He turned his head to me and raised the gray hair above his left temple. There was a faint, straight scar there.
"That is the place where the implant is made. There is no reason this could not have been done in the time in which you first lived. A small set of integrated circuits handles calculations—we think in the numbers, just as in your day you did it through finger-pressure on keys.
"The implant is fully programmable. It also contains a signal transmitter and receiver, so that we can enter data and programs directly from the central computers, or from another person. I am speaking to you now in Universal by using the translation programs on the Tycho computer system."
He caught my look of misgiving. "Do not worry about this. I assure you that in a few months you will find it hard to believe that you functioned without such a service. You will have total recall, be a calculator beyond the most skillful of your time, and you will have immediate access to all the data of the Solar System—though the transmission time is considerable for the data banks of other planets.
"Now, let me query the medical team. They should have made their first examination of the Cryo-corpse in your ship."
He was again silent for a few seconds. Then his eyes widened and he looked at me with a different expression. The silence continued. I felt again a knife of tension twisting inside me, a feeling that something was going wrong.
"What is it?" I said at last. "Have you been in communication with your medical team? What do they say?"
He nodded. His eyes now seemed different, gentler and closer. He appeared to be choosing his words with great care.
"The woman in the Cryo-tank. Anastasia. When you took her from the wombs of Pluto, was the Cryo-tank fully sealed?"
I could not speak and my mind was filled with foreboding. I inclined my head a fraction of an inch.
"But you opened the tank? After you had left Pluto?" he asked gently.
"Once. To see her, after we left Canopus. I looked for only a moment, and I sealed the tank again afterward."
I could not tell him that I had been unable to stop myself, I had been driven. Suddenly I was looking at him across a gulf of five hundred and seventy years. His sad face was Tom Lambert's, and Par Leon's also. His eyes were speaking the same message.
"Drake Merlin, the Cryo-tank was intended only for storage in the wombs. After it was opened, the seal was imperfect. You understand what I am saying? Without the correct seal, the temperature in the tank was too high."
He seemed unable to speak for a few moments, and I assume that he was calling for more data from his computer banks. Then he continued. "I have checked with the medical team and with the best data sources. The damage caused to the body when the tank was opened and the seal broken cannot be repaired. There can be no revival; now or ever.
"I am sorry, Drake Merlin. Anastasia is dead. Forever dead."
Forever dead. Forever dead. The words seemed to echo Tom Lambert, from long ago. This time there was the ring of complete certainty. For each man kills the thing he loves. I had taken the long chance, and now it was over.
There was a long period of introspection, twenty billion nano-seconds of communion with the data banks and the medical teams. As my world collapsed, the barriers came down inside my mind. I noticed for the first time the faint spicy sweetness of the air fresheners, the steady dry breeze blowing past us, and the faint concert pitch A-natural of vibrating metal far along the corridor. My senses were opening again, after long centuries of hibernation.
At last he spoke again. "One possibility remains. Anastasia, the woman you knew, cannot be reanimated. Whole cells remain and she can be cloned without difficulty, but growth and education would begin anew. There is no hope of sufficient memory transfer from undamaged cells for more than a faint inkling of her former self to pass to her new body. Your former close relationship would be irrelevant to her. Should we proceed?"
I wanted to say yes, but caution held me. "Why would you do this for us? What will the price be, to me or to her?"
Shrugged shoulders had retained a meaning, although I could not see how such information would be transferred through a communication implant.
"You would be deprived of an implant and you would not share our group-consciousness. Call it an experiment. The group-mind has become curious about the behavior of single units such as you, not connected through the implants. Also, we have a feeling that in the old emotional patterns can only be called sympathy. Your suffering is unique. No quest comparable with yours is recorded in the data banks, unless it is the fragmented and confusing description of Orpheus and Eurydice.
"Shall we proceed?"
Only one answer was possible. "Proceed."
* * *
Coda and Overture.
So it begins. Anastasia lies in my arms again, for the first time in more than five hundred and seventy years. She weighs a little more than five kilos and is just three weeks out of the clone-womb. It took me an eternity to learn it, but by now I know better than to cast dice against the future. In twenty years' time, I may be no more than father and mentor to her. It will suffice.
Afterword.
This story was half-written before I realized that I was presenting the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice in a science fiction setting. After that, the allusions became more conscious. It was natural to make Drake Merlin a musician, and it was clear that Hell, both hot and cold, was a logical element of the plot. Less obvious, perhaps, is the fact that "Anastasia" means "resurrection," or the fact that Merlin, the old magician, was lured into everlasting sleep by a woman.
This story has a unique personal meaning to me, more than any other that I have written. If you ignore the science-fiction trimmings what is left is clearly a love story. My first choice of title was just that, "Love Story," but Erich Segal's treacly bestseller with the same name turned me against it.
THE TREASURE OF ODIREX
"The fever will break near dawn. If she wakes before that, no food. Boiled water only, if she asks for drink. I will infuse a febrifuge now, that you can give in three hours time if she is awake and the fever has not abated."
The speaker rose heavily from the bedside and moved to the fireplace, where oil lamps illuminated the medical chest standing on the oak escritoire. He was grossly overweight, with heavy limbs and a fat, pock-marked face, and a full mouth from which the front teeth had long been lost. The jaw was jowly and in need of a razor. Only the eyes belied the impression of coarseness and past disease. They were gray and patient, with a look of deep sagacity and a profound power of observation.
The other man in the room had been standing motionless by the fire, his eyes fixed on the restless form of the young woman lying on the bed. Now he bit his lip and shook his head.
"I just wish that you could stay the night, Erasmus. It is midnight now. Are you sure that the fever will lessen?"
"As sure as a man can be, Jacob, when we deal with disease. I wish that I could stay, but there is a bad case of puerperal fever in Rugeley that I must see tonight. Already the ways are becoming foul, but you know as well as I that sickness will not wait on convenience."
He looked ruefully down at his leather leggings, spattered with drying mud from the late November rain. "If anything changes for the worse, send Prindle after me. He knows the route well. And before I go I will leave you materials for tisanes, and instructions to prepare them."
He began to select from the medical chest, while his companion walked to the bedside and gazed unhappily at his wife as she tossed in fevered sleep. The man was tall and lean, with a dark sallow complexion, deeply lined and channeled. Long years of sunlight had stamped a permanent frown on his brow, and a slight, continuous trembling in his hands told of other legacies of foreign service.
Erasmus Darwin looked at him sympathetically as he sorted the drugs he needed, then took paper and quill and prepared careful written instructions for their use.
"Attend now, Jacob," he said, as he sanded the written sheets. "There is one
preparation here that I would normally insist on administering myself. These are dried tubers of aconite, cut fine. You must make an infusion for three hundred pulse beats, then let it cool before you use it. It serves as a febrifuge, to reduce fever, and also as a sudorific, to induce sweating. That is good for these cases. If the fever should continue past dawn, here is dried willow bark, for an infusion to lower body temperature."
"After dawn. Yes. And these two?" Jacob Pole held up the other packets.
"Use them only in emergency. If there should be convulsions, send for me at once, but give this as a tisane until I arrive. It is dried celandine, together with dried flowers of silverweed. And if there is persistent coughing, make a decoction of these, dried flowers of speedwell."
He looked closely at the other man and nodded slightly to himself as he saw the faint hand tremor and yellowish eyes. He rummaged again in the medical chest.
"And here is one for you, Jacob." He raised his hand, stifling the other's protest. "Don't deny it. I saw the signs again when I first walked in here tonight. Malaria and Jacob Pole are old friends, are they not? Here is cinchona, Jesuit-bark, for your use. Be thankful that I have it with me—there's little enough call for it on my usual rounds. Rheumatism and breech babies, that's my fate."
During his description of the drugs and their use, his voice had been clear and unhesitating. Now, at the hint of humor, his usual stammer was creeping back in.
Jacob Pole was glad to hear it. It meant that the physician was confident enough to permit his usual optimistic outlook to re-emerge.
"Come on, then, Erasmus," he said. "Your carriage should still be ready and waiting. I can't tell you how much I appreciate what you've done for us. First Milly, and now Elizabeth. One life can never repay for two, but you know I'm ready should you ever need help yourself."
The two men took a last look at the sleeping patient, then Jacob Pole picked up the medical chest and they left the room. As they did so, the housekeeper came in to maintain the vigil on Elizabeth Pole. They walked quietly past her, down the stairs and on to the front of the silent house. Outside, the night sky was clear, with a gibbous moon nearing the full. A hovering ground mist hid the fields, and the distant lights of Lichfield seemed diffuse and deceptively close. The sulky was waiting, the old horse standing patiently between the shafts and munching quietly at her nosebag.
"That's strange." Jacob Pole paused in his work of filling the mare's nosebag. He looked down the road to the south, "Do you hear it, Erasmus? Unless my ears are going, there's a horseman coming this way, along the low road."
"Coming here?"
"Must be. There's no other house between here and Kings Bromley. But I don't expect visitors at this hour. Did you promise to make any calls out that way?"
"Not tonight."
They stood in silence as the faint jingling of harness grew steadily louder. The rider who at last came into view seemed to be mounted on a legless horse, smoothly breasting the swirling ground mist. The Derbyshire clay, still slick and moist from the afternoon rain, muffled the sound of the hooves. The rider approached like a phantom. As he grew closer they could see him swaying a little in the saddle, as though half-asleep. He cantered up to them and pulled aside the black face-cloth that covered his nose and mouth.
"I'm seeking Dr. Darwin. Dr. Erasmus Darwin." The voice was soft and weary, with the flat vowels of a northcountryman.
"Then you need seek no further." Jacob Pole stepped forward. "This is Dr. Darwin, and I am Colonel Pole. What brings you here so late?"
The other man stiffly dismounted, stretching his shoulders and bowing at the waist to relieve the cramped muscles of a long ride. He grunted in relief, then turned to Darwin.
"Your housekeeper finally agreed to tell me where you were, Doctor. My name is Thaxton, Richard Thaxton. I must talk to you."
"An urgent medical problem?"
Thaxton hesitated, looking warily at Jacob Pole. "Perhaps. Or worse." He rubbed at the black stubble on his long chin. "Canst thou not minister to a mind diseased?"
"Better perhaps than Macbeth could." Erasmus Darwin stood for a moment, head hunched forward on his heavy shoulders. "Who suggested that you come to me?"
"Dr. Warren."
"Warren of London?" Darwin's voice quickened with interest. "I doubt that I can do anything for you that he cannot. Why did he not treat your problem himself?"
Again the other man hesitated. "If Dr. Warren is an old friend, I fear that I bring you bad news. He can no longer sustain his practice. His health is failing, and he confided in me his belief that he is consumptive."
"Then that is bad news indeed." Darwin shook his head sadly. "To my mind, Warren is the finest diagnostician in Europe. If he has diagnosed consumption in himself, the prospect is bleak indeed."
"He holds you to be his master, especially in diseases of the mind. Dr. Darwin, I have ridden non-stop from London, and I must get back to Durham as soon as possible. But I must talk with you. Dr. Warren offers you as my only hope."
Thaxton's hands were trembling with weariness as they held the bridle. Darwin scrutinized him closely, measuring the fatigue and the despair.
"We will talk, Mr. Thaxton, never fear. But I cannot stay here to do it. There is an urgent case of childbed fever six miles west of here. It cannot wait." He gestured at the carriage. "However, if you would be willing to squeeze into the sulky with me, we could talk as we travel. And there is a hamper of food there, that you look to be sorely in need of."
"What about my horse?"
"Leave that to me." Jacob Pole stepped forward. "I'll see he gets a rub-down and feed. Erasmus, I suggest that you come back here when you are done, and take some rest yourself. I can send one of the servants over to Lichfield, to tell your household that they can reach you here."
"Aye. It bids fair to be a long night. Say that I will be home before sunset tomorrow. This is a bad time of year for fevers and agues."
"No need to tell me that, Erasmus." Jacob Pole smiled ruefully and looked at his own shaking hand, as the other two men climbed into the carriage. As they moved off into the mist, he stirred himself with an effort and led the horse slowly to the stables at the rear of the house.
* * *
"It is a long and confusing story, Dr. Darwin. Bear with me if it seems at first as though I am meandering."
Food and brandy had restored Thaxton considerably. Both men had made good use of the hamper of food and drink balanced between them on their knees. Darwin wiped his greasy hands absent-mindedly on his woollen shawl, and turned his head to face Richard Thaxton.
"Take your time. Detail is at the heart of diagnosis, and in the absence of the patient—since it is clear that you are not he—the more that you can tell me, the better."
"Not 'he', Doctor. She. Three years ago my wife, Anna, went to see Dr. Warren. At that time we were living in the heart of London, hard by St. Mary le Bow. She had been feeling lacking in strength, and was troubled by a racking cough."
"With bleeding?"
"Thank God, no. But Dr. Warren was worried that she might become phthisic. He recommended that we move away from the London style of life, to one with more of country ways and fresh air."
Darwin nodded approvingly. "Warren and I have seldom disagreed on diagnosis, and less still on treatment. You took his advice?"
"Of course. We moved back to my family home, Heartsease, near Milburn in Cumbria."
"I know the area. Up in the high fell country. Clean air, and clear sun. A good choice. But did it fail?"
"Not for my wife's general health, no. She became stronger and more robust. I could see the improvement, month by month. Then—about one year ago—there came another problem. She began to see visions."
Erasmus Darwin was silent for a long moment, while the carriage rolled steadily along the graveled roads. "I see," he said at last. "Invisible to others, I take it?"
"Invisible to all, save Anna. Our house stands north of Milburn, facing out across Cross Fell. Lat
e at night, in our bedroom, when the Helm stands on the fell and the wind is strong from the north, she sees phantom lights moving on the fell slopes, and hears crying in the wind."
"You have looked for them yourself?"
"I, and others. I have brought our servants upstairs to look also. We see nothing, but Anna is persistent."
"I see." Darwin paused again, reflective, then shrugged. "Even so, it does not sound like a matter for serious concern. She believes that she can see what you cannot. What harm is there in a will-'o-the-wisp? It does not interfere with your life."
"It did not." Thaxton turned directly to Darwin, intense and troubled. "Until three months ago. Then Anna found a book in Durham telling of the early history of our part of the country. Cross Fell had another name, long ago. It was known as Fiends' Fell. According to legend, it was re-named Cross Fell when St. Augustine came with a cross to the fell and drove out the fiends. But Anna says that she has seen the fiends herself, on two occasions. By full moonlight, and only when the Helm is on the fell."
"Twice now you have mentioned the Helm. What is it?"
"Dense cloud, like a thunder-head. It sits as a bank, crouching over the top of Cross Fell. It does not move away, even when the wind sweeping from the top of the fell is strong enough in Milburn to overturn carts and uproot trees. Anna says that it is the source of the fiends."
Darwin nodded slowly. The two men rode on in silence for a while, both deep in thought.
"Nothing you have said so far suggests the usual mental diseases," Darwin said at last. "But the human mind is more complicated than we can guess. Tell me, has your wife any other fears or fancies? Any other fuel for her beliefs?"
"Only more legends." Thaxton shrugged apologetically. "There are other legends of the fell. According to the writings of Thomas of Appleby, in Roman times a great king, Odirex, or Odiris, lived in the high country of the fells. He acquired a great treasure. Somehow, he used it to banish the Romans from that part of the country, completely, so that they never returned."
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