This Day all Gods Die: The Gap into Ruin

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by Stephen R. Donaldson


  She was right: Min knew that. The Dragon Was too strong for her.

  “In that case,” the ED director announced like acid, “you win. The ship is yours.”

  Bydell gaped at her in astonishment. Glessen covered his face with his hands.

  From the aperture of the bridge, Davies crowed, “Yes!”

  “Min!” Dolph cried out. “You can’t—!”

  “I can!” Min wheeled to face the command station; overrode his protest with a shout like a flail. “I am!

  “Listen to me, Captain Ubikwe. Listen hard so you don’t make any mistakes. As long as Ensign Hyland wants to head home, we’ll take her there. And we’ll take her orders along the way. We are not going to resist her or sabotage her. We aren’t going to cause her any trouble at all.”

  “Min, please—” His eyes beseeched her.

  “No!” She refused to be swayed. Returning sensation sent needles of fire down her forearm into her stunned hand. “I won’t have any more bloodshed. We’ve just taken aboard the only six people in human space who’ve been through more hell than we have. I want all of us to survive the experience, all of us. If that means letting a mere ensign issue instructions for a while, we will do it.”

  If we destroy Warden and bring down the whole UMCP, that’s on my head, not yours.

  “These people are not the enemy, Dolph.” She lowered her voice to a cutting edge. “Maybe they’re out of line. And maybe they’re too dangerous to mess with. We’ll sort all that out when we get home. Better yet, we’ll let Director Dios sort it out. But for the time being”—she delivered each word as distinctly as an incision—“you will not risk any more of your people.

  “Is that understood, Captain Ubikwe? Have I made myself clear?”

  “Shit, Min.” He slumped as if he were collapsing in on himself. “Of course you’ve made yourself clear. You know that.” With the back of his hand he wiped sweat from his dark forehead. “But I have to say”—his tone reeked of bile—“you sure as hell know how to rub salt in our wounds.”

  He slammed to his feet, brushed Mikka aside as if she didn’t hold a gun. Gesturing at his g-seat, he growled, “The bridge is yours, Ensign Hyland. I’ll be in my cabin. Throwing up.”

  Without waiting to be dismissed, he headed for the aperture.

  “Sounds like fun,” Angus snorted past his grin. “I’ll go with you. Just in case you decide you don’t want to be a good boy. Or Director Donner changes her mind.”

  He handed Min’s gun to Davies as he followed Dolph Ubikwe off the bridge.

  Min understood, although no one said the words. Dolph had just become a hostage.

  He seemed to take all the cruiser’s courage with him as he left. His people sagged at their stations. Their faces fell: they hung their heads. Even Glessen lost his truculence. Bydell made a small sound that might have been a moan of abandonment.

  Abruptly Min’s anger returned like the flash of a signal flare. She found herself flexing the fingers of her right hand against the burn; flexing them like Angus. She wanted her gun.

  “Don’t make this any harder than it has to be, Ensign Hyland,” she warned. “Our people have already been pushed right to the edge. It’ll take just about nothing to make them explode. If your cyborg so much as scratches Captain Ubikwe, you’ll have a full-scale battle on your hands.”

  And I will personally execute the lot of you.

  “We know that,” Mikka muttered. “We know what’s at stake.”

  Holding Min’s gun in his fist, Davies left the aperture to approach Morn and the command station. Bitterly he told Min, “Angus hasn’t hurt anyone since you gave Nick his priority-codes. At the moment he’s easier to trust than you are.”

  Min wrapped her fingers around the fire in her palms so that she wouldn’t retort.

  Once again Morn didn’t hesitate. She’d committed herself to this course of action. If she had doubts about it, she kept her uncertainty private.

  Deliberately spurning her years in the Academy, as well as her whole family history—the respect for rank and authority which she’d surely been taught—she stepped to the command station and assumed Captain Ubikwe’s g-seat. Despite the darkness in her gaze, she seemed sure of what she did. The cast on her arm gave her an odd combination of vulnerability and dignity.

  Min watched in confusion, baffled by outrage—and by a strange, keen pride that one of her people could rise to a challenge like this.

  “Mikka,” Morn said quietly, “I want you to supervise helm.”

  “Right.” At once Mikka stalked over to Emmett’s station; positioned herself at the arm of his g-seat so that she had a clear view of his console.

  “Davies,” Morn went on, “you’d better keep an eye on Director Donner. Just to be safe. I want everyone to know she’s being held under duress. Like Captain Ubikwe.”

  She meant that neither Min Donner nor Dolph Ubikwe was responsible for what Trumpet’s people did. In an oblique way she was protecting Min, Dolph, and Punisher. Perhaps she was even protecting Warden Dios. To that extent, at least, she understood the implications of her decisions.

  Quickly Davies shifted so that he had an open shot on Min without risking either Morn or Mikka. Grimacing like his father’s grin, he covered Min with her own weapon. But he kept his distance: apparently he’d seen how quickly she could move.

  When Davies was in position, Morn turned her station. Following her gaze, Min saw Mikka’s brother still huddled on the deck. He’d retreated to the bulkhead; pressed his shoulder against it as if he wanted to hide and had forgotten how.

  Gently Morn asked, “Ciro, are you all right?”

  He didn’t reply. After a long moment, however, he jerked a nod.

  Sighing, Morn returned her attention to the rest of the bridge.

  “Communications, I’m sure you have a copy of Dr. Shaheed’s transmission. Please ready it for general broadcast. As soon as we reach Earth, we’ll start transmitting it again.

  “Vector, you might want to be sure she gets it right.”

  Cray snorted at the suggestion that she might make a mistake. But Vector’s response was a grin of relief. “I think I can handle that.” At once he stopped blocking the communications board and moved around behind Cray’s station to support himself on the back of her g-seat.

  Morn continued assuming command.

  “Helm, please set course for Earth. The best course you can manage with no more than one g of thrust. I don’t want to put any more pressure than necessary on this ship.”

  “Yes, sir,” Emmett responded automatically. Placing his hands on his board, he started to tap keys.

  “Engage thrust when you’re ready, helm,” Morn finished.

  Punisher was going home.

  Gritting her teeth, Min tried to tell herself that she’d done what Warden wanted.

  And that what Warden wanted was right.

  KOINA

  Koina Hannish had isolated herself in her office. The room wasn’t Godsen Frik’s once-opulent center of operations, which she’d always disliked, and which had in any case been effectively destroyed by the kaze who’d killed the former PR director. It was her own far more austere space. For the time being, at least, she’d delegated to her subordinates the massive job of sifting Data Storage for the truth behind Godsen’s fulsome obfuscations. And she’d instructed her receptionist to accept no calls, demands, or inquiries unless they came directly from Warden Dios. She’d locked her door, blanked her terminals and readouts, silenced her intercom; dimmed the lights.

  Now she sat at her desk and tried to review her life.

  This was how she made hard decisions. Whenever she was faced with a difficult choice, she approached it by asking herself who she was, what she wanted, what she believed in.

  She’d started doing this a number of years ago when she’d first considered what she wanted to do with her life. What were her convictions? What could she do about them? Her answers had led her into “public relations,” which she defined
as the interface between the people who took action and the people who were affected by those actions. To her way could imagine. The interface determined the nature of the relationship between any public organization and its constituents. It was the means by which the organization and its constituents communicated with each other. Even a casual study of governmental—and corporate—entities showed that their effectiveness hinged on “public relations.”

  Later the same answers had inspired her to accept a position in UMCPPR. Nowhere was the interface more crucial than in the dealings between humanity and its defenders.

  But the personal and professional dishonesty of the former PR director had forced her to examine her life again. Could she tolerate his misuse of his position, his distortion of everything which passed through his hands in Holt Fasner’s name? And if she couldn’t, what did she propose to do instead?

  In the end she’d concluded that the work of UMCPPR was too important to abandon. Here was where she belonged. Since she couldn’t make Godsen honest, she would dedicate herself to cleaning up after him. Among other things, this inspired her to undermine him covertly by, in effect, spying on him for Hashi Lebwohl.

  Then, scant days ago, she’d needed another bout of self-examination when Warden Dios had offered her Godsen’s job.

  Surely this was exactly what she’d been hoping for? A chance to replace Godsen’s unctuous lies with the truth? Perhaps not. Warden had permitted Godsen’s falsehoods and machinations. He was profoundly responsible for all his former PR director’s misdeeds. If he expected her to carry out Godsen’s duties in Godsen’s fashion, she would have no recourse but to resign.

  That was her decision, although the prospect filled her with pain. Humankind deserved better from UMCPPR—and from the UMCP itself—than Godsen had ever given it.

  However, Warden had reassured her more than she would have dared hope. In an abrupt, and unexplained, policy reversal, he’d ordered her to do the PR director’s job as she believed it should be done: openly, honestly; constructively.

  At one stroke he’d changed everything. She couldn’t imagine what his motives might be, but she approved completely. He inspired trust, despite his responsibility for Godsen. After years of bad compromises and frustration, her life came into focus. She found that she was eager to be the interface which the UMCP so urgently needed.

  But now the task of reexamination had to be done again. The UMCP director had presented her with another arduous choice.

  This one was especially cruel.

  When she’d left her meeting with Hashi, Security Chief Mandich, and Warden, she’d felt sick with grief. Her relief at hearing that she hadn’t precipitated the kaze’s attack soon faded: her sorrow at other things was with her still. Her efforts to make up her mind were colored by ruin.

  She shouldn’t feel this way, she told herself sternly. Warden had made the mandate of her duties real at last; given them teeth. Now she would be able to do her job as it should have been done from the beginning.

  But the things she’d learned—!

  The Amnion had committed an act of war. That would have been enough—more than enough—but it was only the beginning.

  On direct orders from Holt Fasner, UMCPDA had framed Angus Thermopyle in order to achieve the passage of the Preempt Act. And Morn Hyland knew the truth. She was alive aboard Trumpet—despite the fact that Captain Thermopyle was now a welded UMCP cyborg with explicit instructions not to rescue her from her enslavement to Nick Succorso. Captain Thermopyle’s “escape” from UMCPHQ accompanied by Milos Taverner had been a ruse designed to protect a covert mission against Billingate.

  In addition Hashi had produced convincing—if inferential—evidence that the kazes who had attacked Captain Vertigus, killed Godsen, and threatened the GCES had been sent by the Dragon himself. Presumably their purpose had been to disrupt Special Counsel Igensard’s investigation of the UMCP, as well as to counteract the effects of Warden’s—and Hashi’s—recent video conference with the Council. In effect, however, the kazes had defeated Sixten Vertigus’ Bill of Severance.

  Now she, Koina Hannish, had been charged with revealing all this before the Governing Council for Earth and Space.

  Under the circumstances she should have been avid; almost ecstatic with vindication. As Protocol Director for the UMCP, she stood at the fulcrum of events which would affect all humankind. The veil of falsehood and unaccountability which Holt Fasner had woven between the UMCP and the GCES was starting to fray. When she addressed the Council—when she carried out Warden’s clear instructions—the fabric would tear.

  She should have been thrilled—but she wasn’t. Instead mourning ate like acid at her heart: her sense of clarity and conviction corroded by the moment. Isolated and immobilized, she sat here in the dusk of her office trying to make the most important decision of her life.

  Warden Dios had chosen her to destroy him.

  When she spoke to the Council—if she spoke—she would put an axe to the roots of Holt Fasner’s power over human space. The threat of war would naturally leave the Members chary of interfering with the UMCP. But that threat came in direct response to Angus Thermopyle’s mission against Billingate—and to his escape with Morn Hyland. It could be argued, therefore, that Warden was culpable for this act of war. And Maxim Igensard would certainly do so, especially if he had reason to think that Warden could have guessed Milos Taverner would turn traitor. The Special Counsel might well claim that the UMCP was as much a threat to humankind’s safety as the Amnion were.

  The information that the UMCP had betrayed Com-Mine Security in order to extend its own hegemony would confirm Igensard’s argument. So would the apparent breakdown of Hashi’s control over his welded cyborg.

  The shock of these revelations would increase dramatically if Koina accused Holt Fasner of sending kazes against his opponents.

  At the very least the Members would probably reconsider—and perhaps pass—Captain Vertigus’ Bill. And they might go much farther. They were unlikely to cripple the UMCP at such a time. But if Koina was eloquent enough they might press charges against Holt Fasner. They might decharter the UMC itself.

  Whatever else happened, however, the Council would certainly crush Warden Dios. He would be suspended in disgrace: he would be charged with treason. And Holt Fasner wouldn’t stand by him. The Dragon would have no choice but to extract from Warden any sacrifice the GCES required, if only to reduce his own losses.

  Koina wanted no part of it.

  On the surface Warden’s behavior appeared unconscionable. Nevertheless she trusted him. Something in the clench of his strong fists, or the probing of his one eye, or the underlying passion of his voice, convinced her that he was honest. Like her, he must have made bad compromises: after all, he worked for Holt. Still she believed that he’d done what he did for reasons which she would have considered honorable.

  She didn’t want to be the one who brought him down.

  So now she had to choose between her duty—as he himself had defined it for her—and her personal loyalty to him. Which could she bear to give up?

  Snared by loss, she feared that the challenge Would defeat her. No matter what she did, she would have to surrender pieces of herself.

  Perhaps this was the kind of pressure which had driven Warden to make unconscionable choices. Perhaps he, too, had been forced to surrender pieces of himself.

  She was still gnawing on the problem like an animal chewing its own leg to escape a trap when her intercom suddenly flashed.

  She caught her breath: for a moment her heart seemed to stop. That was Warden’s priority channel. It made no sound: she’d stilled the chime. Nevertheless it signaled insistently, as urgent as an emergency beacon.

  She wasn’t ready—

  She had to answer it anyway. She would never be able to justify refusing a call from the director of the UMCP.

  Instinctively she straightened her back; cleared her throat; adjusted her clothes. Then she reached out almost firmly
and keyed open the channel.

  “Koina Hannish,” she announced. “Director Dios?”

  “Koina.” Warden’s voice sounded distant, muffled by tension. “Let’s keep this short. I’m in a hurry.

  “Len has called an emergency session,” he said without preamble. “It starts in six hours. Your shuttle leaves in two. You have that long to brace yourself for Igensard.”

  Something had happened.

  She scrambled to catch up. “I take it this means you’ve told the President there’s been an act of war.”

  “Yes,” he replied. He’d bypassed Protocol entirely—which of course was exactly what he would be expected to do in this kind of crisis. “As I said, I’ve been waiting to make a formal announcement until I had a better idea which way events were headed. But now I can’t put it off any longer.”

  Something had happened. Koina held herself still, hoping that her silence would encourage him to go on.

  “Another drone just came in,” he explained promptly. He wanted her to know this. “It’s from Punisher. She’s still in the Massif-5 system—or she was when she launched the drone. But she’s on her way out. Chasing Trumpet.

  “Why Trumpet is running from her I can’t tell you,” he rasped. “That’s one problem. Nick Succorso has the codes to control Angus. He should have stopped trying to get away from Min by now. But the rest of the news is worse.

  “That Amnion defensive was definitely hunting Trumpet. Apparently Trumpet tried to hide in an asteroid swarm. Massif-5 is littered with them. Even though the defensive was under hard fire from Punisher, she parked herself outside the swarm and waited for Trumpet to show up.

  “Which is another problem,” he muttered. “How the hell did an Amnioni know Trumpet was in there?”

  And what was Trumpet doing there in the first place? What bizarre breakdown of reason or self-interest had inspired Nick Succorso to head for Massif-5, instead of turning himself over to the protection of Director Donner and Punisher?

  But Warden didn’t raise that question. Sourly he went on, “When Trumpet finally showed herself, the defensive tried to hit her. Not just with matter cannon. She used a super-light proton gun. It’s a miracle Trumpet is still alive.

 

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