I loved watching the love story of my parents. It was like a romance novel that didn’t end. Even after my father passed away, my mother loved him like the day they met. Love at first sight some called it, but I think it was just their fate.” I shrug my shoulders and continue my rambling.
“I’ve never thought about having kids. I think adopting would be a cool option too. There are so many kids out there who don’t have families, but I also would love to have one of my own I guess. My mom was an amazing woman and being a mom is what she was best at. I would love to have children who care about me like we did when it came to her. My sister has become a pretty big twat since becoming a mother though. Or maybe it’s her hate for the guy she married? I
just know I don’t want to end up like her.” I pause and think about my judgment of Lucy and how it doesn’t make me any better than she is. Here I am judging her the way she came at me a month ago.
“I think that life is just a big path we have to walk. We don’t get to make our own choices, they are picked out for us from the day we are born. People are put in our path for a reason, life lessons if they don’t stick around. But, while we have free agency… we really don’t have a choice,” I ramble on some more. I’m sure these two are sick of me going on and on about my musings of the universe.
“I dig that,” Liam says.
“It really does make sense when you think about it,” Hunter adds, as they both move closer to me, each wrapping an arm around my waist.
“I guess all we can really do is keep on falling forward. It’s what the universe wants.”
After stuffing my fat face and snuggling in between two hot guys after seeing Coldplay… I slept like a baby. The sun starts to peak in through a crack in the curtains and shine right into my eyes. I roll over and try to go back to sleep, not even opening my eyes, but then I feel it… there is a dick, pressing against my ass. I try to ignore it and roll back over in the other direction, but the sun damn near blinds me through my eyelids. And then there is another dick… pressing against my ass.
“Who is awake?” I ask, still without opening my eyes. All I want to do is go back to sleep for another hour, and instead I’m in the middle of a morning wood sword fight.
“Me,” both of the guys say at the same time. I let out a sigh.
“Who wants to let me sleep for another hour?” I say, and of course the silence is deafening. They are like children waiting to jump out of bed on Christmas morning.
“We do have to get on the road by noon if we don’t want to hit nasty traffic,” Liam adds.
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