THIRTY-THREE
2:50 P.M.
JOSIE HAD A HARD TIME KEEPING JO’S BMW AT the speed limit as she raced down Route 50 to Annapolis. She’d managed to keep her mind occupied for most of the school day, focusing on boring classroom lectures and trying not to let her mind wander to inappropriate thoughts of Nick. He’d sought her out after school, just to make sure she was okay and knew how to get to the hospital and hadn’t changed her mind about having some company on the trip because he could still bail on track practice and come with her. . . .
Josie sighed as she eased up on the accelerator and signaled for the off-ramp. She couldn’t allow herself to have these feelings for Nick. No way. She had to stay focused on her mom and finding a way to get them home. Besides, it wasn’t like Nick was going to come back with her. Once she created another portal, she and Nick would never see each other again. She had to remember that.
Had to.
Thoughts of Nick vanished the moment Josie turned her car into the parking lot for Old St. Mary’s Hospital. A military facility housed in an old naval hospital outside Annapolis, it was a typical mid-Atlantic façade of brick and white columns, with parallel wings stretching out from either side. Three stories of barred windows gazed out onto the parking lot, thin slits in the moldering brick walls that looked more like the ramparts of a castle than a hospital.
Josie could almost feel the despair radiating from the hospital. Aside from a half dozen cars in the parking lot and a new wheelchair ramp added to the stone steps at the entrance, the building looked abandoned. She’d pictured it as more of a bustling hospital, doctors and orderlies rushing around, an ambulance parked out front. Instead, the only movement was the rippling of leaves from the large elms that flanked the south side of the building.
As Josie stared at Old St. Mary’s, she tried to imagine her mom, confused and scared, staring out onto a strange world wondering if she’d ever see home again.
Nick had tried to warn Josie about what she might find when she got there. “Josie,” he had said in that straightforward way. “You need to be prepared for what you might find.”
Josie had looked up sharply. “Prepared?”
It was true. For six months she’d been locked away while doctors continually told her she was not in her right mind. Josie pictured Jo and Mr. Byrne visiting her. Her mom would have known right away that this wasn’t her family, which would only have strengthened the claims that she was nuts. Maybe after six months she was beginning to believe it?
Or worse. Maybe her ordeal had changed her. Permanently.
Josie pushed her fears out of her mind as she walked up the front steps of the hospital.
The first odd thing about Old St. Mary’s struck her the moment she walked through the door. Instead of a receptionist, two military guards greeted her. One sat at an enormous desk surrounded by security monitors. The other stood behind him, shouldering an automatic weapon. Neither of them looked at her.
“Do you have an appointment?” the seated guard asked. His eyes never left the monitors, and though Josie couldn’t see what they showed, she watched his eyes bounce furiously around from screen to screen.
“Josephine Byrne,” Josie said by way of an answer.
The guard clacked away at a keyboard hidden beneath the desk. Within a few seconds, a printer whirred into action. His eyes still fixed on the security monitors, he leaned back and whipped a preprinted ID badge out of the print tray, affixed an alligator clip, and handed it to Josie.
“Wear the badge at all times. Lieutenant Maynes will escort you back,” he said.
The armed guard nodded. “This way.”
The guard led Josie through a maze of corridors. He walked quickly, apparently uninterested in whether or not Josie managed to keep up. Josie felt like they’d walked in circles before they stopped abruptly at a glass security door. The guard placed his hand flat against a pad on the wall, and after a few seconds, a loud beep sounded from the door and it slid open.
A handprint security door in a hospital? That didn’t seem right.
The guard, however, didn’t enter through the open security door. Instead, he stood aside and flanked the doorway. She glanced at him but got nothing. He stared straight ahead of him at the wall.
“Am I supposed to go in?” she asked.
Silence.
Really? Not even a nod of his head? Sheesh, what was this place?
Josie took the hint and passed through the door. She found herself in a stark white room shaped like a giant semicircle, with eight or nine of the same glass security doors facing inward at her. No desk. No doctors. Just doors. She turned back to the guard, but the door immediately slid closed. Josie could see the guard outside, at attention. Not looking at her.
“Miss Byrne?” a voice said. Josie spun around and saw a woman in a white doctor’s jacket smiling at her broadly. She was young, maybe thirty, with a short, dark bob and narrow brown eyes that seemed to disappear beneath the weight of her smile.
“Yes.”
“I’m Dr. Cho,” she said, her voice light and airy, like the way grown-ups speak to toddlers. “I’ve been working with your mom for the last few months.”
“Oh.”
“She’s been remembering a little bit more as of late, so I’m glad you’ve decided to come back. Maybe it will help her reconnect to her old life.”
Josie smiled grimly. Dr. Cho’s words held more truth than she knew.
“Let’s see how your mom is feeling today, shall we?” Dr. Cho said. She placed her hand lightly on Josie’s back and guided her toward the far side of the room. Like with the entrance, each individual door had a scanner pad in front, and as Dr. Cho approached one, she placed her hand flat against the pad. As before, a loud beep preceded the door sliding open, and Dr. Cho’s smile deepened as she led Josie into the room.
It was a cross between a hospital room and a prison cell, the best Josie could figure. A bed with wrist and ankle restraints clearly visible stood on one side. There was a desk and a chair on the opposite side, and a small alcove in the back with toilet and sink. There were no windows, only overhead lights reflecting off the stark white and metallic surfaces in the room.
And it was empty.
“Dr. Byrne?” Dr. Cho said in her jingly voice. “Dr. Byrne, I’ve brought someone to see you.”
No response.
Dr. Cho stepped into the alcove and crouched down. Josie could hear whispering. Then she stood up and held out her hand. From the space in the back of the alcove hidden by the wall, Josie saw a pale, shaky hand in Dr. Cho’s.
Josie’s mom shuffled into the room, head down, with lank, dirty hair obscuring any traces of her face. She didn’t look up. She didn’t ask any questions. Just shuffled her slipper-clad feet forward without lifting them off the floor. She wore a light blue hospital gown that was at least two sizes too big. It hung off one shoulder, exposing the bony joint and pale white skin. Sickly pale. Her skin looked as if it hadn’t seen the sun in years.
Josie had to fight to keep her face from reflecting the horror she felt. Her mom looked completely broken. Josie wanted to grab her and make a run for it, but she was helpless in that guard-infested hospital. And the thought that she’d have to leave her mom there made her want to cry.
Dr. Cho guided Josie’s mom to the bed. She stood in front of it but didn’t sit down until the doctor placed a hand on her shoulder and gave her a gentle nudge. Then she tentatively lowered herself and sat forward on the edge of the mattress, her toes just touching the floor. As she sat there, Josie could see how thin she was. Her knobby knees looked too large for her legs, and her mom’s athletic frame, which had always been fit and healthy from her morning runs, now appeared frail and fragile, as if her bones would snap in half if Josie hugged her too hard.
Even worse, Josie caught sight of thick, purple bruises encircling her mom’s wrists and ankles, and up and down her arms and legs, the remnants of deep cuts. Like long, harsh claw marks.
Her
stomach lurched. Josie knew those marks only too well.
“Dr. Byrne likes to cut herself,” Dr. Cho said. She watched Josie’s face keenly. “So we have to keep her restrained. For her own good. Isn’t that right, Dr. Byrne?”
Josie’s mom gave an almost indiscernible nod but said nothing.
“I see,” Josie said. Suddenly, Dr. Cho’s sunny smile seemed ominous. Her mom wasn’t cutting herself. Josie would recognize those marks anywhere. They were exactly the same as the ones on Josie’s arms: red, jagged, and sliced deep into her flesh. They were from a Nox attack. How could she have gotten them in here, and why was Dr. Cho lying about it?
“Your daughter’s here to see you,” Dr. Cho said. “Don’t you want to say hello to your daughter?”
“That,” her mom said slowly, without looking at Josie, “isn’t my daughter.”
Her voice was parched and raspy, but Josie recognized it right away. The inflection, the intonation.
“Mom?”
Her mom flinched. Visibly. Slowly she raised her head and the dirty locks of hair fell away from her face, exposing the deep blue eyes Josie knew so well. There was fear in those eyes, and confusion. “Josie?”
Josie threw her arms around her mom’s neck. “It’s me,” she said in a barely audible whisper. Her mom wouldn’t know what was going on, and Josie needed her to maintain the illusion as long as possible.
“Excellent!” Dr. Cho cooed. “I’ll leave you two alone for a bit.” She turned toward the door. “But not too long. We don’t want to overdo things.” Her megawatt smile breezed out of the room, and the door slid shut behind her.
“Josie?” her mom breathed immediately. Her eyes darted around Josie’s face. “How? Where?”
Josie hugged her mom again, tighter this time. Emotion clogged her voice and she fought to keep back the sob threatening to erupt from deep within her. This was her mom. Finally.
“I’ve seen you,” she said, her voice tight with emotion. “In my dreams. You’d be at home doing your homework just like nothing had happened.”
The nightmare Dr. Byrne had. At exactly 3:59. Dear God, they were sharing visions of each other’s lives, just like Josie did with Jo. That must have been even worse for her mom than being tortured by the Nox.
“Mom, I’m so sorry.”
“Oh, Josie. The dreams I’ve had . . .”
She wanted to tell her mom everything—the mirror, the flash, her and Jo—but something stopped her. If they had her mom locked away, it was for a reason. They had to be careful. “Call me Josephine,” she whispered into her mom’s ear. “They might be listening.” Then Josie cleared her throat and spoke in a clear, loud voice. “I’ve missed you, Mom.”
“I’ve . . .” Her mom paused, then Josie felt her arms encircle her back. “I’ve missed you too. Josephine,” she added.
Thank God. Whatever they’d done to her, Josie’s mom still had her wits about her. Josie gave her mom a squeeze, then sat back down. “I’m sorry I haven’t come to see you sooner,” she said. “I’ve been really busy. School. Daddy. You know.” She spoke deliberately, in a slightly stilted manner and hoped her mom picked up on the fact that they were, in all likelihood, being watched.
“Of course.” Her mom nodded. “I understand.”
Josie sat down on the edge of the hospital bed and leaned her head against her mom’s shoulder. “I’ve missed you, Mom.”
A sob racked her mom’s body. Suddenly, her arms were around Josie, frantically pulling her close. “You have to get out of here,” she said. “This place is evil. There are things. Evil, horrid things.” Her mom’s voice got louder and louder, and she barely got the words out between sobs.
The door slid open immediately and two orderlies rushed in. They pried Josie’s mom away, pinning her arms behind her back. Her mom stopped fighting and went limp almost immediately, but tears streamed down her cheeks and her eyes never left Josie’s face.
“Don’t come back,” she said. “Don’t. Don’t come back here.”
“I think that’s enough for today.” Dr. Cho stood in the doorway. She gestured for Josie to follow her.
She started to follow Dr. Cho out of the room as her mom sobbed quietly in the arms of the orderlies. It broke Josie’s heart to have to leave her mom there, but she needed time to figure out a plan with Nick. And no one could guess their secret until then, which meant her mom was going to have to play along too.
She ran back to her mom, and threw her arms around her neck. “Play along,” she whispered. “Give them what they want until I figure a way out.”
She pulled away and looked her mom in the eye, trying to look and sound as confident as possible. For an instant, the fear drained from her mom’s face. “I love you.”
“I love you too, Mom.” Josie turned to leave. “And I’ll be back soon.”
THIRTY-FOUR
4:10 P.M.
JOSIE COULDN’T CONTROL THE TEARS AS SHE raced back to Bowie. They poured down her cheeks, stinging her eyes and blinding her as she drove. She didn’t care about the speed limit. She didn’t care about her own safety. All she could think about was getting her mom out of that horrible place. Stat.
But a special agent she was not, and the security at Old St. Mary’s Hospital was like breaking into Langley. There was no way Josie could just waltz in there, overpower a few armed military guards, and carry her mom out.
The image of her mom—emaciated, tortured, and desperate to keep Josie out of harm—was burned into her brain. Her mom had always been so strong, physically and mentally, and to see her broken like that was devastating. Josie wiped her eyes with the back of her hand and tried to calm down. She had to focus her mind. She had a problem; she needed to find a solution. It was that simple.
She had to find a way if she was going to save her mom.
Okay, so if she couldn’t break into Old St. Mary’s Mission: Impossible style, she’d have to find another way to get her mom out. Who was the most logical person to do that?
Dr. Cho.
Josie set her jaw as she thought of the fake kindness in Dr. Cho’s face. She wanted to shove her into a room with the Nox and lock the door. A taste of her own medicine.
Still, Dr. Cho had the power to transfer Josie’s mom out of the hospital. But she’d have to want to do so. That was the only way.
How could Josie make that happen? She had no idea. She needed help.
Josie hit the hands-free button on her steering wheel and scrolled through the address book to Nick’s number. Come on, Nick. Please answer.
The phone barely rang before the voice mail picked up. “You’ve reached Nick’s cell phone,” his voice said. “You know what to do.”
Josie hung up before the beep. He might still have been at practice, but Josie remembered the warehouse. No cell phones there. Ever.
It was worth a shot. Josie needed to talk to him. She couldn’t wait.
It took some trial and error, but Josie was finally able to recognize the exit to the warehouse district. Nick’s route the other day had been so erratic, Josie was surprised she could re-create it at all, but she remembered train tracks, and she remembered the lonely off-ramp with no other buildings in sight. And it wasn’t too long before Josie found herself slowly driving down the abandoned street toward Nick’s off-the-Grid home away from home.
The roll-up gate was locked, and unlike Nick, Josie didn’t have a key.
So she knocked.
After a minute or so, she heard the sound of sliding metal. “Shit,” someone said under their breath. The gate rolled up partway, and Josie found herself face-to-face with Madison.
“What are you doing here?” she asked coldly.
“Looking for Nick,” Josie said.
“Nick’s not here.”
Yeah, like she was going to take Madison’s word for it. Josie gazed over Madison’s shoulder, trying to see if Nick’s SUV was in the parking area. “Any idea where he is?”
“Maybe you should try calling him. Phones are m
agical like that.”
Josie rolled her eyes. “He’s not answering.”
“Ever occur to you that maybe he just doesn’t want to talk to you?” Madison said with a half smirk.
“Ever occur to you that you’re a raging—”
“J-Jo?” Penelope shoved her head around the side of the wall.
“Damn,” Josie said with a side glance at Madison. “You guys don’t waste any time, do you?”
“Nick asked me to bring her over after school,” Madison said drily. “If it were up to me, neither of you would be here.”
Josie looked her straight in the eye. “Then I guess I’m lucky it’s not up to you.”
“Whatever.” Madison shoved the door. It rolled up so quickly it clattered to a stop, bouncing against the top of the frame from the violence of her push. “Get your car inside before someone spots it.”
Josie smiled as she climbed back into the black BMW. So Nick had overruled Madison on the issue of helping Josie get home. Considering what Josie assumed about their dating history, that was only going to make Madison hate her even more.
Madison relocked the gate but refused to acknowledge Josie’s presence, let alone talk to her as the three of them walked to the living-room area of the warehouse. It was almost ironic, really. The same anger Josie felt toward the Madison who had betrayed her, this Madison seemed to harbor for Jo. Was it all because of Nick? Suddenly, Josie’s and Jo’s realities seemed more parallel than ever.
Madison curled up on one of the sofas, arms crossed over her chest, staring into the recesses of the warehouse. Her hatred seemed to taint the air, and the whole atmosphere felt heavy and unwelcoming. Josie had viewed the warehouse as a safe haven, the only place in this world where she could actually be herself and not Jo. Without realizing it, she’d actually been looking forward to coming back to that place where people, regardless of whether they believed her, actually knew her secret. There was a sense of comfort in it that had now vanished in the face of Madison’s cold, impenetrable disgust, and despite herself, Josie yearned for Nick’s presence.
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