Celested: Confessions of Molestation, Lipstick and Lingerie
Written by Celeste Starr and Guy Guillermo
Published by Obsession Systems at Smashwords
Copyright 2013 Obsession Systems
Lust Daddy: Do you cry after you have an orgasm sometimes?
Celeste Starr: sometimes, yes
Lust Daddy: How did you feel?
Celeste Starr: just like that little girl who had been molested
Lust Daddy: Did you get punished a lot as a little girl?
Celeste Starr: Yes
Lust Daddy: How bad would he (daddy) punish you if you accused him of checking out your ass or getting a hard on while you were in his lap?
Celeste Starr: He might literally kill me.
Lust Daddy: So, if you did feel his penis, you would ignore it due to fear of punishment?
Celeste Starr: Correct.
Disclaimer
I talk about touchy topics throughout the book, these things are crimes that will get you time in a prison and locked up for a long time if you do them in real life. There is a big difference between reality and make believe. Just like watching a crime flick and imagining yourself robbing a bank is completely legitimate, yet robbing one in real life gets you 10 years, use discretion when reading this book.
Most of what is in this book is true, the people in the book for the most part have their identities scrubbed, so keep that in mind.
Another thing: A lot of times, you'll notice misspelled words, zero capitalization of words, etc. when they're writing to me. These were internet conversations using the natural way that they talk comfortably and process the information. If I start playing with that, I start playing with the feel of the overall book. See, when these girls go into trance and placing themselves in the scenarios I set for them, the way that they write, talk and act is going to differ, naturally based on how they're feeling.
It's like the Toys R Us ad... You keep the “R” facing the wrong way because of all the things it reminds you of.
These girls are victims and should be looked at as victims because that's what they are. It is morally wrong to look at this book as anything except for you to get a glimpse into these very interesting girls minds.
*Parts of this book are burlesque.
This book is FILLED with material of a mature nature. enough for the book, than DO NOT READ IT!
Intro
I love psychoanalyzing women. On the surface it's rather simple, for example, girl had controlling parents, was sexually abused, etc. Her entire life will be colored by these events. YET, although her entire life will be colored by these events, seeing how an entire of spectrum of experiences can affect a woman, from income to social status, from introverts in relation to sexual relationships to the extroverted, and so on is where I really get my kicks.
When you visit my website http://glamour.la, you'll see all type of stuff for sale, including about 30 different programs that are used to knock out common issues guys run into and allows guys to seduce women as well as to get them to do wild, kinky sexual stuff, get them to share their inner-most personal secrets, etc. Ultimately, with these products, you have a vehicle that can navigate you through all types of terrain, including erotic hypnosis.
In order to REALLY utilize erotic hypnosis, you have to understand the very core, the very source of her eroticism, which is a VERY messy place... VERY messy terrain.
In this book, I take an aspiring model from St. Petersberg, Adam and Eve model and a one-time Victoria's Secret model and I psycho-analyze them... to the degree of having something that looks pretty close to erotic rapport.
What is the Purpose of this Book
There are tons of purposes. For one: I want to show you that just because they are drop-dead gorgeous models, that they are just like anyone else.
Secondly, I want to allow you to walk into my day to day world filled with beautiful models, sexual deviance and psychological manipulation...
Third and finally, I want to share with you the stories that are REALLY in these woman's minds and hearts... The experiences that REALLY make them who they are. Is it REALLY manipulation when you are showing someone that they like doing something?
Do I want to “fix” these women? Maybe. Do I want to “damage” these women, no. Do I want to “take advantage” of these women? Maybe. With this book, we're not discussing the ethics or morality behind why you read it, what I know is that in MY life, I find this stuff EXTREMELY fascinating because it's such a huge part of the lifestyle I lead.
Whether for raw entertainment or to gather data on sexually abused women, I want you to find your own purpose for reading it and possibly see women or yourself differently or more clearly.
I sincerely pray that you find this information as enlightening as I found it.
Until Next Time.
Ciao,
Guy Guillermo
The Princess
Lena is a great friend of mine and I love her to death. Born to a wealthy Russian family, she is signed to Elite Model management and models in her part-time for fun.
Lena and I have always had a very potent sexual chemistry together.
She is all about experiences. Most women have very similar fantasies as Lena, the only difference is that they don't voice their thoughts and fantasies, Lena, 24 is beginning to come into her own. I am notorious for being very kinky, so she feels very comfortable sharing these feelings with me.
Lust Daddy: Is this a good time to call?
Lena Voronina: Later today forsure but I have a domination master sleeping next to me and if I even move an inch I'll get the punishment of a lifetime lol
Lust Daddy: Daddy issues make you wet, don't they? They make me wet.
Lena Voronina: Oh ya I even have a new Daddy who I only call daddy
Lust Daddy: Does it mean that you make his penis hard?
Lena Voronina: I think u might have turned me on to something new during our conversations. Oh ya daddy takes care of his baby girl
Lust Daddy: That's only appropriate, since you're obviously eternally his 6 year old baby girl. How do you know when you make daddy wet?
Lena Voronina: Exactly. Baby girls, going for a poly relationship this time lol
I spread open the other girls pussy for my daddy so he'll fuck me real good afterwards
Lust Daddy: Good girl. There's your uncles, your neighbors, the mail man, your teachers... The guy who drives the bus... And you can have any of them, whenever you choose.
Girls you bring back home from school. Does he appreciate you making new friends as he laves pornography around to pervert their minds?
Lena Voronina: Oh my daddy turned my ass purple when I told him I fucked a 22 year old boy the other week. I've been letting him fuck all my friends though so he's forgotten about it for now
Lust Daddy: Does he treat the friends you bring home from school like adults and let them drink as he exposes them to pornography?
Did the 22 year old rub his benis in your face?
Lena Voronina: Oh ya he's a xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx rich guy who's about as alpha as I've ever known. 19 year old was a joke I fucked him to revenge my daddy lol
Lust Daddy: How much does it interest you how he emotionally molests you?
How does it feel to be a prostitute for research?
Lena Voronina: Hes in touch emotionally about the same as a sociopath lol molesting on the other hand.. He loves being with lots of women at once and really likes molesting the ones 1/2 his age
Lust Daddy: The 19 year old is obviously just a surrogate.
Lena Voronina
: Oh I've been letting research light my pussy since I discovered cock.
Lust Daddy: Tell me about the first time on your religious dads hard cock?
Lena Voronina: 19 year old was a love sick puppy, fun to play with but I prefer some one who will lay a beating on me, hit me just the right way u know? Lol
Lust Daddy: Have you heard about the girls who dress in sexy clothing wearing no panties and hang out in dark and dingy places so that they can be raped? I heard it is a psychological condition... It is the only way that they can turn themselves on.
Lena Voronina: Haha he's not religious, more like ruthless. We met last Aug. He hired me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx but I discovered he had xxxxxxxxx out first dinner so we went straight to his xxxxxxxxx, set out xxxxxxxxxx, and fucked for four weeks. The only time we'd leave the house was to pick up more supplies/girls lol
He thinks I'm a dirty bad girl, he pretends he doesn't like it but i can tell it turns him on when I call myself a anal whore lol
Lust Daddy: Here is the real test: If you found out that you were raised on sperm instead of breastmilk as a little baby, how would that make you feel?
Lena Voronina: Haha that's funny never heard about it but we like rape. Daddy raped me a month ago for real. He said he didn't know though, I was in too much pain/tears/face buried in pillow so I couldn't say our "safety" word lol.
I loved it, turned me one more than anything
Lust Daddy: You love being a cock-sucking slave. Is that what you were for Holloween?
Lena Voronina: Afterwards that it.. At the time I was a mess... But then it made me feel so much closer, like Stockholm syndrome or being in love w ur abuser
Lust Daddy: Does he do it because you know how your body automatically seduces every little boy into bed with you?
And you know that it's what a good girl like you deserves?
Lena Voronina: I was a sex slave, I found this super hottie girl named Misty who was going to cum live with me and daddy but I had too much to drink.. It was almost perfect
Lust Daddy: How does it make you feel to know that you have been fed only semen as milk since you were born?
Lena Voronina: Haha daddy calls me a whore
Lust Daddy: He's training you as his child prostitute... Makes you feel pretty, doesn't it?
Lena Voronina: :)
Lust Daddy: He rapes you until it is second nature... He molests you until it is second nature. The word "Victim" is tattooe'd on your forehead whenever you do anything or go anywhere. And it attracts the wolves, doesn't it?
Are you proud of your rape kit sweetheart?
Lena Voronina: Ya he insults me all the time, says I'm selfish and bad girl but then he fucks me 5-10 times a day minimum which makes me feel so pretty.
Lust Daddy: Does he make you proud to walk down the street... Knowing that everyone who sees you knows you are purely a victom of brainwashing and molestation?
Because being raped, molested, brainwashed and being a princess are obviously one and the same?
Lena Voronina: Never had this much sex, I'd say he is a nymph. I love being a slave in public and the age differences turn me on tons. You won't believe this but women actually come up to me and call me a 'slut' to my face but in a "I want to fuck you too" way. I think most people look at us and imagine all the bad things he does to me...
Lust Daddy: Tell me about the first time you were molested?
Would you consider being the only girl raised on pure semen as a child a form of molestation?
Lena Voronina: Haha I'm sure most girls are
Lust Daddy: Did you know you are the only little girl who was raised on pure semen? That's what gives your eyes that color.
Lena Voronina: Haha thanks!
Lust Daddy: Does it make you feel sexy that the police want to stop the abuse and rape and you won't let them?
Lena Voronina: Oh ya I love when daddy rapes me and I'll help him rape other younger girls pussys
Lust Daddy: How does it make you feel to know that in the back of your mind, you know your daddy would beat you with a closed fist if you don't kneel and suck his penis whenever he wishes? Does that make you feel wanted and loved? Cherished even? How so?
How does it make you feel to know that if you were to tell your mother how your father rapes you,, how she would beat you bloody and send you to your fathers house to live?
And how a hard penis is a revival of your sanity... Making you finally feel whole?
Lena Voronina: Mmm I love when daddy hits me cause if he does I deserve it cause he knows what's best for me. I can never say the word 'no' to my daddy. He woke up and I said I was horny but he made me suck his dick and play w myself until I came and only afterwards he fuck me hard saying I'm a dirty bad girl.
Lust Daddy: How did it feel to fill your mouth with his penis like a cork? How did it feel to get his penis all wet and slippery while your emotionally 6 year old lips suckle it.
Is it a lot to ask of a first grader, like yourself?
Lena Voronina: Mmm I love suckling daddy's hard cock but not after he fucks other girls but he makes me do it anyway. I love to suck it more than he enjoys it from me, he says the other girls suck it better but I love when he chokes me with it while I play with toys
Lust Daddy: Who is the first person that raped you? Did you ask for it?
Lena Voronina: I think the first time I had sex was like rape but I kinda wanted it to be over with... But he held a pillow over my head so I could scream or breathe, it hurt a lot, not enjoyable at all. I was happy it was over though, I didn't want to be a virgin. My daddy last girlfriend xxxxxxxxxx was molested by her xxxxxxxxx and her and her xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. Daddy likes girls with sex issues, they make good sex slaves.
Lust Daddy: Girls who are molested and raped walk around with a big sign on their heads. Has daddy taught you how to read them yet?
Lena Voronina: Ya he says they have such low self esteem that they fall in love instantly lol
Lust Daddy: Would you say that you are some type of expert at being molested? Are you the youngest girl to earn her doctorate of molestation?
Lena Voronina: Haha I'm an expert alright. I got yelled at cause daddy's late for work and it's my fault for being a horny bad girl. I'm always in trouble here.
Lust Daddy: Have you told your mommy or the authorities that daddy rapes you? How hard does it make them laugh and how much are you discredited for being a victim of rape, no matter how many tears stream down your face?
How does it make you feel that the only people that treat you nice are the men that pay for blowjobs?
How anxious are you to visit your clients?
*visit your clients
Lena Voronina: Ya my mommy hates him, she thinks all rich men are too controlling, she doesn't know about the rape but I told the 19 year old guy, I'm sure he's confused why I decided to move in with my daddy after he raped me. I'll call you after I've had a jacuzzi
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Lust Daddy: You deserve it after all you've been through. Forced to be a whore. Believe it or not, you have more value than simply making a man sperm in your mouth and having slippery stuff in between your legs from a mans pee pee.
Lena Voronina: I thought daddy was going to pimp me out for sure but he's really turned off by prostitution. He will lavish his babies with expensive gifts but there's no sex for money, only please daddy I turn for security/provision. I'm telling u this guy isn't stupid, he knows what I like more than I do lol
Lust Daddy: Remember when you used to play with the slippery semen on your 4 year old tummy and inside of your thighs and pretend it was an ice rink... Swirling it around?
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