I kept conversation with her ass to a minimum. I was more about seeing for myself if she’d ever get her head out of her ass long enough to get her shit together. She was all torn the fuck up that Lily was now spending more and more time with Holly which as a fair man I can see how that shit would sting. In all honesty I don’t want and won’t ever fucking allow some other dick to have any part in raising my kid. How the fuck I’m supposed to deal with that shit if that day ever comes, is left to be seen.
I don’t try to force my kid to call Lily mom, but I do like the fact that they get along. With that said my little girl misses her mom and whenever she asked for her in those first few weeks it killed me not to give her what she wanted. But there was no way in hell I was letting Deanna have her unless she figured her shit out. She shouldn’t be messing with an asshole like this guy anyway, not with the sheet he had.
After she wised up to the fact that her tactics weren’t working or her fucking Xanax kicked in, she started acting right. Instead of yelling and screaming on the phone or coming to my fucking door with threats against my woman she was actually calm and had gone so far as to apologize to Lily. Lily on the other hand had told Deanna point blank to kiss her ass and get fucked, along with some other choice things. What can I say? Apparently she had some shit of her own that had been building up over the years.
I caved and let her have Holly on a trial basis after that, but I had made up my mind sort of, to keep my kid with me from now on. Something about the situation with this guy was bothering the fuck out of me. He seemed familiar somehow but for some reason I couldn’t put my finger on it. But my radar was going haywire whenever he came up so I knew there had to be something there.
Lily and I had been cruising along and even when we had lil bit with us nothing had really changed in our home. We still fucked like tomorrow never comes and our shit was tight. She was talking weddings and honeymoons and shit, which I wanted no fucking part of. Shit was a minefield for men if you ask me. But she seemed happy enough to deal with it on her own with her girls and her mom.
Tonight was one of those rare nights that I was actually allowing Holly to sleep in her old bed back at the house. She’d begged and pleaded to spend time over there with her mom and I didn’t see the harm so I let her have her way. Lily and I were having a quiet night for once. There were no cases in the works right now thank fuck.
The neighborhood we’d helped clean up had been relatively crime free for the better part of a month after we’d rounded up the fucks and handed them over to the cops all neatly tied with a bow. Turned out it was a good thing we stepped in when we did. The fuckers had a cache of assault rifles, and were stockpiling more ammo than a battalion. Apparently they had ideas about taking over certain areas of the state by force or some other fucked up, not well thought out plan. Dumb fucks.
Anyway it was quiet and I was relaxing in bed watching her putter around, as she likes to when she has nothing better to do. She was also driving me crazy with her hair swinging down her back wearing boy shorts or whatever the fuck she calls them with a little silky looking top that hugged her curves and made her tits look umm.
It was as I watched her bend over to pick something up off the floor that I realized what had been bothering me for the last few days.
“Babe you skipped a pill or something?”
“No why, what’s the matter?” She picked her head up and looked at me in confusion.
“I feel off, only ever felt this way once in my life, that’s when Holly was conceived. Weirdest fucking feeling in the world for a man so you know I’m not ever gonna forget that shit.” If my head hadn’t been up my ass I would’ve caught on sooner, but that’s the only thing it cold be now that I think about it. The queasy feeling, the tiredness in the middle of the fucking day for no damn reason, oh yeah, she was breeding.
“But I have been taking them, I wouldn’t just not take them without telling you.”
“Babe you know you’re shit with pills. Hey what are you doing? come here.” She was starting to tear up and she looked scared. I pulled her up and over me when she reached the bed before laying her gently on her back to check her over.
Of course there was nothing to see but I still felt that kick in my heart. I held my hand cupped over the small of her tummy and kissed her lips reassuringly. The rush of love I felt for her in that moment cannot be compared. My dick grew hard at just the thought that my kid was in her right now. I wanted to fuck, of course, but first I had to calm her ass down.
“Do I look mad baby? I’m not mad so cut that shit out right now. In fact I’m happy as fuck, it’s about time we had another little one running around the place.” I rolled her over into my arms and held her close. She sniffled and wiped her face in my chest before settling down.
“You could be wrong you know, I don’t remember skipping any pills. Unless it happened when I was taking those antibiotics a couple months ago for strep. They say that can happen sometimes. Some doctor I am.”
“Don’t sweat it baby we’re good. A little boy is just what we need around here anyway, I was getting tired of being outnumbered.” And why the fuck was she crying? Please don’t tell me she’s gonna be one of those emotional pregnant types, I’d lose my fucking mind. I doubt she even realized that she’d done that shit.
I figured there was only one way to get her back in a good mood so I made my way down her body and latched my mouth onto her pussy after pulling down her shorts. “Lift your legs babe.” She wrapped them around my head and used her heels to draw me in.
I tormented her with the ball in my tongue making sure she hit her spot when inside and tease her clit when out. It wasn’t long before she was cooing and pulling out my hair at the roots. I pressed my cock into the mattress to buy some time while I ate her.
“Spread ‘em.” I knelt between her spread thighs and stroked my cock over her. “Play with your pussy for me, I wanna watch you pleasure yourself.” She hummed and got to work with her fingers rubbing them nice and slow over her slit and clit before dipping inside. “Now rub them on your tits.” She took her soaked fingers from her pussy and rubbed them into her nipples leaving them wet with her juices.
Leaning over, I sucked first one then the other nipple into my mouth while tapping her pussy with my heavy cock. Pulling back I teased her by running my dick back and forth over her pussy up to her navel without going in.
“Hayden.” She tried grabbing my shit to pull me into her but I was in the mood to tease. I dipped the first couple inches inside and pulled out, before starting all over again. By the time I sank into her she was a writhing mess. “I’m gonna do you hard babe okay.” I barely gave her enough time to nod her head yes before I was pulling her legs up around my shoulders and fucking into her deep and strong.
I fucked until she came hard and long then pulled out and climbing up her chest fed my cock into her mouth. She bobbed her head for all she was worth but she couldn’t get all of me from this angle so I stroked what was left, kinda pumping my jizz into her mouth.
“I’m there babe, don’t swallow.”
I flooded her mouth until she started to choke then tapped my empty cock on her chin. “Show me.” She opened her mouth and showed me the cum on her tongue. “Spit.” She spit out on my lower stomach as I knelt over her. “Clean me.” She lifted enough to lick me dry with her tongue.
Crisis averted.
Chapter 19
My house has become a danger zone; way too much fucking hormones. Between wedding planning, nursery planning and baby talk I was about to lose my shit. Holly was also going through some shit with the new baby coming. one minute she was excited about having a little brother or sister, and the next she was throwing tantrums and screaming that she hated the baby. Lily started showing and lost her fucking mind too, suddenly everything was wrong with her in her eyes.
She was too fat, she was going to be a horrible mother, she didn’t want to be pregnant for the wedding, she didn’t want to wait until after the b
aby came to get hitched, yadda, yadda, yadda. Fuck me, I was in the eye of the storm. My only escape was either one of my places or the clubhouse, which is where I am right now.
I’d been helping Deke tighten some nuts on a bike but we were pretty much done now.
“I have to make a run.” I kept my face turned because I wasn’t in the mood for his shit.
“You need me to come with?”
“Nah this won’t take that long I’ll be right back.”
He was silent for a good minute, which I did not like at all. That meant he was thinking and that could only mean one thing.
“What kinda run?” What the fuck?
“What’s it to you?”
He studied me for a second before opening his big fucking mouth, the fuck.
“Ah come on boss not again.”
“Not again what?”
“You know what.”
“No you fuck tell me.” I swear I’ma punch this fucker out if he says the wrong thing.
“Listen, the last two or three times you got this twitchy and had to run off by yourself you came back with those little pink bags.”
“So the fuck what?”
“So, don’t you think it’s a little off for our fearless leader to be riding around with women’s panties? And worst yet you actually walk in a store and buy the shits?” He shook his head like that was the worst shit I could do in this life. I wanted to knock his damn head off but I didn’t have time. I had other shit to take care of today but this was something that needed doing. It was one of the ways I let my woman know I was thinking of her even in the midst of chaos. And that I still thought she was the most beautiful girl in the world even though right now she was driving me up the fucking wall with her shit. Flowers and candy and that shit was all good and well but that shit don’t last.
“Listen and learn something you ass. When a woman puts on lingerie or undergarments it’s usually to please her man. I get the pleasure of looking and she gets the pleasure of feeling it against her skin. With that said who do you think is better to pick the shit out if it’s for my viewing pleasure?” He took a minute to ponder that one while I started making my way to the door.
“I see what you’re saying.” He rubbed his chin as if he were really giving it some serious thought. “Maybe I should do the same for my girl.” I stopped short at that one and turned back to him.
“No, this is something you do for your woman, not for the hoppers, the fuck are you thinking?”
“I wasn’t talking about them, besides I haven’t been messing with that shit for a minute now. I was thinking about…” He broke off and I studied him. I got a knot in my stomach because I had a pretty good idea where this was going. It was times like this that I was reminded just how young my boys were. He was barely twenty- three and he’d never really had a father figure or any real adult influence come to think of it, before the crew.
Most of my boys were street raised and to say they were short on social graces was putting it mildly. But this shit could open up a whole can of worms that were better left alone.
“Deke…think about that kid; don’t even think about going there unless you’re ready to take this shit all the way. I mean it, don’t let this become a thing between us, do not fuck around with this shit.” He got riled up but had the good sense to keep himself in check.
“You think I don’t know that Blade? You think I can’t see that she’s been through enough already? I wouldn’t do that to lil man. I know what it’s like for your mom to have a revolving door in and out of her bedroom man. But she’s not like that, and I’m not looking to fuck her over. Besides you’ve seen what she’s accustomed to dealing with, I’m sure I’m ten times better than that fuck.”
I looked at him hard for five solid. Not one of these fuckers can get one over on me. That’s how they’d all ended up doing a stint in the pen after tangling with me back in the day. His sincerity was written all over his face and that went a long way to easing that knot in my gut.
“No son, you’re a thousand times better.”
“Good, so you’ll let me come with?” Now he seemed excited when only a few minutes ago he was turning up his nose in scorn. “You sure women like this shit right?
“If you’re coming let’s go but keep your damn mouth shut, I don’t wanna hear shit outta you.” He held up his hands and followed behind me. Some of the others shouted out questions about our whereabouts but we waved them off and headed out on our rides.
When we reached the store in the mall, I went in search of the girl who always helped me in the past with Deke right on my heels. He looked a little uncomfortable and I was about to send him back outside but then she saw me and came running over.
I pulled the little card that I kept in my wallet. She’d given it to me the last time I was here. Apparently it was a reminder of all the shit I’d bought the last time so that I could always remember the size and styles I liked.
“Deke this is Cecily, Cecily Deke.” They said hello and I walked off with her so she could try to sell me the whole damn store, which was her job. I looked back to see if he was following but he was stood in the middle of the store looking around like he was lost. I decided to leave him to it since that was pretty much my look the first time I walked through these doors.
Thirty minutes in, we were getting our fair share of stares. I wasn’t sure if it was because of our leathers and obvious biker look, or the fact that Deke was caressing the people’s damn panties.
“Deke what the fuck are you doing?” I kept my voice down so as not to draw even more attention to us.
“I’m testing out the feel, there’s a whole lot of different shit here, plus I’m trying to envision ya know.” That I did not need to know.
An hour later he was finally ready and we headed to the register. “What the fuck Deke did you buy one of everything?”
“I like them all.”
“Fair enough.”
Chapter 20
When she wasn’t making herself crazy, it was my turn. I had a million and one things to do and the kid wasn’t even here yet. “Lily, chill the fuck down before you give yourself an ulcer.”
“I can’t, we have a lot to do before the baby gets here and there’s still the wedding to get through and…” And on and on she went.
“It’ll get done whether you worry or not.”
“That’s easy for you to say. Typical male, you think you have all the time in the world, but before you know it the baby will be here and nothing will be done and I promise you Hayden Masters if that happens I am so going to kill you.” I need to get the fuck outta drama central.
Seriously, the only time she wasn’t bitching at me these days is when she had a mouth full of dick. With that thought in mind I dragged her off mid tirade and bent her ass over the back of the couch. “What’re you doing? We don’t have time…” She stopped complaining when she realized I wasn’t listening. Standing behind her I lifted the edge of the little silk robe she had on, unzipped and ran my cock head up and down her slit.
“Keep your head down and your mouth shut.” I pushed down on her head for emphasis and kept rubbing her with my cock until he was nice and hard. Using my foot I spread hers a little wider and dipped so I could line up just right with her pussy. By the time I was six inches deep she was singing a different tune.
“You gonna behave? Huh?” I thrust hard and stopped and went at her again.
“Uh huh.”
Damn I love that break in her voice. Makes me think of unleashing all kinds of mayhem on her ass. “You gonna mouth off at your man again?”
I pulled her hair hard and held her under her tummy to make sure that my kid was alright.
She was pushing back hard and reaching beneath us to feel my cock as it came out of her. That told me this was exactly what she’d needed because her ass was in heat. I gave her as much cock as I thought she could handle in her condition with as much heat behind it she could stand.
“No more bitching y
ou got me?” she nodded her head and turned it on her shoulder for my tongue. I kissed her long and hard and dirty. There was lots of tongue and spit and biting involved because her pregnant ass was on freak overload.
I went after her clit when I was getting close and brought her off before pulling out. “Kneel.” She turned around and knelt at my feet with her mouth open. I shot the first load on her tongue before painting her tits and chin then I finished in her mouth. “Suck.” She sucked me off ‘til there was none left and then ate what was on her chest and face. I hope to fuck that shit doesn’t fuck my kid up.
After I’d taken care of her ass, I thought I could at least grab an hour downtime before the shit wore off and she started her shit again; but I got hit from a whole different angle. My phone started going off so I grabbed that when I saw it was Deanna calling.
I couldn’t make heads nor tails of what she was saying, but I knew something was wrong because she was crying. I didn’t start panicking right away because that’s not my style, and besides, I needed to stay calm to deal with whatever the fuck this was.
“Take a deep breath and start at the beginning.”
“Holly’s gone.”
“What do you mean gone, where is she?” I was already moving but still keeping my cool.
“Someone took her from school.”
“School? Didn’t school end hours ago?”
“I know but I thought I could find her before now, now the cops are here and they’re asking me all these questions, you’ve got to come.” I hung up the phone after learning that she was still at the school and looked around for my keys and shit. Lily who had been alerted by the tone of my voice was watching me with fear in her eyes.
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