by Erin Osborne
“What did you just say?” he asks, showing more signs of life than I’ve seen since walking in the door a minute ago.
“You heard what I said. I’m not repeating it again,” I answer, preparing to turn and walk away from the only man that I’ll ever love. The man that made me open my eyes and see that not everyone around me is like the people from my past.
“Tell me again, angel,” he says, a pleading tone to his voice as I turn to face him again.
“I love you?” I ask, not sure if this is what he wants to hear again.
Steel closes his eyes and I see him let out the breath that he was holding. The picture in his hand almost rips as he clenches his fists and his entire body relaxes. “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to hear those words leave your mouth. Harley, you and Quinn are the only ones I want in my life. I just can’t get the situation of Becky off my mind and then Quinn bein’ taken by your brother. I couldn’t save Quinn just like I couldn’t save my sister,” he tells me letting the pain he’s feeling come out with those words.
“Baby, you did the best you could for your sister. The people that were supposed to love her and protect her didn’t do their jobs. Instead they chose to abandon her, abandon you all, while unspeakable things were being done to her. There was nothing you could do to prevent Alan from taking our daughter from us. One way or another he was going to get her. We have to remember that she was taken care of and no harm came to her because of Sally. Now, you did protect her by hauling ass when Kim called you and going in to rescue her. And, you made sure that Renee was here to look her over instead of bringing her to me. You are the only source of protection we need. And I mean it when I say we need you. Kim had to kick my ass out of the nursery because I can’t stand the thought of sleeping in that bed without you. Now, are you going to come home, or are Quinn and I leaving? Because I’ll be leaving my heart behind with you if we leave Dander Falls,” I say, stepping closer to him and running my hand down the side of his face.
Steel leans into my touch like he’s experiencing it for the first time. I lean down to brush a kiss on his mouth before I’m pulled down to the bed, landing across his lap. Looking up at him, I see the lust and love filling his face as he looks down at me. I’m reaching up to wrap my hands around the back of his neck when Steel pulls me while lowering his head so our lips meet. The kiss starts out soft and gentle before turning into more. So much more. He devours me in the best way possible.
Before too soon, I need more than what Steel’s giving me. Rubbing my thighs together to try to gain the friction I so desperately need. He doesn’t let me get too far before he takes my hands in his and pins them above my head so that I feel stretched out on his lap. Maneuvering us, there’s soon a hard, muscled leg between mine so that I can’t continue to rub my thighs together. Using his other hand, I feel him slowly slide his hand under my shirt and up to my lace covered tit. He’s kneading and pinching my nipple while I begin to pant and squirm under his ministrations.
“Nice and slow this time, angel,” he says, making sure that I’m under his control before releasing my hands from his strong one. “It’s been way too long since I’ve been in your body and we’re goin’ to take our time. Wait, where’s Quinn?”
“With Fox and Kim,” I tell him, pulling his face back down to mine since we know that Quinn is taken care of and we don’t have to worry about her.
Steel gets back to the task at hand and rips my shirt over my head as it’s quickly followed by my bra. He’s in such a hurry that I’m surprised he hasn’t ripped it in half in his attempt to get me naked. If I’m going to be getting naked then he needs to be naked too. So, I run my hands up under his shirt while pulling it up at the same time. He senses what I’m trying to do and reaches back with one hand to grab the back of his shirt and pull it over his head. At the same time, I reach down to unbutton my shorts and wiggle out of them while staying in my man’s lap.
Knowing that he can’t get his pants off without me moving, I roll off Steel’s lap so that I can slide them down his legs after undoing the button and zipper. There’s no way I can wait much longer to get my mouth or pussy wrapped around his cock. So, I crawl up between his legs and slowly lick from the base of his cock all the way to the tip ending it by swirling my tongue around the head. I can feel his body tighten up and I know that he’s trying to hold back right now. I’m going to make him lose control. I’ve only done it once and my goal is to do it again.
I don’t give him time to think about what’s coming next before I swallow as much of him as I can. As I bob my head up and down his length, I swirl my tongue around him, making sure to hit the sensitive spot. I relish the taste of his velvet feeling skin and moan as the groans and growls leave his mouth. Before I can make him lose control, Steel pulls me off of him and guides me up his hard body. As I glide up his body, I push up the last inches I need to reach his mouth. Steel takes control of the kiss and dominates my mouth. Our tongues tangle while he explores every area of my mouth. I run my hands up and down his body while one of his hand’s tangles in my hair and the other one grabs my ass.
Knowing that I need more, I lift my body enough to slide the tip of his hard length in me. I slide down before Steel can realize what I’m doing and don’t stop until I’m completely seated on him. For a minute I don’t do anything so I can adjust to feeling Steel after so much time has passed. His hands move to my hips and I can feel his fingertips digging in to the point that I’m going to have lasting marks. I’ve always liked a little bit of pain with my pleasure and the pain from his fingers and the slight pain from being stretched is almost enough to push me over the edge. Somehow I manage to hold on and begin to ride him. The harder and faster my movements become, the more I feel his fingers dig into my hips to try to control my movements. Adding a slight swivel to my hips, Steel gives up and lets me have total control. This is a rare moment for me and I’m going to take full advantage.
While I want to draw this out and make it last as long as possible, I know that I’m so close to the edge and ready to fall over. Steel must sense that and moves one hand to rub and pinch my clit with just enough pressure that I’m immediately thrown over the edge of the cliff and into the abyss of pleasure. I see stars and light bursts while wave after wave rolls through my body. I’m not even sure if I did much more than let out a long moan. Before I come back down to reality, Steel flips me over and takes the lead.
“Gonna get one more, angel,” he grunts out as he slides back in my wet pussy.
His hips begin to pound into me while I wrap my legs around his lean hips and reach my arms up to circle around his back. The harder he moves in and out of me, the harder I rake my nails down his back. I’m spasming around him in another orgasm after just a few powerful thrusts from his sweat slicked body. Steel’s movements begin to become erratic and I know that he’s close. So, I reach between our bodies and wrap my fingers around his cock. I add just a little bit more pressure and I can feel the pulsing begin right before cum jets out of him.
“Harley!” he yells out, letting everyone in the clubhouse know exactly what we’re doing in here right now.
Steel falls onto my chest, barely holding his weight off of me. We turn to the side and I place my palms on his chest, right over his heart so I can feel the erratic beating. At the same time, he rubs his hands up and down my back while we both catch our breath. I’m so content and don’t want to move right now but I know that we need to.
“I don’t know what you want to do. But, I know that I want you to come home with us. I’ll leave the decision up to you. I’m going to head back though,” I say, getting up and climbing over Steel’s large body.
“I’m comin’ home. Nothin’ here holds my attention and my entire world is at home. I’m so sorry, angel for everythin’,” he responds, getting up and pulling his jeans back on before helping me find my bra and his shirt.
We make our way out through the clubhouse and I see that the party is just getting worse. The music is
louder, the smoke is thicker, and more people are having sex out in the open. I’m not sure if I’ll ever be able to get used to seeing this, but I’ll try. For Steel I’ll try almost anything. Besides, if Darcy and Riley can make peace with what happens at these parties, then I’ll find a way to make it work. Steel walks me to Kim’s car and tells me to wait so that he can follow behind me. I do as he asked before we make the trip home.
Steel
One of the hardest things I’ve ever done is leave Harley and Quinn and stay away for a week. I was filled with self-loathing and disgust that I didn’t protect our daughter better than leaving Sally and one prospect with her. Knowing that Alan would do anything to get to Harley, I should’ve made sure that I brought her to the clubhouse to be protected better and out of reach of a madman.
Going home was a sweet moment. As soon as we walked through the door and I laid eyes on Quinn, my world was right again. She met me with a huge, gummy smile and melted my heart all over again. I can’t believe that I stayed away from her, them, for so long. I sat talking with Fox and Kim while Harley sat right next to me and my daughter was in my arms. It’s going to be hard to let her go, but I’ve got one more thing to make right before we can finally move on from the mess that is Alan.
“Steel, you goin’ back to the clubhouse tonight?” Fox asks, standing up and making his way to the kitchen for another drink.
“Yeah. Goin’ to have dinner with my girls and you two, put Quinn to bed, and then I’m headin’ back,” I answer, looking at Harley to gauge what her response is.
Harley looks up at me and I can see the questions and fear in her eyes. She thinks that I’m going to be staying there again and I’m only here to visit them right now. That’s not what’s going on here and she better hear the truth of the matter from me now so she can get right with it. So, I stand up and pull her up with me while we make our way up to the bedroom to have a talk that’s long overdue. Tonight, Alan dies by my hand and I’m going to make sure that he feels every ounce of fear and pain that my girl has suffered since she was fifteen years old.
Once the door shuts behind me, I sit on the bed and motion for Harley to join me. This is going to be a hard conversation, but I don’t want her to continue to look over her shoulder. I don’t want her to worry about Quinn every time she goes to work. And, I sure as fuck need to know that she can get right with my taking her brother’s life. If not, we’re going to have some problems. Ones that I’m not sure we’ll be able to overcome.
“I’m not stayin’ at the clubhouse,” I say, beginning the conversation while making sure that Harley is looking at me. “I have to go finish the business with your brother. You know that I’m goin’ to kill him tonight, right?”
“I know you are. While I know I should feel something about that, I honestly don’t. He’s taken so much from me. Things that I’ll never get back because of him. I don’t know what I would’ve done if it weren’t for you and the way that you finally opened my eyes to see what’s been in front of me for years now. So, you do what you have to do and come back home to us,” she answers, placing her hand on my arm and not breaking eye contact.
“You know his blood will forever be on my hands and nothin’ is goin’ to change that? But, I can’t let him live knowin’ that he’s goin’ to keep comin’ and he doesn’t care who he hurts along the way,” I say, needing to know that she understands what’s about to happen.
“I know, Steel. That’s probably part of the reason that I don’t feel the way that I should right now. I’ve lived a life no one should have to live because of him and it won’t ever stop. He’s never going to hit rock bottom or stay clean. He won’t ever leave me alone and he’s not going to stop coming after our family. I won’t put Quinn, or you, in that position again,” she says, placing a hand on each side of my face and leaning in to kiss me before we head back down to Fox and Kim for dinner.
We ended up grilling some steaks while Kim and Harley made potatoes, salad, and garlic bread. It was really more than we needed, but Harley decided that she needed to take care of us and that’s what she wanted to make. The conversation was light and easy while we all relaxed and tried not to think about what was about to happen. Harley stayed by my side as long as she could, and we got back into the routine that’s become one of my favorite parts of the day. After dinner, we bathed Quinn and got her dressed and ready for bed. As always, Quinn wanted to play, and I wasn’t about to deny her after being gone for a week and missing out on this. So, we played for a few minutes before laying her down in her crib.
Once we knew she was asleep, Fox and I left Harley and Kim in the living room getting ready to watch a movie and have a girl’s night in while we handled business. I’m really looking forward to making sure that Alan takes his last breath and the torture that I get to dole out on behalf of my girl. Every new piece of her story that we’ve all learned is on my mind as we ride toward the clubhouse. I can’t help the evil smile that breaks out on my face as I think about what I’m about to do to the junkie. It would be different if he wanted to get help, but I’ve had him sober and it didn’t last that long. Alan’s clearly a person that doesn’t want to get help and stay on track. So, I’m going to make sure that whatever his reasons are for being this way will die with him. He’s going to answer some questions for me first though. I’m not sure that Harley will want everyone to know some parts of her life, but I want to know. I need to know.
Pulling up to the clubhouse, I park in my spot while Fox parks further down. I wait for him as I pull out a smoke and light it up. Taking a deep inhale, I let the smoke fill my lungs and try to calm the adrenaline rush taking over my body knowing that tonight is the night. Fox does the same and we lean against the building before heading inside. Gage doesn’t want us smoking inside with the kids that are in the clubhouse now. I can’t blame him and I’ve honestly cut down. At home I don’t smoke either. It’s mainly when I’m drinking or want to calm down for a few minutes.
“You ready to do this?” Fox asks, smashing his cigarette under his boot before heading toward the door.
“More than you know,” I answer, doing the same thing and following him.
Inside, Gage and the rest of the guys are sitting around waiting on us. They know this is my thing and they’re here mainly for moral support and nothing more. Only a few of the guys are going downstairs with me, but the rest will be here when I’m done. It doesn’t matter how long I’m down there, they’ll be waiting to have a drink and take care of what’s left of him when I’m ready to call it quits. This is why I love being in the WKMC, knowing that no matter what, someone is always there to have my back and help me through the shit that I can’t seem to get through on my own.
My President stands and nods to the guys that are going with us while the rest of the guys grab a drink, a girl, or go out for a smoke. Gage, Grim, Slim, Cage, Crash, Trojan, Shadow, Fox, Wood, and Tech follow me down to the room that Alan is lying in. He’s still curled up in a ball in the middle of detox and the pain that Harley inflicted already. No one’s been in here since I brought her down. The room smells like body odor, piss, and the vomit that he is still lying in. I’ve already been through this with him and I know that we’re going to need to cover our noses against the stench if we plan on staying down here for any length of time.
“Look at this pathetic excuse for a man lyin’ in his own piss and shit,” Gage says, poking Alan while walking to take his place against the wall.
Alan finally looks up and sees all of us crowding in on him. There’s no fear on his deathly pale face, only defiance and wanting to take us all out. As far as he’s concerned, we’re standing in his way to get to Harley. In reality, we’re making sure that she’s safe and finally learns that people do care about her and will have her back. Even if it’s against someone that’s supposed to have been doing that all along.
“You think you can stop me?” Alan asks, his voice weak and shaking. “If something happens to me, you think that there won’t be som
eone else to take my place and make sure Harley’s taken away from you biker bitches?”
“I know there won’t be anyone else comin’ after my girls. You owe too much to too many people and they’re all sick of your shit. This man that you say has your back and will do anythin’ you want is a myth. If it’s someone as powerful as you say, then I’m sure he’s already sick of you and the fact that you can’t follow through with anythin’ on your own,” I say, leaning down to get in his face. “If he’s not done with you and tries to come after us, we’ll be ready. It won’t take us that long to find out who he is. We already know he’s a senator and there’s a limited amount of them to do background searches on.”
Alan looks at me and realizes that I’m serious. He should know by now that I don’t play games when it comes to Harley and Quinn. If I did, he wouldn’t be here and I wouldn’t have brought them home. I wouldn’t have bought a house or done everything that I’ve done since they got here. So, I nod to Cage and Trojan and they move forward to lift the pathetic man in front of me. Cage holds him while Trojan grabs the chains hanging from a beam in the ceiling to hook around his wrists. Once his arms are stretched taught above his head, the guys spread his legs apart and chain them in place. I’d say that we should’ve stripped him before doing this, but I don’t need that. For now, I want answers.