“Please, Hjalmar.” Now he was in the kitchen, cutting vegetables on the wooden counter for the wok. “Look at it less idealistically. How can any person change anything singlehandedly?” Big knife: chop chop chop chop chop. “Aren’t you taking on too much? Have you ever considered how well entrenched the system is?” Chop chop chop chop chop. He waved the knife at me like a baton, big shrug, sigh of resignation: “Marx never guessed how technology would fix wood-and-steam capitalism into concrete for the ages. We’re just tiny organic components of a solar-system-wide machine, Hjalmar. How can you fight it?”
“Show where we came from. Show we were once an organism.”
“But we’re Martians. It was never an organism here. Things as they are have been destroyed, remember? We were always a machine. You can’t show it here.”
“Show, then, that once all the Martians revolted together, and broke spontaneously toward utopia. And show they almost succeeded, show they had a real, workable plan. Show how they were crushed, with the idea of indicating what they did wrong, so that implicit everywhere in the exposure is the idea of doing it right—of doing it again, with maps of things to be avoided. We are twenty million millennials on this planet, Shrike, condemned to live out every day of our lives. What mere form can hold us?”
“Pretty abstract.”
“Okay—I’ll be more concrete—why should we spend our lives making profits for Terrans? Why shouldn’t we—why can’t we—throw off Earth’s colonial rule?”
“Perhaps we c—”
“And so archaeology, you see Shrike? It’s the best way I can figure out to do it! I mean for me to do something to start it, or work in that direction, at least—”
“All right, Hjalmar. All right. Calm down. Ha! I knew you wouldn’t fall into a funk. You were just on the big slide. But listen here. You’re talking to a member of the Mars Development Committee, the newest and brightest. That means something. Things are changing. There’s more ways to work at this than your own, and more people than you working at it. Keep that in mind! You’re so wrought up these days, and I think it comes from this feeling that you’re doing it all yourself—that no one else on Mars thinks!” He threw cabbage in the heated oiled wok, and it sizzled madly.
“… That’s because it’s not working,” I admitted, and felt myself drain again. “I brought the past back, and it doesn’t matter. Your bosses are just slotting it into the machine. It isn’t going to make any difference.”
“You don’t know that yet. Listen to this, wild man—you’re going to be appointed head of the Planetary Survey.”
I thought I had heard him wrong in the crackle of vegetables. “What’s this?”
“Satarwal’s out. You’ll be given the authority to open up any site you want for a dig. And to convene an inquiry into the Aimes Report.”
I must have looked like a cretin, I was so shocked; Shrike looked up from stirring and laughed like a maniac. “Go get some clothes on for dinner. And dry off first.”
“But why?”
“So you won’t get your food wet!”
“No, damn it, why? Why the appointment?”
“Haven’t you been paying any attention to the effect your work has had?”
“Of course! It hasn’t had any effect at all! I’ve barely found anything.”
“Well. People say you are very conservative in interpreting your data. Which is all to the good as far as the rest of the Committee is concerned. You’ve got a reputation for responsible science. And though there hasn’t been a big public reaction to your findings, you can hardly expect it, since none of them have appeared in the news. But the scientific community has been impressed, I’m told. It stands to reason—after all, what other explanation of Icehenge even makes sense? I ask you!”
“Don’t ask me! I’ve often wondered that myself.”
“Well there you have it. We’ve been contacted by Nakayama and Anya Lebedyan and other advisors to the Survey, who have pointed out the implications of your work for—for Mars. Here, eat. And the Committee has decided to make the appointment, so you can do the job properly.”
“Ah,” I said. Now I began to understand. “You’re going to make me into a good party man, eh?”
Shrike grinned. “You were always a good party man, Hjalmar. You just didn’t know it.”
I dropped my fork in my plate, went to the bathroom, dried off and dressed. A great fear was filling me; I saw their plan, I saw what they were hoping to do with me. I returned to the living room.
“I’ll show there was a revolution! A civil war!”
Shrike nodded. “I believe you. And you will show that Icehenge was constructed by Martians.”
“By Martian rebels! Fighting the Committee!”
He nodded, smiling one of his private smiles, one that said, It won’t matter. All those years the Committee had lied, they had crushed not only the revolution but the memory of it, and now so much time had passed that they could smile and say yes, that’s what happened—it’s true—we killed a fifth of the population, almost a million people—and then we buried it all. Now they’ve dug it up in New Houston, but so what? We’re still here; everybody’s happy; no one remembers it; nobody cares.
They were counting on our amnesia. They could co-opt any act, no matter how brutal, into their history; as long as it was old enough, it wouldn’t affect them at all. It was as easy as co-opting a malcontent professor: give him an important-sounding job in the system, where he became part of the machine; let him taste a little power, let him censor himself to taste a little more—
“I’ll be different!” I shouted at Shrike. “I won’t fold up and do what you say to crawl higher! I’ll use what you’ve given me against you, I swear. You’ll regret giving me this chance.”
Shrike nodded, eyes downcast, the little smirk still in place. It said, That’s what they all say, at first.
“I have to get out of here,” I said, suddenly terrified.
“This city is bad for you.” He looked annoyed. “Why don’t you eat?”
I crossed the room in search of my coat. “Didn’t I bring a coat?”
“No! Damn it, Hjalmar, will you be reasonable? Sit down and eat this meal I’ve cooked for you!”
I was shivering. “I’m going to borrow one of your coats.” I took one from the closet. “I’ve got to get out of here.” I put on the coat and went to the door.
“Jesus Christ. Hjalmar! Wait a second—you’ll take the appointment?”
“Yes,” I said. “Yes, damn you.”
I hurried down the wide boulevards in a frenzy. The big public buildings loomed over me like colorful Committee flags. Of course they gave me the codes to find what they wanted me to find. Of course their censors let me publish the results. All this happened with their permission, supervision, planning. Their power over me was as tangible and massive as the great stone libraries that I scuttled between. Furiously I packed a single travel bag and left my apartment. Down the boulevards to the giant olivine train station. I had to escape before they destroyed me. Faces I passed were slack and incurious, almost dead. Bathhouse doors gaped like wet mouths, the colored stone towers pulsed and wavered in the glow of the streetlights, bending until they almost met in the sky over me. In the train station I found that a sleeper to Burroughs was about to depart; it would make a stop at Coprates, where I could rent a car and return to New Houston. I had to get to New Houston, I would be safe there. I got on the train and huddled in a corner window seat, hugging my bag, shivering violently until with a gentle bump the train slid out of the station and into the night. After a time my body calmed; but my mind spun, I could not sleep.
Nothing I could do would bring them down.
* * *
Kolpos Crater—this small crater (Bt, 8 km. diameter) in the western section of Hellas Planitia is the lowest point on the Martian surface, four kilometers below the datum.
Back in New Houston I found no changes. A reconstruction: “Twenty-sixth century archaeological dig
, Mars.” When they were done the place would be studded with plaques and roped off: the war trophy as historical landmark. McNeil showed me around the city. He was still going at it with a toothbrush, so it looked no different than it had a year before.
Petrini hurried up with a realistic smile of welcome. “Congratulations on your new appointment,” he said. “We just heard about it today. It’s quite an honor! I hope you’ll remember your old friends when you’re up there in Burroughs.”
“I’ll remember a lot of things.”
Hana and Bill and Heidi and Xhosa were all at the physical plant, and they greeted me and showed me around the cleaned-up walls. The whole plant was ready for the plaques. “Well, it’s something,” I said. “I had hoped you would get more done.” Later Bill and Hana took me up to the rim to see the work they had done on the dome explosions. It wasn’t bad work, though one of them would have been enough for it.
“We’re going to get married,” Bill said.
“Yes?” I tried to hide my surprise. “I didn’t know people did that anymore. Congratulations.”
“We figured you would be back soon,” said Hana, “so we delayed it a bit hoping you could make it. It’ll be in the camp here on Saturday.”
“Thanks for waiting,” I said. “Tell me, have you gotten this work published?”
They gave each other a look.
“I know I’m supposed to be keeping tabs on your work, but I’ve been busy in Alexandria and I thought you might have gone ahead with it.”
“We’ve got it ready for your review,” Hana said slowly. “We had thought you would be co-author—”
“Oh no, no, dispense with that. Your paper. I wasn’t even here while you did it.” They looked odd, and Bill glanced at Hana. I said, “Ha—a little wedding present, so to speak.” Only then did it occur to me that they might want my name on the paper, to get it attention. “Again, congratulations. I’ll make a point to be there.”
Marriage. What idealism. On Saturday afternoon we all gathered in the main tent, which was decorated with stained screens and strings of flowers. It was a fine day, the air still and clear, the sky a deep violet.
The ceremony was short. The Kleserts were matron of honor and best man; Xhosa, who was a Unitarian minister, performed the service. Bill and Hana exchanged the usual impossible vows, and the party began. Several cases of the finest Utopian champagne had been shipped in, and I did my share in downing them, going at it with a will. After seven glasses I moved to a corner to make room for dancing. Our whole community was there, nearly sixty people, and most danced to the complex crossed rhythms of Eve Morris tunes. I looked through their gyrations to the crater rim above our tent. How many weddings had taken place in New Houston? Had any of them miraculously survived? Not likely—but perhaps—out there in the chaos—
Petrini came and stood by me, glass in hand. “It must be nice to see your students get along so well.”
“Is that what you call it?”
He laughed. “Something like that.”
I saw he was a bit drunk himself. Alcohol is a strange drug. “We’ve got a lot of work to do at the Survey,” I said, and downed my glass. “We’ll be starting digs at all the proscribed sites, and farming out grants to the university where we have to. I might be able to send some money your way, if you want to start investigating what really happened in the revolution.” I nodded seriously. “Maybe you could look into those green natives, eh?”
He was still struggling to form a response when Hana came and asked me to dance. She had tactfully chosen one of the slower numbers, and once on the floor we were able to circle sedately among the other couples, in a roar of music and voices. “You look beautiful,” I said. She was wearing a white skirt and a blue blouse. I leaned to kiss her on the cheek and lost my step, kissing her too hard.
“Thank you.”
“But I don’t understand this marriage,” I complained. “It’s an archaic ceremony, it makes no sense in this day and age. I’d have thought you’d know better. You’re twice as smart as Bill—”
She pulled away from me, and I saw the pained expression on her face and realized what I had done. Desperately I pulled her back into the dance and said, “Oh wait, Hana, please excuse me, that was a stupid thing to say, I’m very sorry. I’m—I’m upset. I’ve had too much champagne.” She nodded once, looking down. “It’s just that you’re the best of them, Hana. The only one who never went along with Satarwal and his lies. And I worry about you. They can take anything you do and turn it bad, you know. Your victories are sucked in and used just as efficiently as your defeats. Everything can be used. You have to watch out. Don’t let them suck you in, Hana—you’re too good for that, too young, too smart.”
“No, Dr. Nederland. I won’t. But thanks for the warning—”
“Only right! That’s part of my job, being your teacher. You’re the best of them, and I’ve got to teach you what I’ve learned.” I tried to give her another kiss and she held herself rigidly for it. Of course. Drunk advisor, coming on at the wedding reception itself. Disgusting. I saw that and stepped back, appalled. Hana stopped dancing and gave me a brief pitying look. To my relief McNeil cut in—he couldn’t dance either, and had to take advantage of the slow song. I walked dizzily to the drinks table.
I drained a few more glasses and went outside. My mood plummeted and I pulled my hood off; the cold brought me to my senses, but I still felt black. I stared up at the bronze sun and its squadron of mirrors. When I ran away from Alexandria I had hoped I would escape this feeling; New Houston had seemed my home, my real life, my real work. But things were the same no matter where I went; here my work was just as useless, my life just as empty. No matter where I ran it would be the same. I recalled the end of Cavafy’s poem “The City”—
“Ah! don’t you see
Since your mind is the prison
You’ll live behind bars
Everywhere now—over all of Mars?”
Sometimes I get so tired.
* * *
The chaos—collapsed terrain characterized by jumbled arrays of short, block-filled valleys and ridges.
We left New Houston in six big expedition cars and two little field cars, headed north to the Aureum Chaos, the dotted area of the map found in Emma’s escape car. Hana and Bill and Xhosa and Heidi rode with me in the lead car, along with a surveyor named Evelyn from the Survey office in Coprates, who navigated for us. We drove over the plain in the gentle morning light of mirror dawn: the four bright chips of the leading mirrors cast a clear light, the sky was white gold, the plain amber, cut with shadows from every pebble and boulder. Over the radio we heard the chattering in the other cars, but in ours it was tranquil. We passed a steel strut, protruding from the plain like a bone of Ozymandias; Evelyn identified it as the remains of a long gone pipeline, and she followed a line of these struts north.
Late that afternoon we came on a road. In the cratered terrain roads are easy to construct; drive a car pulling a V-shaped snowplow, and a lane is cleared of loose ejecta, which form rows of piled rock to each side of the road. “This one will take us most of the way,” Evelyn said. I looked back and saw the other cars following; tall plumes of dust wafted away from our caravan to the east. We drove between craters so old the rims were mere rounded bumps, and occasionally the road led right over one. From these low prominences we saw that the pocked rocky plain extended uniformly to a flat horizon eight or ten kilometers away.
On the road we made good time. We camped by it, and early the next day we left the road and turned east, to skirt the southern edge of Eos Chasma, and the whole bottom end of the Marineris system. Late in the day we came to the rim of Aureum. The plain dropped away in uneven segments, and to the north for as far as we could see was broken land, land that had collapsed from below. Because the Aureum was a sink, slumping two kilometers and more below the surrounding plains, we could see for many kilometers to the north—perhaps forty—and all of it was hacked and tumbled, like the no-man’s
-land of some giants’ war. My heart sank as I gazed out at it; how could I possibly find the rebels’ refuge in such topographic insanity?
But the map from Emma’s car gave me courage. And as Evelyn directed us down a broad ramp into the edgelands of the chaos, I saw that each short valley was relatively flat-floored, though sometimes the pass from one valley to the next was pinched and steep. But crossing the terrain did not appear impossible.
The other cars followed us down: green metal bodies with clear bubble tops and big wheels at each corner. When the dusk created by shadows turned to real twilight, we stopped in a narrow defile and set the tents. Evelyn said we were on a road again, one that led to an old water station. Still I retired to my cot and unfolded Emma’s map. The reality of Aureum made me anxious; I wanted the reassurance of a representation, with its inevitable ordering. Around the southern edge of Aureum were three water stations, set where they best exploited what was left of the ancient aquifer underneath them. All of them had once been little self-sufficient settlements, pumping water upcanyon to the arid highlands of Tharsis. One of the water stations had probably been used as a departure point for the hidden refuge, for building anything very big in the chaos would have required a few trips in and out at least. The station Evelyn was leading us to was the one closest to the red dot at the center of the map.
* * *
We reached the water station late the following day. It consisted of two plastic greenhouses, collapsed under sand, and five little blockhouses made of brick. They had had a clever system: the old Johnson stills mixed soil and warm water, to free the oxygen in the soil; to the mud created in this procedure they added a fixative, and made “adobe” blocks with which the compound was built. The whole settlement was set on one of the mesalike blocks that protruded everywhere in the chaos.
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