“You’re on,” Amy said.
He loaned them a couple of champagne flutes and she and Quinn left the pub and began walking up Vincent Street to where the roofline of the Grand soared over its neighbors.
By mutual unspoken consent, their steps slowed as they approached and they craned their necks to take in the faded grandeur of the facade.
“I’d forgotten how imposing it is. It really is grand, isn’t it?” Quinn said.
“Yep,” she said around the lump in her throat.
She sniffed as quietly as she could and blinked rapidly.
She could feel Quinn looking at her and she turned her head away slightly, trying to mask her tears.
“You crying, Ames?”
“Yep.”
Quinn’s laughter sounded low and deep. “I think we need to get some champagne into you.”
“Let’s go inside first.”
“You’ve got a key already?” He sounded surprised.
“Don’t need one. The back door hasn’t shut properly since the last tenant moved out.”
“Our second crime for the evening—breaking and entering. I’m starting to feel like Bonnie and Clyde. We’re on a rampage.”
She started up the alley that led to the parking lot at the rear of the cinema.
“Technically, it’s only entering, since the door is already screwed,” she said.
“Those are the little details that make all the difference in court.”
“If you’re afraid, Whitfield, you can wait outside.”
“Nice try, Parker, but I’m not letting you swill all the champagne on your own. I’ve developed a taste for the finer things in life over the past few years, in case you hadn’t noticed.”
“City slicker.”
“Yokel.”
They’d reached the back of the theatre and she dropped her shoulder against the decrepit door, trying to shove it open.
“For Pete’s sake. You weight less than a gnat. Let me do it,” Quinn said. He stepped forward.
“I’ve got it,” she said.
“Amy…”
She took a step back and threw her entire body weight at the door. It gave instantly and she stumbled over the threshold.
“Break anything?” he asked as she rubbed her shoulder with her free hand.
“No. You? Your precious male ego permanently dented because you didn’t get a chance to show off how much stronger you are than me?”
It was very dark in the corridor. Quinn’s laugh sounded loud in the small space.
“Small of stature, big of attitude. Same old, same old.”
She jumped when his hand landed on her shoulder.
“Lead the way, bossy pants,” he said. “I’m at your mercy.”
“I’ve got a flashlight in my bag…” she said, very aware of the weight and warmth of his hand on her shoulder.
She inhaled his aftershave again as she fumbled in her handbag. He’d felt so big and solid when he’d lifted her earlier. Bigger than she remembered.
Her fumbling hand closed around the flashlight and she pulled it from her handbag and flicked it on.
“See? All good.”
She felt shaky inside, as though all her internal organs were trembling. This was why she’d tried to cut him out of her life. One look, one touch and she was thinking about all the things that she’d never have. It was too hard. Too cruel. Too crazy-making.
And way, way too frustrating.
As she’d hoped, Quinn’s hand fell to his side. She turned and started picking her way up the corridor. The flashlight beam bounced along the floor in front of her. A door loomed ahead and she twisted the handle and pushed it open. They emerged into a large, open space. In the old days, the screen would have filled the wall to the right of the door and the main seating would be in front of them. Now there was just a blank wall and lots of space where the seats used to be. She swung the flashlight in a wide arc, the beam glancing off scarred floors, scratched wood paneling, crumbling plaster walls.
“Whoa. It smells in here,” Quinn said.
“The roof leaked a while back. It took council a while to approve the expenditure to get it fixed and the carpet in the balcony section rotted.”
Quinn gestured for her to hand over the champagne bottle and she held the beam steady while he removed the cage and popped the cork. He drew a champagne flute from his coat pocket and poured a glass, handing it over to her before repeating the process for himself.
“To the Grand,” Quinn said.
She lifted her glass to his. The small clink of glass on glass was swallowed by the vastness of the space.
“Thank you for being here when I needed you,” she said. “You’re a good friend, Quinn.”
Suddenly they were both very serious. They stared into each other’s eyes for a long moment. She knew what he was thinking about—those eighteen months of unreturned phone calls and e-mails. Guilt and longing twisted inside her. She turned away and took a big gulp of champagne. Bubbles tickled the back of her throat and she coughed.
“Careful there, tiger,” he said.
She walked away from him, playing the flashlight over the nearest wall.
“Do you know they imported all the cherrywood for this paneling from Northern California, even though they could have used local lacewood or blackwood? My great-grandfather was so obsessed with creating a masterpiece he wanted everything in this place to be exotic and expensive,” she said.
Quinn joined her, reaching out to run a hand along one of the panels.
“It’s pretty scratched up.”
“Years of neglect and indifference will do that.”
“Can I?” he asked, indicating the flashlight.
“Sure.” She handed it over and leaned against the wall as he took a tour of the theatre. She watched him pass the light over the piles of debris covering the floor, the remnants of past tenants, then pause to inspect the dark holes in the floors where bolts once fixed the sectional seating in place.
“Most of the seats are stored in the basement, but some of them were sold off,” she said. “I’ve been collecting them from yard sales for the past few years, storing them at my place and in the garage at Mom and Dad’s.”
“Bet your dad loves that.”
“He doesn’t mind.”
He studied the far wall before aiming the beam at the once-spectacular figured plaster ceiling. In its heyday, it had been a stylized depiction of the universe, complete with sun and moon, planets and stars. She didn’t need to look up to know what he was seeing now. Mold. Crumbling plaster. Water damage.
She had a lot of hard work ahead of her, but she’d never been afraid of hard work. In fact, she welcomed it.
She sipped her champagne as Quinn circled his way back to her.
“Lot to do here, Ames.”
“I know.”
“Going to cost a bomb.”
She shrugged. “That’s what loans are for, right?” She had a detailed business plan. She’d done her homework. Once she was up and running, she was confident she’d attract enough tourist dollars to more than pay back her debts.
He drank some champagne. “So, who comes in first? Painters? Carpenters? Have you had the place surveyed?”
“It’s structurally sound. The roof needs some work. New guttering, that kind of thing. I’ve spoken to Neville Wallace about that. He’s going to fix the plumbing, too. But I’ll have to retile the bathrooms myself. And paint in here, too, I guess.”
She arched her neck and considered the thirty-foot-high walls. She needed to make a note to call the scaffolding company.
“You’re kidding. Right?”
She looked at Quinn. He was frowning.
“I wish I was, but I just spent my painting budget. Where do you think that extra twenty thousand came from at the last minute?” She’d only hesitated for a second when Reg had upped the price by twenty thousand, hoping to scare her off and buy his buddy Ulrich more time. She’d known she’d never get another chan
ce at the Grand if she allowed Ulrich the time to regroup and find some sneaky way around the legal arguments Quinn had put forward.
“But Amy…” Quinn shook his head, lost for speech. “This place is huge.”
“So it’s going to take a little more time than I originally planned. I can live with that.”
“Do you have any idea what you’re taking on?”
“Of course I do.”
“How are you going to tackle the ceiling? That plaster work is part of the heritage listing.”
“Thank you, Quinn. I’m aware of that, as a matter of fact. I’m aware of every inch of this place, having spent the past ten years working toward this moment. Which is why I traveled into Melbourne two nights a week to attend a course on restoring vintage decorative plasterwork last year. And why I did an upholstery course the year before that, and why I have a file a foot thick with information on suppliers who can help me refit this place.”
The frown didn’t leave his face. He slid his glass onto the wide lip at the top of the timber paneling.
“Amy, it’s one thing to be passionate, but this place needs more than passion.”
“I can handle it,” she said through gritted teeth. She put down her own glass. Since when had Quinn been such a killjoy? She couldn’t believe he was attacking her dream like this, trying to pull it apart before she’d even gotten used to the idea that the Grand was hers.
“I think you should get an expert restorer to take a look at—”
“Quinn, shut up.”
“Amy—”
“I mean it. Don’t say another word, okay, or I’m going to get really angry,” she said. “I appreciate your help tonight, but I don’t appreciate being patronized by someone who has no idea what they’re talking about.”
“I’m simply pointing out that sometimes having a dream isn’t enough. Just because you want something badly doesn’t mean you’re going to get it. Believe me, life doesn’t work like that.”
There was a hard, cold edge to his voice. Once, a long time ago, he’d lain in the tall grass at the end of her parents’ yard and dreamed with her. Obviously, those days were gone.
“This is the best night of my life,” she said, her voice low and controlled. “I’ve wanted to buy this place ever since my grandfather brought me here when I was four years old and we sat up there in the balcony and he told me how his father built this place and how sad he’d been when he was forced to sell it. I am not going to stand here and listen to you tell me what I can’t do and what I don’t know.”
She bent and grabbed the champagne bottle from the floor.
“I’ll be at the pub if you want to celebrate.”
“Amy.”
She ignored him and strode toward the rear exit. He had the flashlight, he’d be able to find his own way out.
CHAPTER THREE
QUINN SWORE under his breath and went after her. He caught her just as she pulled open the door to the rear corridor. He reached over her head and pushed the door shut, the sound echoing sharply in the empty theatre.
“Quinn—” She tried to pull the door open but he didn’t budge.
“I’m sorry, okay? I was out of line.”
She looked at him, her big brown eyes decidedly cool. She was waiting for more. An explanation. He dropped his arm and took a step backward.
He had no idea what to tell her. He’d walked in here feeling proud and happy and triumphant for her. Then he’d seen how much work she’d taken on and all he could see were the pitfalls and disappointments lying in wait for her. Amy was smart and resourceful, but she’d always been an incurable optimist. She didn’t understand that sometimes it didn’t matter what you did or how much you tried, some things couldn’t be fixed.
He opened his mouth to try to explain, to try to make her see that she needed to be more realistic, to brace herself for disappointment so she wouldn’t be hurt when it arrived.
“Lisa and I are getting a divorce,” he said.
Jesus, where the hell had that come from?
And since when did his voice sound like it belonged to a twelve-year-old on the brink of sooking like a big baby?
Amy stared at him for a long, silent moment.
“But…” She blinked. “How? I don’t understand….”
“Lisa met someone else.”
She shook her head, her eyes wide. “No. She would never do that to you.”
He smiled grimly. “As much as my ego would love to agree with you, the facts are pretty undeniable. She met him at work. He’s another lawyer, a barrister. They’d been seeing each other behind my back for nearly two years when she left me.”
She mouthed a four-letter word.
“There was plenty of that going on, from what I gather,” he said.
“But you guys were so good together. You had so much in common.”
He didn’t even know how to begin explaining the failure of his marriage. The distance that had grown between him and Lisa, the anger. The dissatisfaction and arguments. He didn’t fully understand it himself. He’d known they weren’t happy, but he hadn’t comprehended the lengths Lisa was prepared to go to to try to recapture her happiness. Without him.
“My God, Quinn, I’m so sorry.”
Suddenly her arms were around him, her cheek pressed to his chest. Her palms flattened against his back as she held him close.
“I’m so sorry.”
For a moment he stood very still. It had been a long time since anyone had held him this way. He’d had lovers in the year since Lisa had left, but no one had held him like they cared. Like they loved him. Like he mattered.
He wrapped his arms around Amy and rested his cheek on the crown of her head.
“Ames. God…” His voice was thick with emotion. He sucked in a ragged breath, fighting for control. He’d thought he had all this stuff under control. He’d thought he was almost over it.
Amy’s fingers dug into his back as she pulled him even closer. He inhaled the sweet smell of her shampoo and absorbed the warmth of her small, strong body against his. It had been too long. He’d missed her. He hadn’t realized how much until this minute. She’d always been his sounding board, his cheering squad, his devil’s advocate and faithful sidekick. No wonder he’d been thinking about her so much lately. No wonder she’d been in his dreams.
Their hug lasted a long time. Slowly he got himself under control. Amy stirred and he forced himself to let her go.
“Sorry,” he said. He couldn’t quite meet her eyes. Talk about spilling his guts.
“I don’t know what the official ruling is, but I think you’re allowed to be upset when your marriage ends.”
He shrugged a shoulder. “It’s been eleven months. I should be over it.”
“It takes as long as it takes, right?”
He shrugged again. This was all new territory for him.
She passed him the champagne bottle. He took it, grateful for the distraction. Champagne fizzed in the back of his throat as he swallowed a big mouthful straight from the bottle. He could feel Amy watching him. Now that the intensity of the initial moment had passed he felt foolish, self-conscious.
“Don’t worry. I’m not about to blubber all over you,” he said.
She held out a hand for the bottle and he passed it over. She took a healthy swig, then wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. Then she leveled a finger at him.
“You make one more crack about being emotional and I’m going to punch you in the face. Got it?”
He smiled. Couldn’t help himself. She looked so stern with her finger aimed at him and her brown eyes so serious. She probably would try to hit him, too.
“I mean it, Quinn. Don’t you dare try to pull that he-man crap with me.”
He held his hands up in surrender. “Okay. Sorry. It won’t happen again.”
“What is it with men? When did being human become a crime? It’s so dumb.”
He figured she didn’t expect him to respond. He gestured toward the main seati
ng area with the flashlight. “You want to try this again? Only this time I’ll shut the hell up.”
“Don’t make promises you can’t keep.”
He pulled the bottle from her hands and gave her a little shove on the shoulder. “Come on, give me a proper tour. Please?”
She was silent for a moment, watching him. Trying to decide if she should push him to talk more, no doubt.
A few years ago, she wouldn’t have hesitated. She would have bullied him until he told her everything she wanted to know.
She smiled. “Prepare to be bored, Whitfield,” she said as she headed off into the darkness. “Try to keep up.”
LISA AND QUINN are getting a divorce.
The thought was still reverberating in Amy’s mind when she crawled into bed two hours later. She and Quinn had returned to the pub after she’d given him the tour. They’d run into a few people they’d both gone to school with, shared some bar snacks and more champagne. And all the while Amy had been trying to come to grips with Quinn’s bombshell.
Now she stared at the ceiling in her bedroom. She felt as though someone had pulled the rug out from beneath her feet.
Lisa and Quinn had been teen sweethearts. They’d moved to Sydney to study law together. They’d loved each other. Their future was all mapped out.
And now it was all over. Lisa had had an affair, broken Quinn’s trust.
Goddamn.
Amy simply couldn’t get her head around it. Quinn was so loyal and loving. It made her chest tight to think of how betrayed he must feel. How disappointed and hurt and angry. There was no way he’d made his marriage vows six years ago expecting them to have such a limited lifespan. No. Way.
She thought back to the night before the wedding, to the things he’d said to her down on the dock at the lake. They’d both had enough drink to be feeling no pain. Quinn had been sitting opposite her leaning against a pylon, his long legs bent at the knees, his bare feet planted on the deck.
“I’VE BEEN THINKING about this for a long time,” he said as he looked out over the dark water. “Getting married. Buying a place of our own. Starting a family.”
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