by K. Gorman
He grunted. “Oh, I’ll be coming over. Park close. Let’s make this as quick as we can.” His eyebrows raised as he regarded her. “Ninety-one shuttle trips is going to push it tight.”
“We’ll make it work,” she said. “Might have to do rotation. You got another shuttle handy?”
“Sure. Only one pilot, though.”
“If you’ve got any others among the Lost, bring them through first.”
“No shit.” He paused, then leaned forward. “Signing off, then.”
“All right.” She inclined her head. “See you.”
As the transmission cut, a solid, cloaking fear locked in around her shoulders. Her heart fluttered, small in her chest. Caishen appeared on the screen, looking more like a piece of random space junk than a functioning station at this distance.
Taking a flighty, shallow breath, she dragged her attention away. “How far out are we?”
“Seven hundred clicks. Be there in forty-five.”
Soo-jin shifted beside her. “I think it’s a trap.”
“You said that already.”
“No, I implied that it was going to be a trap. He can’t make a trap without knowing you’re coming.” She wrinkled her nose at the screen. Dreads once again pulled back from her face, the dark roots made a sharp contrast to her skin. Her eyes narrowed into slits toward the screen. “There’re a hundred and ten ways he can get you.”
“Is there anything else you’d have me do?”
“Other than duck and run—which won’t be possible now that he’s aware we’re in this tug? Nothing that’ll help.” Her lip curled back, much like Hopper’s had on the screen. “There’s a shrine on Deck Five. We could always pray.”
“Maybe my good deeds at Songbird will give me enough good karma to get us through this.” Karin turned the door. Forty-five minutes. Time to start prepping.
“Karma accumulates for the next life,” Soo-jin called after her. “We’re still screwed for this one.”
Great. Well, maybe I’ll get to be a saint in the next life.
Except saints probably hadn’t murdered people. And they probably also hadn’t been born from a test tube in some terrestrial lab.
Karin swayed from foot to foot, thumbs twining together as her gaze darted through the Mess. It was the most logical place for this. Filled with fused metal chairs, they could easily tie down the Lost and heal them—but it brought back memories of Songbird, and a low, creeping tension had strung itself through her limbs over the last ten minutes.
Songbird had not gone well.
She swallowed hard, pressing back the rising panic. A shivery feeling had taken the top of her chest, making her breaths light, fluttery, and too fast. People from the Ozark milled around the tables. She spotted Ronnie by the door, a thin, overlooked figure in shipboard grays and spunky, short hair—she’d cut it at some point, relieving the shag that had grown during her time as a Lost—but she hadn’t spoken to her more than an hour. Marsa, an older woman toward the left of the room, caught her gaze when it darted past, and the corners of her lips turned up in an encouraging smile.
Well, at least one person’s rooting for me. She hadn’t seen Charise lately, though some of her clique had popped up to occupy the halls. Their last meeting had been amiable enough. No pointed looks or sharp comments.
Which either meant she’d acquiesced her position, or had something planned.
Karin knew which was more likely.
Jaw tensing, she ducked her head to pinch the bridge of her nose, pushing the thoughts away and warding off the tiredness that edged her mind. Four hours hadn’t been enough sleep, but she’d been finding it hard to get lately. The ship’s slumber rotation provided ample time for her, but she had still found herself wandering the halls, or lying awake.
A picture of the ruins flashed through her mind.
Gods, Nomiki. Where are you?
She pushed that thought away, too, the older, more volatile memories darkening her mind, and turned her attention back to the room.
Two exits, both in the same wall, with two doors that looped through the kitchen area behind her. Not great for escape, but, with the Ozark’s closed environment, there wasn’t exactly anywhere to escape to. With determination, and the resources they had on Caishen, Hopper’s crew could find them. And, with the Nemina nowhere close for another four days, they had ample time to try.
If the Ozark didn’t cooperate, if even one of them decided to hand them over…
Saints, this was a terrible idea.
She groaned. “Soo, if I ever try to pull something like this again, please slap me.”
Soo-jin, standing stiff and stoic beside her, gave an apoplectic grunt. “I told you so.”
“Why the ten hells did you let me do this?”
She shrugged.
“It could work, you know—and you’re right. This is an essential waypoint. They need their people.” Her eyes slanted to the side, catching Karin’s gaze. “I don’t think Christops will betray you.”
“No, it’ll be Charise.” She pitched her voice low, turning so the name wouldn’t be heard by anyone else. Her hands went to her hips, and she glanced in the direction Soo faced, eyeing the door. “Sol. Maybe we should have prayed.”
“There’s still time. They’re not here yet.”
“You think gods care if we’re near a shrine?”
Soo-jin uncrossed her arms, rolling her shoulders in a movement that was almost another shrug, but turned into a stretch. “Depends on which gods, I guess. I’m sure I wouldn’t know. Ask me about engine parts. And about netfiction with bionic, space-faring dolphins.”
A few seconds went by. Karin, eyebrows scrunched together, unglued her stunned jaw. “Bionic, space-faring dolphins?”
“Yes.”
A commotion started in the hall.
Soo-jin re-crossed her arms, returning to the stiff, stoic pose from earlier as she put the closest door in her narrow-eyed regard. “I’ll tell you about it later.”
Karin, too, fixed her gaze to the door.
This’ll work. Come on, Hopper, don’t be stupid.
But, from his point of view, wouldn’t stupidity lie in not trying to get her?
She swallowed hard. Around the room, people from the Ozark shifted positions. Marsa, by a table on the far wall, swayed as if to take a step, but then thought better of it. Two others, Cedar and Elliot, took a few steps closer to the door. Only Ronnie stayed put, leaning against the wall on the inside of the door with a seemingly-casual air, her gaze fixed on the hall outside.
A second later, as the sounds of moving people shuffled in the hallway, Hopper’s clear, sharp voice cut through the background.
“This place is an antiquated dump. We’re too far. We should move closer, be more efficient. Why can’t we do it in the hallway by the lock?”
Soo-jin lifted an eyebrow toward the door. “Well, at least he’s focused on the task.”
“And not on the betraying, you mean?”
“Precisely.”
The first few Lost came into the room, funneled into the Mess like lethargic, half-spooked sheep.
She took an unconscious step to move forward, but the Ozark crew stepped into play, leading them toward the tables. Ropes and tape lay around the room, along with slings and bandages from Med, straps from cargo, and several bedsheets they’d twisted into makeshift restraints.
Hopper walked in. His head jerked up with a scowl as he caught sight of her, then frowned down at the tables as he caught sight of the supplies they’d laid out, lip curling back.
“It’s necessary,” she called out before he could say anything. “The Shadows fight.”
He processed this with a grimace frozen on his face, watching as Marsa, who looked like the kind of hardened-but-kind older mother who’d volunteer at inner planet soup kitchens, tied one Lost down with practical, efficient motions.
“This better be fucking worth it,” he grumbled.
He stepped into the room as more of his
crew—and more Lost—entered, giving them a distracted scowl.
Karin, too, turned to eye the rest. “Who else did you bring?”
He grunted. “No more than you allowed. It’s just me, the pilot, and one of my men.”
He tipped his head up as a large, beefy man shouldered his way through the door, dressed in Caishen’s blue and red security colors.
Karin narrowed her eyes. Though his hair had grown rough and unkempt, and a heavy smattering of stubble changed the look of his face, he felt familiar.
Soo-jin leaned in closer. “Isn’t that the guy who tried to break in last time?”
Ah. Yes. Now she recognized him. The last time they’d docked at Caishen, he had come back after the initial security crew and tried to get past the Nemina’s locked door. Fortunately, the ex-military vessel still kept its security protocols—most of which had explicit anti-Alliance intentions, considering Fallon’s current stance.
She eyed him for a few more seconds, then stepped forward. They only had so much time. She wouldn’t waste it by wondering.
“Which one’s the pilot?”
Hopper pointed with a nod. “Jim, there. With the bedsheets.”
As his gaze returned to her, his expression had softened, the wariness replaced by a reluctant curiosity. “Can you really do this? I mean, after all I’ve heard—”
“Yes,” she said. “I can.”
She turned away and rolled her shoulders, cutting off the rest of the explanation. “Let’s get started.”
Chapter Nineteen
Her arms tingled. Hours had passed in a frenzied blur. Once the second and third pilots had recovered, the arrival of new Lost comingled with the departure of others. She’d long ago given up cleanliness in exchange for efficiency, and smears of light slicked her arms, marking her skin like glowing cracks from another universe. More flecked the air, shivering motes that pulsed and faded in the same way as midsummer fireflies.
She flexed her fingers and blinked hard. A dryness had come to her mind, along with a sense of pressure pushing in on all sides. By the system clock on the wall, she’d been on task for five hours now, and it was taking more effort to step from person to person and work her magic.
Hah. Magic.
Sol. I never thought I’d be doing this.
Hopper followed behind her, watching her work. She caught him eyeing the light on her arms every so often and, more than once, he’d followed some of the excess as it languished into the air. He helped out with some of the Shadows when they came out, but left most of them to Soo-jin, who worked on Karin’s other side.
She hadn’t stopped, either. And she hadn’t said anything. Not a single word in five hours.
That alone was enough to gauge her anxiety.
Hopper’s men replaced themselves every shift, and Karin had conceded to having a fourth along to help with loading and unloading—it had become too slow with only the one to guide on and off ship. If they wanted to make their four-day deadline, they had to move fast.
She hardly noticed when they changed anymore. The Alliance might be a diverse and multi-ethnic place, but the guards at Caishen station looked to be made in some kind of beefy, square-headed, white-skinned factory.
Her shoulders ached as she bent over the next one, and a tingle of pain shot through the upward curve of her back at the repetitive angle, but she ignored it. Her hands went to the sides of his head. She gritted her teeth. The skin of her hands heated, and light flashed between them.
Black flowed up in a silent rush, only to be slashed by Soo-jin’s blade.
She straightened and turned away as the man slumped in the chair, taking a moment to roll out the kinks in her back and shoulders and to stifle a yawn. He’d marked the last of her current group. She could take a quick break while the crew of the Ozark and the two Caishen guards exchanged this group for the next.
“You sure you don’t want to go back? Get some rest? Food?” she said to Hopper.
He grunted. “I’ve had water. I’ll have more. I’m not leaving until you’re finished.”
She shrugged. “Suit yourself.”
It took almost ten minutes for the former Lost to be carried out. By that time, others had tied down half of the next group. Looking at the Ozark’s crew, they all could use a rest. With only four hover-stretchers, they’d resorted to the compact aluminum ones stocked on Caishen—but those required two people, and, even with their modified supports, it was slow going.
Nick intercepted her on her way back from the kitchen. Giving a quick glance to Hopper, and seemingly frowning down at the Lost they were lifting out of the room, he dipped his head close to her ear with a gesture. “Your boy Marc sent a message through the relay.”
She froze. “Is he okay?”
“Says he’s fine. Had a small tiff with a couple of fighters, but they managed. They’re on schedule.”
Her stomach dropped. Fighters. That had been one of her worries. Against a fighter, the Nemina was chicken meat, even with its gun. “No damage?”
“No. They got away. Didn’t say how.”
Her mind shut around the edges, whirling. Sick worry rolled through her guts like old, churning drudge. He’d said they’d deal. They had.
But how?
Maybe Cookie had done something. Or maybe Marc had another gun hidden up his ass. She hadn’t known about the first one until he’d made to use it—and she practically lived in the Nemina’s OS.
She’d definitely have to get the story out of him.
“Is there anything else?” she asked.
“No. Just thought you’d want to know, is all. Our message went through, too, but with the delay…”
“It’ll be another few hours.” She nodded. “I know.”
“Yeah.” He gave a quick scan of the room, his gaze lingering on the Lost then locking on Hopper’s stiff, cross-armed form. “He giving you any trouble?”
She shook her head.
“Good. I hope it continues that way. You gonna rest anytime?”
She flashed the last half of the energy pack in her hand. “Not if I can help it.”
He hesitated, then clapped a hand on her shoulder.
“Okay. You take care of yourself. Don’t kill yourself healing them.” Once again, his gaze lifted to Hopper. “Especially with people who don’t appear appreciative of what you’re doing.”
A smile tugged at the corners of her lips. “I bet they’ll be appreciative when they wake up and find out what’s happened. Besides—” she swallowed hard, “—it’s the right thing to do.”
“Yes,” he said, switching his gaze back once more to the rest of the room. “I suppose it is.”
“Yep. I’m going to have awesome karma in my next life.”
Stifling another yawn, she tipped the rest of the energy pack into her mouth, swallowed it down, and squared her shoulders to the closest Lost.
Back to work.
Sunlight blasted across her face, turning the inside of her eyelids bright red. She squinted hard and winced. As she sat up, bits of coarse, stick-like grass brushed against her hand. Rough ground, mixed with pieces of rock that dug into her butt and thighs like truant toys left behind by a toddler. She wobbled as the earth tilted around her, pressing her palm hard into the dirt for stability.
What the…
It didn’t take her long to recognize the ruins. Craning her neck to the side to put her eyes in the shade, she turned her gaze up them with narrowed eyes. Inside the loose circle of stones, the hard-packed, yellow-tinted sparsity of the grass, along with the dryness of the ground, made it winter, but the sun still burned hot above her.
By the heat she could feel in her skin, she had been sleeping here a long time.
She rolled over and staggered to her feet, putting a hand against one of the large, ancient stones, then stopped as a wave of dizziness moved through her.
For a second, everything seemed to shift and move. Earth and sky slid together. Even the stones, solid as they felt beneath her hand
, thrashed against one another—turning, twisting, segmenting into each other like pieces of a puzzle.
Then it stopped.
She shivered and lifted her head.
The field remained much as it had before the shift. Stubbly grass and stunted, wind-blown bushes in shades of brown with only a little dark, drought-hungered green down the slope. At the bottom, the mix of evergreens and deciduous hemmed in the field, more browns mixing with dark greens.
But, farther from the edge, visible from her vantage point up the slope, a shock of rust-colored branches burst into the cavity. A sickened pine, branches stripped of leaves, either dead or dying.
Once she saw one, she saw more. They crept up through the canopy like sores.
The forest is sick, she thought.
But there was something more, wasn’t there? Something that lurked just beyond the end of her tongue. She frowned, following it, walking around the edge of the stone with her hand trailing over its rough, familiar side.
When she stepped outside the circle, the dream ended.
Chapter Twenty
She woke with a start. Her bed had relocated again, this time against the wall of the Mess, and a new person—not Soo-jin—was shaking her awake. She blinked as Ronnie’s face came into focus. The room swayed around them, and a couple leftover motes of her power sparkled in the air. She hadn’t noticed them before she’d fallen asleep.
To be fair, there wasn’t much she had noticed. Her mind felt pulled, her skull like it had sat on the inside of a jet engine. Parts of it throbbed as she propped herself onto her elbows, unable to prevent the hiss that escaped her lips.
“Sorry,” Ronnie said. “I know you’re tired, but…” she drifted off, directing her gaze to the side.
More Lost shuffled through the door. When she glanced around, she saw even more already tied to the chairs, waiting.
She frowned. “Is this a double load?”
“Er—yes. Sorry. With you asleep, we thought…”
“No, no, that’s great.” She shook her head to clear it. Stifling a yawn, she moved to get up. “The faster we do this, the better.”