But I was determined to show her differently.
Being my wife came with perks no other woman on this planet would ever have.
I dipped down to her lips and captured them within mine. I felt her draw in a deep breath as my hand gripped her chin lightly. Her hands slid along my shoulders, gripping my upper arms as she steadied herself against the arm of the chair.
But she didn’t stay that way for long.
She shot up from the chair and fell into my body. My arms cloaked her, pulling her soft curves closer to me. My hands worked her beautiful hair out of the bun she had it in, and I groaned as it cascaded down her back. I fisted her hair and pulled her back, watching her gasp as my lips nipped at her neck.
I felt my cock aching for release. Stiffening against her body as her hands flew to my belt. She shoved my clothes down my legs before she jumped into my arms, her lips colliding with mine.
I sat down into the chair, my cock standing at attention. Her skirt was rolled up her legs and her panties were soaked with her arousal. Our teeth clattered as her hands ran through my hair, gripping tightly and pulling me closer to her. My hands slid her panties off to the side, removing the barrier between my body and hers. Her fluids dripped onto my cock as I slicked myself up in her juices.
Then I slid into her warmth, relishing the feel of my future bride.
She moved with desperation. With tears in her eyes and a grimace on her face. Her want was painful. The fight in her was strong. She was a woman fit to be anyone’s wife, and I would make sure she was taken care of for the rest of her days. I fisted her hair and pulled her forehead to mine, my eyes taking her in as she took what she wanted. I felt her pussy clamping down onto my cock, pulling from me an orgasm that crashed quickly over my body.
We panted, breathing one another’s air as my toes curled and my balls shot up into my body.
I grunted and groaned, listening to her whimpers fall from her lips. My hands released her hair, allowing her face to fall to my neck as I gripped her waist. Her body was comforting. Familiar. Something I could call home if she gave me the chance.
I felt her trembling against me, riding the aftershocks of her orgasm as my come dripped from between her legs.
“Okay,” she said breathlessly. “I’ll go to dinner with you.”
I cupped the back of her head, allowing my cock to stay sheathed within her as I held her close to my body.
“You won’t regret it,” I said. “Not now, and not ever.”
Chapter 8
Serena
I pinned my hair up in the mirror as I sighed. I was getting ready for my date with Enzo and my parents were shaking with excitement. It had been three weeks since that fateful dinner, but only a week since our encounter in the sitting room. I wanted to hate him. I knew I needed to. The way a man treated a woman he didn’t know should be no different than how a man treated his wife. But there was something about him I couldn’t hate. Something about his personality and the way he held himself that wouldn’t allow me to hate him.
But the truth of the matter was that hating him wouldn’t change anything. Denying his dinner requests and ignoring his phone calls wouldn’t change the fact that my parents were marrying me off to this man. I could make us both miserable for the rest of our lives, or I could make this as bearable as possible. I could choose to nitpick all the things I thought were disgusting about this man, or I could choose to see whatever light in him my parents saw.
I sat at my vanity and began to put on my makeup. My mother was insistent on helping me pick out an outfit for the evening. She wanted something that would contrast the tan of my skin. A pale pink or a bright blue, or possibly even a white dress. I scoffed at all those ideas, however. I didn’t want to come off as innocent. Some perfect little treasure to put on a shelf for display. I wanted to be myself. To be my wild, unabandoned self around him.
If I was going to be attached to him forever, the least I could do was not give him any false hope as to the woman I really was.
Despite my mother’s protests, I choose a hunter green dress. It framed my chest well and had shoulders that fell down my arms. The waist was cinched and the fabric flared out, billowing around my shins before breaking into my heels. I had a close-necked pearl necklace as well as pearl studs to wear to offset the dark tones of my outfit and pinning up my hair would accentuate the length of my neck.
If I was going to have to make nice, the least I could do was knock his damn socks off.
I finished putting on the last of my makeup as the doorbell rang down stairs. Instantly, my hands began trembling. Something about him made me nervous. Something about this entire dinner made me nervous. I stood up from my vanity and slid my robe from my body, then slipped into my outfit for the evening.
Then, I was ready to go meet Enzo.
I stood at the top of the stairs and listened to him talk with my parents. The three of them were laughing lowly to themselves, trying to pass the time until I was ready. My father kept apologizing for my being late, but Enzo kept brushing him off. I heard things like ‘the greatest of women are never held to time’ and ‘whatever time she needs is fine’.
If he was trying to make a good impression with my parents, it was most certainly working.
I started down the stairs as my heels clicked across the floor. Everyone turned their heads to see me and my mother’s hands flew to her face. My father beamed with pride as my hand slid down the banister, my back keeping straight and my hair steady on top of my head.
But it was Enzo’s reaction that caught my eye.
A sort of shock mixed with a bit of nervousness.
“Enzo,” I said.
“Serena. You look… breathtaking.”
I blushed at his words before chastising myself for it.
He hooked my arm within his and led me to his car. He opened my door for me and helped me in, then took great care in driving us to the restaurant. Never to fast but not too slow, and he kept his hands to himself.
Though something inside of me didn’t want him to.
“Where are we going this evening?” I asked.
“I thought I would give you a break from your mother’s fabulous Italian cooking,” Enzo said.
“A break, huh? Well, does this break have a name?” I asked.
“Ever heard of Gibson’s?”
“The steakhouse? Enzo, I love that place. They have the best steak in town. And that includes my mother’s cooking.”
“I knew I’d choose well.”
“You’re a cocky man, aren’t you?” I asked.
“Depends on how you define ‘cocky’. I’m confident in the decisions I make and in the steps I take in my life. Is that a bad thing?”
“It is when you boast about it?”
“So, you don’t enjoy a boastful man.”
“I enjoy many things, but a man that brags is not one of them,” I said.
“Then what do you enjoy about a man?”
I looked over at Enzo and found him staring at me while we sat at a red light.
“For starters, I enjoy a man that keeps my clothes intact,” I said with a grin.
“I bought you a new pair. Does that not get me anything?”
“For some strange reason, I feel as if you have a stash of new panties waiting to be doled out to give you an excuse to rip the panties of others.”
“A new panty stash. That’s a new tactic, I have to say.”
“Then where did you get them?” I asked.
“I sent someone down the road to get them for you,” he said.
“Uh huh. You just… have people you can send.”
“I have people willing to do favors for me in exchange for things, yes.”
“Ah, favors. That how the family business runs?” I asked.
I watched Enzo’s eyes harden as the car began to move.
“Sorry. One of those topics my father tells me never to bring up,” I said.
“Then it sounds like our fathers are similar
,” Enzo said.
We pulled up to the restaurant and it was bustling with people. But of course, Enzo had a reservation. The hostess led us to a back corner where Enzo pulled out my chair for me and helped me to sit down. He sat with his back to the wall and the entire restaurant in front of him. He thought he was concealing well what he was doing, but I knew. I’d grown up in this life, though my father never talked about it with me. Enzo was surveying the room in case any threats came up. And with his back to the wall, he didn’t have to worry about anyone attacking him in the process.
He was a naturally protective man.
I liked that.
“How were the kids today?” Enzo asked.
“Huh?”
“At work. How were the kids? You teach kindergarten, correct?”
“Oh. Yes. They were good. Excited about it being Friday. That always makes them a little crazy.”
“Does having a classroom full of children make you want children of your own? Or does it steer you away from the topic?” he asked.
My eyes connected with his as a bottle of chilled wine was set on our table. I watched him, his eyes never wavering as the waiter poured us each a glass. Then he left the wine on the table and stepped away from our quiet little corner.
“I know having children is expected of me,” I said.
“That isn’t what I asked,” Enzo said.
“Does the answer to the question matter?”
“To me? It does. Your opinion and your wants and desires for your life will always matter to me, Serena. Do you want children or no?”
I furrowed my brow as my eyes dropped to my wine glass. I settled back in my chair, relaxing as I brought the glass to my lips. My legs stretched underneath our table, the full-length tablecloth covering my lower body.
Then I felt a heat present itself at my ankles.
It was Enzo’s leg. Resting solidly against mine.
Like he was trying to hold me up.
“I do want children,” I said. “But I don’t want to teach and raise children.”
“So, you want children, but simply later in life,” Enzo said.
“Something like that. I want to be there for my children. I want to be the one constant in their lives they can always rely on. My mother was that for me. I want to be that for them.”
“You say ‘children’. Does that mean you want multiple?”
“I do, yes.”
“How many?” he asked.
“Three. Maybe four? I have three older brothers and growing up in a big family was a lot of fun. It came with its difficulties and my mother needed help sometimes, but I was never alone. I don’t want my children to ever feel alone in the family I create for them.”
“They won’t be.”
“There’s that confidence again,” I said with a grin.
“Doesn’t take confidence to see the dedication you’ll have to our children.”
Our children.
Enzo and I’s children.
I blushed at his comment as I took another sip of my wine. He grabbed his glass and joined me as a silence poured over our table. The waiter came to take our order and I was glad to put in one. My stomach was two ticks away from whale-calling in the middle of the best restaurant in town, and the last thing I wanted to do was embarrass myself.
Which I was suddenly concerned about.
I felt Enzo’s foot slowly creeping up and down my leg. I fluttered my eyes to him and smirked, but all he did was return the expression. I could feel my skin heating and my chest flushing red. I could see his eyes taking in the way he affected me, and there was something raw about being exposed to him like this.
“You really are a tease,” I said.
“Women have a tendency to enjoy that,” Enzo said.
“You seem to be an expert on that topic.”
“Of women? I pride myself in understanding them.”
“Understanding them? You should write a book. You’d make millions,” I said.
“And give away all my trade secrets? That doesn’t sound like a very good deal to me.”
“You won’t need those trade secrets once you’re married. There isn’t much I expect of you, but being faithful is one of those expectations.”
I watched his face grow stern as he pulled away from my leg. He leaned over the table and set his wine glass down before his forearms rested on the tablecloth. I felt a sense of fear drape over me. It was about to happen. He was about to turn into the man I thought he was. Commanding and cold, just like he’d been that morning.
But instead, he reached for my hand.
“Out of all the things I could do to you, and out of all the things that are rightfully mine as your husband, I will never take something that you do not give me of your own free will. I will not force you to love me or make love to me. I will not force you to have children if you don’t want them. But one thing you can rest assured on is that when we are married, you are mine and only mine. Which means I am yours, and only yours. I treat what is mine with respect and honor. They deserve nothing less.”
His amber eyes were locked onto mine as my breathing began to shallow out. He spoke with a reverence I had only ever heard in my dreams. The strength in his voice and the confidence behind his words… it ignited something in me. I curled my fingers around his hand and leaned forward, then got up and pressed a small kiss to his cheek.
“You really do talk with a great deal of confidence,” I said.
And when I pulled back, I found him grinning at me.
A grin that fluttered the insides of my body.
Chapter 9
Enzo
We stumbled into my apartment, all lips and tongue and teeth. My hands gripped her hips, guiding her to the first surface I could get her on. I pulled her dress over her head, exposing her soft, malleable skin. She was as luscious as the first time I’d laid my lips on her, and my fingertips traced her familiar curves.
She kissed down my neck, nipping at me as I rid her of her underwear. I picked her up, my hands cupping her ass while her legs wrapped around me. My cock was throbbing against my pants. Aching to be between her legs. I pinned her to the window and watched it fog around her. The glass soaked up her heat as her body shivered with the cold.
“Enzo. Oh my gosh.”
I gripped her chin, tilting her gaze to mine. Serena’s deep hazel eyes were blown wide with lust, her body betraying her every second. I cupped her breast, massaging her tit to life as she rolled her hips against me. I could feel her arousal drenching my pants as my cock strained to be closer to her.
I guided her lips to mine before I started working my pants down. I stepped out of them, my cock dripping onto the skin of her thigh. I laced our fingers together and pinned her hands to the wall, feeling her breath pant against mine.
She tasted so sweet, and I knew she would feel like heaven around my cock.
In one thrust, I slid into her. Into the warmth I would forever call home. Her heels dug into the curvature of my back, her body spreading for me as my cock pressed against her walls. She moaned and whimpered, sounds pouring from her delicate lips as her eyes fluttered shut. Her juices were dripping down my balls, coating the insides of my thighs as she begged for me.
“Please, Enzo. Faster. Go… go faster.”
I snapped against her body as I pinned her to the window. The whole of Chicago was below me while Serena’s ass slid up the glass with every thrust I dealt. She was shivering. Shaking with pleasure and losing control of herself. My cock grew thick against her walls, pulsing with the need to release.
“Serena. Fuck.”
Faster and faster I went, fucking her up the window and pulling her back down to me. Her legs grew weak and fell from my back, dangling helplessly off the floor as I fell further into her body. I was losing myself in her. Convincing myself I would have this beautiful body for the rest of my life. The things I would do to her. The positions I would tangle her up in and the places I would have her. She would never go another ni
ght in her life without gasping for more. She would never go another second without knowing someone was there for her.
I pressed my lips to her neck, nibbling on her skin as she wiggled against my body.
“Enzo. Yes. It’s… so close. I’m… it’s hap-... yes, Enzo. Yes!”
Her body arched into mine and I released her hands. I cloaked the small of her back, pulling her hips closer to me as I buried myself in her dripping pussy. My cock twitched, coating her walls with threads of come that shot from my body. My toes curled into the hardwood floors of my home as her hands gripped my hair.
Her body shook in the palms of my hands. I peeled her from the window and she collapsed into me, nothing but a weightless body spent from a night of passion. My wobbling legs carried her over to the couch so I could lay us down. I slid my cock from her legs and felt our juices sliding from her body onto my skin.
And I enjoyed every second of it.
I laid us down on my plush couch and she curled into me. Her naked body was pressed as deep as she could get as her eyes fluttered closed. I pulled a blanket over us to make sure she was warm, then I took a second to study her face. How her cheeks were flushed with fulfilled desire and her hair was mangled with lust. I brushed it from her face and took in her rounded features, admiring the woman that would become my wife.
“Serena?”
“Hmm?”
“You can stay here with me, if you’d like,” I said.
“Better get used to it,” she said.
“That’s one way of looking at it.”
I watched her breathing even out as she laid there on my arm. The blanket draped over her curves, accentuating the beautiful swell of her hips. Her warm, wet leg was tossed over mine, falling into the part between my thighs. Her heat blanketed me like a wool winter coat on a cold December night. I couldn’t take my eyes off her.
She looked peaceful, despite our rocky start.
I bent down and kissed her forehead and she nuzzled into me. She placed her head against my neck, seeking the shelter she craved from a man. I felt strong with her in my arms. I felt wanted with her pressed salaciously against my body. I pressed my cheek against the top of her head, then pulled her even closer, if only to make sure she knew she was safe.
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