by Twisted
From inside the house Petra smelled broiled meat. Dinner was over. The drive had taken them that long. She could use a steak.
“Mr. Doebbler?”
“Yes.” Friendly brown eyes, slouching posture. Pinch-marks on his nose said he wore glasses. A couple of shaving nicks stippled his neck.
Nothing weird, so far. Let’s see how he reacts when she shows him the badge.
He smiled. “I thought you were Jehovah’s Witnesses.” Looking over at Isaac.
Well-scrubbed kid, Petra could see that.
Doebbler said, “Is there some kind of trouble in the neighborhood?”
“I’m a homicide detective from Hollywood Division, sir. I’m looking into your wife’s murder.”
“My wife?” The smile finally melted down. “I’m sorry, it’s my brother Kurt you want. I’m Thad Doebbler.”
“You live here, too?”
“No, I live in San Francisco, had to be down here on business. Kurt insisted I not stay at a hotel. You’re reopening Marta’s case?”
“Marta’s case never closed, sir.”
“Oh . . . well, let me get Kurt for you. He’s up with Katya, helping her with her homework. Come on in.”
Petra and Isaac followed him through a small, empty entry foyer into a modest living room. Up ahead was a narrow walkway that led to the kitchen. Thad Doebbler said, “One second,” loped to the kitchen, and returned minus the plate and the towel.
To the left was a right-angled oak staircase. Human speech filtered down from the second floor. A high girlish voice going on for a while, a single baritone grunt.
Thad Doebbler walked to the bottom of the stairs and stopped. “I don’t want to meddle, Detective, but my brother . . . he’s been doing pretty well the past few years. Has something new come up? Can I tell him that?”
“Nothing dramatic,” said Petra. “We’re just doing our best to clear cases.”
He rolled his shoulders. “Got it. Make yourselves comfortable, I’ll go tell Kurt you’re here.”
Petra and Isaac sat at opposite ends of a seven-foot sofa. Very soft sofa, tufted exuberantly. White cotton printed with huge red roses and serpentine green vines. Rolled arms and piped seams and a gold-and-red fringe running along the bottom. Catty-corner the couch were two of the starkest black leather chairs Petra had ever seen—tight black skin on chromium frames.
No coffee table in the middle, just a faded brown needlepoint ottoman that served host to a TV tray and a remote control.
The entire room was like that, feminine touches coexisting uneasily with the obvious signs of male inhabitance. One wall was dominated by a big-screen TV, maybe seventy inches wide, and nearly empty bookcases. Nearby was an antique sewing table covered by lace. Prints of Flemish still-lifes hung on the white walls along with two huge, brass-framed photos of space shuttles blasting off and one of a fighter jet slicing through the wild blue yonder. The carpeting was gray—the same gray as the house—and looked as if it hadn’t been cleaned in a while. The broiled-meat smell pervaded.
The man who came down the stairs was even taller than Thad Doebbler—six-four was Petra’s estimate. Thinner, too. The same thick wavy hair as his younger brother but completely gray. Darker complexion. Thick eyeglasses in silver frames. Huge hands dangled. Similar features to Thad, but on Kurt Doebbler they didn’t add up to handsome.
He wore a white polo shirt, brown slacks, black shoes.
Pausing at the same spot where his brother had stopped, he stood there looking at them. Past them.
Petra said, “Mr. Doebbler?”
“You know that, already.” The line should’ve been accompanied by a smile. Kurt Doebbler just kept staring.
“Sorry to interrupt your evening, sir.”
Doebbler said nothing.
“Do you have time to talk, sir?”
“About Marta.”
“Yes, sir.”
Doebbler pressed his hands together, shifted his eyes to the ceiling, as if searching for divine inspiration. Petra knew that kind of movement as indication of deception.
Doebbler said, “What about, specifically?”
“I know it’s been difficult, sir, and I’m sorry—”
“Sure, let’s talk,” said Kurt Doebbler. “Why not?”
He took one of the black armchairs, sat all tight and hunched up, long legs drawn up close. Bony knees. Shiny brown doubleknit slacks; when was the last time she’d seen that?
She said, “This is going to sound like a stupid question, but is there anything you’ve thought of, concerning Marta, that you didn’t tell the original detective six years ago?”
“Conrad Ballou,” said Doebbler. He recited a phone number that Petra recognized as a station extension. “I called Ballou often. Sometimes he even called me back.”
Even seated he was tall enough to gaze well over Petra’s line of vision. It made her feel small.
“Was there anything—”
“He was a drunk,” said Doebbler. “I could smell it on him. The night he came to tell me, he reeked. I should’ve complained. Is he still working as a detective?”
“No, sir. He’s retired.”
Doebbler didn’t budge or blink.
Petra said, “Did you feel better about Detective Martinez?”
“Who?”
“The other detective assigned to the case.”
“The only one I ever talked to was Ballou. And not very often.” Doebbler’s lips shifted suddenly to a very unpleasant smile. You couldn’t even call it a smile. “Obviously, you people are well-organized.”
Petra said, “I know this is tough, Mr. Doebbler—”
“Not tough. Futile.”
Petra said, “The day your wife disappeared, you were here.”
Doebbler didn’t answer.
“Sir?”
“That was a statement, not a question.”
“Is it a true statement?”
“Yes.”
“What were you doing?”
“Homework,” said Doebbler.
“With your daughter?”
“She was sleeping. My homework.”
“You were in school?”
“I take work home. My job isn’t limited to nine-to-five.”
“You work with computers.”
“I develop aerospace software.”
“What kind of software?”
“Aircraft guidance systems, integrated spacecraft landing systems.” Doebbler’s tone said she couldn’t hope to understand.
Isaac said, “Circular wave guides? Storage rings?”
Doebbler turned toward the kid. “Aerospace physicists and engineers design storage rings. I write the instructions that enable them to be used in a human-to-machine context.”
“Human factors,” said Isaac.
Doebbler’s hand waved. “That’s psychology.” To Petra: “Have you or haven’t you learned something new about Marta?”
One knee bounced. His mouth was set tight.
Petra said, “It would help me if I had a feel for what Marta was like.”
“Like?”
“As a person.”
“Are you asking what kind of music she liked? Her taste in clothes?”
“That kind of thing,” said Petra.
“She liked soft rock and bright colors. She liked the stars.”
“Astronomy.”
“That, and she regarded the stars as aesthetic objects,” said Doebbler. “She wanted the world to be pretty. She was smart, but that was stupid.”
“Naive?”
“Stupid.” Doebbler stared at her.
She pulled out her pad and made a show of writing stuff down.
Soft rock. Bright colors.
Kurt Doebbler said, “Why are you here?”
“We’re looking into some of our open cases, trying to see if we can resolve them.”
“Ballou’s cases. You’re looking at them because he was a drunk and he made serious errors and now you’re afraid of scandal.”
“No, sir. Just open cases, in general. Only Marta’s was Ballou’s.”
“Open,” said Doebbler. “That’s a euphemism for failure. To you, Marta’s a statistic.”
“No, sir. She’s . . . was a person. That’s why I’d like to know more about her.”
Doebbler seemed to consider that. He shook his head. “It’s been a long time. I can’t see her face anymore.”
“The night she went out,” said Petra, “what was her mood?”
“Her mood? She was in a fine mood.”
“And she gave no indication of planning anything but seeing a play.”
“That’s what she told me,” said Doebbler. His knee pumped faster. The hands grasping them were white-knuckled.
That question had gotten to him.
“What she told you,” Petra echoed.
No answer.
“June 28,” she said.
“What about it?”
“Does the date have any significance—”
“It’s the date my wife was murdered. What is this, some kind of game?”
“Sir—”
Doebbler sprang up, made it to the stairs in three long strides. Ascending the flight, two steps at a time, he stopped midway. “I have to help my daughter. See yourselves out.”
He disappeared. Isaac began to get up but when he saw Petra remain in place, he plopped back down. Finally, she got up and he watched as she paced around Doebbler’s living room, widened her circle, peered down the passageway to the kitchen. Took in as many details as she could before footsteps sounded on the stairs and she motioned Isaac to the front door.
Her hand was on the knob when Thad Doebbler said, “Sorry. Kurt’s been under stress.”
“New stress?” said Petra, turning to face him.
“Work. It’s a high-pressure job. Really, there’s nothing more he can tell you about Marta.”
“Did he just tell you that?”
Thad shook his head. “He didn’t say a thing, just went into his room and closed the door. I’m sorry if he’s a bit . . . Kurt’s done his grieving.”
“How’s your niece?”
Thad blinked. “Kurt works hard for her.”
Petra said, “The whole single-father thing.” On some topics she was an expert. Professor Kenneth Connor had been a jewel of a single dad. She could only imagine what growing up with Kurt Doebbler would be like.
Thad said, “Exactly.”
Petra turned the knob and stepped outside.
Thad called after them: “I’m sure he’ll want to know if you learn anything.”
Even outside, walking to the car, the broiled-meat smell hung in her nostrils and she craved dinner. Isaac had called Mama, letting her know he’d be missing his home-cooked meal, but Petra had an inkling Mama would leave something out for her golden boy.
“Do I drop you back off or should we hit a coffee shop for some grub?”
He said, “I’m not really hungry but I’ll tag along.”
Not hungry? Petra realized she’d never seen him eat. Then she remembered: This one rode the bus, wore the same three shirts over and over.
Eating out was probably a once-in-a-while McDonald’s jaunt.
She said, “Let’s go.”
She upgraded to a steak-and-seafood place near the Encino-Tarzana border, because it looked unpretentious and not too expensive. When she examined the menu she found it higher-priced than she would’ve cared for. But so what, she was in the mood for substance.
The dining room beyond the busy bar was cozy and dark, set up with red booths, dark wood walls, and thirty-year-old head-shots of near-celebrities. The waitress who came to serve them was a strawberry blonde, young and cute and buxom, and Petra saw her give Isaac the once over. Then she studied Petra and curiosity sharpened her eyes.
Wondering: What’s the relationship here?
When Isaac slid as far from Petra in the booth as was possible, and Petra ordered for him, the way you do with a child, the waitress smiled. After that, she flirted shamelessly with the kid.
He seemed oblivious to all the smiles and hair flipping and back-arching and arm-brushing with an ample bosom. Smiling politely and thanking Strawberry Shortcake profusely for every smidge of service. When the food came, he kept his head low, studied his steak, finally cut into it.
Nice, thick filet mignon. He’d claimed to crave a burger but Petra had insisted and Strawberry had backed her up on that.
“Good for strong bones.” Smile, flip, arch, bosom-brush.
Almost as an afterthought, Petra ordered two glasses of Burgundy. Corrupting the youth of today. When the wine arrived, she decided to forgo the whole sniffing, swirling thing, not wanting to overwhelm the kid.
She was ravenous and attacked her surf-and-turf as if it was Schoelkopf’s face.
After a bit of silent snarling, she asked Isaac how his food was.
“Delicious. Thank you so much.” He’d finished his meat, was looking at a baked potato the size of a dog’s head.
“Big,” said Petra.
“Huge.”
“Probably radioactive. Some nefarious DNA-scramble scheme in Idaho.”
He laughed. Cut into the potato.
“So what do you think of Mr. Doebbler?”
“Hostile and asocial. I can see why Detective Ballou called him strange.”
“Anything else about him set you off?”
He thought. “He certainly wasn’t cooperative.”
“No, he wasn’t,” she said. “But that could’ve been our popping in unannounced. After all those years of no progress, I wouldn’t expect him to be a big police groupie.”
A drunk and a no-show. LAPD at its finest. She wondered what Isaac thought about that.
Would any of this show up in his dissertation?
How was she coming across?
She said, “Unfortunately, there are guys like Ballou and Martinez. Fortunately, they’re in the minority.” Little Miss Defensive. “What intrigues me about all that is Mr. Kurt Doebbler never complaining to their superiors. All that resentment but he kept it to himself.”
Isaac put down his knife and fork. “He wouldn’t, if he wanted the case to stay unsolved.”
Petra nodded.
“Amazing,” he said. “I’d never have thought of that.”
They ate some more. He said, “That comment he made, about not remembering what his wife looked like? Sometimes borderline personalities have a problem maintaining mental images of those close to them. Flat affect, also. Except when they feel they’ve been betrayed. When that happens, they can get pretty emotional.”
“Betrayed as in the wife having an affair,” she said. “That was just Ballou’s offhand comment and I’m not sure he’s worth paying attention to.”
He nodded.
“What are borderline personalities?” she asked him.
“It’s a psychiatric disorder involving problems of identity and intimacy—difficulty connecting with other people. Borderlines have higher-than-average rates of clinical depression and they’re more likely to get involved in substance abuse. Females tend to punish themselves but male borderlines can get aggressive.”
“Do they kill their spouses?”
“I’ve never heard that specifically. It’s just something that came to mind.”
Petra heard herself saying, “Doebbler’s an odd one, all right, but when you lose someone close to you, time does have a way of easing things. You forget. It’s protective. I’ve heard other relatives of victims say the same thing.”
Talking calmly while keeping a lid on what was blowing through her consciousness; all those hours poring over snapshots. Mom and Dad dating as college students. Mom tending to her brothers as infants, toddlers, little boys. Mom in a one-piece bathing suit looking gorgeous at Lake Mead. Despite the photos, it was all she could do to conjure up the merest hint of the woman who had died birthing her.
Her face must’ve betrayed something because Isaac looked confused.
She sai
d, “Anyway, before we get too psychological about Kurt, let’s remember that his blood type didn’t match the sample they scraped off the seat, there’s absolutely no evidence linking him to the crime, and he does have an alibi, of sorts.”
She returned to her steak, decided she was no longer hungry.
Isaac said, “So what’s next?”
“Haven’t figured that out. Assuming I want to work the case. Any of them.” She shot him a fierce smile. “Look what you got me into.”
Another classic Isaac blush. The kid’s emotional barometer was fine-tuned, everything rose to the surface.
Polar opposite of Kurt Doebbler. The guy was weirdly flat.
Isaac was saying, “. . . sorry if I’ve complicated—”
“You have,” said Petra. “But that’s okay. You did the right thing.”
He kept quiet. She cuffed his arm lightly. “Hey, I was just having a little fun at your expense.”
He managed a mini-smile.
“The truth is,” she went on, “diving into a half dozen cold cases that are probably unsolvable wasn’t what I had in mind when I programmed my day planner. But you’re right, there are too many similarities to dismiss.”
When had she decided that?
The wound pattern.
Or maybe sooner. Maybe she’d known right away and had just been denying it.
She said, “Letting it drop would put me in the same box as guys like Ballou and Martinez. So I’m fine with it. Okay?”
He murmured something.
“Pardon?”
“I hope it works out for you.”
“It will,” she said. “One way or the other.”
Listen to her, Little Miss Karma.
“You up for dessert?” Before he could answer, she was waving at Little Miss Strawberry.
CHAPTER
16
Isaac knew he’d made a mistake.
He’d had Petra drop him off at Pico and Union. Near the bus stop where he usually got off, four blocks from his building. Not wanting her to see the liquor stores and abandoned buildings that lined the route. The crumbling wooden houses converted to by-the-day rooming houses. Four-story stucco slabs, like the one his family lived in, marred by the acne of graffiti.